Chapter 187: Sincerity
On the second day, Rong Wan found a chess game from Luo Qian's collection from the study and sent it to the women's school.
The women's school can be divided into two sessions, one in the morning and the other in the afternoon, because in consideration of their concentration, the two classes a day are usually the same skill.
With Rong Wan on this day, it was the woman who stood out with her that day, surnamed Liu Xiangxiang, who was twenty years old at the time, a few years older than Rong Wan, it is said that she loved to play games with others since she was a child, and then her family was poor, and only she and her brother depended on each other, but her brother was a good gambler and owed a lot of debts, so she went to the women's school to be a husband.
However, because Rong Wan defeated her, she also asked to play with her from time to time between classes, and they became very familiar with each other.
Rong Wan put it in the women's school, and the first thing she saw was her.
Liu Xiangxiang looked a little flustered, and hurriedly walked from the inside to the outside, seeing that Tong Rong Wan was getting closer and closer, and finally stopped directly in front of Rong Wan, grabbed Rong Wan's arm and called, but she wanted to say something and stopped, "Ah Wan." ”
Rong Wan looked at Liu Xiangxiang puzzled and said, "What's wrong?" ”
Liu Xiangxiang coughed lightly twice, and said with a somewhat depressed face, "Awan, someone is looking for you." ”
As soon as she thought of the cold face of the person who had just come, she felt that the winter day that had just left seemed to be back, in a word, it was cold to the bone.
Rong Wan was stunned, how could anyone come to the girls' school to find her?
She didn't ask, she just smiled and comforted Liu Xiangxiang, and asked Liu Xiangxiang to lead the way and see where the person was now.
When she arrived and saw the person in Liu Xiangxiang's mouth, she understood the strange face on Liu Xiangxiang's face.
Not to mention that the person used to be the crown prince's concubine. After being discarded, it became like ice. Anyone who sees her like a dead corpse will be frightened!
Rong Wan arrived at the place. Then he turned to Liu Xiangxiang and said, "Xiangxiang, you go back first, I'll go back in a moment." ”
Liu Xiangxiang hooked her head at the person sitting next to her, and stuck out her tongue towards Rong Wan, then turned around without hesitation and went back quickly, which shows that the psychological trauma brought by Cai Yuji to Liu Xiangxiang is unpredictable.
Rong Wan walked over to Cai Yuji, who was sitting with her back to her, when she was facing each other. Seeing that Cai Yuji glanced at her without waves, Rong Wan sat aside disapprovingly and asked, "Cai Niangzi is looking for me?" ”
As if it was yesterday, Rong Wan was still standing beside Cai Yuji in a decent manner, not daring to fight with her, and she had been calculated, but Cai Yuji's feng shui was not as good as before.
Such a gap has passed for several months, and Cai Yuji must have been accustomed to it.
Cai Yuji looked at Rong Wan and said. "Why aren't you with Meng Jialangjun?"
Rong Wan was stunned, why did she ask her like this after such a long time?
Thinking about this, she just said nothing. "Shouldn't Cai Niangzi be the clearest?"
Why she and Meng Sheng separated, it was not a play jointly made by Cai Yuji and the prince, if it weren't for Meng Sheng's fornication with the sixth princess. How could they be forced to separate now, but at this time they came to ask her. It's ridiculous.
Cai Yuji frowned and slowly closed her eyes. Rong Wan was right, so she couldn't refute it, but she couldn't say that she did that at the time, and now she regrets it.
"But the sixth princess is dead, and no one will stop you anymore." Cai Yuji opened her eyes and couldn't help but say.
Rong Wan snorted coldly, but there was no anger as Cai Yuji imagined, it was even calmer than Cai Yuji imagined, she looked at Cai Yuji coldly, "I thought you were very smart, but unfortunately, I was wrong." ”
Cai Yuji was obviously stunned, Rong Wan obviously said that she was stupid, but she couldn't argue, after all, a smart person would not let herself live like this.
Rong Wan didn't wait for her to speak, and continued, "Could it be that Cai Niangzi doesn't know, if I am with Meng Jialangjun, His Majesty will definitely count the death of the sixth princess on Meng Jialangjun." ”
"There is no other reason, because of the sixth princess, I and Meng Jialangjun divorced, if I marry Meng Jialangjun again, it is undoubtedly a thorn in His Majesty's heart, and when this thorn is getting deeper and deeper, when His Majesty can't stand the pain, he will quickly pull out this thorn, and may even destroy this thorn."
This is why both Rong Wan and Meng Sheng decided not to mention the matter of marriage again, because if this matter is mentioned, then the two of them may be remembered by the current saint.
At this level that Rong Wan said, Cai Yuji didn't expect that she was a little embarrassed, but also because Rong Wan revealed that she was a little stupid.
She learned some Confucian rituals from her father since she was a child, and found her husband to teach her piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but she ignored these twists and turns in people's hearts, so that she suffered a lot on the road full of thorns.
For a while, Cai Yuji was in a trance, her lips opened slightly, and she subconsciously said, "But he still loves you the most." ”
Rong Wan only saw Cai Yuji open her mouth, but she didn't hear what Cai Yuji said, but she only vaguely heard the word "love", she frowned, pondered carefully, and finally came to a conclusion, "Do you like Meng Jialangjun?" ”
Cai Yuji came back to her senses, did not refute, and did not blush her cheeks, she just looked at Rong Wan in such a daze, and nodded lightly almost invisibly.
Rong Wan finally knew now, why Cai Yuji spoke to her very strangely when she saw her for the first time, if she thought of it from Meng Sheng, she would know why.
When Cai Yuji saw her, she had been married to Meng Sheng for a long time, and Cai Yuji would naturally target her.
What Rong Wan didn't understand, since Cai Yuji liked Meng Sheng, why would she design to frame Meng Sheng in the East Palace.
Cai Yuji seemed to understand what Rong Wan was thinking, smiled bitterly, and replied, "The person I love, he doesn't love me, so he has to be ruined." ”
Cai Yuji squinted slightly, the light in her eyes gathered together, but it was inexplicably terrifying, if you can't get it, you have to destroy it, what a terrible feeling.
Rong Wan suddenly didn't want to stay in front of her here for a long time, who would know what Cai Yuji was thinking at the moment, and whether there would be any malicious thoughts to put her to death.
Although she knew that it would be difficult to put her to death.
Rong Wan stood up and said goodbye. But Cai Yuji laughed softly, and looked at Rong Wan's face full of playful abuse. The expression was a little confused, and even more desolate.
Her steps to leave stopped. She had seen her own eyes like this in her dreams, eyes that she couldn't love, and suddenly at this moment, she understood Cai Yuji's sorrow, or, from beginning to end, her own sorrow.
She was a little annoyed, for so many years, she had never come out of the shadow of her previous life.
Then, I listened to Cai Yuji say softly. "The first time I saw him, it was in the street after his high school champion, he sat on a tall horse, obviously Uncle Guo was under pressure in front of him, but he could still talk and laugh freely, even he looked at Uncle Guo's calm eyes, every time I think about it, I feel excited."
What kind of excitement was there at that time? I just remember the sound of being knocked from my body, one after another. It's short and fast, as if you're about to jump out if you're not paying attention.
Since then, I've been thinking about when I'll see him again. Just look at him from afar.
One day, she met him walking alone on the street, and she finally mustered up the courage. With his most beautiful smile, he walked in front of him. called softly, "Meng Jialangjun." ”
She thought she could see the word stunning in Meng Sheng's eyes. No matter how bad it is, there will be a little wave, but she seems to overestimate herself, and she can't see anything from the deep gaze of the ancient well.
She had thought that his eyes had always been like this, since she had met him again on the street.
He was still on the horse that day, but he leaned sideways to talk to the people in the carriage, but the tenderness in his eyes gradually clouded her eyes, and what she thought was never what she thought it was.
Although the sign on the carriage was very inconspicuous, she saw the word "Luo" at a glance from the carriage, and then saw the carriage leaving, he had a confused look, but as if he thought of something, suddenly a smile covered the corners of his mouth, and he rode towards the carriage that had already gone away.
Later, I heard someone mention it, it was because of the fact that the sixth princess was close to him, which made Rong Wan angry, so he chased after him.
Later, she thought that if she matched him with the sixth princess, would he not marry Rong Wan again, she could accept him marrying someone she didn't love, but she couldn't accept him marrying someone she loved, so as to grow old together.
If that were the case, he would have forgotten about her!
Although from the beginning, he never remembered, nor did he ever look at her with his eyes.
After that, she married into the prince's mansion and became the crown princess, and the plan slowly took shape in her heart, and what she said to the prince made the prince interested in this matter, so that she had the situation later.
She thought she would be happy, but she couldn't.
It wasn't until she heard that the sixth princess fell into the water and died, her heart was even more depressed, and she didn't even pay attention to Qi Yanran's deliberate framing of her, or because of the great mercy of the saint today, she just abandoned her and drove her out of the prince's mansion.
She originally thought that after the sixth princess went, no one would be able to stop Meng Sheng and Rong Wan from being together, but after waiting for a few months, there was never such news, and she was a little breathless.
So much so that today, she actually went to the women's school to find Rong Wan and wanted to ask clearly.
But when she learned the reason, her heart hurt even more.
She suddenly didn't know what stupid things she had done these days, the great Confucian gifts that her father had taught her in the past had long been left behind by her, and she couldn't be broad-minded to allow others to occupy the people she liked, which caused this situation.
Whether it is Meng Sheng or Rong Wan, they are slowly estranged for the sake of each other's spontaneous choices, what kind of love is this? She couldn't comprehend, but she knew she was doing something wrong.
But if she apologizes to Rong Wan, she still can't do it, just as she didn't want to push her loved one to others before, her father taught her that love is boundless, but she doesn't want that kind of love, she just wants to be able to take the person she loves as her own.
But now, she suddenly understood, why not give all the pain to one person to bear the pain of the two of them?
Thinking like this, Cai Yuji spontaneously stood up, returned to her usual coldness, and said to Rong Wan, "I'm leaving." ”
Rong Wan looked at Cai Yuji in a daze, I don't know why Cai Yuji came today? Could it be that you just want an answer from your own mouth?
Cai Yuji no longer paid attention to Rong Wan, turned around directly, and slowly disappeared in front of Rong Wan.
Rong Wan looked at the people in the distance in confusion, as well as her incomprehensible words.
But she thought that such an ending now may be unfair to Meng Sheng on the surface, but it is better than making him **** relative to a person who has never had a love for him!
Maybe he will eventually meet someone who is better than her, who loves him more, and who he loves more.
Rong Wan shook her head, emptied the mess in her head, and then lifted her skirt and walked towards the school in front of her step by step.
The women she taught were all between the ages of ten and twelve, and they knew neither too much nor too little, and they had already stepped into the world of adults in one step, and one step was still in their own world, ignorant and confused.
Rong Wan said some general skills, and let them play in pairs.
In fact, when it comes to playing chess, it is often the thinking in the game that is more conducive to their learning of chess.
It's just that there are a few of them who have no interest in playing chess, but Rong Wan doesn't force it.
She played the piano poorly since she was a child, and her father suddenly asked her one day if she wanted to continue learning the piano, and she said no, so her father put the piano away and told her that she would concentrate on doing what she liked!
When she grew up, she understood her father's hard work, doing things as she pleased, and she would never be too tired to live, but what she understood in her last life was just a scratch of the surface.
No matter when and where, there are too many rules to restrain everyone, if you want to do whatever you want, you can only do without violating these moral rules, otherwise if you are different from most people, you will be hurt by the first bird.
She shuttled around these young sons from time to time, looking at their still slightly immature chess skills, like her original self, step by step cautiously, can attack, only know how to attack, and was caught off guard when killed, and can only keep defending, turning defeat into victory, and very few young girls at this age will.
After waiting for the end of a game, Rong Wan kept everyone's falling skills in mind, but did not completely overturn them, but only improved and hidden them on the basis of the techniques they were used to, so that the opponent could not easily see them.
It went on like this for an hour, and then they finished class.
Among the female school, there is a cook who provides the students' meals, and although the husband's meals are not the same as them, they are almost the same.
From the time Cai Yuji left, her heart was a little unsettled, but now it was beating even more violently, as if something was going to happen, thinking that she still decided to go back to the house first.
It's just that the female school was released, and before she got into the carriage, she saw a carriage coming from the side of the road, and Firefly Green jumped out of it, and when she saw Rong Wan, she ran to Rong Wan in a panic.
said anxiously, "Lady, Lang Jun has been assassinated." (To be continued.) )