Chapter 150: Return My Innocence
Finally after a day of calm days, Lin Xiaoxian slept softly, and in the evening, he was recruited by He Tiantian and Zhou Yunying on a phone call, and the three poor students generously lost the savings they had saved for half a year, and they wondered, how can there be so many bags in this world, not to mention international brand bags, the kind of bags they all walk around, how can ordinary bags be so attractive, and they almost suffered from selectivity disorder overnight. After a period of wandering, I still felt unsatisfied, so I directly returned to Zhou Yunying's nest with a few dozen beers.
"Don't leave anyone today, just stay at my house." Zhou Yunying opened the door, and now she is lonely.
He Tiantian said pitifully: "Just kidding, I don't have a place to go, if I'm not at your house, will I go to sleep on the street?" ”
"I'm not leaving, my mother's face is pulling the old elder, I want to go back to the dormitory." Since the fight has Ling Haoran, Lin Xiaoxian's role in the family has decreased significantly, Shen Qiuman has relied on, and even Xiao Nianyang is not as enthusiastic about her as before.
"You say, how are we declining, and we are still declining in groups." Looking up at the crumbling ceiling, He Tiantian couldn't help but let out a long sigh, causing Lin Xiaoxian and Zhou Yunying to echo in unison, "Why is this?"
Why? Even Confucius and Mencius sages are difficult to answer this question, life is inherently full of disasters and difficulties, in the face of fate, you can only follow your own heart, your attitude can not determine a qiē, the choice can make people have no regrets, and the world can only find the shadow of happiness while silently bearing a qiē.
The three girls raised their glasses and drank freely, fortunately, at this age of youth, with such friends, they laughed together when they were happy and cried together when they were sad, just like now, when they drank big, they could hug their heads and cry.
"I really, really love Gao Muchen, but the reality tells me that I must give up, otherwise I will be burdened by self-blame for the rest of my life," in front of her friends, Zhou Yunying finally didn't have to hide her heart, "This is not the main thing, the most important thing is that as long as his family sees me, he will be tormented by the pain of the past, if the future is to bring me endless pain, is my love still meaningful?" ”
Lin Xiaoxian shook his head, "You at least dare to love, I am a bad seed, I am afraid, I am afraid from the bottom of my heart, you love someone wholeheartedly, and then he leaves you, just like my own father and Lin Dad, take away all your dependence, what will happen?" "If you love someone, you will unconsciously rely on him, and this dependence will be terrible after it becomes a habit, and once you lose it, it will be heartbreaking.
"I haven't told you all the time, I feel that Shi Huan has changed, these days, every time I call, I can't find his original feeling, he sent me money to buy a famous brand back, but I feel so empty in my heart, I am also afraid, afraid that the person I love will disappear and disappear into the vast world." He Tiantian didn't want to say it, she wanted to idealize this only spiritual pillar, but she really felt that Shi Huan was different, her voice was mixed with impetuousness, this was not what He Tiantian expected, could it be that no matter how clear a person is, as long as he enters that big dye vat, he will become turbid?
"Don't worry, Shi Huan just can't find the north in the cold, and he will repair it by himself after the stage." Lin Xiaoxian comforted He Tiantian, "Human nature can't change anything, I believe in him, you have to have faith in him." ”
Zhou Yunying was already seven points drunk, "Regardless of him, you are also nominal anyway, it's a big deal to be like me, be a woman flower, I'll sing you a paragraph, a woman flower ......"
It's over, Lin Xiaoxian and He Tiantian are stupid, Zhou Yunying belongs to the type that must be sung thoroughly, this opening, if you want to stop, you can only rely on external forces, but everyone is still a good friend who talks about everything just now, who can play this kind of dead hand.
When the two of them were at a loss, Zhou Yunying's phone was flashing, and the host didn't look at it at all, but He Tiantian took it, it was actually Gao Muchen, "Hey, what are you looking for her?" ”
Gao Muchen heard Zhou Yunying's howl on the other end of the phone, "What's wrong with her?" ”
"I'm going crazy drinking." He Tiantian's voice was so small compared to the noise of a few tens of decibels.
Twenty minutes later, Gao Muchen came, he almost didn't believe his eyes, how many women could make it like this, what image and what kind of reserve, as if there were never such words in the dictionary.
"Stop singing," Gao Muchen covered Zhou Yunying's mouth, "I think it's time for you to sleep." With that, he hugged her horizontally.
"Go to sleep, go to sleep," Lin Xiaoxian dragged He Tiantian to another bedroom.
looked very slender, holding it so heavy, Gao Muchen couldn't help but sigh that the so-called beauty is really famous, it is actually difficult to deputy, and threw Zhou Yunying on the bed with a bang, hesitated for a while whether to help her take off her sweater, she can sleep more comfortably, stretched out her hand and put it down, taking off her sweater always made Gao Muchen a little unable to get off, forget it, it is estimated that she would rather be uncomfortable than be moved by him. Covering Zhou Yunying with a quilt and just about to leave, who knew that she actually woke up at this time, looked at Gao Muchen with wide eyes for a while, and then muttered to herself, "I'm dreaming, Gao Muchen, why are you here." ”
"I ......" Before Gao Muchen could think of how to answer, the whole person was hugged by Zhou Yunying.
"Do you know how much I want to like you, but I don't dare, as long as I see you, my heart is full of guilt, so I have to let go of you, I feel so sad." Zhou Yunying's tears soaked his coat.
Gao Muchen gently stroked her hair, "I never blamed you, I like you too, it's true." ”
The person in his arms shook his head desperately, "You are pitiful to me to say this, I also want to forget about those unpleasantness, but I can't do it, you are an upright man, you are like a god to me, I feel too far away from me." ”
Honest person, god-like existence, Gao Muchen was surprised, is this his position in Zhou Yunying's heart, because in her eyes he is a flawless man, so he can only look at him from afar, in this case, what else is he doing to be an upright man.
Zhou Yunying was tired of crying and fell asleep with tears, Gao Muchen stood motionless by the bed, how could she alleviate her guilt? If she had to force him to become a sinner, she would be relieved, and if that was the case, then satisfy her. After thinking for a while, Gao Muchen slowly took off his coat, took off his shirt, and then Zhou Yunying's sweater......
Early the next morning, Lin Xiaoxian was woken up by an annoying phone ringing, and tried to push He Tiantian's arm away, and when he opened the phone, he saw that Ling Zixuan was still the same, "What are you doing?" Call so early, and it rings non-stop. ”
"You didn't come home last night?" Ling Zixuan heard the laziness and hoarseness on the other end of the phone, and asked her what she was doing, "I'll pick you up at Zhou Yunying's house." ”
"How do you know I'm here?" Isn't it being positioned?
"I just got back from your house." The mother-in-law's face is still not very good.
Lin Xiaoxian put down the phone, and now feels that it is really troublesome to have a boyfriend, especially Ling Zixuan, who has a strong desire to control, freedom, she needs free air.
"What's wrong with you," He Tiantian was woken up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Lin Xiaoxian staring straight at the ceiling, "Are you asleep or awake now?" ”
"I'm meditating, don't bother me." Lin Xiaoxian waved her hand, and then her ears were numb by a terrible scream next door, and she didn't have time to wear slippers, she and He Tiantian pushed open the door and rushed to Zhou Yunying's bedroom, and the scene in front of them when they opened the door made the two people who were already undersupplied cerebral blood instantly ossified: Gao Muchen on the bed was shirtless, and Zhou Yunying blocked the quilt under her smooth shoulders, this situation ...... It goes without saying.
Lin Xiaoxian couldn't pretend that he hadn't seen anything, "Yingying, shouldn't you have ruined Gao Muchen." ”
Gao Muchen's shoulders stiffened, is the effect so obvious? "It's me, it's me...... Take her ...... That's it. ”
"No," He Tiantian wiped his eyes hard, "I don't think things should be like this......"
"You ...... Die! Zhou Yunying shouted, what kind of world is this, who can return her innocence.