Chapter 4 Crying without tears
I'm a very realistic person, so although I don't live as chic as some people define in their eyes, I am very real and flesh and blood.
I, sitting in the alley every day, saw that most of the young people, they flaunted their individuality, but they were moonlight people who shrunk their clothes and reduced food, for some vanity in their hearts, tried their best to catch up with the trend of fashion, happily wasted their years, squandered their youth, listened to songs, read novels, and sent money to me.
Don't feel sorry for them, because all this is their own making, they just want to live in their own fairy tale world, they reject reality, even if it is just one step forward, pay a little sweat, they can live better in reality, they don't want to. Such a person does not deserve sympathy. Such people are destined to be stepping stones for very realistic people like me, and I will work hard to earn their money, step on their shoulders, and find a beautiful and happy life that belongs to me.
The house I rent is surrounded by these young people who flaunt their personalities, and of course, there are also some realistic people like me, who are constantly working hard for their own happiness, for life, and for money.
Standing on the balcony of my room, looking at the emptiness of the next room, I realized the impermanence of life. I wonder who will live in this room after passing through countless tenants?
By that time, will I still be able to climb over the balcony railing between the two of us, enter this room, and be happy with the temporary tenant of the room, and will I still be able to eat in this room once in a while, as I used to be? Sometimes, I can even lie on the bed in this room, I don't know, because in this empty room now, there is nothing, not even a bed.
When the leader moved out, he took everything he had bought himself, and just like when he came, there was nothing in this room. What the landlord offered him was just an empty room with nothing.
I envy these landlords in this city, they spend money once to build a four-story building, their whole family lives on the best second floor, rent out the rest of the floors, and then they can collect rent and utility bills on time every month. This kind of profitable business is very profitable, just like my song download, which is also a one-time investment, and then it is repeated every day to make money.
Of course, I need someone to guard the stall and operate it to make this money, but the landlord only needs to open the door and give the key to the tenant, and then he doesn't have to do anything, just wait to collect the money.
It turns out that the easiest and most profitable business is to be a landlord, no wonder I heard from a friend that there are many second-hand landlords in Shenzhen who have made a fortune. I often think that if my hometown could be as prosperous as this city, with the same number of wage earners, then my five acres of land, two acres of land, and five acres of mountains can allow me to live a happy charter worker life, without having to work so hard to make money, and at that time, I can find a stable job 9 to 5 and live happily with my family.
I know that such an idea is unrealistic, so I have to use my own efforts in this city to create my own happy life, although I have not seen a trace of the happiness I want now, but in my heart, it is really beckoning to me from afar.
Today is the weekend, I closed the door, rode an electric car to the electronic market to buy, TF card has been sold out, the card reader is also broken, there are only two mobile phone cases, and there is only one film left for the mobile phone film, it is time to replenish the goods. These things are very profitable, so I sell them at the same time as I play songs, and the sales are still okay, and they can also bring me users who download songs.
Many customers just bought these small things from me, got the songs I gave away, and the next time they want to download them, they will choose to come to me as soon as possible, making money at the same time, and attracting old customers, why not.
Bought good goods, back to the place where I lived, it was already noon, put the car and goods away, I went to the fast food restaurant to eat a 7 yuan fast food, went back to the room to rest, at night to set up a stall until more than twelve o'clock, if not rest, I will doze off at that time, this kind of business affects the money-making thing, I am resolutely put an end. So I insist on resting at noon every day, and when I wake up, I will have enough energy to make money and pursue the happy life I want in the future.
"Who, so noisy, still let people sleep?" I was woken up in my sleep and felt the urge to curse. Who is so immoral, so noisy at noon, and let people not live? In fact, noisy is not the main reason why I want to scold, the most important thing is that I can't sleep at this time, and if I can't sleep, I will be sleepy at night.
The sound is still going on, I use my ears to catch the source of the sound, what's going on? Something seemed to be wrong, the sound seemed to come from the wall of the next room, hadn't they all moved away? How can there be a sound of nailing things? Could it be that the landlord is nailing something? Since I'm the landlord, there's no way, this is his house, and I really can't take care of him.
I reassured myself to lie down again, to leave it alone, and to go to sleep first. I curled up as much as I could, and leaned sideways to continue sleeping. In my experience, sleeping on my side allows me to fall asleep better. Today, however, this is not working as well as it should be. The sound continued, and it seemed to be rhythmic, once, twice, unhurriedly, unhurriedly.
My fire is really up, the bastard landlord, take my money, don't do anything, and make trouble at this time, I have to reason with you today. You said that you are not good at nailing, but you want to find this time nail, obviously you can't get along with me.
I got up, rushed out of the room, leaned on the railing, and was about to open my mouth to question the landlord, when suddenly I saw the person nailed in the room, she was not the landlord at all, so I swallowed the question that I was about to blurt out and swallow back into my throat.
It's her, how can it be her? How did she end up here? My mind was a little spinning and I was in a dull silence.
Just as I was wondering, her gaze was drawn by my movement and fell on me.
"Ahh Perverts. ”
She was startled and shouted, and at the same time threw away the hammer in her hand, used her chest guard, and made a look of self-protection.
Do you need to be so scared? You don't have a naked body. I thought to myself.
Red fruit? No, her eyes are clearly on me, and I am Chiguo's. I suddenly remembered that I had slept in a pair of shorts. Isn't it a sin to wear so many clothes on a hot day?
"Ahh I also yelled to hide my embarrassment and rushed into the room.
There was a "bang" and "bang", and we all closed each other's doors.
My heart was beating so fast that my face was flushing when I pulled it. I couldn't help but smile wryly, I fantasized countless times that I could have different encounters with her, as long as it was anywhere else except for the song.
I thought that when I saw her, I could greet her with a smile so that I could let her know that I was a well-informed person. The ideal object in a girl's mind, isn't it the kind of gentle and polite son?
What I didn't expect was to meet her in such a place and under such circumstances today, my innocent body, she had seen it like this, and I wanted to cry without tears.