001 Reborn back thirty years ago
When the host at the Osri Awards Ceremony shouted out the name of the winner of this Osli Best Actress, with the cheers of everyone around him, he stood up with a smile and walked up to the podium with a smile.
Yes, she finally did it at the age of forty-five and became the first Chinese actress to win the Best Actress at Osley.
At this moment, she was full of joy to raise the heavy little golden figure in her hand, she took a deep breath, and thanked her fans, the media, and the staff who have been with her all these years in a slightly trembling voice, her eyes flashed with crystal tears, and her fluent English finished the old man's words of thanks without a pause, and then paused for two seconds, she was still smiling on the stage, smiling and smiling, and the tears could no longer stop leaking down, just because of the name she had just silently pronounced in her heart.
At the celebration reception after the Osli award ceremony, after a round of entertainment, he came to the terrace with a glass of red wine with a smile.
The hotel is located in a single-family villa built on a cliff by the sea, and this terrace is also the most famous sea view terrace in the whole hotel, with a large semi-circular terrace that extends out of the cliff with the sound of the turbulent sea water constantly lapping against the cliff stone wall, and standing on the terrace, you can see the deep blue sea stretching all the way to the horizon, such a beautiful view is extremely charming.
But at the moment, the terrace is deserted, and maybe only Smiling is the only one who is in the mood to enjoy this charming scenery here.
Behind her, at the glittering party, people wore their own masks of hypocrisy, and they were all thinking differently but they could laugh together.
Raising her head, she drank all the red wine in the glass with a smile, and the corners of her mouth pulled out a mocking arc, she finally got the fame and fortune she longed for all her life at the age of forty-five, but after the ceremony, she no longer felt excited and happy, looking at the crowd of people, fake masks and smiling faces, and polite chats, she only felt extremely bored.
How could this be, didn't she like to participate in such drinking parties the most in the past? She had always been able to dress herself up in the most beautiful way, and then she enjoyed the feeling of being stared at by the burning gaze of a man and the gaze of a woman's envy and jealousy.
But today she unusually didn't want to join them, she shook the empty wine glass in her hand, and asked herself in her heart, is she bored?
No, she immediately denied it in her heart, she was a natural star, how could she be bored with her life circle? It must be that I've been too tired lately, and I'm always thinking about the name I care about in my heart, so I'm so abnormal! She still doesn't want to enjoy the sea view alone, she is the protagonist of today's party, how can she have such a negative mood?
Seems to be very disgusted with herself just now, smiling and throwing the empty cup in her hand far into the sea as if throwing away something nasty, when she turned around again, she was still smiling, and gracefully re-entered the bustling party.
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When I woke up again, I had a splitting headache with a smile...... That's the after-effects of a hangover, right? Smiled and covered his head and sat up slowly, what's the situation?!
She only remembered that she returned to the party from the terrace yesterday, and then she didn't listen, and she didn't remember how much she drank, anyway, people kept coming to congratulate her, and she kept drinking, drinking glass after glass, and then how it ended, how she went home, she didn't care at all, she only remembered that the last picture in her mind was the biggest and most beautiful crystal chandelier on the ceiling of the hotel party.
…… Wait, the ceiling? He rubbed his head with a smile, as if he remembered a little...... She seems to be ...... Finally fainted...... Yes, in the end, she only felt that her eyes were black, and then her legs were weak and she fainted directly to the ground.
So where is she now? Hospitals? He raised his eyes with a smile, but his head was still very painful, and he didn't dare to turn his head, so he could only slowly turn his neck and look around.
But the more she looked at her eyebrows, the tighter she became, this is a very retro ward, why do you say that, there are many spots on the yellowed walls on all sides, and there are no cleans at all in her impression of the hospital, the floor is also paved with cement, unpretentious, the door of the ward is a very retro kind of double-open wooden door, there is a boxy glass window in the middle of the door, and the window is pasted with a layer of yellowed old newspaper.
However, this room is quite large, with four beds covered with yellowed white sheets.
There was also a white magnetic jar and an old red large-flowered hot water bottle on the simple four-corner bedside table, and the hanging bottle she was infusing hung from a simple wooden shelf next to the bed.
What's going on? Could it be that she has returned to China and started filming big dramas in the seventies and eighties of the 20th century? Otherwise, how could she not understand it at all? Even the walls of this ward are lined with benches that were unique to decades ago.
"Ahh With a smile, he called the assistant's name with some confusion.
But no one answered her, she only called again, still no one answered, more and more strange smile rose a feeling of fur in her heart, she lifted the quilt, pulled out the needle herself and wanted to get out of bed, just then there was a rush of footsteps outside the room.
The door was suddenly pushed open from the outside, and then a figure dressed in army green trotted in from the outside.
"Smiling? You're awake! The soft voice carried the sweetness unique to the girl, it turned out that it was a girl in a military uniform, the grade was fifteen or sixteen years old, she seemed to see that Hanxiao had sat up and was about to get out of bed, and hurriedly ran a few steps to Hanxiao.
The girl who came in with a smile and didn't react for a long time.
"Smiling? How...... What's wrong? Is there something dirty on my face? The girl was frightened by the smiling gaze, stammered, and then unconsciously touched her face, it couldn't be sticky to the dirty thing, right?
“…… Zhao Lili? He smiled and stared at the young and beautiful girl in front of him, his mouth opened, and he spit out the name with difficulty.
At this moment, Xiaoxiao's heart is turning over the river and the sea, what's going on? Why did she see Zhao Lili thirty years ago?
Zhao Lili used to be her best friend, but when the two were selected into the H Provincial Military Region Art Troupe together, in order to get more performance opportunities, Hanxiao has been trying her best to play with a few children selected by the H Provincial Military Region Art Troupe at that time, and gradually alienated Zhao Lili who came out of the mountains with her.
Later, after she became famous, she was even busier to get more, and she didn't have time to pay attention to this girl who came out of the mountains together, but then she often missed the days when she used to be with this girl.
Xiaoxiao has no father since she was a child, her mother raised her alone, and later her mother died when she was ten years old, she was taken back to her home by Zhao Lili's mother to take care of her, Zhao Lili also followed her mother's temperament, beautiful, kind, and simple, and later she was sad because of Xiaoxiao's estrangement but never complained about Hanxiao.
When Xiaoxiao became popular, when he finally thought of repaying his adoptive mother, he learned that his adoptive mother had already died of illness, and his little sister Zhao Lili married a husband who liked to drink and was violent after being discharged from the army.
Later, someone secretly told Xiaoxiao that in order to treat her mother's illness, Zhao Lili's family owed a lot of money, and there was no way for Zhao Lili to sacrifice her happiness to marry this man who was willing to repay her family's debts, this man was not only more than 20 years older than her, but also had bad habits, so that Zhao Lili lived a very painful life later.
Hanxiao later found Zhao Lili, and was heartbroken to see that Zhao Lili, who was only in her thirties, had long lost her original youth and beauty, and at this time she looked like an old woman in her forties and fifties, old and haggard.
And at this moment, looking at the young girl in front of her, who was as beautiful as a flower, her smiling eyes were moist, and the thick guilt in her heart kept impacting her heart, and she didn't even have time to think about why she saw a Zhao Lili thirty years ago, so she hugged the girl in front of her fiercely, and then buried her face in her neck and cried.
Zhao Lili was stunned for a moment, then hugged Hanxiao back, thinking that she was wronged because of the events of the previous two days, she couldn't help but gently patted Hanxiao's back gently, and comforted, "Okay, I know you feel uncomfortable, but after all, we have just arrived, and our qualifications are too shallow, so it's normal not to be selected, don't be sad, although we missed this opportunity to perform, I believe that as long as we practice dance well, we will one day compare them all." ”
Enough to cry with a smile, wiped your tears, and then your thoughts are back on track? Hearing Zhao Lili's words, she was finally stunned, she suddenly remembered this stubble, so far away, isn't this scene exactly what happened thirty years ago, when she and Zhao Lili were just selected into the H Provincial Military Region Art Troupe?
At that time, they had just entered the H Provincial Military Region Cultural Troupe for more than a month, and they encountered an opportunity to perform on stage, when the Central Military Region held a national grand performance, and the art troupes from all over the country had to choose to send a few programs to report, when the news came, many people were boiling, and they were smiling and full of joy that she and Zhao Lili would definitely be selected this time, because although the two of them had just come, they couldn't stop them from having good conditions, not only the two most beautiful in the group, but also dancing, But after the list of elected people was announced, there were no two of them.
This incident hit the originally confident smile so hard that Cha Fan fainted during a dance practice a few days later.
She said that she had a distant and unfamiliar sense of familiarity with this scene, and this scene was not the scene when Zhao Lili came to pick her up in the infirmary after she fainted?!
This was all thirty years ago, and her eyes widened with a smile, but the living, beautiful Zhao Lili in front of her thirty years ago was so real, so after she was stunned for a few minutes, she did a very stupid but practical thing.
With a smile, he pinched his thigh.
"Ah...... "It hurts."
"Smiling?" Zhao Lili looked at Xiaoxiao's behavior strangely, and felt that the good sister in front of her had not looked normal since she woke up, and then she thought worriedly, Xiaoxiao obviously didn't hit her head first when she fainted, how did she feel that her headbutt was not light......
Half a sound, Hanxiao finally stopped her masochistic stupidity, she took Zhao Lili's hand, looked her eyes directly, and asked very seriously, "Lili, how many years is it now?" ”
"Smile, you...... Don't scare me......" The more serious the smile, the more panicked Zhao Lili became, she wanted to withdraw her hand uneasily, but the smile was very tight.
"Answer me."
“…… Right now...... It's 1986. ”
"Hmm...... Hahaha......"
Zhao Lili stammered and was hugged by Hanxiao as soon as she finished answering, and then a burst of happy laughter sounded in her ears, it can be said that she grew up with Hanxiao since she was a child, but she never knew that she could be like this...... Such a hearty laugh.
But Xiaoxiao is really happy now...... Very happy...... Very happy......
Oh my God, she went back to thirty years ago, does this mean that she can make a new choice for the wrong life in her last life?