Chapter 012: Two Worlds Inside and Outside

There are two worlds inside and outside.

Song Han outside the door wanted to raise his hand to push open the door that blocked him, the door that separated him from his wife, but he found his hand in a trance, at this time, it seemed to weigh a thousand catties, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't lift half a point. Listening to Mama Song inside kept shouting, "Mama's good show, wake up quickly, you haven't looked at your child yet......", Song Han's heart began to drip blood, and the tears in his eyes slid down his face without any strength.

Song Han, who had exhausted her last breath to give birth to a child in the door, had already fallen into a coma at this moment, and she couldn't hear any calls from the people next to her, let alone Song Han, a heartbroken man, was standing outside the door. However, she can clearly feel that life is losing little by little from the moment the child is born.

The cold in the vast sea of snow made her shiver, and she remembered the experience of her own life, the bad ones were no longer important, but the good ones warmed her up a little. So the past emerged one by one like a picture scroll, including her biological parents, her lover Song Han, her adopted daughter Xiao Mu'er, and her newborn child who had never met.

She remembered that when she had just turned fifteen, it was the spring of that year that she met the love of her life, Song Han. And that ordinary spring was the most beautiful and splendid spring in her life, because in that season of sycamore blossoms, in the purple sycamore drizzle, she was ashamed of the young Song Han who met for the first time and her who was still a girl.

She also remembered that when she happily married into the Song Mansion, served her husband, honored her in-laws, and respected her elders, these were not worth her childless sin, and when her in-laws and patriarchs began to force Song Han to divorce his wife and marry another, she was really desperate. But her lover Song Han did not fail her, he did not hesitate to be scolded and disobedient for her, made a big fuss in the family ancestral hall, and decided to resist her life in front of the clansmen, preserving her identity as a wife, so that she was saved between life and death.

And then what?

That's right, and then Song Han took himself out of the home that couldn't be considered a family, went to Beijing to take the exam to get the flowers, and took himself home to pray for forgiveness from his in-laws and patriarchs, but was told by the patriarch, "Even if you become a lady in the future, if you don't inherit the family for my Song family, you won't be able to enter the ancestral hall of my Song family after death", hehe...... How ridiculous, so much effort by the husband is in vain.

Then Song Han took him down to the south of the Yangtze River, and met Xiao Mu'er on the first night out of the city, Xiao Mu'er's sweet smile and well-behaved and lovely people warmed her withered heart and made her regain her long-lost smile. But what did you do? After becoming pregnant, the first thing I thought of was that I was afraid that she would burden me and wanted to abandon her far away. If it weren't for Mama saying that Xiao Mu'er was a spring flower and brought spring seeds to herself, if she wasn't afraid that Song Han would be cold to her, she would have given her away a long time ago, right? It turns out that it is not only others who are cruel to themselves, but also others who are cruel to others.

"I'm sorry Xiao Mu'er, please forgive me for not waking up to these until now, I'm sorry for my newborn child who hasn't met, it seems that my mother really has no chance with you, but my mother really wants to see you, look at who you look like!" , Song Hanshi, who was in a coma, was struggling and felt that someone had pricked a lot of needles in her body, and someone kept rubbing her hands to keep warm.

When Song Hanshi vaguely felt this, he heard an unfamiliar voice saying, "Although the blood has stopped for the time being, I'm afraid that people won't be able to survive tonight." My lord, you still mourn by the way...... Prepare for the aftermath as soon as possible! ”

Then there was her lover Song Han, who pleaded in a thick nasal voice: "You are the best doctor in Fuyang, is there really no way?" I beg thee, if you can do it, as much silver as you want. ”

The doctor smiled bitterly and said, "My lord...... It's not that the villain is not unsatisfied, it's really the villain's first time to treat the mother, who was willing to let the man close to the delivery room in the past, let alone the body of the near-mother. You...... Let's mourn, and when the lady wakes up, let's say a few more words to her! ”

Song Han was afraid of hearing Song Han's pleading again, because in the past few years, Song Han had begged too many people for her wife, so regardless of whether others could hear her voice or not, he persistently repeated the shouting: "Husband...... Husband...... The husband ......", hoping that Song Han would no longer wronged herself for her, which is why she did not listen to Mama Song's advice and forced her mother to save the child.

"Xiu'er, for the husband, what do you want to say?" Even Mama Song, who was close by, didn't hear Song Han's voice, but Song Han, who was a few steps away, immediately rushed to the side of the bed, held Song Han's hand and asked urgently.

Everyone in the room just wondered if Song Han was crazy, but they found that Song Han on the bed was really moving, so everyone immediately stopped crying and looked at the two people in front of the bed with their hands clasped.

In the room where there was no sound, Song Han's weak voice became slightly clearer.

"Don't ...... Again...... Please! I...... Think...... See...... Child," Song Han said weakly to Song Han who was lying in front of him.

Xiu'er...... Look at the kids, kids! Hurry up and bring the child over......" After listening to Song Han's words clearly, Song Han held back the pain in his heart with a sense of understanding, hurriedly asked people to hold the child to himself, lowered his head and put the baby in front of Song Han's, and the tears hanging on his jaw dripped onto the baby's small face, causing the baby to cry loudly.

"Yes...... Son...... Or a daughter? Although Song Han couldn't see the child's appearance clearly, being able to hear his (her) crying was already satisfying to her, so she asked Song Han with a smile that couldn't be lighter.

Song Han, whose face was full of tears, nodded, gritted his teeth and smiled: "It's my son...... So Xiu'er, you have to hold on, and tomorrow you will repair the book to your parents for your husband, so that they can also know the good news. ”

Pulling the corners of his somewhat dry mouth, Song Hanshi smiled: "Well, it's up to the husband to decide...... Concubinage...... I also want to see Xiao Mu'er ......".

"Okay, for the husband, let people go and bring Xiao Mu'er here......" Put the baby who was still crying next to Song Han's, Song Han quickly turned around and asked people to go to the east courtyard to hug people, and he kicked Song Han's cold hand into his arms.

When Mother Wu and Mrs. Liang entered the house with Xiao Rumu, who had not laughed all night, Song Han's spirit suddenly improved, and his face regained a little ruddy, looking at Xiao Rumu and smiling: "Little Mu'er...... Come to my mother's place, let my mother take a good look at you! ”

Everyone, including Xiao Rumu, realized that this was a return to the light.

So when Mrs. Liang held back her tears and put Xiao Rumu next to Song Han's, looking at the faint smile on Song Han's beautiful face, and listening to the crying of the newborn, an unprecedented sadness hit Xiao Rumu's heart. There was once an opportunity in front of her, she didn't cherish it, if she could choose again, she didn't want any peerless faces, any glory and wealth, she just wanted the people around her to be safe, she just wanted to have a family reunion.

But the reality made Xiao Rumu have to face all this, so she couldn't hold back the sadness in her heart anymore, and after shouting "mother" clearly, she threw herself into Song Han's arms and cried loudly with the newborn.

The cries of the two children were intertwined, and the voices hit everyone's hearts, only Song Hanshi smiled lightly: "Xiao Mu'er doesn't cry...... Mother's little Mu'er can make people forget all their troubles when she laughs! You have to smile more at your dad in the future, and don't live up to your dad's wish to name you in the first place. Seeing that Xiao Rumu was crying more and more, Song Han seemed to understand, and said with a smile: "In the future, if the mother is gone, Xiao Mu'er will be the sister, and she will help her mother take care of her father and brother when she grows up!" ”

"Madame...... Don't talk about that yet, you'll be fine. Hearing Song Han say this to Xiao Rumu, who was only one year old, Song Han, who was wet with tears again, stopped him warmly.

Song Han, who was interrupted by Song Han, smiled at Song Han again: "The husband also has to promise the concubine, take care of himself in the future, and take care of Xiao Mu'er and our children...... Promise to be a concubine...... All right? It wasn't until Song Han nodded that Song Han's originally pleading face finally changed to a satisfied and serene smile, and he closed his eyes in his son's cry.

When Song Han's hand slowly fell from Song Han's arms, Song Han, who was holding Song Han's, almost wanted to cry, and when he saw Xiao Mu'er with strings of teardrops hanging beside him and the baby crying with wah, he waved his hand to everyone with grief and said, "You all go down!" Let's stay with our family for a while. ”

When the first light came from the sky, everyone in the courtyard was covered with a layer of mist, and the newborn baby in the room on the second floor had already cried tired and fallen asleep. And Song Han, who has been silently holding Song Han's, and Xiao Rumu, who is snuggled up to Song Han's side, both finally understand that "Song Han's is really gone".

Mourning is greater than heart death, and Song Han's departure made the entire Fuyang County regret.

It's not because she has made any contribution to Fuyang, but because her departure not only took away their amiable county order, gave them a county order that doesn't smile all day long, but also made the county government that once had a surprisingly good office efficiency return to the same procrastination as before.

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