Chapter 136: Departure
One illness and one death, one injury and one madness, this is the final outcome of the Luo family. Luo Ruxue was poisoned and lay in Yun's house for three days and three nights, and after waking up, she stopped talking. Shen Xingchen didn't know if he didn't want to say it or couldn't say it. Bai Zhilan didn't know what to think, and still used Shen Xingchen as a tool man. This allowed her to witness a lot of things with her own eyes, such as the scribbled funeral of Master Luo, Luo Yucai did not appear, only a crazy Mrs. Luo, Luo Ruxue knelt on the high raised hill bag, her face was unusually calm and calm.
"Little girl, why are you kneeling, are you doing something wrong?" a middle-aged beautiful woman asked this obvious question with a pair of innocent eyes that only a child can have, Mrs. Luo was nervous and no longer knew Luo Ruxue. Luo Ruxue turned her head, the confusion in her eyes had not disappeared, her eye sockets were deep, and her eyeballs were full of bloodshot spider webs, which looked like a long-dry and dry land, which had cracked out of the ravines. Her eye sockets were dry. She thought that all her tears had been shed the moment her father's coffin was buried in the ground. However, Mrs. Luo's indifferent words were like inadvertently opening the valve of her body to manage the tear ducts, and her eyes moistened almost instantly.
"Little girl. Why did you cry, did you cry because you felt uncomfortable because he died? "Mrs. Luo pointed to the newly buried mountain bag, her expression was calm, calmer than Shen Xingchen, an outsider, Shen Xingchen's mind turned a thousand times, but Mrs. Luo really achieved the indifference of 'nothing to do with her', not indifference, just not knowing it.
Sometimes, unwitting speech is the most powerful weapon to hurt people invisibly. Luo Ruxue's tears almost dripped down at the same time as she said this.
Mrs. Luo rarely looked overwhelmed. This was the first time in the past three days that Shen Xingchen had seen this kind of posture on her face. She squatted down, one knee half-kneeling on the ground, her arm hanging in the air and shrinking back and forth, wanting to touch but afraid to touch:"
Oh, don't cry, did I say something I shouldn't have said?"
Luo Ruxue didn't speak, silently watching her burst into tears at the same time, one by one as if she was going to smash into someone's heart. Mrs. Luo had become cramped and uneasy, and the retracted palms finally landed on Luo Ruxue's arms, she pinched her throat and comforted her with an adult's steady voice in a childish tone: "Okay, okay, I was wrong, I won't speak, don't cry, okay." ”
One wants to say but can't speak, the other can say but can't speak, if they can't tolerate each other's shortcomings, such a combination will only end in tragedy. Shen Xingchen inexplicably came up with the scene when he met the mother and daughter, one or two were arrogant and extravagant, and there was one thing in common, these two people targeted her in various ways, and they all looked at her unpleasantly, and they all wanted to get rid of her quickly. Can ...... now
Shen Xingchen retracted her thoughts and looked at the two people in front of her, she was really far away from the two people in her memory, if she hadn't felt it herself, she would have felt that her memory had deceived people. Memories can sometimes deceive.
The sins that used to be heinous and deserved are now indifferent.
"Knock her head three times, maybe she'll be happy." ”
Luo Ruxue glanced up at her, her expression was complicated, and finally she smiled, with tears in her eyes.
"Really, really? Good, good, good. Mrs. Luo smiled and clapped her hands, turned her head to look at Luo Ruxue, the two looked at each other, and kowtowed three times against the hill.
The first ringing head pays tribute to her most beloved in this life.
The second ringing is the most ridiculous in her life.
The third ringing head is to pay tribute to her most regretful in this life, don't think about it.
After doing all this, Luo Ruxue didn't delay for too long, she helped Mrs. Luo to get up, Mrs. Luo secretly glanced at her, saw her face calm, and her arms were slightly armed, and she also laughed secretly.
The two supported each other and walked, and when they passed Shen Xingchen, Luo Ruxue made a movement towards her, and then continued to move forward.
The bead curtain can't speak, and this kind of gesture is not uncommon for her to do. The word 'thank you' is so simple, but not everyone in the world will say it. Memories are starting to deceive people again, no wonder there is a sentence in the book's 'a smile and enmity', Shen Xingchen wants to be more exact: sincerely smile and enmity. Everything has to be exchanged for sincerity, and the window to the soul is the eyes, Luo Ruxue's eyes have regained their vitality, but they do not open Yang. After thousands of years, the final precipitation is only tranquility and firmness.
Luo Ruxue seemed to be a different person, a person that no one knew, and something even more shocking happened that afternoon. When Luo Ruxue returned to the Yun family, she wrote a letter of reconciliation.
In the room, except for the Yun family couple, Yun An, and Fu Qiaoying, Luo Ruxue took out the letter and handed it to Yun An after the main characters were present.
Yun An lay down for three days, and his spiritual qi had long since returned to normal. He didn't care about the matter, but he still knew the cause and effect, and at most apologized, but he didn't expect to get a peace agreement. He looked at her with a twitch of brows, and asked puzzledly, "You wrote it?"
Luo Ruxue didn't speak, nodded indifferently. Yun An took a deep look at her this time, along with Shen Xingchen beside her. Yun An's eyes were a little disdainful and a little suspicious, anyway, he was uneasy and kind, he had no good intentions, and he seemed to want to be angry.
Shen Xingchen has not had a good time in the past three days, Bai Zhilan has another layer of resentment towards her because of Luo Ruxue's poisoning and fainting, and she has to suffer from physical and mental exhaustion, "At this time, Yun'an, don't block me anymore."
Yun An just glanced away, he paced slowly, and handed the letter in his hand to Yun Xiang at the head of the hall. Yun Xiang glanced at it roughly, and his expression of curiosity suddenly turned into a dilemma, and he originally wanted to see Bai Zhilan's reaction, but his hand was empty, and the letter had already arrived in her hand.
"Xue'er, this, this, what does this mean?" Bai Zhilan's eyes widened in disbelief.
Literally. This book Luo Ruxue was written in front of Shen Xingchen, it was simple and rude, the theme was clear, and she could understand it if she could read and write, Bai Zhilan's reaction was really normal, and Shen Xingchen was also so surprised when he first saw it.
"No, I don't agree. Bai Zhilan was righteous in her words to show her attitude, she glanced at Yun Xiang casually, and Yun Xiang instructed to show his attitude: "Too many things have indeed happened during this time, Xue'er, you are in a bad mood, and we as your relatives can also understand it." But how can the marriage event be decided indiscriminately based on a moment of righteousness, and my father does not approve of this matter. ”
"Cher, your father is right. If you are in a bad mood, we can go out for a walk, and when you are in a good mood, you will go home, the door of the Yun family will always be open for you, and we will always be your father. ”
Luo Ruxue's eyes were moist, the corners of her lips squirmed, and she still didn't make a sound after all. At the peak of her life, there will be a lot of all kinds of friends around her, crazy with her, happy with her, but when her life is at a low point, only the relatives who really cherish her, accompany her pain, accompany her pain, and witness the authenticity of the heart The most direct way is from 'everything' to 'nothing' This process, when you are happy, the person who is willing to laugh with you will never be as good as the person who is willing to make you laugh when you are sad.
It's not that she isn't moved, but she really owes too many people. Maybe it was a mistake from the beginning, her mother said this, Luo Ruxue never deeply realized at this moment, she should let go. She shook her head bitterly in her patience: "Mother, thank you, but, now, there is no need. ”
Luo Ruxue's voice was low and hoarse, like a broken gong that had been hidden for many years, covered in rust and could not see its true colors.
What touches people's hearts and makes people's hearts ache is not strong, but often even more fragile but feigned to be strong. Bai Zhilan felt uncomfortable when she saw her tearful eyes, as if she had built a wall in her heart: "What a blank piece of paper explains, it can offset your hundreds of days and nights in the Yun family, this is not counted." ”
Bai Zhilan's preference, this is a fact that is obvious to all, so it is not strange that she would tear up the letter in front of everyone, and Shen Xingchen is not surprised at all. She subconsciously peeked at Fu Qiaoying. Mental injury is the same as practicing martial arts, once the number of injuries is too much, either the pain is too much, or the practice is full of muscles. She remained silent, Shen Xingchen felt that she was very likely to be the latter, not to mention that she now had a backer on her back to enjoy the shade, and she could be tolerated by the Yun family if she had the right fear.
"Mother, thanks to your preference for the past two years, but this time, I really want to go, I want to start over. ”
Luo Ruxue is thinking more about her younger brother and mother now. She is the only able-bodied person in the Luo family, the only one they rely on. Bai Zhilan also thought of this, and couldn't wait to say: "Is it because of ......?"
Luo Ruxue quickly cut off Bai Zhilan's words: "No, it's my personal idea." At this time, she can also use the pain of her relatives to fuel her selfishness, Luo Ruxue is not a real cold-blooded animal, she can't do it and can't do it! She replied quickly, she didn't want to give Bai Zhilan a chance to stay, let alone give herself a chance to be soft-hearted.
A piece of paper really doesn't mean anything, hundreds of days of anger, joy, hope and disappointment, and now I remember it vividly. But the days have passed, just like the torn rice paper, the memory is complete, but in fact there is no going back
。 Luo Ruxue said goodbye to Yun Xiang, and even said goodbye to Fu Qiaoying.
"Two years ago, I'm sorry. ”
Fu Qiaoying stood up in a daze, and looked at her for a while before returning a light smile: "My sister, don't mention that." Fu Qiaoying's generosity is so generous that it makes the uninformed embarrassed: "Stay, the husband needs you, and the father and mother also need you." ”
Shen Xingchen flattened his mouth in his heart, and wanted to reply 'okay' for Luo Ruxue to see what kind of expression Fu Qiaoying would have. After the misfortune of the Luo family, Luo Ruxue's thoughts of playing tricks disappeared together, her waist was straight, her face showed an arc of wanting to laugh or not, and she replied loudly: "This time, no, don't worry!"
This sounds so pleasant and terrible!