165 A nightmare like a dream, but a grudge is always a grievance
"No...... How could it be. Thea smiled.
"Hmm...... Don't you think I'm different from normal people because of this? Anvina said with some trepidation: "Mom and Dad once told me not to tell others about my ability by the way. They were afraid that others would discriminate against me because of my specialness, so they chose to live in seclusion in the Alterac Valley. However, because Thea, you just gave me a very warm and reassuring feeling, so I couldn't help but say......"
"I'm very happy—because Avena believes in me. So, even if Avena is a little different from the average person, I still like Avena now. I won't dislike you for such a reason. Actually, Anvina, you don't have to worry so much. You're probably just the true nature of your personal practice. After all, I used to be a Light priest, and I didn't expect to be able to keep the Light's kindness to me now. So I'm really happy to hear you say that about me. ”
Listening to Xia's words, Anvina squinted happily and whispered, "But, Xia, I don't know why, there is a little bit of black in your white, although it is not very obvious, just a little ......"
Avena's special reminder reminded Thea of the time when she had lost control in the Bleak Lands, and she was a little nervous. "Oh?"
Anvina seemed to sense Thea's uneasiness, and hurriedly comforted, "But, just a little, a little...... But that day, when the nasty elven woman spoke those words to you under Dalaran, the blackness expanded dramatically. I'm so scared...... I don't want Sia to lose her warm color and become like the rest of the Forsaken...... So, I'm so angry, I hate that elf woman......"
Thea suddenly understood what Avena was for that day. "I'm sorry. I'm worried about you, Avena. I'll be careful to keep my emotions under control in the future. She secretly sounded the alarm in her heart, the dark energy in her body was not attracted by the heart of broken jade, and it would be used once and for all. It seems that it is only dormant in its own body, and it will absorb the negative effects because of the darkness of its own emotions.
"But, Anvina, do you know your color?" Xia asked curiously.
Anwena shook her head: "I don't know, probably because I don't have any strength." So there's no such energy color. ”
Xia hesitated for a moment. Finally, he couldn't help but ask curiously, "That...... What about Simon? What color is he? ”
"That man...... Oh no, that pesky dragon......" Anvina thought back, "He's a little weird color. The same bronze dragon. Chromie is pure gold. But his color ...... How can you say it, is it golden? But it's so hollow, it's not real at all, how can you say it? It's kind of like fog. You can't touch it. It feels like it's fake. Avena thought for a long time, and finally came up with a description that was appropriate for her.
Avena looked thoughtful, but Anvina didn't want to continue the conversation. She asked with some curiosity, "Xia, can you tell me about your past?" ”
"My past?" Thea was brought back to God by Anvina's question. Maybe it was too much going on tonight, maybe Anvena told her her secret about herself first. At this time, Xia mentioned the past, although she was still a little sad. But it is not as resistant and repulsive as before. Between good girlfriends, exchanging their secrets was a very common thing even during Xia Ya's lifetime.
"I've been married before and have a very lovely kid reads;. Count it up. He should be thirteen years old this year. Thea said.
"Huh?" Anvina's eyes widened in curiosity and surprise, and the gossip soul in her eyes couldn't help but burn: "Xia." You're exactly like a mother of a teenager~!! Wow, come at all! ”
Thea's face flushed.
"And what about them now?"
"I had the opportunity to see them once after my resurrection." Xia hid the true identities of her husband and children, and simply talked about the things they experienced together and the final result.
"Why is your husband like this......" Anvina pouted in dissatisfaction as she heard this. Just because of your current status, I gave up being with you? It's too much. ”
"He has his problems." In the face of Avenna's injustice, Xia felt warm in her heart. Although intellectually agreeing with Varian's actions, emotionally, she is not without resentment. Otherwise, she wouldn't have lost consciousness in the Shadow Burst. It's just that it's hard for her to explain more without revealing Varian's identity.
"What about your child? Does he know anything about you? ”
"He didn't know, and if he did, he would be sad. He's a good, good-natured boy. ”
Anvena pondered for a moment, and said in a serious tone: "Although I don't think Simon is a good choice, but, Thea, since it is your husband, he has given up on you. You should cheer up, go on with the rest of your life, and strive for happiness. ”
"Yes, Anvina said yes." Thea was amused by Avena's sudden old-fashioned tone.
"I'm serious, Thea." Anweina said seriously: "To live is to pursue your own happiness." That's what my mom and dad told me all the time. Cherish the present, or you may regret it in the future. ”
"Hmm......" Thea reached out and rubbed Avena's hair. I feel very happy to meet Anvina now. Later, let's talk about it later. But, Anvina, what do you think of Carré? ”
Anvina's little adult appearance was instantly beaten back to the prototype. She shrunk into the quilt with a flushed face, covering most of her face, revealing only a pair of sparkling eyes outside. Carré ...... Very good reads;. Shia, I don't know what you're talking about. ”
Xia smiled evilly: "Just now, someone has been saying that you want to pursue happiness now." I'm afraid someone will regret it later. ”
"Oops, Shia you're so bad!!" An Weina said unrelentingly: "People are talking about your business, what are you talking about me?" ”……
Even the chat with Avena before bed made Thea's heavy mood much better. But that night, Thea had a messy dream—though as a forsaken one, the dream hadn't visited her for a long time.
It was still in the royal palace of Stormwind.
"Varian, where are you taking me?"
He dragged her all the way to a corner of a certain palace and kissed her deeply under the parasitism.
"Do you love me?" Lingering lips and teeth parted, he asked with a slight sigh.
"Love." She stared at him and replied.
"But I don't love you anymore."
In an instant, the world swirled, and Thea took another woman's hand and walked towards the Cathedral of Stormwind. And her father, Archbishop Benedictas, lovingly officiated at the wedding of him and another woman.
"Mom! Mom! Anduin's voice came from behind her, and Thea turned around in shock, only to find Anduin in horror passing through her body and throwing himself directly into the arms of Varian's new wife.
"Good boy!" The bride stroked Anduin's hair and smiled victoriously towards a bewildered Thea
Thea was horrified to discover that the face was the black dragon princess Onexia.
"Onexia! You can't! Thea looked anxiously around to find someone to help her uncover Onexia's true colors. However, she was surrounded by cheering people.
Not a single one? Didn't anyone find out that she was the Black Dragon Princess? Thea shouted in despair.
No one responded to her, as if she was just a cloud of air.
At this point, a knight walked up the steps.
"Boval!" Xia couldn't help but shout, "Please, stop her!" She's the Black Dragon Princess! ”
But Bolval did not hear her, and he came to the high platform under her eager gaze, knelt down on one knee, and kissed the hand of the black dragon princess.
"I will protect you for the rest of your life, noble lady."
The black dragon princess looked at her triumphantly.
Xia was as cold as falling into an ice cave, but her body was suddenly tightened by someone's hug.
"Your living world has abandoned you. In the end, you're still my ......"
Even if he doesn't look back, he knows who it is, but in his heart, he knows who it is.
"No......" in his arms, she could not move, she could only hold back tears, the happiness that was far away from her on the stage—her husband, her children, her father, her knight...... All she had left was her own body, which was barely breathing. But why did she want to return to the world? Just to let her go through these pains, she would rather be in pain forever?
"You're my ......"
"No!" Thea sat up abruptly. She was out of breath and clutched at the quilt in her hand, sweating profusely as if she had been fished out of the water.
Anvena next to her seemed to still sleep soundly, and Thea was relieved. "It turned out to be a dream......"
Her gaze fell on the cluster of parasites.
"It must be an old thing that dreams like this...... Certain! Thea comforted herself. She lay down again, but she didn't dare to close her eyes again, she was afraid...... I'm scared of that dream.
She thought to herself, is she still reluctant to give up? -- The happiness she had in her lifetime. It turns out that he is still selfish after all. But what if you don't give up?
A little despair slowly grew in her heart, like a seed, a small root, has been sticking out of the roots and silently absorbing the nutrients she needs, waiting for the day when it will break through the ground. (To be continued)