Xiao An is strange about his father's changes, but when he thinks of the company's attitude towards him, he can somewhat understand his heart, he should just feel sorry for me, so he will say something dissatisfied with the company. Moreover, even if you ask some things yourself, you may not be able to tell yourself directly with your father's character.

He is different from his mother, when he was a child, Xiao An was very afraid of his mother, she was resolute and did a lot of things when she thought of it, but her temper was also poor, and Xiao You also followed the blame for a while, so Xiao An when he was a child did not suffer less, and almost grew up in beating and scolding.

But Xiao An doesn't hold a grudge against his mother, once his mother gave birth to herself, she has suffered a lot of sins, and it can't be beaten back in a few beatings.

At the age of sixteen, I saw in the book that suicide and abortion are both serious crimes, and immediately asked my mother, have you ever had an abortion? As a result, her mother smiled and told her that she didn't even think about it. It was almost ten years later that Xiao An learned that his mother had beaten the child, the reason was that it was too hard for the second child, and the family originally gave this indicator, but in the end it still failed to let Xiaoyou be born smoothly.

Parents don't know about these things, they will definitely think that this is too commonplace, especially now, it is simply fashionable. Xiao An felt very sorry for some colleagues around him, and he didn't dare to ask the leader for a long leave after surgery, but only said that he had a minor illness and didn't even do it for a month. After resuming work, he was asked by an unaware male leader, and he only said, well, the cold is cured! It is estimated that only I know the warmth and coldness.

So the one who laughed the most was probably the hospital.

Moreover, Xiao An is an unlucky child, I don't know if she was too honest when she was a child, she was beaten everywhere, teachers, classmates, and neighbors' children, and she never felt distressed when she started. It's as if she's not a person, but a piece of people who won't complain, won't denounce, and can let them vent at will, safe, silicone.

So, even if the mother doesn't fight. She's already been skinny. I don't know if I was born in an era of beating, looking at many children now, even if they are indeed beaten because of mistakes, parents still have to look for it aggressively. How dare she then? can only suffer dumb losses again and again, hoping that he will grow up soon, and he will not have to be kicked by high heels anymore. Moreover, there is another point about her cheapest, that is, although she was almost not beaten stupid. But she still thinks of her teacher for a long time, and she will be grateful: because the teacher said that beating is kissing, and scolding is love!

Hehe, that's why there are those students who turn back to take revenge. But Xiao An has a poor memory in this regard, unless the memory of the pain is too deep, she will not turn these into hatred and torture herself.

Of course, having others "help her mother share" is only one aspect, the key is that Xiaoyou later told her mother the ins and outs of being so violent back then, so she didn't hate her mother even more. Also a woman. Don't talk about mothers, if you are so bearable, if the pressure of this and that thing is added together, it is difficult not to be angry with the child, and then there are other children who blame it, even if they are reluctant to start, they will lose their minds, it is not surprising.

At this time, Xiao An thought of the adults who had beaten her and had nothing to do with her, and she was very strange. They were just adult girls at that time, and there were no women's hospitals on the streets at that time, and everyone was conservative and didn't earn much, so they couldn't be so violent. Otherwise. How much humiliation can there be to make a young woman so ruthless?

Forget it, Chen Sesame has rotten grain for many years, but if you know the reason, some people will never kneel to atone for their sins, and they don't need it. Compared to some of the irreparable tragedies that we hear about nowadays. I didn't have any sequelae after being beaten so much, thank God. Some people just don't beat their children like this, I believe that by that time, she should be able to feel more warmth in this world.

Xiao An attributed the beating to the lack of positive energy and warmth in her own body, if she was fine, she would be able to smile brightly, it is estimated that anyone should be melted after seeing such a smiling face. But he was young at the time, and he was only busy with fright, and he didn't have any scheming to think about any way to avoid it for himself. Unlike some classmates, although they didn't laugh, they also waived a bamboo shoot barbecue after a bitter cry.

Yes, Xiao An, this child, didn't cry back then.

Oh, really, what day is it, even if I expose all this, will anyone respect me for it? still remembers that she once talked to a classmate, but as a result, they had no memory of the year, as if they were afraid that Xiao An would pour the bitter water of the year with her, and the friendship between the two for many years was also questioned. After all, you can't deny what really happened. Xiao An only learned that there were teachers in this world who didn't beat people after she was very old, not to mention how much she envied those happy classmates, and her classmates also expressed all kinds of shock and indignation in addition to sympathy.

Well, this matter, even if it is a happy end, anyway, what happened to me back then has been understood by many people. As for those who denied it, although it was really unexpected at the time, she could only accept it, she was just chilled, and the friendship she had trusted very much for many years began to falter because of "an amnesia". But she is reluctant to let this relationship fall apart, she has invested too much, material, emotional, all of them. Moreover, she always explains to others like this, maybe I have a lot of unbearable shortcomings?

It must be, it must be.

Oops, I don't want to think about it, the sun outside is pretty good today, I might as well carry the camera to take pictures. Anyway, the woman allowed me to take a big leave and paid my salary, as long as I didn't show up in the company and didn't interfere with her freedom, there would be no conflict between the two.

Xiao An couldn't rub the sand in her eyes, and the woman was probably worried that Xiao An would find out something about her after staying in the company for a long time, so she allowed Xiao An to soho, but in fact, she didn't even have to do soho, Xiao An just went to the card to withdraw money on a monthly basis.

In other words, it was because of that book and her previous friendship with Shiguan that she had such a "comfortable" position now.

Thinking that she is really too desperate these days, she is a little scared, she is not small, strictly speaking, she is not even young, even if she is young, her body will eventually be worn out and aged. Even if you live a few more years in order to increase the yang and reduce the yin, you really have to put down the work in your hands and go outside to bask in the sun.

But before going out, Zang Qing, who was stewing soup, told her not to come back too late, otherwise it would not taste good if it was cold. So, Xiao An just walked around the neighborhood of his home to see if there was anything new.

Outside the entrance of the community, there is a bad end that has been built for a long time and has not been used for a long time after completion, and Xiao An has been coveting it. Because she always has so many sundries and nowhere to put them, but because she has just come back this time, and she has been running around before going abroad, she has never considered buying a house.

Now that it's a little more stable, isn't it time to find a warm home for your clutter? It's a nice building, it's so close to home, if I can take it down, even if it's rented, it should be enough for me to fiddle with.

Because the building has been in ruins for many years, and the owner has not taken any careful protection for it, the glass doors on the first floor have been broken. Xiao An was born to be strong, but he carried a camera on his back to take advantage of people's inattention, stepped over the glass ballast, and got into this long-abandoned but never used building.

It is not quite accurate to say that it is not used, but this building should have seven or eight floors, the upper floors are the offices of the owner, that is, the builder, and the rest are all deserted. Only occasionally homeless people, migrant workers, and nearby urchins visit the area, mostly as free toilets and small blackboards. Xiao An walked inside and saw a lot of paintings drawn by children, she was a little scared at first, but when she saw those graffiti, her heart immediately warmed up.

Well, this rotten ending should still be popular.

However, the hygiene here is too poor, and it is not safe, the stairs are not equipped with handrails, Xiao An has to protect himself with the camera, and he is really frightened all the way. But even so, she still had to go to find out without hesitation, but she couldn't bear to look at the various human masterpieces lying on the ground.

Fortunately, those masterpieces are all in a fixed location, Xiao An took a look, it turned out that there were pipes here, so it should have been designed a long time ago, but because I haven't found a suitable home, so I haven't rented it out. Alas, it's a pity that such a large piece of land, such a good building, can only continue to be abandoned like this.

Xiao An really thinks this building is good, I don't understand such a good terrain here, whether it is an office building or other commercial buildings, it is very suitable, why no one comes to rent? Hehe, are you just waiting for me to receive it?

In fact, the various hardware facilities here are really good, but there is only one thing that makes Xiao An feel dissatisfied, that is, the lighting is not good. She took a closer look, and there were not many places where sunlight could really be seen on almost every floor, and if she made a partition after catching up, it would be even more closed, and she could only use artificial light sources.

Imagine how terrible it would be if there was no natural wind and no sunlight.

So, if I really have a chance to take this place, then I must get through it!

Because she really couldn't stand the gloom, she walked a few steps and came to the balcony on the second floor.

Standing under the sun, Xiao An's interest came, just now in the dark room, she was too lazy to take pictures, and now she took out her camera and took pictures happily. Standing here, you can see the scenery that you can't see in the community before, and it's very interesting.

felt that the shooting was almost over, Xiao An decided to go back, after all, her mother still told her to go home for dinner quickly!

Thinking of her mother's stewed soup, Xiao An's saliva flowed out, and she quickly packed up her camera and prepared to leave the balcony.

But at this moment, the dark room in the balcony in front of her suddenly thought that someone had hurriedly flashed over.

Hey, who could it be? Am I that scary? So much so that you have to run away when you see me? (To be continued.) )