Chapter Seventy-Six: I Miss You Suddenly
The next day, I was woken up by Xiao Ming with sleepy eyes, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I felt that my arm was not in the right state, and when I looked closely, it was already swollen.
", so strict? Let's go to the hospital. Xiao Ming didn't say a word, didn't wash his face, and directly dragged me to the hospital.
After taking a film in the hospital, an old expert wearing reading glasses said slowly: "It's okay, slight bone cracks, no need to put a plaster, do a fixation, and recuperate for a few weeks." ”
According to the doctor's instructions, he bought a large bag of medicine and came out, Xiao Ming squatted at the entrance of the hospital and smoked, his face was not good.
"What's wrong?" I know it's going on again.
Xiao Ming spat out: "Lao Dong called, and the game consoles in the Rising Sun Game Hall were smashed." ”
"Who did it?"
"A few little bastards with raw faces also beat the security guards of the game hall, and they moved very fast. When I left, I left a message, saying that this matter is not over, and the next time I smash it will be the Internet café. ”
I instantly remembered the white boss who left quietly last night, this guy is really not a good person. The action of revenge is so fast, and the loss suffered last night, and it will be shot this morning.
"It must be the white boss." I say.
Xiao Ming nodded: "I guess so, but there is no evidence." The boss of the Rising Sun Game Hall is also well-connected on the road, so he asked someone to inquire around and found those hands-on bastards, but he couldn't ask behind the scenes. Later, I didn't know what was going on, so I quietly let everyone go, and sent back all the money that Lao Dong had for the game console in the Rising Sun. ”
"This white boss is so fierce?"
Xiao Ming smiled disdainfully: "It's just a bastard who can't get on the stage." ”
I shook my head: "Hades is aggressive, little ghosts are difficult, so be careful." ”
"He didn't dare to touch me, saying that he was going to smash Lao Dong's Internet café was bluffing. When I got home, I asked my dad, and I did it to him. This kind of scum, catch one less one, and L City can be more peaceful. ”
Xiao Ming's tone made me stunned, thinking of what Shen Que said last night, as long as Xiao Ming nodded, he would investigate this white boss in minutes. I was curious and asked Xiao Ming.
"I haven't found a chance to ask you before, what is the relationship between your family, so hard."
Xiao Ming smiled shyly: "Guo Shunmin is my father." ”
Guo Shunmin? The name sounded familiar, and after a moment's thought, it dawned on me.
That's the number one political law in City L. I didn't expect Xiao Ming, who doesn't have a shelf at all on weekdays, to have such a big background.
Seeing my stunned expression, Xiao Ming bumped me on the shoulder and smiled: "Don't talk nonsense." When others know who my dad is, they always love me to find a way, which is very annoying. ”
I shrugged, "I know that." ”
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Boss Bai's business, Xiao Ming asked me to leave it alone. I also know that with my current status, even if I want to help, I am powerless, so I say goodbye to Xiao Ming and go back to my own home.
Gu Yue left, and the house was deserted. When I opened the refrigerator, it was full of ingredients prepared by Gu Yue, and I entered the kitchen after not cooking for many days, and the neatly arranged knives, cutting boards, and seasonings made me feel unfamiliar.
After loss, you will experience the beauty of the past, which is a common disease of human beings. I miss Gu Yue deeply.
I know that this longing will gradually rise to a peak over time, and then slowly fall back into nothingness.
It's sad to miss someone, but I don't have any appetite when I'm ready. I sat at the table for a long time, not moving a single chopstick.
I went back to my room and lay down, looking straight at the roof, I was in a daze, and before I knew it, the whole day had passed. As the sun went down and night fell, it was pitch black in the room. I felt more and more the loneliness of this house, and this feeling even made me feel scared and wanted to leave here.
I smiled bitterly and sighed, wasn't it good when I lived here alone, how could I never get used to living alone after living with Gu Yue for a while.
After turning the page of "Tomb Robbery 4", Gu Yue's neat handwriting on the last page, I wrote another line.
"I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't seen the light."
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Wandering alone on the empty street at night, with couples walking hand in hand, I was aimlessly looking for a place to eat, but I still had no appetite, and finally found a random store and bought a bucket of instant noodles. On the way back, I happened to see a musical instrument shop open with a colorful signboard, so I hesitated and walked in.
There was a young male salesman sitting behind the counter at the door, reading the newspaper, and when he saw a customer coming, he looked up and smiled at me. I walked around the room casually, the salesperson didn't pay attention to me, and there was silence in the shop.
I paused for a moment in front of a row of guitar shelves, and the only instrument I knew in my previous life was the guitar. When I was bored in college, I learned from my roommates, and I didn't put it down after work, and when I went to the bar, I occasionally played a few tunes, which could attract the attention of some little girls.
After thinking about it, I picked out a guitar in my early 1,000s and took it home at the checkout.
The room was still empty, the air was still silent, and the great emptiness in my heart was suppressing me, and it was about to drive me crazy. I always felt that Gu Yue was still in this room, quietly watching me from a corner, and when I looked back at her, she would smile at me.
Sitting in front of the computer, holding the guitar and playing a few simple melodies.
After thinking about it, I played and sang softly.
"I'm most afraid of the sudden silence in the air
I am most afraid of my friend's sudden concern
I am most afraid that the memories will suddenly roll and cramp, and the pain will not subside
I'm most afraid to hear from you suddenly
Miss if there would be a sound
I don't want it to be a sad cry
Now I have finally made myself my own
Only tears are left, and I can't fool myself
I miss you so much all of a sudden
Where will you be
live a happy or aggrieved life
Suddenly I miss you suddenly sharp memories
Suddenly blurry eyes
……”
After singing it again, I feel a lot better. I decided to record this song simply, turned on the computer's recording software, played the guitar gently, and sang it in a somewhat hoarse voice, I just tried to sing the depression in my heart, and I didn't think too much about it. When the recording was completed, I listened to it myself and was surprised that the recording was very good. This song "I Suddenly Miss You" I recorded is less passionate catharsis and a little more sad and depressed than the version of Wu Lotian in my previous life.
I listened to it a few more times, and it really fit my mood. I hesitated for a moment and uploaded this very rudimentary recorded version of the song to the Internet, the singer's stage name, and I named it Siyue.
I'm thinking, if Gu Yue can hear this song, if she can see the name Si Yue, she should understand that this song is sung by me for her.
After doing this, I felt a deep sense of tiredness, and I didn't bother to eat instant noodles, so I collapsed on the bed with the quilt on my head, and fell into a deep sleep.