Section 145 Xu Xian's Reaction (I)
Maybe it's the power of love, two people who love each other, in a week when they can't see each other, whether it's rest or work, it's very smooth. However, in the meantime, we can't ignore the feelings of others, right?
It's just that on the other side of the ocean, the message is received more slowly.
"What is Ernie looking at?"
In a villa in New York, Seo Hyun stands behind Tiffany.
As of today, the two have been in New York for nearly a month, during which time they have been in Li Junfeng's villa, while Li Junfeng has wandered back and forth between New York and Los Angeles in order to discuss some business matters.
Having said that, on this day, there were only two people in Li Junfeng's villa, Xu Xian and Tiffany. On weekdays, a few nannies, or more precisely, housekeeping companies, come to clean the room, but most of the time these two people are at home.
When I'm bored, Tiffany will also find some videos to watch, and this day, I found the latest issue of My Knot.
"I knot?" Seo-hyun asked, seeing a corner of the screen blocked by Tiffany with headphones.
"Oh." Tiffany then noticed a person standing behind her, took off her headphones, and replied.
After receiving an affirmative answer, Xu Xian stopped talking and just quietly looked at what was on the screen.
"Wow......" Tiffany looked at the screen of Li Jiangnan and IU talking and laughing, and said: "I remember that Jiangnan oppa didn't talk to me much at the beginning, but I didn't expect him to be such a good person." ”
Of course, Tiffany would say this, obviously not knowing the relationship between Xu Xian and Li Jiangnan, although he probably knew that Xu Xian and Li Jiangnan knew each other, but there were all kinds of things between the two people. Tiffany can be said to know nothing.
Seeing that Xu Xian didn't speak, just smiled and nodded, Tiffany continued to look with satisfaction, but she didn't notice that behind her, Xu Xian's face was full of loss.
After walking away quietly. Xu Xian returned to his room, recalling the expressions of Li Jiangnan and IU that he had just skimmed from the screen, I don't know why, but I can't forget it.
"Why is this happening?" Xu Xian lay on the bed and said to himself quietly: "Didn't you make up your mind to forget him before leaving?" Besides, we are just friends, why do I feel sad when I see my friends happy? And it's clear that these are all fakes, I already knew it. But why is it sad? Or ......"
Further down, Xu Xian didn't dare to think about it anymore, he could only attribute everything to his own hypocrisy, if he didn't want to let go, he shouldn't have promised Zhang Jingyan, he shouldn't make Li Jiangnan sad, and now looking at Li Jiangnan's happy expression, he was gloomy, and recalled what he said in an anime that he watched by chance - what he wanted to get. The same price must be paid.
Perhaps, this price is difficult for Xu Xian to accept. Just like now, the tears of grievance have wet the pillow, but I still haven't stopped crying.
But outside the door, as if by chance, Tiffany was knocking on the door.
"Xiaoxian, let's eat. I didn't eat breakfast, let's have a brunch together, starved to death. ”
But in the room, Xu Xian didn't answer, probably out of dare. Because as soon as she speaks, Tiffany can immediately hear her choke, but if she doesn't speak, the curious Tiffany will push open the door and come in to see, so ......
So Seo Hyun was found sad by Tiffany, but it was actually just a matter of time.
"Xiaoxian, May_I_come_in?"
Seo Hyun, who was already desperate in his heart, couldn't answer, and there was no way to stop Tiffany from coming in, so helplessly, Seo Hyun could only push the door in by Tiffany and see his appearance.
“What_Happened?” Tiffany looked at Seo Hyun and asked in shock, "What's wrong?" ”
Ernie ...... Woowoo woo ......"
Seeing Tiffany walk in, Seo Hyun seemed to have collapsed his psychological defense, and couldn't help but endure the thoughts for so long, wanting to tell Tiffany all these pains.
Seeing Xu Xian crying like this, Tiffany was stunned, because she had never seen Xu Xian like this, and she was also thinking in her heart, why did Xu Xian cry, could it be the video she just watched, or the person in the video?
Sure enough, when Xu Xian said the first sentence, Tiffany had already guessed that Xu Xian was sad for Li Jiangnan, but why, recalling that the first time he saw Li Jiangnan, it was in that amusement park, and Li Jiangnan at that time was just a very shy big boy who couldn't even speak when he saw him, and the second time was in Sunny's "newlywed home", and he knew that Li Jiangnan's father was Li Junfeng, who is now his teacher.
There were only two meetings before and after, and Li Jiangnan actually didn't leave much impression on Tiffany, except for playing games, being shy and not liking to talk. So, Tiffany can't figure out that even though Li Jiangnan and Xu Xian may know each other, what could cause Xu Xian to become what he is now?
"Say it, it may be easier to say it, don't hold everything in your heart, you will get sick."
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Tiffany caressed Seo Hyun's back and comforted.
"I ......" Seo Hyun was still sobbing, although he was not as sad as he cried just now, but Tiffany could tell that Seo Hyun's heart knot seemed to be very serious.
Why do you say that, because Tiffany can hear Seo Hyun's entanglement, as if she wants to say it, but she seems to be thinking about where to start.
So, Tiffany said to herself, "Don't hide it, isn't the disease to be cured from scratch?" ”
"I ......" Xu Xian was still sobbing, but said as if he had made up his mind, "I know." ”
Hearing Seo Hyun say this, Tiffany smiled warmly, and even the feeling of being hungry just now was gone, only the idea of lying on the bed side by side with Seo Hyun and listening to Seo Hyun speak.
"The first time I met him. It was when the teacher returned to China, and I was actually helped by Jessica Oni, but I just came out to relax, and I didn't think about it so ......much," Xu Xian said, although he was still sobbing slightly, but compared to just now. Much better.
Tiffany listened to Seo-hyun quietly, and she didn't know that what Seo-hyun said was something that no one, not even Yoon-a, had ever heard.
"On the first day I returned home, I met him, and he was HaNi from EXID with his sister at that time."
"I know all of that." Tiffany said.
Xu Xian still said softly: "I saw him for the first time that day. I always feel that he is a person with no sense of responsibility, and he can't take care of people, and he doesn't have any ideas, so he quarrels with his sister at every turn, but I don't know why, I yearn for such a family, and suddenly, I'm thinking. What would life be like if I had a pro-oppa? Afterward. The second time we met, in a café that would later be our studio, and the café had not yet been renovated to its current state, I could see at the time that he was not a thoughtless person, but he never liked to show it to people. Pretending to be an otaku every day.,In fact, I know better than anyone else.,I asked him about Rong and oppa.,He told me about feelings.,People who hold on to them are always hurt more.。 If you don't want to hold on to it, let it go as soon as possible, and if you still want to grab it, you have to endure the pain and get the person who let go back. ”
Hearing this, Tiffany's heart was shocked, because she couldn't have imagined that these words came out of Li Jiangnan's mouth.
"After that, I always tried to make sure of my heart, although what he said was right, but I don't know whether I should let go or hold on, I once contacted Rong and Oppa, but the answer was that he was very busy, and he would come to me when he had time, but until now, I haven't waited for his reply."
Tiffany shook her head and said, "It's time to let go of this relationship." ”
"yes." Xu Xian stopped crying, just sighed leisurely: "I also know that this relationship is over, so I desperately go to work, study, and want to forget this relationship, but at this time, Yun'er Oni had an accident." ”
Tiffany nodded, she also knew that this incident was the biggest crisis in her life, but fortunately, it had been solved, which was a great blessing.
"I remember meeting Jessica Oni at the time, and it was he who helped mediate, and it was because of him that the matter was resolved."
"Li Jiangnan?" Tiffany was surprised and asked, "Is that him?" ”
Xu Xian nodded and said, "It was he who was busy and finally solved this matter." ”
"Then why, you?" Tiffany looked at Xu Xian in confusion.
Xu Xian smiled, but this smile was full of despair.
"I know he's a good guy and it's not good for me." Xu Xian said bitterly: "Ernie knows who is behind Yun'er Oni's studio, right?" ”
Tiffany shook her head and said suspiciously, "Isn't it a company?" ”
"It's not." Seo Hyun said, "It's a company called Jeju Crown Resort Group. ”
“What?” Tiffany didn't seem to understand the long, unpronouncable name.
"What should I say?" Seo Hyun explained, "It's the hotel where we stayed after we went to Jeju Island to shoot pictorials. ”
Hearing this, Tiffany finally understood and asked, "So what?" ”
"His mother is the representative of that company."
When the words fell, Tiffany's ears sounded like a thunderbolt: "Really? ”
Xu Xian continued very calmly: "At first, he kept it a secret from me, but one day, I looked for it myself, but I happened to meet him, and then I knew that he was the young master of this group, at that time I was very laughing at myself in my heart, and I was also very angry, I was angry why he was hiding from me, I had been honest with him, but he still had something to hide from me, I was angry that he didn't treat me as a friend, or didn't take me seriously at all, just at the beginning, I was anxious to tell Yun'er Oni something, so, I agreed to one of his mother's conditions......"
"On what terms?"
"His mother told me that I could see Yoona Oni, but only if I couldn't see him again......" (To be continued......