(335) Belated love

After all, I fell in love with Qiao Yinan, although it was a period of youth, but I knew and knew what belonged to Qiao Yinan's bones. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Qiao Yinan used to be an excellent student, all of which were very good, and they once attracted the attention of many girls. What kind of person Qiao Yinan is, I know very well, a person can be changed, but what is in his bones will not change.

Qiao Yinan is a person who values love and righteousness, so he really lost a lot of things. Because he was free to be taken care of by the Yan family, this was a debt he had to repay. So he is willing to work under Yan Shaocheng, but it doesn't mean that he will be loyal to the Yan family for the rest of his life.

If he was really loyal to the Yan family all his life, why did he leave after Yan Shaocheng achieved his goal? And why tell me the truth?

Isn't it because of his unwillingness? Because his things seem to have been snatched away by Yan Shaocheng to stay, because of the so-called kindness, does he have to do this?

His unwillingness is only clear to me and very clear, what to do because I am a person who knows him best, and I only blame that I once loved him.

So Qiao Yinan, don't pretend anymore, aren't you tired? Don't you feel unwilling? Are you going to leave like this?

"Jingjing, since you know, then you should understand that my world is a game, and in the final analysis, it is all limited. So I don't want to live such a life anymore, it's the same for you and Yan Shaocheng for me. Qiao Yinan did not deny it, he admitted that his heart was unwilling and his life was limited.

He is unwilling, but he always adheres to his bottom line.

"Qiao Yinan, aren't you tired?" My words point to the deepest things in his heart. He really missed too much beauty in his life.

The silence on the other end of the phone made people feel helpless.

"Qiao Yinan, if I get Fangzheng and I retire behind the scenes, how about you as the CEO?" The price I gave him is already very good, Qiao Yinan is worth this price, and his ability is always only one chance.

Wouldn't it be good if I gave him a chance, but wouldn't it be good to give him a perfect chance in life? My purpose words are to tell him this very clearly.

Then I heard Qiao Yinan's sneering smile on the other end of the phone. "The biggest unwillingness in my life is to let go of your hand in the first place."

Qiao Yinan's words were calm, and the feeling was like he was from the bottom of his heart. Heartfelt words spoken.

"It's too late." I said this with a smile, it was too late, it was too late in my life.

It's just too late, too late. If he hadn't let go, maybe everything would have been different.

"Jingjing, if I hadn't let go at the beginning, would we be married now? Do you already have a stable job, and if you let go of hatred, will you smile at me every day? People really have to regret what they have done. Fang Jingxian, you will always be the biggest regret in my life. Qiao Yinan's words seemed to be a long-term unwillingness, and his sincere words sounded extremely ridiculous to me at this moment, because he was in the wrong place at the wrong time.

Now I, who is now in Yan Shaocheng's arms, I shouldn't have heard this, he has many opportunities to change this state, but in the end he let go for the sake of his firm bottom line, so should I hate him, or should I forgive?

I suddenly found that I have no way to redeem myself now, what can I talk about to forgive Qiao Yinan?

"Qiao Yinan, it's too late. The relationship has deteriorated, and I have now chosen to stand by Yan Shaocheng's side. I only ask you, whether you agree to my conditions or not. "My words can no longer express any feelings, and I can only bring my interests to the surface.

Fate is always doomed with ridiculousness, and perhaps it is destined for a life in which I can't let go of hatred.

"I'm probably going to say no, because I'm tired of it." Qiao Yinan's answer was so clear, I listened to his words and remembered the past.

Qiao Yinan, sure enough, he can't go back.

Those young times that can't be returned will eventually be buried.

"That's good." I choose to accept Qiao Yinan's decision.

Because of the past he most wants to go back to, I have no way to give it to him. I'm not the Fang Jingxian who loved him at the beginning, and now I can't show any love.

"Yan Shaocheng is not suitable for you, he is more vicious than you think." Qiao Yinan's words will not be said for no reason, I think he probably knows what kind of person Yan Shaocheng is.

"I will win because Yan Shaocheng loves me." How ridiculous, my wins and losses were actually based on Yan Shaocheng's body, I pressed all in a gamble, in Yan Shaocheng's love.

I know how ridiculous I am, but it really doesn't seem to be able to stop now.

"Then you bet that Yan Shaocheng's love is blind, it won't be extreme." Qiao Yinan's words meant to wish me good luck, and sure enough, he really planned to let go.

His unwillingness is going to be taken away in the end, maybe his life is different.

"Goodbye."

This is the last word, the last word after the call.

I suddenly remembered the first time I met Qiao Yinan. At that time, I was withdrawn and cold, and he was sunny. However, as fate would have it, we have become very unbearable.

And Qiao Yinan left me because of Yan Shaocheng, of course, because Yan Shaocheng approached me.

It seems that it has been destined since that time, and it has doomed the fate of me and Yan Shaocheng.

Yan Shaocheng's world, my world.

Suddenly thinking about it, there are people who love me in this world, Yan Shaocheng, Shen Muyang, Qiao Yinan, they all say they love me. But why, do I still feel like I'm still alone?

Why?

Think about it, it should be because there are impurities in their love, mixed with impurities of interests and purposes. And this impurity kills me, so I'm still walking on thin ice, so I'm still ridiculous.

Just like Yan Shaocheng, who knows if the love he gives me now is mixed with purpose? I'm too tired to love anyone, so I'm just going to hurt people now.

But no one will come to help me, because the fucking purpose is not pure, and sooner or later it will hurt me.

My eyes are looking ahead, and the person who is really tired should be me. Before I started fighting with the Yan family, I was already physically and mentally exhausted.

How can I drink Su Su to fight? The woman who was wary of me at all. I can't afford to fight her, so it's really tiring to win.

I don't know how Yan Shaocheng chooses again? seems to be a man's problem of the century, and a man like Yan Shaocheng may not be able to answer it.

(To be continued.) )