After lunch, Ah Bao took a nap in the house, and Jiang Ruoning practiced martial arts in the east wing.

Ah Huan said: "Senior sister, if you make such a fuss today, will they come to recognize you?" ”

For Ah Huan, the current life is the most comfortable, she and Jiang Ruoning are working as female catchers together, and they have been getting along day and night in the past few years, they were called master servants earlier, but they are actually sisters, and now they are even more famous as sisters. Ah Huan selfishly thought: The Song family must not come to recognize their relatives. But she wanted to know Jiang Ruoning's attitude even more.

Jiang Ruoning said: "The more famous the family, the more important the reputation, am I a fast catcher, or a fast catcher who deals with corpses, in their eyes, I am not only an unlucky person, but also a bad reputation of the so-called famous family." The first time they met, it was too sudden, but when they calmed down, they thought more about their own reputation and gains and losses.

Putting aside my identity, let's just say that there is peace between me and Wen Rushan, and they will come to test first to see if I am willing to reconcile with Wen Rushan. If I refuse, in their eyes, I am a waste, a woman who has been divorced, her reputation has been ruined, and it is impossible to remarry H into the high gate in exchange for their benefits. In this case, it is okay not to admit it.

If I still have value for them, maybe I need to recognize them. They have no more than two choices for me: first, I will regard me as a righteous woman; Second, give up, as if there has never been such a person as me, but will use money to send it, they think that this money will make them feel good, and think that they have used money to compensate me. ”

They wanted money, but she didn't.

When you receive money, you forgive them; And she doesn't want to forgive, because it's not resentment, it's just that they are her strangers, without love or hate, and she doesn't want to have anything to do with them.

Ah Huan asked, "How will Senior Sister choose?" ”

"I have nothing to do with the Song family, I don't need such a big family to be a bondage, how big the family is, how big the responsibility is, I don't want that kind of family, I have my grandmother's family is enough."

Jiang Ruoning brandished a wooden sword. Be open-minded.

*

At dusk, it rained heavily. Outside, the rain suddenly stopped, the frogs were staggered, and the cicadas were piercing. The sound of frogs and cicadas is far and near, one after another. The room was a little quiet and oppressive, as if a mountain rain was coming. In the courtyard, the fragrance of gardenias floats in the air with the wind, and the ghostly mood is dark.

Jiang Ruoning sat in front of the desk. The strings are plucked lightly, and she has become familiar with them a lot over the past few days, and she can even play some familiar tunes from her long time and space.

Ah Bao finished dinner and went back to Xie Shaoqing's yard with the big girl.

What she practiced today was an old song from before the time crossing, but she liked the lyrics of this song:

On the night when the frogs and cicadas were stacked, she sang softly to the song:

A smiling flower

Think about the change of life

At the end of the day, it doesn't matter if you win or lose

The sun and the moon grow and disappear

It is difficult to be rich and expensive for a long time

This morning's face is older than last night

Put a word width between the eyebrows

See a piece of the world

Who doesn't taste the joy and sorrow

The sea can't be walked all day

Grievances are hard to calculate

Yesterday is not today, and it should be forgotten

The waves are surging and the young birds are gone

Even if it is a wandering wind through the ages

The wind is dashing, the people are faint, and the grass in the mountains is happy

The taste of love and hate shakes in the wind......

(Xin Xiaoqi's "Forget Each Other in Two" is a song I like very much, every time I listen to it, it makes people feel peaceful.) ）

The backyard of the Yamen of Dali Temple. Two people walked together, one shaking a feather fan and the other walking behind.

"This rain has made Xie Shaoqing a rare stay."

"It's cool after the rain, it's been a long time since I've chatted like this with Ah Fei."

Xie Shaoqing stopped and listened, "Someone is playing the piano?" ”

"It's Miss Jiang!"

The two looked at each other and smiled, looking for the sound and walking towards the floating garden, only to hear someone singing when they got closer:

"A Smiling Flower ......"

Mr. Chun Yu shook the fan, and there was a fan on the ground.

"Who doesn't taste joy and sorrow

The sea can't be walked all day

Grievances are hard to calculate

Yesterday is not today......"

Jiang Ruoning finished playing a song. He got up and walked out of the East Wing.

Westinghouse, reflecting Ah Huan's figure, she is still doing needlework.

Ah Huan is a good one, one is to be in order. But he is also a hard-working person, even if Ah Huan is in good health now, Jiang Ruoning heard Tang Niangzi from Huichun Hall say: Ah Huan's body is broken, and she can't be a mother in this life.

Life has just begun, and he was judged by Lang Zhong: Ah Huan is infertile.

Ah Huan had such an unbearable past, and a broken body. Happiness in a lifetime is hard to find.

This is the way of the world.

Jiang Ruoning walked out of the door, holding a teapot in his hand, looking at the bright moon in the sky, "The bright moon is a song, life is geometric, the ancients did not deceive me." She drank a few sips of fruit, but she didn't expect this thing to be returned in the capital, this is what she asked Ah Huan to buy a jar this afternoon, "When is the bright moon?" Ask the wine to the sky, I don't know what year the world is in the past......"

She held the pot in one hand, bouncing around, like dancing, and like drunk, "I'm sad, no one asks; I love to share it with others. Jiang Ruoning, you are so poor, in this world, you have nothing but silver. This world, this world...... It's really ugly! It's so ugly! Those who abandon their own children should be imprisoned.

There are too many deceitful things hidden in those mansion doors!

Dislike! It's so nasty!

What breaks the "Dayan Law" is full of loopholes, that is, it restricts the people and connives, which is unfair and unfair!

What is Prosperity? What is a prosperous world with only economic prosperity but no culture and morality?

Hunger in the heyday! It's all appearances, like fucking powerful gates, it's all gold and jade, and it's ruined.

Rain on someone's parade! What a disappointment!

I'm so hungry! I've read all the books, and I haven't seen a few good ones.

What about the poets who have been known through the ages? What about the lyricists? Ah, how can I not. I haven't seen the ancients before, and I haven't seen the people who have come after, so depressed. Where have the poets and lyricists gone? Why don't you have anything nutritious?

I want this girl to chant here, let me think, I want to think......

A lifetime of one generation and one pair, competing for two places**. Lovesick and not blind date, who is the spring for the sky?

The pulp is easy to beg for the blue bridge, and the medicine is difficult to run into the blue sea. If you visit Oxford in the air, you will be relatively poor. ”

Cynical, as she is at the moment.

Jiang Ruoning didn't like anything at the moment, and scolded in his mouth, the fruit wine was delicious. It seems that I didn't drink much, why is it so enthusiastic.

Ah Huan came out of the house and saw Jiang Ruoning sitting on the ground, "Senior sister." You drank the fruit, how did you get drunk? ”

"I'm not drunk! Your sister's drinking is good. Don't pull me, I'm annoying, I want to dance, I want to sing. Ah Huan. Jiang Ruoning is so pitiful, so pitiful......

She was four or five years old...... Gurg...... knows that she is not a child of the He family, she is a child abandoned by the family. Ah Huan, junior sister, do you know that when Grandma gave her a longevity lock, she was really happy, thinking that it was her mother who was still thinking about her, but it turned out that it was something to reward her subordinates; Grandma used old clothes brought from the capital to make clothes, and she thought they were worn by her mother. imagined that it was a mother's embrace, but it turned out that it was an old dress worn by a subordinate......

It's ridiculous! It's ridiculous!

She longs so much for a true love, but in the end, the truth is so cruel.

Her last wish, her last wish, turned out to be: they don't want me, and I don't want them. I have done two things for them, sacrificing my honor, preserving their reputation, and paying for their fertility.

I don't owe anyone more!

I owe no one more.

Why is the heart empty. I don't want any of the jewelry I give to my subordinates, and I don't spend any of the money they give me...... Ah Huan. Why am I still uncomfortable?

The true feelings of the world can't be worth a word from a fortune teller? ”

Ah Huan listened to her, and her heart kept aching, "Senior sister, don't say it anymore, if you feel uncomfortable." Just cry. I know that when you do this today, you are actually the most bitter in your heart. ”

"Ah Huan, you don't understand...... You don't understand...... All the people in the world who are miserable have their own suffering, but all the happy people in the world are always the same. Ah Huan, I took you in back then, in fact, because you and I were both orphans. ”

"Senior sister, I'm not bitter, I have you to love me, and the most bitter is senior sister. If you have a biological father and mother but you can't recognize it, not only can't you recognize it, but they will kill you; From childhood to adulthood, they don't care about you; You've grown up, and they've come to use you and hurt you...... Senior sister, don't drink anymore, don't drink anymore. ”

"Ah Huan, I'm not Song Qingchen's shadow, I'm not her stand-in, I'm not her, I'm Jiang Ruoning, I'm Jiang Ruoning...... In the past life, in this life, in the next life, I am Jiang Ruoning. She staggered to her feet and sang: "Drawing a knife and cutting off the water makes the water flow more, and borrowing wine to drown sorrow is even more sorrowful, it seems that it is an era when mandarin ducks and butterflies should not be, but I am such a sad ......"

"Senior sister, be good, obedient, go back to sleep, you're drunk, stop singing, you'll wake everyone up."

She was spinning in the yard, four minutes drunk, six minutes awake, singing songs in her mouth, one song after another, but it was not the same.

"I want to go back by the wind, but I am afraid of Qionglou Yuyu, and the high place is unbearable. People have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny, and this matter is difficult to complete. I hope that people will last a long time, and they will be together for thousands of miles. ”

Ah Huan was tired and half dead, and he didn't pull Jiang Ruoning back into the house.

"Senior sister, this word is okay, okay?"

"Senior sister, it's better if you can be quiet."

"Hey, how can this be whispered, reciting poetry is the most elegant thing, there must be an atmosphere, your senior sister and I are poetic today. Gently I went, just as I came gently, waving my sleeves and not taking away a cloud. Jiang Ruoning looked up at the moon, "Senior sister, why did you go up to the sky, your eyes are really big, where did the other eye go?" ”

Ah Huan immediately jumped up, "If I had known, I wouldn't have bought you fruit to drink." Have you drunk all the jars? ”

"No, I'll just drink a pot, just a pot."

"You're lying to me, the jar is empty."

"You are stupid, I put this copper kettle in it, only this pot, and it will always be a pot."

Ah Huan looked at Jiang Ruoning and asked angrily, "Are you drunk or not?" ”

"I'm not drunk, you see that my face is not red, my heart is not beating, I listen to the words (clearly), I am not drunk! Good sister, why don't you buy me another jar of fruit to drink, it's weird and delicious. ”

"If you don't buy it, you will get drunk after drinking one jar, and if you want to buy another jar, you may not know what it will be like to be drunk."

"This is called wine not intoxicating, but self-intoxicating. Well, buy me another jar. ”

"Don't buy it!" (To be continued.) )