Chen Xing and He Li made an appointment at the Moxiang Tea House in the city, which is near the Jinjiang Hotel where they last had a classmate meeting, and it is also very close to where Chen Xing lives, Chen Xing came to the agreed place early, he didn't dare to set a box, he chose a place to sit down in the hall, and it was inevitable that a lonely man and a widow would be in the same room and there would be a little spark or something, He Li's reputation was not good, and it had already been verified with practical actions, Chen Xing now did not dare to have too much confidence in his self-control, and the experience of that night was still vivid, if it wasn't for the last fishing, I'm afraid the relationship between the two is not clear.

"In front of a woman, a man is like dry wood encountering a fire, it's not that my self-control is too poor, but that people are naturally lustful, and Master Confucius could see the nature of people thousands of years ago, and I can't blame me for this." Chen Xing sat in the hall silently waiting for He Li to arrive, and he was also thinking about the erotic encounter that almost happened that night, although he kept admonishing himself in his head, but every time he thought of He Li's beautiful face, Chen Xing was still excited, he knew that he was just out of a man's **.

"I wonder what happened to 'her' now?" Chen Xing suddenly showed a bitter smile, the memories of the past were like a glimpse of a streamer, and the slightest hint came to his heart, that unforgettable love affair brought him in addition to deep loss and depression, but also for the first time let him personally experience the cruelty and reality of society, he was powerless, and finally failed to keep each other, and the parting on the station became the last goodbye for the two to meet.

There is no place to return for this love, and the remaining hatred is endless.

The former mountain alliance and sea oath, the beautiful vision of the future, after all, is no match for the bloody reality, his girlfriend's family background is not comparable to him, and his girlfriend's parents also look down on him. And his girlfriend didn't choose to stick to it in the end! He lost to this real society.

Hate her? Chen Xing didn't know.

Eyes drifted to the north, under the bright night sky only the wisps of faint sorrow that turned into dust, time flickered, five years of youth has disappeared, he from a newly graduated hairy young man to today's older unmarried young man, five years, Chen Xing did not set foot on the land of the provincial capital, where it is only a hundred kilometers away from the coast of the East China Sea - Haicheng, which also belongs to Jiangchuan Province, this life, unless necessary, Chen Xing knows that he will not set foot in the provincial capital.

"Maybe she's going to be happy right now, right?" Chen Xing gently stroked his heart, "It's been so long, five years, I should have forgotten everything I should have forgotten, will I still feel heartache?" ”

"Yes, she must have lived a very happy life, I have long heard that she obeyed the arrangement of her family and married a high-ranking official, and lived a life of fine clothes and fine food, where can I be compared with a little person from a humble background, why should I cling to the past?" With a thousand knots in his heart, Chen Xing didn't know whether he was obsessed with the past or cowardly.