Lin Keer is only six years old, and other children may be sad at this age because they can't get their favorite toys, or they may be angry all day because they quarrel with children, but the next day the two of them are reconciled as before, holding hands to play games, or they may be afraid of the teacher's scolding because they haven't finished their homework.

But Lin Keer has to fight against death and endure the pain and illness that she shouldn't bear at her age, which is too unfair and cruel for her to be young, but this is her fate, she can't escape the fate she can only face.

Fate is something that is indescribable, unclear, I don't feel like I exist, but I vaguely exist in Zài, guiding a person from life to death, life is the beginning, death is the end, in fact, it is not important, what matters is the process from life to death, this is life, everyone's life is different, some people have done nothing in their lives, they have been running around for a livelihood for decades, but they live really, some people have achieved fame in their lives, and they have been the admired existence for decades, but they live too illusory, In the end, whose life is better, Bei Yiming can't give an answer.

But he knows that Lin Keer's life is too short, too unfair to her, she is about to leave before she has time to take a good look at this wonderful world, compared to ordinary children, she lacks too many things, too much, she has no father, she will not be worried because she can't finish her homework, she won't receive love letters from little boys to her, she won't take seriously a relationship with someone who likes her, she won't go to college, to enjoy those beautiful four years, she won't have her own family, she won't have her own children, I won't watch my children grow up, and I won't grow old slowly.

She had only six short years, during which she was tormented by illness, and she even knew that she was going to die, and she even knew that she would find someone to protect her mother before she died, so that she could leave with peace of mind.

This qiē should not be something that a child of her age should think about, but she is just thinking about these things and doing these things, and the proximity of death has made her mature too much and too much more than children of the same age. She didn't want to die, she didn't want to leave her mother, she didn't want to leave this world, but death had crept to her. I want to hold her hand and leave this world that makes her nostalgic and her reluctant.

Bei Yiming didn't want her to leave like this, he wanted to cure her illness, and then operate on her, make her beautiful, and make her the same as other children. To enjoy the life that belongs to her, but he can't do it, systemic lupus erythematosus, multiple organ failure, she is only one step away from death.

The inability to save Lin Keer made Bei Yiming become quite irritable, painful, and self-blaming, he blamed himself for why he didn't find a cure for her earlier, he suddenly began to hate the profession of a doctor, shouldn't a doctor save lives? But why are there so many diseases that leave doctors helpless? Why is that?

Bei Yiming kept rubbing his hair irritable and painful, and Lin Miaomiao suddenly said, "You don't have to blame yourself too much, you are a doctor." It's not God, you can't cure all diseases, I just ask you to operate on her after she is gone, heal her face, she has never been beautiful since she was born, she died and I want to make her more beautiful. ”

Bei Yiming turned his head sideways and looked at Lin Miaomiao's empty eyes and said, "I'm sorry! ”

Lin Miaomiao smiled sadly and said, "You don't need to say sorry, you have helped our mother and daughter too much, too much, I know she is in pain now, I don't want her to be so miserable." Speaking of this, Lin Miaomiao stood up and walked towards the entrance of the ICU.

Bei Yiming knew what she was going to do, and she was going to give up treatment. Let her daughter suffer less and let her leave like this, Bei Yiming stood up and caught up with her in a few steps and said, "Don't give up." ”

Lin Miaomiao looked at Bei Yiming's eyes, tears slipped silently, she closed her eyes and said, "But she is too uncomfortable." I really...... I really don't want to see her in such pain, just let her go like this, please, you don't want to see her in such pain. ”

Bei Yiming pinched Lin Miaomiao's shoulders with both hands and said, "She won't die, give me some time, I will definitely think of a way." Really, I'll figure it out. ”

Lin Miaomiao shook her head and said, "What can you do?" That's systemic lupus erythematosus, just now you heard it, she has liver failure, kidney failure, you can't help it, everyone can't do it. ”

Bei Yiming shook Lin Miaomiao's shoulder vigorously and said, "No, I will have a way, you believe me." ”

Lin Miaomiao suddenly threw herself into Bei Yiming's arms, bit his clothes and cried, the suppressed cry made Bei Yiming feel very painful in his heart, he hugged Lin Miaomiao tightly and comforted this heartbroken mother with his own arms.

After a while, Bei Yiming said: "You are guarding here, I will find a way, you must not give up, she will be fine." Speaking of this, Bei Yiming gently pushed her away, and strode towards the plastic surgery.

The next morning, Bei Yiming's eyes were bloodshot, his face was very haggard, and his hair was messy, such Bei Yiming surprised many people, his image had never been so haggard.

Bei Yiming participated in the consultation of pediatrics and internal medicine, Du Haiyan was very surprised why Bei Yiming participated in this consultation, but he didn't say anything, Jiang Lu introduced Lin Keer's condition in detail, Du Haiyan frowned and said, "Did you urgently check your liver function and kidney function this morning?" ”

Jiang Lu nodded and said, "I have checked, but the results have not come out yet, but judging from the current situation of the patient, the situation should not be optimistic, Director Du, do you have any way?" ”

Du Haiyan let out a long sigh and said, "What can I do?" Now, even if you send her to the United States, it is useless to call her the best doctor, my opinion is to treat her conservatively, try to reduce the patient's pain as much as possible, and let her be calm...... Let's go. ”

Bei Yiming raised his head sharply when he heard this sentence and said, "If you can't help it, transfer her to plastic surgery, and I will be responsible for her treatment." ”

Du Haiyan exclaimed, "Director Bei, what are you kidding? You're a plastic surgeon, not a pediatrician, not an internal medicine, how can a patient with systemic lupus erythematosus go to a plastic surgery department? Doctors all over the world can't do anything about her disease, what can you do if you do plastic surgery? ”

Jiang Lu echoed: "Yes, Director Bei, this disease does not belong to your department, if the patient dies in your department, you can't afford this responsibility." ”

Bei Yiming stood up irritably and said, "If you stay here, you have a way?" Conservative treatment, isn't this watching her die?"

Bei Yiming's words are a bit heavy, which is equivalent to saying that Du Haiyan and Jiang Lu are incompetent. (To be continued.) )

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