Chapter 52: She Holds Me
"Then why is your face so white?"
"Is there one? Am I white-faced? That must be reflected like this. ”
"Nonsense"
"It must be that you've been soaking in the water for a long time, and your eyes are a little glazed."
"Nonsense...... So let me see if you're sick? Otherwise, why is the face so frighteningly white? ”
"Uh...... "Am I that bad?" Alas, it seems that water is really my nemesis, if this is on land, even if I run 10,000 meters, it will not be a problem, at most I feel that my feet are a little heavy, how can I be so pale as now?
"No, I'm just feeling a little dizzy." In order not to worry her, I had to show weakness verbally.
"Then why are you still coming down? Hurry up and don't swim. ”
"No, I have to swim."
"You don't want to die?"
"Yes, I want to swim with you even if I don't want to die."
"Don't talk nonsense...... Then you try to let go of your hands and let the buoyancy of the water drag you up. My stubbornness made her helpless, but because I was talking to her, my mood was relaxed, and my face gradually improved, so she cautiously let me go into the water.
"No, I'm too heavy, not so buoyant."
"Trust me, I won't hurt you."
"I tried it when I was a kid, and I would have sunk."
"As a child? ...... "Qian Annie looked at me, as if she understood why I didn't dare to go into the water with a pale face just now.
"It's gone when you were a child, it's just a childhood experience, and now you're different from before, are you really willing to let your childhood experience stop you for the rest of your life? The past life is just an experience, not a burden, and you should let go of the fear in your heart and face everything in the present with courage. "She was trying to change my mind and make me brave enough to face my fear and be brave enough to overcome it.
"This ......" she said right, the past life is just an experience, not a burden, I should be brave enough to face everything now. But I think so in my heart, why is my body so disobedient? Could it be that it has already learned to be outside the water, and the military order is not subject to it?
She saw that I still didn't dare to go into the water, so she swam to my side, and then stretched out her hand to me, her eyes were full of encouragement, "It's okay, relax yourself slowly, believe that you can definitely learn to swim, don't be afraid, you won't sink, I will drag you in the water." ”
With her encouragement, I decided to give it a try, and I thought with contempt: It's just a pool of stagnant water that has been trapped, what are you afraid of it for?
My character is like this, since I am open-minded, I have to take advantage of it in my heart or verbally, anyway, the water can't speak, and it can't refute me. What's more, it doesn't know what I'm thinking at all, am I wearing the emperor's new clothes to cover my ears and steal the bell?
I thought very well, but when I got to the water, everything changed immediately, and I was not panicked or nervous because I was encouraged by Qian Annie, but I panicked after letting go of the escalator. This feeling of being out of my hands and not being able to keep my feet on the ground really made my ambition disappear without a trace before I had time to think about it.
At this moment, I had only one thought in my mind, to quickly grab the escalator again and escape from the pool that made my heart feel so strongly uneasy. I have long left my determination to learn to swim and overcome the overwhelming difficulties out of the clouds.
It's useless to talk about anything now, it's better to save your life, except that the gods and horses of life are all floating clouds, and if you stay in the green mountains, there will be firewood. What's more, I don't know how to swim and I still make money on land, so why do I have to learn this swimming that is incompatible with my life? My self-pitying personality came out to persuade me again.
"It's okay, just let go of your hands and feet and swim in the posture I just taught you, don't worry about you sinking, I will take care of you and hold you." I felt a hand on my chest, and Anne's voice rang in my ears at the right time.
Strange to say, her words were full of power to calm my mind, and my heart slowly settled down at her words, and I no longer thought about the problems that I couldn't touch and had nothing to do with swimming now.
I tried to stretch out my hands and feet and swim like she had just done, and I was surprised to find that my whole body did not sink, but floated on the water. The propped palm on my chest told me that it was all due to Qian Annie, that she was dragging me so that I wouldn't sink.
At this moment, I really look at her, I usually see that she is weak, as if a stronger wind can blow her whole person away, and I can't see any strength in her hands. I didn't expect her to be able to hold up my body at this critical time, and I asked myself if I could do this.
I didn't know that she was using the buoyancy of the water to drag me up with skill, which she would never have been able to do on land.
If a person wants to believe in something, it is best to believe that she can help me without knowing the cause and effect, and I choose to believe in her heart that she can help me, so I continue to learn and improve with her guidance. As I stretched, I felt my Qian Annie dragging my palms as she swam constantly, and I instantly felt that my body was full of strength again, and I picked up the confidence to practice in the swimming pool.
Then, with her patient help, I began to paddle in the water little by little according to the posture she taught, and slowly I felt that the water was not so scary.
As the saying goes, once born, twice cooked, I have been playing with it for so long, and I can be regarded as knowing each other. As I got to know it, I began to think that swimming in the water was also a unique pleasure, and of course my interest was born with her help. If she hadn't been there to take care of me, I would have sunk a long time ago, and where could I be so comfortable thinking about the difference in swimming?
"Yes, yes, that's how you swim, you swim well, keep it." Qian Anne slowly withdrew her palms as she spoke, but I was concentrating on learning to swim, not noticing that her hands had left, her hands stretched forward to paddle the waves, and her feet stared forward.
"Is that how you swim?" After a few minutes, I felt that I was swimming quite standardly, so I carefully asked Anne about it, but received no response from her.
I asked again, she still had no sound, I realized that she was no longer by my side, was ten meters away smiling and beckoning to me, my head 'boom', and then the whole body sank down directly, just now I was fine I lost the ability to swim all of a sudden.