123. Suicide note
123. Suicide note
Meng Qingqing took the letter.
Qingqing, when you see this letter, I am no longer alive, don't be afraid, you are not alone, although your father is no longer with you, but you still have your mother, yes, your mother, her biological mother, she is still alive.
I'm sorry, Qingqing, Dad lied to you, saying that your mother passed away, in fact, your mother is still there, she is alive and well, and she loves you very much, but I lied to her that you are no longer alive, so you don't know each other's existence, Dad lied to your mother and daughter, so you can't see each other for so many years, Dad is sorry for you, so I don't have the face to look at you and recognize each other. Now that Dad is gone, you can recognize each other.
Qingqing, Dad is not a good father, let you leave your mother since you were a child, Dad is very selfish, if you hate Dad after knowing the truth, Dad will not blame you.
Qingqing, your mother's name, age, place of work, home address, family members and family status are all written in detail on a separate piece of paper, after you read this letter, go to your mother according to the above records, and show her this letter and another hospital diagnosis certificate, she will understand after reading it.
Qingqing, your mother is a gentle and kind mother, when you were young, she loved you so much, now that you go to her, she will be very happy, and she will love you very much. Love you like a dad.
However, there is a reality that your mother now has her own family, and they are living happily, your appearance may be a surprise for your mother, but it may be a worry for her other family members, so I hope you can be more considerate of your mother's difficulties.
Qingqing, the most sorry people in Dad's life are you and your mother, Dad originally wanted to make enough money, so he would accompany you well, from childhood to adulthood, Dad was busy outside, and he didn't have time to accompany you. Make up for the regret that you are not by your mother's side, but I fell ill all of a sudden, and this regret has become an eternal regret.
Qingqing, Dad is gone. You have to be strong, you have to live well with your mother, and your father will bless you over there......
Meng Qingqing couldn't stand it anymore, Dad is so good now, why should she watch this. She would never want to see that. It made her sad, although her father sat next to her well, but after she read the letter, she was suddenly very scared and sad, so she didn't read it anymore.
picked up another piece of paper, which read, Qingqing, your mother's name is Yu Xiaofei, and behind it is her work unit. Home address, family member, husband is Lehuazhang. Son Yue Qingqi, six years old......
No wonder, when Dad first heard about Teacher Le's situation, he was unusual, it turned out that he knew Teacher Le, but Teacher Le didn't know him. Dad must have been secretly watching Mom's life.
It turns out that my mother is alive, I have a mother, and my mother is such a gentle and beautiful woman. No wonder the first time she saw her, she felt that she was familiar, and so kind that she couldn't help but want to get closer. Because she had seen pictures of her mother, when she was fine. I often take out the photos and look at them carefully, imagining how she would get along with her if she was around.
This suicide note was given to her by her father when she came to the hospital the day after she was reborn. In her previous life, her father not only prepared a will for her, but also prepared a suicide note for her, and arranged for her to recognize her mother, but this qiē was because Mencius was secretly making trouble, so she not only lost the property left by her father, but also lost the opportunity to recognize her mother. Even, she didn't even see a photo of her mother, but fortunately, she had this chance to be reborn, not only saved her father, but also was able to see her mother.
"Qingqing, she is your mother, your dear mother."
Meng Qingqing raised her teary eyes, and Yu Xiaofei was also hazy with teary eyes.
The two looked at each other with tears in their eyes.
"Qingqing, call Mom!" Mencius said.
Meng Qingqing called her mother thousands of times in her heart, but when she really called out, she couldn't call out.
Yu Xiaofei stretched out her hand to grab Meng Qingqing, pulled her into her arms, hugged her tightly and cried. It attracted the attention of the guests in the café.
Meng Zijun on the side stood up and nodded to them in apology. People saw a large coffee mark on Meng Zijun's chest, and looked at the mother and daughter who were hugging their heads and crying, and they all discussed curiously.
Their cries also attracted the attendants, and Mencius stuffed him with a stack of money and sent him away.
Yu Xiaofei cried for a while, only then did she realize that this was a public place, so she stopped, she took the tissue handed over by Meng Zijun and wiped Meng Qingqing's tears, Meng Qingqing also took the tissue handed by her father and wiped it for her mother, just like that, the mother and daughter, you wipe it for me, I will wipe it for you, and Meng Zijun diligently handed them the tissue on the side.
Yu Xiaofei took the letter in Meng Qingqing's hand and looked at it, looking at it, her tears came down again.
Finally, there is the diagnosis certificate from the hospital. It was a certificate of diagnosis from the Third Municipal People's Hospital, and the date was also the date of the current year.
When she saw this diagnosis certificate, Yu Xiaofei's tears increased. Just because of this diagnosis certificate, their family of three has been separated, and she has had too many entanglements in her heart for so many years because of this matter.
"Meng Zijun, you bastard, why do you make the decisions, do whatever you want? You separated me from my daughter, did you ask me if I wanted to? Did you ask her if she would like to? ”
Although the words are said and said, just like Mencius said, if she knew the truth, she would definitely be with him regardless of it, but after a long time, will they still be the same as they were at the beginning? Who knows? Sometimes reality is a knife that cuts through reality bloody for you.
He has resented Mencius for thirteen years, and who does Mencius resent against? Speaking of which, he is the most pitiful one. He took all the mistakes, all the responsibilities, all the pain on his shoulders, and he had no regrets and suffered silently.
Thinking of this, Yu Xiaofei's resentment towards Meng Zijun also subsided a little.
Yu Xiaofei shook the letter in Meng Zijun's hand, "Meng Zijun, you give me a good life, what you owe our mother and daughter, you have to live to compensate us." ”
Meng Zijun nodded again and again, "Okay, I'll live well, and I'll leave after I finish the compensation I owe you." ”
"No, you can't make up for it for the rest of your life, but even if you can't make up for it, you must not be lazy, try your best to live for a few more decades, and compensate us more." (To be continued.) )