The rivers and lakes chapter

【Painting of the River Outside the Fanwai】

That year, you were just a girl, so pure and bright that I couldn't help but feel excited.

So, I can't help but want to keep you away from these calculations. But in the end, it still failed. You are at the center of it all.

On that day, in the carriage, you said to me that the wedding was our plan, but it was also yours.

At that time, maybe before, I already understood that you are not as innocent as you seem. You have your calculations, too.

However, why am I still willing to let you destroy the arrangement of your ancestor for many years? I really didn't reveal anything, even to help you guys.

Later, you invited me to Luofu. I agreed.

It was probably my happiest time, but it was over quickly.

In the end, I can only watch you put on a wedding dress for another person.

Two nights before you got married, I wanted to sneak into your boudoir.

The dark one stopped me.

Unexpectedly, the dark one just told me not to wake you up and let me in.

I looked at you with a sweet and happy smile even in your sleep, and my heart ached slightly, but another kind of happiness was gradually growing.

Qingchu, do you know? You are already the catastrophe of my Jiang Yihua's life.

At your wedding, I was drunk. In fact, where is alcohol to make people drunk? It's just that the heart doesn't want to be sober.

In the years that followed, I wandered the world alone.

However, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, without you, it will be bleak.

I have met many people, although there are few who are better than you, but it is not nothing, but, just why, can it enter my heart, or is it only you?

I don't know what to do, and I go deep.

I don't know where it ends, and it comes and goes.

When I was finally about to die, I saw you smiling brightly in the sea of flowers in Bac Ninh.

Then you come to me and never depart from me. 【Gu Ming】

I like her.

How could I possibly not like her? When I first met, she had become the only sunshine in my life.

Later, I gradually believed that we were in love.

However, when I finally learned the secret book left by my father and left the mountains, I heard rumors that my master forced her to marry her cousin Nan Miyazawa, causing her to run away from home.

I was really frightened, but fortunately, I still had the last bit of sanity in my heart, and I found the nearest secret force in Luofu and asked for relevant information.

Fortunately, all this is just a ploy by the junior sister and the master, just to deal with the red-clothed monk.

I calmed down and rushed to Bac Ninh.

The one who will show her intentions to be obvious does not give me much of a sense of threat. Even if he almost got married to his little sister.

Instead, Jiang Yi painted...... She has always been gentle and considerate, like a warm sunshine, and she will only show her teeth and claws like that when she treats Jiang Yihua.

I'm scared. I'm afraid that the little sister loves Jiang Yihua!

The entanglement and pain of that time was unimaginable in my life.

I didn't dare to ask her! I'm afraid that she didn't know her feelings about Jiang Yihua, and she chose Jiang Yihua after I asked!

That night, she and Jiang Yihua quietly left the house one after another. I secretly followed.

That's when I was most nervous, and I was afraid that she would leave.

I saw her hugging Jiang Yihua and heard her conversation with Jiang Yihua.

The next day, she told Master about our marriage. I was overjoyed.

Although I don't know my sister's heart, I will love her for the rest of my life. This is my vow. 【Outside the South Miyazawa】

I don't know what kind of feelings I have for her. When I first came into contact, it was true that I was just trying to complete the task assigned by my master, the red-clothed monk. However, I don't know if I'm real, that's all.

After the death of the red-clothed monk, I also came to my senses.

I want to become a monk to atone for my sins, but I still have my relatives.

Later, I learned to be chivalrous.

And she has become my most beloved sister. As I said when we first met, I finally have a younger sister, and she finally has an older brother.

Actually, that's pretty good.

I still think of the Cardinal, my Master. I still think about those days.

But so what? It's all in the past.

I don't want to think about it anymore, I just want to live well now. 【The Beginning of the Sunny Days】

After Dingtone explained the points, I still couldn't come back to my senses.

Dingdong sat next to me, accompanying me in a daze.

Suddenly, Dingtone asked me, "Dear host, do you want to see the world after you leave?" ”

I wanted to refuse, but suddenly I remembered a white figure, and the ghost replied in a strange way: "Okay." ”

I still want to know about him later.

A crystal ball appeared in front of me, reflecting the story of the world I had just left.

I don't know when, tears have wet my clothes.

Originally, I just wanted to use Jiang Yihua to complete that second task. But at what point has my heart changed?

Actually, I like Jiang Yi's paintings!

I knew that Jiang Yihua was good to me, after he sent me away from Bac Ninh in a small boat. But I don't know my own heart.

For Gu Ming, I have been good to him for many years because of my mission. My self-hypnosis blinded me.

However, Gu Ming can't be hidden.

He saw my feelings for Jiang Yihua, so he let me finish abusing my heart and abusing him.

I saw the later Jiang Yihua who died alone, but there were no more tears to shed.

I can't let my feelings go. Otherwise, one day I will be lost in a different world.

This is my sorrow and the sorrow of those who fall in love with me.

Fortunately, because I have always told myself that the person I want to be with is Gu Ming, my feelings for Jiang Yihua have always been controlled in a state that is about to sprout, so I can still control myself now.

"Is the host willing to spend a hundred points to give Jiang Yi a beautiful illusion?" The sound of a small ding-dong suddenly turned into a cold mechanical sound.

I looked at the old Jiang Yihua in the crystal ball, with nostalgia and sadness in his expression, and still agreed.

The picture changes in the crystal ball.

That year, in Bac Ninh, the sea of flowers and sunshine, as well as me and him.

Finally, I walked towards the young man.

Then, together, we walked towards the Yellow Springs.

That's the only thing I can give him.

Let him die in a beautiful illusion.

I saw a happy smile on his face.

Jiang Yihua, I don't know if I will forget you in the constant crossing.

How sad it is.

Luckily, Dingtone will back up all the memories I've traveled through.

Maybe one day, I will return to this world, not as the only daughter of the Lord of the Naluo League. Was it possible for you to recognize me at that time?

I do not know.