"Do you regret it now?"

She came all the way, it seemed that she only wanted to ask him this sentence face to face, the old lady was noble, good looks, when she was a girl, she was the object of envy of all women of the same age, went to the best school, did the most decent job, married the best man, her life was smooth sailing, I don't know how many people have shortened their teeth.

However, her only son, a young genius who was once the envy of everyone, secretly applied for the Buddhist Academy without telling her, and she was angry and cut off all his financial resources, waiting for him to flee back and admit his mistakes, but who knows, there is no deadline for this wait.

A few years later, his son entrusted someone to bring news that he had become a monk a month ago, and his Dharma name was Yuantong, and since then, there has been no such person as Chen Chen in the world.

When the old lady heard the news, she fell seriously ill, and she knew that her son hated her, but where was that wild girl from the countryside worthy of her excellent son, did he think she loved to do the bad man's marriage? But she only has one baby son, that is her greatest pride, more precious than her life, for him, she had to be ruthless and evil, blame that girl is too dead-eyed, isn't it good for An An to marry separately? He got a bleak end of one corpse and two lives, and since then her son has hated her, and for many years, he has never called her mom.

Her husband is a professor at a well-known university, self-denial, spring breeze and rain, peach and plum all over the world, but he is weak in nature, and devoted to learning, he can't go home several times a year, in the eyes of his son, he may not be close to the nanny driver at home.

Seeing that the mother and son fought and his wife was defeated, he finally repented, and wasted his whole life teaching and educating people, but even his own son failed to teach, this kind of sadness, no one can say.

Although his son's education has completely failed, but after all, he is his own flesh and blood, and he still has some understanding of the father, and the matter has come to this point, most of the sons can't keep it, his wife has always been strong, and he is used to being suppressed.

In a person's life, who he meets, he is moved, he accompanies him day and night, and he grows old together, which is fate, and it was almost love at first sight when the two met.

At that time, she was like a beautiful flower, he was a good talent, a pair made in heaven, who would have thought that it would eventually become such a respectful and speechless situation, the impermanence of the world, it really caught people off guard.

After a year and three months, Mr. Chen became ill from hard work, and finally passed away suddenly, his only son was far away in the temple, and he couldn't even see the last face, the old lady did the funeral alone, from beginning to end, he didn't shed a tear in front of people, but after this incident, he seemed to be dozens of years old for no reason, his hair was gray and white, and he couldn't dye it, his face was full of old and decadent, and he didn't see the old days in his eyes, as if he was detained and his soul was gone, and the whole person lost his spirit.

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Regret it? Master Yuantong asked himself silently.

Back then, he was not called Yuantong, his best friends liked to call him Liangtong, because he has always been dead-eyed, once everything is determined, he has to die before resting, Sakura likes to call him Brother Chen, I still remember the first time I saw her, she timidly called her young master, and he heard that the roots of his teeth were sour, and goosebumps rose all over his body, and he used both soft and hard, so that she forced her to whisper out a sentence of Brother Chen.

It was a few decades ago, but now that I think about it, it still feels like yesterday, and every breath and breath hurts my heart.

Hate! How can you not hate!

Mother has always been very strict with herself, even when calling his name, she just called him Chen Chen meticulously, at first glance, it was not even as close as the porter Uncle Li, when he was a teenager, he only thought that she was looking forward to his son Jackie Chan, and hoped that he could soar up, Gao Yao lintel, but she didn't want to, she was so ruthless, knowing that he and Sakura had made a private agreement for life, and the pearl fetus was secretly knotted, and even used such a method, and finally forced Sakura to commit suicide by throwing herself into a well, with one corpse and two lives.

He hated her to death, she never gave him a day of motherly favor, but she forcibly ruined the only warmth in her life, good! Since you have tried your best to raise the best son in the world, I just want to ruin your hard work, secretly changing your application is the first step, work-study and independent survival is the second step, and shaving the ordination is the third step.

At the beginning, he really broke through the red dust, wanted to practice the Dharma and purify sentient beings, but when did it start, things inexplicably developed in an unpredictable direction, at first it was just a little compromise, and gradually it became more and more difficult to extricate himself, and when he repented, he realized that he had fallen into it and could not turn back.

Since then, I know that it is difficult to be alone, it is even more difficult to get out of the mud without staining, and it is even more difficult for everyone to be drunk and wake up alone, so he retreated little by little, and also covered with dust a little bit, until in the end, he also fell into the quagmire, dilemma, life and death, he had no choice but to keep moving forward.

Flowers bloom and give birth to two sides, and life is between Buddha and demons.

The Buddha said: There are eight sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment for a long time, can't ask for it, and can't let go.

Now that I think about it, I have taken it all.

Remorse? Maybe!

If she wasn't so easy to deceive at the beginning, if she could go a little earlier, wouldn't Sakura not have to die, although she was a girl from a small mountain village, but she was also pampered by her parents in the palm of her hand, Sakura was literate, Hui Lanxin, ingenious, obviously only seventeen or eighteen years old little girl, cooking, even the chef used to in the family was ashamed of herself, otherwise how could her mother, who has always been harsh, agree to accept her, think that if she didn't meet herself, her lively temperament will definitely be able to live a healthy life, The house is full of children and grandchildren!

In the end, he still mistook her, such a beautiful person, such a beautiful time, he passed away from the world, and he died after all, after all, he was deeply guilty, even if he was a Buddha for a lifetime, he couldn't redeem the sins of this body, not to mention......

What's more, he has done such a filthy thing.

Buddhism pays attention to reincarnation, the soul is not destroyed, then the sins are not eliminated, the past life and this life, right and wrong, grievances, must be cleared, in order to be liberated, he did such a thing, the eighteen layers of hell can not run, but no matter how much pain he can not be afraid at all, but he can not see her again until death, he really regrets his life.

"I regret it."

The obscure voice, like a wheelbarrow in disrepair, overwhelmed, precarious, hoarse and terrifying, for some reason, when I heard my son's remorseful answer, not only did he not have the expected pride, but his heart was full of emptiness as if someone had dug a corner of it, and his eyes were full of desolation, and he could no longer be satisfied.

"I regret it, if I hadn't been bewitched by you and traveled away from home, Sakura wouldn't have been poisoned by you, and the poor child was only three months old......"

Over the years, he has been chanting and praying day and night, just hoping that Sakura can take care of his life as soon as possible, not seeking wealth and glory, but seeking a lifetime of well-being, as for the child who has not yet had time to meet, he is only blamed for his shallow fortune and can't stand this father-son relationship.

The book says that the child who died before he was born was the most miserable, and he had to endure the pain of the wind and the delay day and night, and he was tormented and tortured.

Retribution! It's all retribution!

Hehe, this is retribution.