Su Qin felt that she had a long and distant dream, and the self in the dream was actually ~ because of stomach bleeding and did not receive timely treatment, so ~ hung up.

She thought it was very funny, this was really an interesting dream, was it in a dream that she could miss Qin Haoyang unscrupulously? What kind of magic power will make her fall in love with Qin Haoyang at first sight and fall in love with her again? Could it be his perfect appearance? Or is it his characteristic icy temperament? Or maybe he is just a child from a poor family, but he inexplicably has a natural aristocratic atmosphere, which makes people dare not look down on him at all, Su Qin feels that what he can't let go of is because of the obsession that he can't ask for.

Su Qin felt that she couldn't be elegant, Su Qin wanted to open her eyes, because today is a new beginning, her material life needs her body to fill up, her mother's appetite is getting bigger and bigger, and the monthly support fee of 10,000 yuan can no longer be exchanged for her satisfaction, and the family seems to have become a representative of the need for money, and the warmth of childhood is no longer there, although it has never been warm.

At this time, it should be dawn, the sun is so dazzling, as soon as Su Qin stretched out his hand, he wanted to block the dazzling sunlight shining on his face, itching feeling, but as soon as Su Qin moved, he found that he fell to the ground gorgeously and sadly!

This is not scientific, although the house he rents is just an ordinary small two-bedroom, but the bed is big enough, Su Qin feels that people spend at least one-third of their life in bed, how can they buy a small bed in order to save this money! The rent of 2,000 yuan a month is not expensive, and it is not cheap to say that it is cheap, Su Qin did not have such good conditions to live in such a house at the beginning, which was only rented after the introduction of a customer, and the friendly price, although it was only more than 70 square meters, but it was still arranged by Su Qin warm and comfortable.

Su Qin likes succulents, their vitality is tenacious, adapted to all kinds of harsh environments, whenever Su Qin is disappointed in his life, seeing that they only need a little bit of sunshine, and only need to water once or twice a month, such an insignificant substance, can make them full of spirit, as if life is full of hope again, Su Qin feels that his life does not seem so bitter.

Su Qin opened her eyes, she found her real nightmare, can she still dream of the place where she went to junior high school?

The reason why I think so is because Su Qin is really impressed by the dormitory of the junior high school, the high and low shelves and beds are neatly arranged in a house of about twenty square meters, this house has only two floors, the second floor lives for girls, the first floor lives for boys, the walls are whitewashed by lime, but it looks cheap and rough, this is Su Qin's first impression.

I remember when I was thirteen years old, Su Qin was taken back by her mother from her grandmother's house in other places to live temporarily, her grandmother's health was not good, and she couldn't raise Su Qin, because she had been fostered in her grandmother's house, so Su Qin's relationship with Su's father and Su's mother was still very cold, at that time, the family was not rich at all, and it was also the grandmother who was far away from home that insisted on it, otherwise the parents who only had their son in their eyes would probably not even let her go to junior high school.

Su Qin left the familiar birthplace and returned to this rented small home of only a dozen square meters, and her heart was helpless and hesitant, and this helplessness and hesitation broke out after knowing where she was going to school.

Because her hukou is not local, Su Qin can't go to a local middle school, and her family's conditions can only allow one person to go to a local school, so Su Qin was naturally arranged to her father's hukou residence: Longwei Township Central Middle School.

When Su Qin finally endured the pain of motion sickness and arrived at Longwei Central School, which seemed to be even more dilapidated than her grandmother's school and lagged behind with only two houses, she looked at her father with a pale face, as if asking this ruthless middle-aged man, are you going to throw me in such a place? Is this really a school? Her father tilted aside with an indifferent face, joking, it's good for you to lose money and give you a chance to study, and you dare to pick and choose, do you really think you are a pampered daughter?

Su Qin looked at the school in disappointment: there is no playground, no cafeteria, no auditorium, no library, and even no public toilet, is this really the place where she will live for the next three years? There is not even a bathroom in the dormitory, and if you take a bath, you have to take a bath, because it is only 200 yuan a semester, and the accommodation fee is free, Su Qin has to work hard to adapt to the rural middle school with different languages and customs here.

Su Qin thought of these unpleasant experiences, and the corners of her mouth twitched slightly: It seems that her memory of this time is too deep, so she will feel so real even when she dreams, it is said that if you dream, it will not hurt to pinch yourself, so try it, if you really let yourself do it again, it will be really interesting.

When Su Qin thought so, she did just that, she pinched her arm hard, she thought it would be like when she dreamed before, there was no reaction, but this time Su Qin was wrong, she actually felt the pain of her arm being pinched hard, this is not scientific!

Did you really die in your own rental house? Can you really have a new hand, grasp the happiness of your life, never be infected by your mother again, become a snobbish and vain woman, and give up the sunshine you yearn for?

Su Qin felt that God was really not thin on her, this is where she will live in the future, she slowly got up from the ground, carefully checked her wrist, there may be something wrong with the family heirloom bracelet that her grandmother gave her, this is the only thought that her grandmother left her, but Su Qin still saw it, because of the strong impact, the bracelet that became torn apart was innocently scattered on the ground, Su Qin felt that her heart was sad, and she didn't even think about it, so she went to pick up the treasure white jade shell bracelet that her grandmother left her, And ignoring that the broken hole on the bracelet was so sharp, the moment Su Qin picked up the bracelet, he cut Su Qin's immature but white hand, Su Qin exclaimed, but he didn't feel the pain, and when he looked at the broken bracelet he saw, he found that it had already disappeared, and the remaining fragments on the ground had disappeared cleanly.

Su Qin suppressed the sense of surprise in his heart, and faintly had an idea in his heart, I used to see the space text written in the novel, all of which said that there was a drop of blood to recognize the Lord, Su Qin felt that this was also based on facts, after all, he could be reborn, this is an incredible thing, and now even if he has crossed over to the end of the world, Su Qin may be able to accept it calmly.

Su Qin glanced at what she was wearing, it was still 2000, and she was only thirteen years old, but she was wearing an old gray suit from her hometown in other places, wearing a pair of washed white shoes underneath, no mirror, Su Qin could only see that she was combing two braids, thinking that she was already a princess at her grandmother's house at that time.

When I thought that this was still made by my grandmother with the fabric she had saved in every possible way, although it was gray, but fortunately Su Qin's skin was white, so she would not be awkward in what she was wearing, although the style seemed to me now, the scum of the soil, but now it seems that it is a new dress that was only worn during the New Year, and suits are popular in other places, but when it comes to this broken school registration, it can provoke the ridicule of some children with a local atmosphere, Su Qin remembers that at that time, people were classifying themselves as different. After all, how can you see children wearing suits in the small closed countryside here?

Poor loving grandmother, before she set off, she stayed awake all night to make this set of loving clothes for herself, her eyes were not good, her hands were poked a lot, and before leaving, she kept telling herself to pay attention to her body, remember to take care of herself, and from time to time wiped away her tears with a pair of thick hands covered with calluses. Su Qin felt that she was too ignorant at that time, why was she so vain to let her grandmother stay up late to make clothes, just to have new clothes to wear, regardless of the old man's illness? This is still the fabric that the old man finally saved from his mouth, and he is ready to make a smock on the outside of his padded jacket for the New Year.

Thinking of this, Su Qin's nose suddenly became sour, and she smiled coldly: In this world, I'm afraid only grandma will really take herself to heart, since she disliked her daughter at the beginning, she threw herself to her grandmother to raise, so how good it would be to treat it as if she didn't have her own child! Now throw yourself in this unfamiliar place, and give 200 yuan a month, including travel expenses.

In order to save the travel expenses, Su's father decided to let her go home once a month, just kidding, it will cost 40 yuan a week, and the travel fee will be 200 yuan a month. Even if you know that on weekends, this school will be empty, and there will be no electric lights at night, so that such a thirteen-year-old girl with no life experience can stay in such a place, I am afraid that only Su's father and Su mother can do it.

Su Qinqiang suppressed the sour feeling in his heart, it was not the first time he found out about his parents' ruthlessness, what was there to be sad about, being able to give himself living expenses on time was already the biggest benefit, if he didn't fancy his good academic performance, maybe he could bring them good economic conditions in the future, how could he take out the living expenses?

Fortunately, it's still autumn, if it's winter, it is estimated that his stingy mother will not buy anything good for herself, Su Qin looked at the brand new 200 yuan in the small pocket she sewed closely, and knew that today was the first day of registration, and before Su Qin could think of more things, there was the laughter of adolescent girls at the door, as if this age was the best, there was no burden, no pressure, only the happiness brought by youth, Su Qin seemed to be infected, greeted the visitors with a smile, because among these people, there was a woman who he envied, envied and hated: Dong Chunli, the woman who stood by Qin Haoyang's side, enjoyed the fruits of victory with him, and gave birth to children for him.