Qin Chuyan and Duanmu Li left, Qin Muyu didn't look at their expressions, and naturally he didn't know the love in their deep eyes and the sadness and despair deeper than her.

She couldn't see it, and she refused to see it.

"Master......"

Murong Qingfan gently wiped away Qin Muyu's tears, his voice was full of self-reproach and pity,

"Master, don't cry, it's all Fan'er's fault, Fan'er will go and apologize to them, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have made it like this......"

Qin Muyu grabbed Murong Qingfan, who was about to leave, and pulled out a smile that was more ugly than crying,

"Fan'er, it's not your fault. The relationship between us was originally problematic, but at this time, the problem was exposed. You're not wrong, and you don't need to apologize to anyone. ”

It's my fault, it's my fault, it's my fault from the beginning.

"But Master......"

"No, but!"

Finding that his voice was too tough, Qin Muyu pulled Murong Qingfan up, looking at his eyes that were still dripping with blood and tears, and felt a pain in his heart. And the boy showed her favorite smile with a smile in order to make her happy, but only let the blood run down the corners of his mouth......

Fan'er, it's all my fault. Rest assured, I will wish you what you deserve, and ...... Leave.

"Master, don't you want Fan'er anymore?"

Seeing that Qin Muyu was about to leave, Murong Qingfan grabbed the corner of her clothes, and her voice was worried, like a puppy afraid of being abandoned. Qin Muyu said helplessly,

"Fan'er, I'll go out and get you wound medicine, blood, I can't flow like this anymore. I'm most afraid of you bleeding, the first time I saw you, I don't want to see and remember you again. ”

"Can Fan'er follow?"

“…… Just wait for me here. ”

"Will Master come back?"

"Of course I'll come back, I'm just getting you medicine for the wound, not leaving."

"Okay, then Fan'er and wait for Master. No matter whether Master comes back or not, I will wait for you until you come back. ”

It was obviously a very normal word, but the seriousness in Murong Qing's Fanfa tone made Qin Muyu flee.

Fan'er, no one is inseparable from anyone. It's not that he can't leave himself, it's not that Brother Yan, Xue Candle and Duanmu Li can't leave him.

It's a good idea to take this opportunity to calm down.

She knew she was making a decision. During these days in the palace, she had been thinking about it, but she couldn't bear to make a decision.

No love can be shared, and if it can be shared, it is not love in itself.

Although she may not understand what love is, her possessiveness towards those three men is increasing day by day, and she goes from being indifferent to them to just wanting them to be alone...... This feeling scared her, and at the same time, she could understand their possessiveness towards her.

She also knew how deeply it hurt them this time, and the guilt she had buried deep in her heart when she accepted Duanmu Li also completely exploded here.

She couldn't control it, and neither could they. In this way, the feelings of the four people cannot find a sense of balance, and they are incredibly fragile under the stimulation of the outside world, and it is natural.

Let them all be quiet, quiet, and then, it's time to break up.

Sure enough, I still don't understand what love is, otherwise, why is it a relaxed feeling?

……

Winter is officially here, and the snow is flying.

Qin Muyu stood in the corridor, looking at the snow-covered courtyard, the barren white sky.

Brother Yan, Xue Candle and Duanmu Li have not been here since that day, and they always owe a debt to Fan'er, and they have more time with him.

There is no time in the palace, and she really understands. She felt like a bird with its wings broken, in this palatial cage, waiting for her opponent to make an unexpected or internal pawn, but she was a chess watcher.

What will this palace rub away from her?

Qin Muyu stretched out his hand, pure white snowflakes fell on his white hands, and then watched it melt away, leaving a little trace of water.

How long has it been since these hands, these clean hands that are almost calloused to disappear, have not held a sword?

Qin Muyu just stood dumbfounded, wanting to stand as a statue, giving up all his thoughts, just standing until he died.

"Master, aren't you cold?"

But there are always people who disturb her and disturb her leisure.

"Tang Xuan, why are you here?"

The person who came was the housekeeper of the Three Princes' Mansion, a young man with amber eyes, Tang Xuan. The name she gave, a Xuanzi.

Tang Xuan didn't reply, but approached and directly draped a mink coat on Qin Muyu's body. Qin Muyu's eyes deepened, and she didn't speak, but looked at the young man who was close to her, as if she wanted to see him through. But the boy immediately retreated and reverted to his usual humility.

"When I returned to my master, I saw my master standing here in thin clothes, and I came here with my clothes."

Qin Muyu looked at the young man with his head down but clearly different from the original, and said in a deep voice,

"Why don't you call yourself a slave?"

"Didn't the master let me call myself a slave?"

Qin Muyu was speechless, but Tang Xuan said to himself again,

"The master doesn't let the slave call himself a slave, doesn't let the slave kneel, and says to the slave, 'Even if you have these eyes, you can't be my slave', I wonder every day, is it that I am very similar to the master's old man, so the master gave the slave such a big privilege?"

Qin Muyu pursed her lips and began to look unhappy,

"There's so much you want to know."

Tang Xuan still continued uncharacteristically, as if he was not afraid of Qin Muyu's blame at all. What is it that makes him so fearless, or is it ...... That's how he is?

From this point of view, Tang Xuan and Mo Bai are becoming more and more alike. Thinking of a possibility, Qin Muyu's pupils shrank and smiled.

"Master, in the future, will the master of the Three Princes' Mansion still be the master? You left, will you come back? ”

"Why don't you even call the master?"

"I'm too lazy to call."

"You can keep pretending."

"I don't want to pretend, I'm tired, and don't you see it all?"

"Oh? Mo Bai, why don't you want me to be just tempting? Wouldn't it be a pity that you've been hiding it from me for so long? I really didn't see it. ”

"Even if you don't try, I will tell you that I still like the name Tang Xuan, but I don't want to play Tang Xuan's game anymore."

The young man in front of him seemed to have changed his face suddenly, although he was still unfamiliar and not outstanding, but the ruffian smile on the corner of his mouth made people see the elusive boy at once. Qin Muyu suddenly didn't want to pursue anything, and he didn't want to ask anything more.

"It's fine if you're okay. If you're looking for something here, then take it as my compensation for you. ”

Mo Bai smiled, full of ruffianism, he suddenly approached Qin Muyu's side directly, and stretched out his long arm to directly trap Qin Muyu between the wall and his body.

"Compensation? Do you know what I want? ”

Qin Muyu was very impatient with this posture, she didn't expect Mo Bai to do this, and after reacting, she broke away directly. Mo Bai smiled again,

"Isn't your skill a little slow, why, are you being captive by this palace?"

Qin Muyu frowned, he had already spoken out before he realized it,

"How is that possible!"

Mo Bai leaned directly against the wall after Qin Muyu left him, his hands behind his head.

"I hope it's not possible, you're so clumsy and boring. You wouldn't want to stay in this boring place for the rest of your life, would you? I've been around for so long, and I feel like I'm going to get rusty. ”

Qin Muyu looked at Mo Bai and smiled,

"Then you will continue to rust first, you are now Fan'er's housekeeper, and you don't want to leave until the dust settles."

Mo Bai listened but didn't get angry, but really smiled happily,

"Order me? Do you say I'll stay, and I'll stay? ”

Qin Muyu frowned, she remembered that Mo Bai was not an ordinary person, and he came and went without a trace...... It seems that she is really stupid, but-

Mo Bai suddenly appeared in front of Qin Muyu and whispered in her ear,

"Or do you finally find out that you are the only one who can keep me? Well? ”

"Cut." In this regard, Qin Muyu disdained it.

"When Fan'er ascends the throne or someone else ascends the throne, I will leave. I still like the days outside the palace, you're right, this palace is like a cage, and I can feel myself getting sluggish and sluggish. ”

Mo Bai's expression was uncertain, but he asked very seriously,

"You're going to leave at last? Do you want to leave? ”

Qin Muyu looked back at the fool, threw down a sentence and walked into the snow with shallow steps.

"Of course, I don't want to be stupid here."

Scold.

Watching Qin Muyu's figure disappear step by step, Mo Bai touched his lips and smiled really helplessly.

"You're not stupid? If Murong Qingfan ascends the throne, will you still be able to go? ”

"And ...... This time, you have to come back alive, Qin Muyu! Otherwise, I'll go into battle and dig your body out, you know. Don't die! ”

……

Winter is here, and people are busy.

Murong Qingfan was unexpectedly valued by Murong Hui because of his performance in the autumn hunt, and directly gave the king to the palace, and from now on, he will go to the court with Murong Qingge and Murong Qingli to listen to the government.

The New Year is approaching, Duanmu Li also went to the National Teacher's Mansion for retreat, saying that he prayed to heaven for blessings, for the sake of next year's Ruihua's wind and rain. You can't leave the house all winter. But Qin Muyu estimated that he was either making wine or sleeping in the National Teacher's Mansion, in the days of the palace, the two slept together every day, Duanmu Li's problem of sleeping for eight hours a day seemed to have changed, and I don't know if it is a solid recurrence now.

Xue Zhu and Brother Yan were as if they had disappeared, and they were never seen again after that day. Sometimes Qin Muyu also misses them, but after missing them, he is deeply helpless. She wanted to open it, and they wanted to open it. It's just that there is no fate, and she no longer wants to force anything. At the same time, a sense of liberating lightness really told her that in fact, she prefers emotional freedom, and without these constraints, she seems to have unloaded a heavy burden.

If a relationship becomes a burden, is it still love? Qin Muyu didn't understand, but she knew that if she didn't let herself out again, she would go crazy.

And now, she has been able to liberate. Leaving this palace, she went to a battlefield that she was also unfamiliar with.

The land of boiling blood.

The boundary between Ruihua and Yaoyun, the turning point of Ruihua's fate in the previous life.

She's going to fight that war, she's going to help Beyond Traceless win that war. For Ruihua, for Fan'er, and for herself!

She wanted to exchange her victory for chips, to help Fan'er, and finally, to exchange her freedom. Fan'er understands herself, this palace is not where she should live after all, she is a beast, and the place where she should live is the jungle. She loves the sword, not the scheming arrow, and kills invisibly.

Everything is not far away.

She groped for the order given by Murong Hui in her hand, and smiled, it was an unbridled chic that she hadn't seen for a long time.

On the battlefield, I, Qin Muyu, are here!

……

Xue Candle smiled and touched the white-haired fox in his arms, the little fox lay on his stomach softly, and he didn't move even if his movements hurt him.

"She's going to war?"

"Back to my master, yes. Get up tomorrow. ”

Xue Candle's eyes narrowed and his teeth gritted.

"It's really hard to learn."

The people below just knelt, looked at their nose and nose, and did not speak. He knew that the master was angry at this time, but when the master came back a few days ago, it was even more terrible than this time - whoever said a word that did not go well was a dead word!

After thinking for a while, Xue Zhu leaned softly on the back of the chair as if deflated, and touched the little fox's fur again and again.

"Forget it, let her calm down. When she went to a place like the army, she knew who was treating her well. ”

The little fox raised his head and glanced at him disdainfully, Xue Candle instantly became angry, and lifted the little fox up, laughing dangerously,

"You useless little thing, didn't she return it? Divine beast, divine beast, what is the use of you? ”

"Divine beasts are naturally useful."

Suddenly, a faint voice interjected, and as soon as the white-haired man entered the door, he waved his hand to let the kneeling secret guard retreat. The secret guard almost crawled out of this dark room, while dripping with cold sweat in his heart, he secretly admired - the master at this time, sure enough, only Lin Gongzi dared to approach.

"You're here?"

Xue Zhu put down the snow fox and said without bothering to raise his eyes.

"Hmm."

Lin Yin also responded simply and sat down next to Xue Candle.

"If I don't come, won't you break up this dark pavilion?"

"Hmph, I can't disperse."

"Something happened to Han Yu? You look so ugly! ”

"How could something happen to her!"

Xue Zhu said irritably, but as soon as he finished speaking, he felt wrong, so he added a sentence stealthily,

"What does she have to do with me?"

Lin Yin still poured tea from the pot lightly, but frowned before he touched his mouth - this tea has long been cold. Do you just say it's okay? But look at the way he looks......

I don't know who he felt a little sorry for, and for the first time, he commented on the matter of Xue Zhu and Qin Muyu.

"The more you try to restrain her, the farther away she gets from you. If you're really not at ease, you can go ......"

What answered him was the sound of the teapot being smashed on the ground.

When the uneasiness expanded infinitely, the first person who couldn't support it was Xue Candle, who always seemed to be confident in everything. He had never had a moment so strange and irritable, and so uneasy. He was afraid, afraid to see her, afraid to see her, he was afraid to see her strange eyes, and even more afraid to see the disgust in her eyes.

After getting her, he was uneasy day after day. Because he understands women too well, he knows that she has no love for him at all. Her shallow liking may be regarded by herself as love, and her warmth may be regarded by her as acceptance of them. But he knew it was a compromise. Because she doesn't understand anything, she doesn't know much about feelings.

He has been trying his best to curb her maturation, her growth. He has been tricking, and even in the end, when he said the sentence with Murong Qingfan as a threat, it was because he didn't want to bear the pain of being abandoned alone, he wanted Qin Chuyan and Duanmu Li to bear it together!

He is such an unbearable man, but he still expects her love.

I hope that when she comes back this time, she can think clearly, because he will imprison her later! Don't give him a chance to escape again.

It's just Xue Candle, if you knew that the war you thought you would win was extremely thrilling, and that quarrel was the last time you would see each other, would you still think so?

There is nothing more cruel in the world than if there are no ifs.