Back then, Qin Wuya's power leaned towards the government and the opposition, and in order to clear the court, he did one thing, that is, a massacre, and used bloody and cruel means to cleanse the entire high-level and let it change blood.

But when Qin Wuya did all this, he realized that the throne of Emperor Qi was not a good thing.

That is a puppet regime, and sooner or later, it will bring unimaginable disasters to his Qin family.

"This world needs strong people to rule, and I can suppress them, but what about you?"

Qin Wuya believes that Qin Shou'an does not have such scheming and city government as himself, whether it is scheming or trickery, he is too immature, and he is not suitable to be a king.

So at that time, Qin Wuya made a decision.

He knew that the new magnates had been staring at this big cake called 'Jiangshan', and they were like a pack of hungry wolves that had seen fat, waiting for the old lion to die.

"As soon as I die, you will become, a thorn in their side. ”

At that time, there was more than one Qin family, in addition to Qin Wuya's vein, there was also the old Qin family, what the twenty-four families needed was just the bloodline of the Qin family, as long as the bloodline remained, then in the future, if there were strong winds and waves, there would definitely be another handsome man in the Qin family to lead the entire era.

Therefore, Qin Shou'an is a burden to them!

"They don't need a disobedient Emperor Qi Ying, if there is," the old man's words kept echoing in Qin Xuan's heart: "Then change to another one, a more obedient one... ”

Qin Wuya saw this, he didn't dare to kill the bloodline of the twenty-four sects, because this was the foundation of the demon painter, without them, the demon painter would be defeated sooner or later, and the people alone would not be able to support the people of the world, if Qin Shou'an was very politically talented, he would teach it well, but Qin Shou'an's heart was not here at all.

"A hundred years ago, my father died, and I swore at his grave that I would trample those who had oppressed him under my feet. ”

"I gave everything for this dream. ”

At the beginning, Qin Wuya was like standing on the shore, looking at the endless sea of suffering, he only had a flat boat, not even an oar. But he still resolutely, took that step, stood on the small boat, and let the waves rise and fall, drifting aimlessly.

Even if he knows that the possibility of being able to reach the other side is almost zero, even if he knows that he will not be able to turn back in this life!

But he still went.

Moreover, if there is a regret medicine in this world, let Qin Wuya return to the beginning again, let him choose again, he will still choose, this path!

There is no one in the world who does not regret it, but those who regret it have no regrets!

"All my life, I have spent all my time with people, intrigues, and scheming," said the old man, "but when I stood on the other side of my longing, I looked back and looked at the vast sea when I came, but I could not see the bank of the river where I once stood." ”

"When I arrived at the other side, I was still looking at the other side. ”

"I don't regret it, even if I do it again. The old man looked at Qin Shou'an and said, "But this road is mine, I don't want you to follow my old path again, this vast sea of suffering, boundless, I have already helped you get through, you just stay over there, don't come again... ”

The sea of suffering is endless, and it is on the other side.

In front is Qin Wuya, and in the back, is Qin Shou'an.

The two words Shou'an contain Qin Wuya's hope for his children, he hopes that Qin Shou'an can live his own life, which has nothing to do with him, and then be happy, being a self, not a copy and heir of his Qin Wuya!

Before Qin Wuya died, he threw the big cake of Jiangshan to the group of hungry wolves, and let them compete and fight each other, and at this time, while they were not paying attention, Qin Shou'an ran away, and then as arranged by his father, he took the gold and silver treasures that could not be used up for hundreds of lifetimes, and flew away.

Since then, Qin Shou'an has become a traveler and adventurer, exploring the world of mountains and seas everywhere, getting acquainted with all kinds of mountain and sea beasts and mountain and sea tribes, and feeling the customs of people in different planes.

He has eaten all kinds of delicacies, experienced all kinds of interesting folk activities, and has seen scenes and wonders that ordinary people can't see...

And so, twenty years have passed.

"Father," in front of Qin Wuya's tomb, Qin Shou'an only put up this pillar for him after twenty years, and the late incense: "I'm back... ”

Qin Xuan looked at the man kneeling in front of the tomb, he had experienced twenty years of travel, and he was no longer the boy he once was: "If you are still alive and see me coming back, you will definitely ask me why I came back, why, don't go far." ”

"But if you are still alive, I also want to ask you," Qin Shou'an said, "You let me go, but where am I going?" You asked me not to come back, but if I don't go back here, where will I go back?"

A stable life, he lived.

He also enjoyed the days of freedom.

Money, a hundred lifetimes can not be used up, and there is a strong family around him to protect him, although he has been incognito in the past 20 years, he no longer has to be afraid.

In these carefree days, how many people have struggled all their lives, isn't it just to have such a life?

"You envy me for being at ease, but how do you know that in the past twenty years, I have become more and more tired, and I am tired of seeing the spectacles, I am tired of seeing the beautiful clothes and food, and I am tired of playing all kinds of games in the world. Qin Shou'an: "But when I think of continuing to live like this, what I feel is not expectation, but fear, I am afraid that it has no end... ”

No matter how long the road is, there will always be an end to it, but he is standing still, staying in one place for the rest of his life!

What is happiness in this life?

Is carefree really happiness, and if a person lives a carefree life, then what else can he expect?

And without expectations, what do people live for?

Qin Shouan also wants to find his own life and create his own value, but...

"You are like a high mountain, I will always stand in your shadow," Qin Shou'an laughed self-deprecatingly: "But when I climbed this mountain with self-righteousness, I found that you are something I can never touch, that piece of sky... ”

Qin Wuya is too powerful, too strong!

His achievements, even if Qin Shou'an works hard for ten lifetimes, he can't compare with him, and as for transcendence, even in Qin Shou'an's dream, he can't dream of it.

"You've done everything, what about me?"

At that moment, Qin Shou'an hated his father for the first time: "What did you ask me to do, you even took away my qualification to be your puppet!!"

"Qin Daoxue!Qin Moshan!Qin Wuya!"

Qin Shou'an was confused, he didn't know why he was alive, in the past twenty years, he had lived like a fool!

He's had enough of the pleasures, and he wants to know the meaning of his existence, not like a walking corpse, in the back garden left by his ancestors for three generations, as an ignorant and naïve three-year-old child!

"Goo-goo-goo... ”

In front of the grave, he poured the hot wine into his throat, even if he choked, even if his chest burned like fire.

But he didn't care, no one cared about him anyway.

No one cares whether he lives or dies, even if he is drunk, who cares?

"Ah!!h

"Phew!"

Slammed the wine jug in his hand to the ground, Qin Shou'an staggered and fell to the ground, he looked at the sky, but felt that it was constantly spinning.

"Heh, hehehehe... ”

Qin Shou'an was laughing, laughing so sadly, so, lonely and helpless.

That piece of heaven is clearly within reach.

"In the past twenty years, whenever I raise my head, no matter when and where, all I can see is this piece," Qin Shou'an raised his hand, wanting to pull, just like when he was a child, pulling his father's trouser leg and not letting him go: "Call my father's heaven... ”