Chapter 174: Becoming a Stranger 4
hurt her, and his heart was so distressed that he came back to life.
Forget her, the memories that can't be let go.
He hated her, he never had ......
The imperial power is rich and noble, even if it has a place in the southern country, even if it is a unified country?
Without Xia Yu, in his life, even if he became the 'God King' above the Nine Heavens, he would not be happy!
It's just, summer rain. I will never tell you these words hidden in my heart, and I hope you never know.
Because of your goodness, it is like a dream in the Ten Thousand Swords Cave to me...... A qiΔ of a qiΔ, let's have a relationship
His heart was trembling, but his face was still indifferent. Bei Ming Ye knew that it was difficult to summon up the courage to say this to Xia Yu, but he didn't expect that the real difficulty was to face her and watch her cry because of herself!
That's a thousand times more painful than death.
Xia Yu, why are you crying?
Do you want me to be soft-hearted? Do you want my hard-earned courage to collapse in front of you in an instant?
I want to hold you...... Sue sΓΉ you this qiΔ is not what I want to say in my heart.
But I can't!
Because, in my body, with the dirty blood of the demon clan, my life is destined to have no intersection with you.
"Summer rain." The voice of the voice trembled, but the Northern Styx tried to hide the pain in his heart, "I said, you are like someone to me who can't find your way in the dark, suddenly comes from the light, and says that you want to give me warmth. However, your warmth does not belong to me alone, I like you, but I don't need your sympathy at all, your charity. β
Heart, it hurts! North Night, North Night...... In fact, whether it is sympathy or charity, you can cherish it without your life.
Because you've already seen her as your whole life, haven't you?
"I'm sorry, but I don't regret the choice. So, please don't bother me again in the future. β
Xia Yu Muran raised his head, his eyes were scorching, and he stared at his eyes fiercely.
Don't bother again?
In the Northern Night, Xia Yuken came for you and didn't let you agree to marry Lord Chen Tang, isn't it enough to explain your position in her heart?
"Night...... I don't believe you're such a person, and these words don't come from your heart. I don't care what you got from me before, or who you are, what it is...... But I know you never wanted to hurt me. β
"Hurt? Wasn't the damage done on Umejima the night before enough? Or do you want to die at my hands? Xia Yu, everyone has their own insistence, I have liked you, but it doesn't mean that I will show mercy to your subordinates again and again...... So, please get out of my world. β
Blood was dripping from his heart, and when he said the last sentence of 'Get out of my world', he finally couldn't help but turn his back.
The hand under the sleeve couldn't help shaking, and he closed his eyes tightly, for fear that he would be weak, and he couldn't help but look back at her again......
Xia Yu looked at his slightly thin back in a daze, and felt a pain in her heart, but she couldn't help but rush to the entrance of the pavilion and hugged his waist tightly from behind.
Tears rolled down, she gritted her teeth and asked in a low voice, "Northern Night, why is this happening...... Why did you become like this? I can give you the Divine Jade, and I can also give you the Recipe for All Things, but why do you say such ugly things! β
"I don't need those things anymore, otherwise you wouldn't have the life to stand here today."
I'm sorry, what happened that night on Meidao was just an accident, even though I wanted the magic trick, I never thought of killing you!
"Northern Night......
"Let's go!" Bei Mingye pulled away the hand she was holding on her waist and pushed it casually, maybe he was too hard, or maybe she was defenseless, Xia Yu was instantly thrown to the ground by him.
I'm sorry......
I'm sorry Xia Yu, forgive me...... Bei Ying Ye tried to restrain himself, not to look at Xia Yu who fell to the ground, he straightened his back, and his eyes were cold.
"A person who has too much hope and gets nothing in the end! Xia Yu, you won't understand that pain, you are always by my side, good to me, trying to give me what I want, but never thinking about what I really want! The more you make me hope, the more painful it is when disappointment comes...... So, could you please stop making me miserable! β
Is it painful?
I miss you all the time, but I can't see you, this is the real pain and suffering. However, the summer rain ...... Why didn't you leave even when I had said all this?
Your tears, your disappointment, it's almost impossible for me to hold on...... You know?
Xia Yu raised her head, her eyes were full of tears, and she looked coldly at the Northern Night, until her vision gradually blurred, so that she could no longer see clearly the face in front of her, which was overwhelming the country and the city, but as cold as frost.
"I'm sorry" Xia Yu choked up: "I didn't know that my kindness to you would cause you so much pain, and I didn't know what kind of unknown story there was behind your truest identity, but my help and reconciliation to you have always been sincere, without the slightest hypocrisy!" β
"Really? Thank you so much. He said with a cold face, looking away.
Shocked, thank you?
Can she reply to him with a 'you're welcome'?
"The matter has come to this, since you insist on marrying the lord of the Imperial Tomb, then I will not stop you."
Because, it's useless for me to block it...... What the hell are you thinking? Whether it's the prince of your southern kingdom or the northern dark night of the demon clan, you shouldn't force yourself.
"Very well, then you will bless me? Albeit...... In the future, we will be strangers. On his face, a faint smile gradually appeared, although the smile looked so bleak.
Xia Yu was silent for a while, and in his mind, the words that Bei Ying Ye had just said 'will be a stranger in the future' kept echoing in his mind. Then, she slowly got up from the ground and said:
"I will bless you! I wish you a bright future in the future, a bright future, and one day, a brilliant and glorious world! β
Stunned, Bei Mingye finally turned his face and glanced at her, but at this moment, Xia Yu had already turned around and walked slowly down from the attic.
Countless retrospectives in the past life are exchanged for passing shoulders in this life.
Time stopped, and at this turn, the northern night ...... After many years, will you regret those decisive words today?
She doesn't care who you are anymore, you've confessed your heart...... Why, you don't have the courage to give her a chance to love you?
Xia Yu walked past the courtyard, and the besieging soldiers and the indifferent handmaidens all retreated.
Is it a delusion? She felt that these people were looking at her with sympathy......
"Xia Yu ......" frowned, it was the water blue that came to the door at some point.
"Summer Rain!"
"What?"
looked indifferent, but there was a trace of distress in his eyes, it was Lu Yan and Mo Fei'er who came from Meizhuang. They must have seen the whole process with their own eyes......
"Xia Yu, I'll send you back." Shui Lan cried with red eyes and looked at her with a distressed expression.
"No, you don't." The corners of his lips raised slightly, Xia Yu straightened his back, "I came alone, I'll go back alone." β
Raising her head, she walked step by step towards the outside of the translation hall. Xia Yu has her pride and persistence, how could she let others sympathize with her, especially in front of him......
She is so good and proud in two lives, how can she be frustrated by earthly feelings.
In fact, now she is a little envious of the gods above the nine heavens......
Because they are ruthless and desireless, they never suffer from feelings.
Coming out of the translation hall, Xia Yu walked on the street without looking back, Xia Yu also knew that Lu Yan, Shui Lan, and the princess Mo Fei'er, who was always noisy, were following him.
There are a lot of pedestrians coming and going, Xia Yu walks in the crowd, and occasionally someone will look at her because of her stunning beauty. But not long after, there was a sudden boom in the sky, and purple lightning streaked across the sky......
The sky that was originally still sunny suddenly became cloudy, and the thunder rolled over, and it was dark clouds.
Boom, the rain the size of beans is falling...... It's raining again?
The weather suddenly changed, and the pedestrians on the street ran out in a short time. Xia Yu stopped, couldn't help but look up at the sky, the rain fell on her face, slowly sliding, she opened her eyes, wanting the rain to wash away the sourness in her eyes.
This time she went to the translation hall to see the North Night, she never thought that the relationship between her and the North Night would become like this.
Is there a conflict between the identity of the Northern Styx and the one he wants? Why has he changed......
Is it wrong to be nice to him?
He has always called the unfair fate, in addition to referring to his bad health, it must also be related to his identity as a demon clan! But what does this concern her?
She didn't care about his identity.
Is there a difference between a human, a demon, a god, and a demon?
The human race has to bear the burden of birth, old age, sickness and death, as well as the mutual torture between people's hearts in this world, shouldn't they be the most vulnerable side?
Why, then, did he suffer but didn't say it?
Is it strange to see each other from now on? Northern Styx is the one who found the summoning sword, he is about to go to the demon world with Lu Yan and them, and he has agreed to go with him, but it seems that this is ...... Should she be one step ahead of them?
Smiling lightly, Xia Yu raised his hand to wipe the rain off his face, and suddenly, Xia Yu had an urge to become stronger.
Because, only when she becomes stronger, can she prove that her destiny can be controlled by herself.
However, she is too weak now.
In life, there are many twists and turns, and dreams always make us stumble all the way, such as walking on thorns, leaving us bruised all over our bodies. But if the direction remains the same and the heart is firm, then even if you fail, there will be no regrets.
In my eyes, something rolled out, and I don't know if it was tears or rain. Xia Yu just stood on the street, letting the rain drench himself.
Someone walked slowly towards her in the rain, and walked in front of her step by step.
Xia Yu looked up, only to see that in the rain curtain, his body was not tall, and he was muttering a cute baby face, but his face was full of angry reminiscences, and he was staring at himself with burning eyes.
Dressed in a light purple robe and dark eyes, he held an umbrella and stood in the wind and rain, extremely arrogant.
He must have come here because he woke up and couldn't see Xia Yu.
Looking at each other, Xia Yu looked at him and didn't step forward, because she was very fragile now, and she didn't have the energy or mood to coax him.
There was lightning in the sky, rain showers came quickly, and the wind blew, mixed around, making people's bodies feel a little cold.
Finally, Remembrance couldn't hold back, and walked over to her, with a small hand, holding up an oil-paper umbrella high, and holding up a piece above her head.
"Recall, why do you say the weather has been changing abruptly lately? That person, he is already the God King admired by everyone in the Four Realms, and he controls the lives of everyone in the world, so what else can make him sad? β
Memories were beside her, Xia Yu raised her eyes, looking at the sparse world outside through the rain line.
Without answering, he held an umbrella and stood quietly beside her, like an isolated god, standing quietly outside the world, looking at her helplessness.
"Protoss, shouldn't you cut off the seven emotions and six desires? Aren't the people who should be sad and suffer those who are struggling but can't get rid of their fate? β
Tears burst into tears, in front of this little god clan, looking at his face that was almost as captivating as the god king Yifeng, Xia Yu finally couldn't help crying.
Why is it so weak?
Is it because he said that they will not know each other in the future?
People who love to laugh cry more heart-rending than anyone else, just because they have been strong for too long......
After a long while, Hui Yi suddenly threw away the umbrella in his hand, and he looked at Xia Yu in front of him who was crying and his eyes were red and swollen, and he was soaked, so he was not a wolf. Although he didn't know who she was crying for, he slowly reached out and gently touched her face.
On her face, it was hot tears, not cold rain.
The corners of her mouth raised slightly, she was obviously distressed and wanted to be comforted, but she didn't want the corners of her mouth to be hooked, and whispered in her ear:
"Xia Yu, the way you cry is so ugly."
The figure was stunned, the thin lips were slightly open, Xia Yu raised his eyes in a daze, looked at the memories in front of him, and obviously wanted to lose it back as before. But I didn't want to, but the tears rolled out endlessly, and the crying was even more sad......
frowned, as if she didn't expect that she, who had always been strong and self-confident and uninhibited, would be so fragile.
So, Remembrance slowly embraced her......
The small head can only be attached to her chest, but it is so resolute, as if to protect her in the wind and rain.
Summer Rain ...... In fact, when you knew that he might be the identity of the demon clan, he hid so many things, and it had long been impossible between you.
And you want to be nice to him, and this feeling even you don't know what it is......
So what is the point of entangled in this kind of thing that already has a process and an ending?
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Plum Village
It was getting dark, and it was already evening.
Outside the house, the rain had not stopped, and when Lu Yan, Mo Fei'er, Shui Lan and Xia Yu had changed their clean clothes, the group came to the front hall for dinner.
However, only the memories did not come.
(To be continued.) )