But thinking about it, no matter how much Xiao An thinks about it these days, Sister Yun's soul has never been able to fall asleep. Think it's because I'm not close enough to Sister Yun? But she inquired about others on the side, saying that it was her family, such as her mother and son, who said that they hadn't dreamed much of Sister Yun.

Maybe people are dreaming about it but don't want to say it, after all, it's their own business. But Sister Yun is a horizontal death, doesn't her family want justice? Especially her safe husband, who really lived openly with the woman. Hmph, I really want to ask that woman, you are so bold, are you not afraid that this man will kill you like his previous wife?

Is there really such a big power?

Back then, Yu Po received her lover just after her husband died, and when the world asked, she was still full of grievances and had a lot of words. In fact, they are all women, and they are also the ancient beauties that I like very much, and I don't want to crusade against anyone. Xiao An just didn't understand it, they all said that love is great, it can create everything and destroy everything, this, I can still understand it somewhat. It's just that, speaking of this**, it stands to reason that I'm not also at this age of flesh and blood? Why isn't there such nonsense as those people? I can be identified by a physiologist and a psychiatrist as a normal and healthy person, just like the cartoon says: Active duty!

When I was in high school, I read a Buddhist book that greatly criticized the Western glorification of love, saying that there is no love in this world at all, and some are just pornography. At that time, Xiao An was really very touched, and she didn't want to believe that the incomparably noble and beautiful love in her heart was incomparably vulgar and filthy pornography. But after a few years, she really came to believe, or somewhat understand this sentence, that love should still exist in this world, because if she is simply attracted to hue, then how to explain those unswerving purities and those homosexuals who stick to the end? Therefore, there is no absoluteness in everything, but the importance of this skin on the outside cannot be denied. Once, Xiao An also told one of her colleagues about this, and the colleague immediately objected: How can there be no love in this world? My husband and I fell in love at first sight and have been together ever since! That's right, but if both sides look sorry, the attraction will be greatly reduced. Later, my colleague also thought about it carefully, well, yes, he should have taken a fancy to my face at the beginning, and I was indeed stunned by his handsomeness.

Therefore, under normal circumstances, it is difficult for a pair of golden boys and girls to associate themselves with those mundane things. Princes and princesses have always been synonymous with sacred union, and human beings have always tried their best to constantly improve and beautify themselves, desperately distinguishing themselves from other animals, and giving them a good name no matter what they do, so that they can exercise their innate natural attributes with peace of mind, otherwise, it is against the norm.

This is of course good, because even other animals have their own rules and principles. I still don't say anything else, just love, because I'm such an age! In addition to dedicating my blood and youth to the motherland and the people, I also have another part to leave for myself and someone. And when this person will appear, and whether he will be as loyal to me as a swan, I am not sure yet.

Alas, am I a little worried, since I have seen the fragility of life and can't do anything about it, should I also seize the time and have fun in time like Sister Yun's husband? If I really accidentally live to old age without a confidant by my side, it will be scary enough.

Forget it, there are some things that really can't be controlled by me, and I don't have any special training in this area, if you're really scared, it's better to find a brave heart and let him protect himself.

Xiao An thinks of one of his daughters' family, but he always thinks about saving all mankind and feels ridiculous, this time it's Sister Yun, next time I change to someone else, I want to help? Can you help? And it's still a person who has already left, and the police haven't found anything for a while, so that he can have special functions and become a superwoman, and be admired by the world on top of the world?

Don't think about these unnecessary things, and live your life well.

In a flash, it has been a while since Sister Yun left everyone, and during this period, there are indeed no more strange incidents, and those who are ready to leave, change jobs, and transfer away have gradually forgotten these things and began to concentrate on work.

Xiao An was still on the night shift after that day, at first, she thought it should just be a punishment for the leader for spreading bad information during her lunch, but later found out that the leader seemed to be in love with sending her to this position, probably because she felt that her job was too easy, and since she got the company's salary, she always had to do something. But it's a girl's house, and you can't exploit her cruelly, so you leave her to spend one long night after another in the company.

After a long time, Xiao An gradually got used to and even liked this kind of assignment, sometimes day shift, sometimes night shift, sometimes continuous shift. And there's nothing wrong with spending the night in the duty room, except for being lonely and not being able to be with your family, there's really no discomfort, especially the salary has paid off somewhat, and most importantly, since last time, I haven't had a dream like that for a long time.

On this day, it was Xiao An's turn to work the night shift again, and after she finished eating in the cafeteria with everyone happily as usual, she returned to her duty room and boarded the chat software.

In fact, in the past, Xiao An has always been a very busy person, she can always find this and that thing for herself, and rarely has time to log in to these chat software. Therefore, once a female colleague who was younger than her but had been married for many years questioned her vigorous and full mental state every day, and couldn't help but ask: If you don't find a partner, aren't you empty?

Emptiness? Why are you empty?

Xiao An is very strange, because this is the only feeling she has never had since she grew so big.

yes, I don't think a husband is enough, so just-

Okay, understood, everyone has their own ambitions, so let's go our own way.

Fortunately, there are still a lot of leftover women like themselves in the company, and there are other leftover women, they are very strange, they definitely deserve the title of "leftover women", which is a veritable "leftover". For example, once, leftover woman A asked leftover woman B: You said that you don't have a boyfriend, and your social life is quite busy all day, what are you busy with? Leftover woman B is very strange: why can women only revolve around men all their lives? This is what the leftover girl B told Xiao An personally, of course, after so long, the two sisters should have been stripped naked, B's recent situation is unknown, but A is indeed since the blind date was successful, almost the entire net worth of life is tied to each other. Before falling in love, I could still work well, but after falling in love, I became as crazy as my sister, and I didn't see the company report for three days, as if the style that I had saved for more than 20 years was waiting to be released here. As a result, the girl was discharged and returned to the field before she could enjoy the pleasure of falling in love for a few days. It's okay, anyway, such a "good woman" who regards her husband as the sky should be able to get her lover as a long-term meal ticket in return.

Hehe, it's better to leave others alone, tonight is indeed an "empty" night, and no one accompanies me, the key is that although I haven't had nightmares these days, I still have to find someone to accompany me to nag and be courageous. So, after landing, Xiao An chatted with one of her colleagues.

Speaking of which, this is her own family! is surnamed An, her name is An An, and the other party is called An Xiaoyang.

Xiao Yang asked her, "Xiao An, what are you doing?" ”

"I didn't do anything, I'm chatting with you!"

"You don't make full use of such a good resource, and no one bothers you, aren't you blind?"

"Oh? So what do I say? ”

"Write something? Or just make some Taobao or something. However, in my humble opinion, it is more reliable to write something. ”

"Okay, I'll try."

"You write it, you write it, I'll definitely read it."

"Hmm. I'll write it well. ”

"By the way, where are you going to write? Do you know where to register? ”

"I don't know."

"Also, you, who don't usually read novels, and the ones you occasionally read are all copied to you by us. Well, this is a novel website, you can publish it here, if it really passes, let me know, I'll read it. ”

"Oh, thank you."

"By the way, do you still want to have a screen name, a pen name or something?"

"That's right!"

"Have you thought about it?"

"Well, let me think about it...... That's right! ”

Xiao An had a flash of inspiration, and then sent a name to An Xiaoyang: Xiao An Yoko.

The other party sent her a smiley face.

Xiao An continued to reply: "Well, then I'm not afraid that you won't find me!" ”

Immediately, Xiao An immediately registered the website and verified the pen name, and there is really no one with the same name as himself at present, which is really good, so use this name.

"Xiao An, what are you busy with? You can't really sign up, right? ”

Seeing that Xiao An hadn't moved for a long time, An Xiaoyang sent her a window shake.

"Yes! I'm already crackling. ”

"So fast? So, can you tell me what genre you chose? ”

"Well, I don't like to be too detached from reality, so I write about the passing days."

That's right, maybe in the eyes of everyone, Xiao An has always been a dreamer, and she has always hated that some people always emphasize what "be realistic" at every turn. What is reality? Reality is a dream that has been realized! Those who always emphasize "reality" are either too uncreative or too lazy and comfortable. Yes, Ann may be a dreamer, but she is by no means a dreamer! And the difference between the two is that the former not only thinks, but also pays his own practical actions; The latter will only be cheeky, lazy, and constantly dreaming.

A boy once discovered that she was good at weaving dreams, and thought that she had found a soulmate, and someone could finally understand the world of her romantic fantasy. At first, Xiao An felt that this boy was very tolerant, like the sea, but after a long time, he realized that he was a master who just wanted not to do it, so where did it happen! You and I are not all the way at all, you better find a girl who can really appreciate your dreams, I am not that lucky.

Probably because he knew Xiao'an too well, An Xiaoyang replied: "I knew that you had to write something like this, let me tell you first, no one will read Qingshui Wen like yours at all." ”

"I know!"

"You know, you still write like that, don't you think it's a waste of network resources?"

"This, no matter how bad it is, what I wrote is not rubbish, and if people really want to delete it, then delete it, I just want to be happy."

Just like Li Bihua, writing for nothing else, being happy is the first thing, as for whether there are readers, what kind of readers, or whether others like to read them, then I don't care. I'm not a psychologist, it's impossible for everyone's heart to figure it out so well, writing is inherently a very personal matter, why cater to others? I just don't have to be reactionary, I'm not evil, I'm fine. Four words, it is difficult to reconcile.

"Then if you want to do this, I won't look at it, won't it waste my eyes? You're idle anyway, so why not make good use of your time? Think of it as writing one for me. ”

Well, for the friendship between the two of us, then I'll write a "not so passing days".

"Tell me, where should I start?"

"Well, the hottest thing now is what fantasy, fairy, and crossing, it's really not good, you can also write a horror suspense, supernatural reasoning or something."

Oh, this is what I have resisted the most since I was a child. Although Xiao An has been very fond of adventure since he was a child, he has never taken that kind of senseless risk, which is not called exploration, it is not sick and sick. Parents who have received skin from the body are not qualified to use this body to go to certain high-risk places at will.

So, when it comes to horror, this one is really harder than climbing to the sky.

"Oh, this is bad, what if I can't write all of what you said?"

"Why can't you write it? If someone can write about it, why can't you? ”

"I haven't read the first few of them, I don't know what they're talking about, and the back ones really don't dare to conceive."

"Look at your appearance, you will be through your life for the rest of your life! I won't pay attention to your 'little An Yoko' or something, where do I have time to read your broken water text. Anyway, if you like to write or not, I'll get down. ”

With that, Xiao Yang went offline, leaving Xiao An alone in front of the screen and worrying about the "Xiao An Yoko": What should I do? The old friend seduced her to start writing an essay herself, and now that she has written it, she doesn't read it again.

Why don't you give it a try? Well, give it a try, isn't it just writing a novel, everything is fake! And it's all arranged by myself, and I don't really want to go on adventures. You can't really scare yourself, can you? Besides, I don't have that ability. However, it's better not to have that kind of talent, there should be more sunshine in my life, positive, those terrible clouds, dissipate, dissipate.

Well, then I'll write one, terrifying. However, it will definitely not be the kind of horror that goes all the way to the end, it can only be the general direction here, but there will be a lot of warmth interspersed with it.

Xiao An has always been a person who feels cold easily, probably because she is a girl, is she cold by nature? Not only does the body need warmth, but the mind also needs the same need.

So, An Xiaoyang, who called this door that you led me into? Then I'll try to write a horror novel, but don't blame me if it's not scary, because I don't want to scare people at all.