"I didn't expect her to work so hard for him, it's hard for him to work so hard." I sighed to myself, and then I thought of my mother, who had been guarding the empty house all my life, what was the picture, not a trace of warmth from my father, even if it was a loving look. It's really pitiful and hateful!

However, no matter the suffering and sorrow, I always have hope in my heart. Qin Yin in the dream always stood in the sun, looking at himself with a smile, and always called himself in a slightly magnetic and gentle voice, "Yu'er." When he woke up, he found that it was just a dream of Nanke, and then he cried a lot, and then he was sad for a few days. After the event, I will have more courage to live, and he is still there waiting for me, how can I give up. Are all the women in the world so stupid?

It's been many days since I returned to Beijing, and I haven't had the courage to see Qin Yin. It's not that I don't want to, I think very much, I think so much that when I see every grass and tree in Baifu, a stone bench, and a pavilion, I will be dazzled to see him waving to himself there, shouting, "Yu'er, I'm here." ”

He didn't have an explanation from me, he had to come in person. Xi En stubbornly thinks so.

"She'll never find it, so you don't have to rush." Xi En said to Qingying, who was carefully counting the items.

"Mademoiselle knows what she's looking for?"

"What else could it be but that thing?"

Qingying suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, she had never seen "that thing" that the young lady said. has been getting along day and night for more than ten years, and Miss has no secrets in her eyes. is the relationship between her and Qin Gongzi, and she knows it clearly, what else can she keep secret? So she always took it for granted that "that thing" didn't exist at all. The old man just misunderstood the young lady.

"Take ten taels of silver and send it to Hongying, her mother's brother has brought his nephew and niece to Beijing, and she depends on this sister for food, clothing and housing, and she must be very strapped for money."

Qingying opened her mouth, but swallowed her words back, turned around and went to the cabinet to take out a ten-tael ingot of silver. After thinking about it, he took out a few pieces of loose silver from his purse, estimated that there would be two or three taels, and wrapped them together and held them in his hands.

There was no one in the study, and the red warbler sat on the threshold, holding her chin. He stared dumbly at an unknown bird perched on a tree. The bird looked back at her, too. The four eyes are facing each other, and they are like acquaintances.

"Birds, birds, if I were so good to you, I wouldn't have so many troubles. The sky is so big that it flies freely. ”

"You won't be able to be a bird in your next life. At most, be a white-eyed wolf. Qingying scolded angrily.

The red warbler immediately turned cold. She has already apologized, and she chased her to the study to provoke, but she didn't think of herself as a human being.

"This is the silver that the young lady has rewarded you. Pity your mother's family and have no place in Beijing, take it! ”

Hongying was happy in her heart, and she was worried about this. My sister-in-law died, my brother took two children alone, and the two acres of thin fields at home were not harvested this year, so I had no choice but to go to Beijing to find my sister. But although he has monthly income, it is a little reluctant to perfunctory his brother's family with three mouths, let alone rent a house. Seeing that it is about to enter late autumn, it is always not a matter of living in a ruined temple on the outskirts of the city.

She took the silver handed over by Qingying with trembling hands, and didn't know what to say for a while.

"The kindness of the eldest lady, I will never forget it until I die."

"The eldest lady still wants you to repay the favor?" Qingying snorted disdainfully, "I just ask you not to harm us, we are going to recite Amitabha." ”

Hongying lowered her head in shame, but she was already a difficult tiger, what else could she say.

The white-core ghost leaned on the windowsill and peeked, and when he saw the green warbler coming out, he jumped off the windowsill and ran away.

"Auntie, that girl in Hongying is obviously a slut who climbs high and steps low, why does the eldest sister give her silver to help her?" Bai Xin entered the door and lay on the shoulders of the windbreaker lady, and Aunt Feng was embroidering, and she couldn't find a place to rub it. slapped his little hand, waved away the little maids waiting left and right, and scolded, "Naughty again, all the words I taught you on weekdays have been lost?" ”

Bai Xin pursed his lips unhappily, "What's the matter, it's not that my grandmother misses my father, so Baba sent me to the study to see if anyone has returned." I happened to meet it, and I heard it in my ears by the way. Who made them stupid, talked for a long time, since they didn't know that there was someone outside the window. ”

"Alas, in the courtyard of the deep house, it is better to be confused, people know and pretend not to know, since you have nothing to do and eavesdrop, you will have to suffer in the future." Feng caressed his daughter's sideburns lovingly, and wondered what Bai Xin had just said. A few days ago, Xiang'er was wronged, and she still complained a little, and she blamed herself for being soft-hearted so she agreed to Gu's visit to the eldest lady. Now listening to Bai Xin's words, the eldest lady is actually a loving and righteous person. It seems that in the future, we will still have to get closer to the Gu family, firstly, to touch the light that she is worthy, and secondly, maybe the eldest lady will bring Xin'er a good family affair after she gets married.

"Mother, I know what you're thinking." Bai Xin touched an apple on the table, "clicked" and took a bite, chewing vigorously with his small mouth.

"I think you know something, people are small and big, and they are used to bluffing their mothers." Feng picked up the embroidery needle again and continued to embroider a peony in his hand. When the weather is cold, you have to hurry up to make a padded belly pocket for Xin'er, so that you can sleep at night to protect the warmth.

"It's not that you want me to get the light of my big sister, and I will marry a wealthy family in the future."

"What's the matter, everyone in the world is a mother with this heart, and when you get to me, you will naturally understand."

"Amitabha, I don't want it. Rather than being the aunt of a big family, I would rather find an ordinary family to marry, be the master of the house myself, and don't have to look at people's faces everywhere, and always put others to calculate. ”

"People like us can't help you." Feng said seriously, "Don't think nonsense, live at home, where is it as simple as you think." Poor couples mourn everything, otherwise who will endure the hardships and marry a rich family, in order to even if there is no one, at least they will not worry about food and clothing. It's better than a black-eyed chicken boiled by two people, at that time there was no one and no money to come. ”

That being said, the child was still not reconciled. I had already thought about it, but no matter how bad it was, I begged my grandmother to send me to be a nun chanting in the Taoist temple outside. ”

"Dead girl, all nonsense!" Feng raised his hand to fight.

"Xin'er has seen through the red dust, and it is one layer higher than my brother, I admire." Bai Xiang walked in from the outside with a smile and said to his sister who stood up in a flash.

"Good brother, it is only right for my sister to beg my aunt for mercy, let's talk about it another day." In a word, Feng and Bai Siong both laughed, this little girl is really used to being flamboyant. (To be continued.) )