Chapter Ninety-Three: Crying Out Loud
It should be just a random imagination!
Xu Yang quickly calmed the little thought in his heart, and then continued to comfort Lin Xinghuo, "Believe me, I'm really not joking. "And him, what are you afraid of.
Lin Xinghuo couldn't help but look at her, and her heart became more and more bitter, yes, Xu Yang naturally wouldn't understand her pain.
The young man beside her exuded no less light than Ye Yubei, but even better.
Such a teenager who has been surrounded by the crowd since he was a child and has never been refuted by anyone, how can he understand her little emotions of gains and losses.
It's just that what makes her feel incredible is that Xu Yang really knows, and knows it from beginning to end.
It's mostly unbelievable.
Neither of them spoke anymore, and Lin Xinghuo only saw the beauty of the young man's slight frowning, as if he had been troubled by the Bismarck problem.
Today's Xu Yang is really strange, smirking for no reason all of a sudden, and suddenly being melancholy there, I really don't understand.
It's just that even though Xu Yang had already explained the matter so clearly, Lin Xinghuo still didn't believe it.
As a person who has always lived a cautious life for more than 20 years and is afraid of being abandoned, Lin Xinghuo rarely has too much hope for things, and she is afraid that it will be in vain in the end.
If you have a bad premonition, you won't be too sad when you really see the ending.
Xu Yangyishui knew that whatever he said was useless to Lin Xinghuo, so he sighed lightly, and then stopped thinking about it.
It's also strange to say, with Lin Xinghuo's character of thinking about everything, he shouldn't be cheerful casually, but although Lin Xinghuo didn't talk much along the way, he didn't seem to be in a particularly bad mood, and occasionally smiled at him.
If it was in normal times, Xu Yang would naturally follow her mind and return a warmer smile.
It's just that this time, the boy was stunned.
How did it get so fast!
Xu Yang was puzzled. Lin Xinghuo was still very depressed just now, why did his mood suddenly turn cloudy and cloudy, it was really incredible.
But the whole person is Xu Yang after all, so naturally he won't delve into it. Anyway, Lin Xinghuo is in a good mood, which is also a good thing, otherwise the atmosphere along the way will definitely be very weird.
Lin Xinghuo only cared about his own, and occasionally turned his face sideways to see Xu Yang's somewhat worried gaze, so he smiled back. It's just that I'm worried that this young man will be worried about him, if she knows that Xu Yang will be entangled because of her smile, forget it.
Along the way, even each person has his own careful thoughts.
It's quiet, but it's not very awkward.
After all, Lin Xinghuo has always been quiet, and he thinks that this atmosphere is good, and the young man on her side has been following her pace, walking beside her unhurriedly, and occasionally, she can still see the corners of his mouth flying.
Let's talk about Xu Yang. If you would have felt that Lin Xinghuo was unhappy in the past, and then she would try her best to find a topic to attract attention, but after getting along for such a long time, Xu Yang has already thoroughly touched the pattern of walking with Lin Xinghuo.
Lin Xinghuo likes to be quiet, so he no longer creates any topics, but quietly accompanies her, and occasionally looks sideways at her, which is not bad.
Such time passed in a flash.
Anyway, at home, there is not much homework, Lin Xinghuo has the habit of finishing his homework first before giving himself a holiday since he was a child. So she moved to Xu Yang's house, and returned to the room that Zhang Lian prepared for her to do her winter vacation homework.
Xu Yang stayed in the living room.
Anyway, Ye didn't have anything to do, so he simply played games and read the book of pharmacology.
Lin Xinghuo's grades are not bad, and the difficulty coefficient of the winter vacation homework is not very high. I turned the page in three or two clicks.
She only felt that she was turning the page mechanically, and the pen was dropped, and the page was turned again, and the pen was put down again, very quickly, with little time to think.
Until the warm voice of the young man outside sounded. She realized that it was already evening.
Looking at the winter vacation homework book on the desk, there are still a few essays left to be completed, and the other homework should be completed in these days, and when she finishes writing, she can give herself a good vacation.
Maybe people don't know, but Lin Xinghuo herself is very clear, she doesn't like those piles of books and practice questions, she prefers that she can easily spend a vacation without any burden.
But at the same time, he also understands that this is impossible, after all, he is also an honor student, and he always has to set an example of love of learning in front of others.
In the past, during the holidays, even if she had completed the homework assigned by the teacher during the holidays, her parents would go to the bookstore to buy some for her.
Parents are naturally good for her, and her own establishment is not very good, if she doesn't do a little more practice, the first place position is likely to be snatched away by those very talented people.
For the sake of her remaining pride, she had no reason to refuse.
Downstairs, Xu Yang's voice became louder, as if she was afraid that she wouldn't hear it.
Lin Xinghuo rubbed the corners of his eyes that were a little sore, and couldn't help but smile, it seemed that there had never been a teenager who could cook for her, and would urge her to eat like this.
Maybe in the eyes of those people, she Lin Xinghuo is nothing, and it is not worth their attention, but there is one person who is different.
The whole person is Xu Yang.
To be honest, there are too many surprises that Xu Yang has given her these days, and everything can warm her heart and make her feel that she is not alone.
I didn't expect that he, Lin Xinghuo, would have such a day and would be cared for by someone like this.
Lin Xinghuo couldn't help but smirk, his voice was fresher than ever, as if he had thrown away all his previous troubles.
"Here we are." Although Lin Xinghuo replied, she didn't shout out loudly like Xu Yang, so Xu Yang downstairs wouldn't hear it at all, she just talked to herself alone.
Let's talk about Xu Yang downstairs, before he had time to take off his apron, he stood in the corridor, looking tangled.
I don't know what Lin Xinghuo is doing, but he hasn't heard back yet, but he doesn't dare to go in privately. In the end, it's still a girl's room.,There's some private stuff to say the least.,He's a big boy.,It's not good to go in like this.。
It's just that Lin Xinghuo never gave him a response. It made him feel a little panicked, for fear that the girl would do something in the house.
What if something happens!
Xu Yang thought of this, secretly screamed that it was not good, and then went up quickly.
He had planned to break in directly, but when he thought about it, he felt that something was wrong. If only Lin Xinghuo hadn't heard it for a while. It would be rude to break in like this.
Xu Yang groaned for a while, and finally made up his mind, it would not be wrong to knock on the door after all.
Lin Xinghuo tidied himself up, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw the fist that the young man waved, and couldn't help but be stunned, and then, the fist reached her face.
There was no word in all directions.
Lin Xinghuo naturally understood that Xu Yang saw that she hadn't come down for a long time, so he came to knock on the door to find out the situation. I just happened to bump into myself to open the door.
But fortunately, Xu Yang's strength was not very large, and it didn't hurt much, so it was good to rub it a few times.
Lin Xinghuo here didn't pay much attention to it, and rubbed his cheeks very casually, without the slightest taboo about Xu Yang's presence.
Xu Yang's heart was quite self-blaming.
If he had known, he would have waited downstairs to avoid making things look like this, he looked down and saw the red on the girl's face, and the guilt in his heart was even worse.
It's all to blame for him!
"How's it going, does it hurt?" Xu Yang, who was rarely calm, also became nervous. Even his voice trembled a little.
Lin Xinghuo didn't expect Xu Yang to lose his temper like this, so he couldn't help but raise his eyes and look at him coldly.
She saw it very clearly, and the young man's eyes were undisguised with concern and self-reproach. It's as if you've done something wrong.
At this time, she didn't feel any pain, and yes, if there was someone who was willing to think like this, anyone would feel very warm, where would she take care of other things!
In fact. Such a little pain is nothing, at least it is very slight compared to the original fall, Lin Xinghuo doesn't feel how delicate she is, she is not Zhu Nuan, and there are not so many people who pay attention to the protector.
If she felt uncomfortable after receiving the slightest injury, then she would not have to live a long time ago.
Although, she has already died once, and now she is not really alive.
It didn't matter that he almost said it, but he stopped alive, and after Lin Xinghuo saw the worry in Xu Yang's eyes, he didn't even have the last bit of forbearance.
She felt like crying
Not because of the pain on the cheeks, but because of the warmth of the heart.
If Ye Yubeiye is willing to treat her like this, even if it is a catastrophe, she will not give up the boy she has loved for more than 20 years.
It's just that there is no if in everything.
Even if she hasn't let go yet, that dazzling teenager is still unhappy to pay attention to her, isn't it?
Lin Xinghuo ended his messy thoughts, and the grievances in his heart became even stronger.
She wanted to cry well, not because Xu Yang hurt her, but because she just wanted to cry well and vent all her troubles.
Anyway, she didn't need to hide anything from Xu Yang, the two of them knew enough about each other, and it wasn't a little bit worse.
In fact, every time Xu Yang gave her warmth, she wanted to cry very much, but she couldn't find a reasonable excuse, and she was even more afraid that it would scare this teenager.
She will not forget that Xu Yang once told her in person that he has not been in love until now.
She was afraid that she would be out of control as soon as she cried, and she was afraid that Xu Yang would not be able to end.
But now it's different, she can cry happily with this excuse, anyway, now it's in Xu Yang's house, there are no outsiders, she wants to cry, no one will see it.
Lin Xinghuo quickly thought through this, and his nasal voice became more and more heavy.
Originally, Xu Yang thought that Lin Xinghuo would show a reluctant smile and say to him, it doesn't matter if she doesn't hurt.
After all, she already knows this girl well enough, let alone this, no matter what kind of grievances she has received, she is likely to have a backlog of grievances and not say anything.
This is Lin Xinghuo, the Lin Xinghuo in his eyes who never wants to confide in others.
It's just that what Xu Yang didn't expect was that he waited for a long time, and Lin Xinghuo didn't speak.
He was puzzled, lowered his head and met Lin Xinghuo's tearful eyes, and his heart couldn't help but be shocked.
After the girl's eyes did not have any hidden grievances, his heart ached.
Xu Yang was a little annoyed, she didn't know what to do Avelin Xinghuo, and was about to reach out to give her a soft hand, but she squatted in the air alive, that would be too intimate, and I don't know if Lin Xinghuo would agree.
He thought about it, and finally withdrew his hand, but his throat was choked, and he couldn't speak for a while.
When did he start caring about Lin Xinghuo's joys, sorrows, and sorrows, happy because of her happiness, and sad because of her sadness, but unexpectedly, even he Xu Yang himself didn't notice it.
Before Xu Yang had time to think about it, there was suddenly a lump of flesh in his nails.
"It hurts." Lin Xinghuo couldn't control his emotions anymore, and actually threw himself into Xu Yang's arms like a little enchanted, and rubbed his snot on his sweater.
Xu Yang is actually extremely clean, and he is usually not very willing to let those unfamiliar people touch him, it stands to reason that now Lin Xinghuo threw himself into his arms and wiped his tears, he should have instinctively retreated, but now, he has not reacted.
The young man's mellow eyes couldn't help but change, and the girl in his arms was still twitching, as if he had been wronged, which made him even more distressed.
Although Xu Yang himself doesn't know whether his strength is light or heavy, Lin Xinghuo has never been a person who expresses his emotions in three or five years, it seems that his eyes were hurt by Zhu Nuan last time, and he never cried so badly when he was lying in the hospital.
As soon as Lin Xinghuo cried like this, his heart was also cried.
She was still sobbing, as if she had seen the moment for the day.
She felt very comfortable crying, just venting, and she couldn't care about the change in Xu Yang's mood, anyway, she just borrowed a hug, and I'll talk about the rest later.
Anyway, a generous person like Xu Yang shouldn't care about her.
Presumably Lin Xinghuo cried happily, but Xu Yang's heart was in a mess, and he was starting to understand himself a little now.
It's just that her heart was quickly filled with guilt, this time she was too careless, Lin Xinghuo didn't need to lie, it must have been very painful.
It's all his fault! (To be continued.) )