Chapter 5: Awakening
Dipping it in water to tear apart Qin Chuyan's clothes that had been glued to the flesh and skin, looking at the scars on his body, especially the blood holes on his shoulders that had already turned into a pile of rotten meat, Qin Muyu sighed, shook off the sourness in his heart, sat on the bed and carefully dug up the rotten meat, and applied the wound medicine little by little.
I haven't seen it for many years, this is the first time Qin Muyu has taken a serious look at Qin Chuyan, only to find that Brother Yan is really good-looking. Different from Xue Candle's lazy and rich feeling, Qin Chuyan's facial features are very three-dimensional, the sword eyebrows are inserted into the sideburns, the bridge of the nose is high, and the lips are thin and slightly thick, even when he was in a coma, he was tightened, and now he has a sickly paleness.
Qin Muyu didn't feel any discomfort when she wiped Qin Chuyan's body, in fact, she had seen a lot of men's bodies, and she almost forgot that she was a daughter in her previous life when she disguised herself as a man for two years.
In the evening, the second end of the shop came with too rich food, and the big fish and meat were very rich. Looking at Xiao Er, who was running away quickly, Qin Muyu couldn't cry or laugh, and he wouldn't eat him and run so fast. But there are so many meals, there are too many pigs to feed, and one person must not be able to eat, is it for Brother Yan? That Xue Candle is really careful.
This is really a misunderstanding of Xue Candle, Xue Candle didn't plan to "feed the pigs", but "feeding the cats" can't escape. He was bent on making Qin Muyu fatter, so that he could have flesh on his face and let him "ravage".
After eating some food, Qin Muyu put down his chopsticks and climbed into bed again. Longyun Inn is very tall and tall, even in Danzhou is the best inn, Qin Muyu did not look at it carefully on the first floor, but the second floor of this accommodation room is very exquisite. The room is unusually spacious, with a special place for eating and resting, as well as a bookcase, and a bathtub in one corner of the room that distinguishes it from other places with a delicate screen. If nothing else, the bed alone was large enough for four or five people to lie on it. Now Qin Muyu couldn't think of it, and of course it was impossible to think that he would have the time to do the most intimate things with people on this big bed.
Looking at Qin Chuyan's brows that would frown slightly with pain even if he was unconscious, and his lips that were getting tighter and tighter the more he bitten. Childhood memories suddenly jumped to my heart, as if the first time I saw Brother Yan, he fell to the ground without saying a word, even if he bleed, he didn't say a word.
With a weird and sweet sourness welling up in her heart, Qin Muyu knelt on the bed, her mouth gently blowing at the wound on Qin Chuyan's shoulder that had begun to scar, and the hair on her forehead fell in front of her eyes, and she gently brushed it away.
"Brother Yan doesn't hurt, Yu'er gives him. Whoo doesn't hurt. Speaking of this, Qin Muyu suddenly wanted to laugh, and when she grew up, she realized that the huhu from other people's mothers did not have a pain-relieving effect at all, but Brother Yan seemed to like it very much. After she was punished by the family, when she was injured, her brother also gave her "Huhu" to relieve the pain. Thinking of the seriousness and distress on her face, which had always been expressionless, when Brother Yan, who was already two heads taller than herself at that time, squatting on the ground and snorting at her bloody buttocks, she moved her mouth a little closer to the hideous wound.
"Brother Yan doesn't hurt." Qin Muyu, who continued to blow on the wound seriously, didn't notice that the fingers of the person on the bed trembled slightly, and then the fingers didn't move, and Qin Chuyan's eyes began to move rapidly again, as if the person who had been unconscious was trying to open his eyes, but without success.
"......" There seemed to be a slight sound ringing in his ears, Qin Muyu looked sideways slightly, and saw Qin Chuyan's lips trembling slightly.
"Brother Yan!!" Excited for a moment, Qin Muyu got up suddenly, but forgot that she was half-lying on Qin Chuyan's body at this time, and with a force, she directly touched Qin Chuyan's hard chin.
"Hmm......" Qin Muyu fell down again with his head in his hands, and pressed the wound on Qin Chuyan's shoulder impartially and fiercely. Yes...... Brother Yan ...... "Qin Muyu hurriedly got up again, shouting in his mouth, wanting to cover the wound that had begun to bleed again after being pressed.
The pain of the two slams of "Yu'er ......", coupled with the strong will to wake up, Qin Chuyan, who had been in a coma for a day, finally woke up. His eyes slowly adjusted to the candlelight in the room, but his hand groped to the side, his throat aching as if it had been cut by a saw, but he still insisted on calling the name he had been thinking about since he was unconscious.
"Rain ......"
As soon as Qin Muyu ran over to take the wound medicine, he saw that Qin Chuyan had already gotten up, one hand half-supporting his body on the bed, and his mouth was calling his name in a low voice. The muscles on his arm were knotted, and the wound on his shoulder kept gurgling and bleeding, but he lost strength and fell on the bed with a "bang".
There was a sour feeling in his eyes, and he ran over to help Qin Chuyan up and wanted to help him up, but the hand that was hanging down suddenly had strength, and he grabbed her and dragged her in front of him. Qin Muyu followed his strength and half-squatted in front of Qin Chuyan, Qin Chuyan's black eyes looked at her with unbelievable affection, Qin Muyu let Qin Chuyan's other hand slowly grope her face, her eyes, and then slowly stroked her hair. As if he were a child, the hand in his hair rubbed gently.
"Yu'er ......" Hearing a low voice, Qin Muyu remembered that he hadn't fed Brother Yan water for a day.
"It's me, Brother Yan, it's me. Don't move yet, I'll go get you water, drink the water and we'll talk again. She stretched out her other hand and gently comforted Qin Chuyan on the big hand that grabbed her hand, but Qin Chuyan didn't let go at all, but pulled it tighter and tighter.
As soon as he raised his eyes, he could see the stubbornness in Qin Chuyan's eyes, Qin Muyu couldn't, so he could only get up and help Qin Chuyan sit up, and then sit beside him himself. During this period, Qin Chuyan stubbornly held her hand and held it tightly, so that Qin Muyu couldn't bear to shake it off.
"Brother Yan, I'm Qin Muyu, it's your Yu'er. Brother Yan found me, and Brother Yan didn't come late. ”
Seeing the change in Qin Chuyan's eyes turn into self-blame, Qin Muyu comforted with a slight choked up.
Brother Yan really didn't come late. She is a person who has never felt love, in her previous life, she buried herself by the way after killing her mother with her own hands, and since then she has fled to Yaoyun only for revenge, and has been a beggar to live carefully and scolding, in order not to cause unnecessary trouble, she took the dagger that killed her mother and scratched her face, and after the age of fifteen, she suffered from bitter pain every full moon night. She didn't cry any of this, she survived.
If she hadn't been reborn once, she might never have understood that in that extremely dark evening, there was still a persistent and searching for her, her brother Yan who had truly engraved her in her heart, was looking for her. resolutely betrayed the Qin family, hugged her bones and fainted in the rain, what did he go through in his previous life to become the man with scars and hatred on his face when he finally saw him? While she ruined herself, it turned out that she also ruined the man.
Thankfully, it's still too late.
"Brother Yan, I'll go get you some water and food. You eat, let's talk. Obviously, I wanted to say something to him with a full stomach, but I didn't know what to say when I got to my mouth, so I could only find an excuse to run away first. The big hand holding her tightened suddenly, and then slowly relaxed, but she knew that those eyes had been watching her, and the burning and cherishing gaze made her heart ache.
This time, in this life, they all have to live well. She didn't want her brother to be like that......
Qin Chuyan only felt that everything was like a dream, a dream that he would be crushed if he took a step. Qin Chuyan didn't know when that girl took root in her heart and could never get rid of her.
When they met for the first time, the immature tenderness took root in his barren heart. He is a person with no future, and his existence is to assist the next head of the Qin family, which is something he has understood since he was three years old. Except for murder training, his life is a barren, without love or hate.
Sometimes it's just so coincidental that a person's casual meeting and getting along can become the motivation for him to try to live. In the training that he didn't know the sun and the moon, he relied on the little girl who would call him "Brother Yan" softly with big eyes and crooked eyes, and would rub in his arms. He didn't know what hypocrisy was, he only knew that he had lived for Yu'er since then, he was a drowning man, and he could live as long as he breathed.
But he still couldn't find her, he couldn't find the little girl who called him "Brother Yan", and when he returned to the Qin family after completing the terrifying trial that no one had completed for nearly ten years, he only got the news that they had left. The Qin family couldn't find it for seven years, and he couldn't find it for seven years, but the last time he heard the news was from Qin Muxue and Qin Chuhan that they were discussing killing her, and for a while, he was so murderous that he just wanted to kill the two embarrassed rotten people opposite! But after beating Qin Chuhan half to death, he was injured and imprisoned by the Qin family guards who rushed over, and after he forcibly broke through the captivity with the reversal of his last meridians, he finally came one step late.
When he held Yu'er's corpse, he felt that the whole world was swirling darkness! Qin family! Damn the Qin family! Damn Qin Muxue! He regretted that he didn't kill Qin Muxue because he thought of her being Yu'er's sister, but he hated himself even more for not protecting Yu'er. It's all his fault, his whole life, he went to apologize to Yu'er, and then went to accompany her...... If he could, he would still want to watch her silently behind him and protect her after death......
But the rain didn't die?! Obviously he was in a coma, but he didn't know why this thought was so strong, he always seemed to hear a voice in his ear saying: "Brother Yan, Brother Yan......"
Leaning on the head of the bed with a tense body, Qin Chuyan looked at the girl who ran over to get water, and he himself was not surprised that he was able to recognize her as Yu'er at a glance after many years. How can the girl who appears in my heart turn around and dream back every midnight, how can I not recognize it. Fortunately, he has already broken away from the Qin family, if Yu'er doesn't dislike it, he really wants to look at her like this for the rest of his life.
Qin Muyu brought the water to Qin Chuyan's lips, but Qin Chuyan didn't make the slightest movement, just stared at her with a pair of deep eyes, and she couldn't finish it.
Qin Muyu sighed helplessly, and gently touched the still pale lip flap with a water cup. "Brother Yan, open your mouth, ah."
One hand held Qin Muyu's hand, and also clenched the cup in her hand. The hot temperature made her excited again, and her little hand tried to struggle, but she couldn't earn it, so she went with him.
"Ah, Brother Yan, you can't use your right hand. The wound on his shoulder opened again. Qin Muyu looked at the open wound with annoyance, but heard Qin Chuyan's cold and hard voice as before: "It's okay." ”
Seeing the accusatory eyes of the girl turning her head, the corners of Qin Chuyan's mouth hooked stiffly, and the voice that was obviously toneless could be heard with a little pleasure: "Get used to it." ”
Is Brother Yan sick and confused? Qin Muyu put his hand on Qin Chuyan's forehead to try the temperature, and Qin Chuyan looked at her while slowly drinking water. The temperature has long since receded, but ...... Is it something to be happy about when a wound is cracked and bleeding?
After drinking water and eating, Qin Chuyan stopped talking, so he pulled Qin Muyu to sit next to him, and kept looking at her, from head to toe and then from foot to head, looking at Qin Muyu was quite embarrassed. Since I fled last night to the present, I can still see people except for the white spots on my face, and my whole body is like being fished out of the mud. Just now, Brother Yan touched the top of her head, and she was still immersed in a nostalgic warmth, now that she thinks about it, is her hair dirty and smells strange? Thinking like this, she couldn't help but want to look in the mirror, and she didn't want to appear in front of Brother Yan with a sloppy image.
Qin Chuyan didn't notice Qin Muyu's discomfort, he just looked at it like that, it was not enough. In his eyes, even if Qin Muyu was really dirty, he would only feel cute and pitiful, and then blame himself for not taking good care of her.
Qin Muyu explained his life with his mother and Qin Muxue in the past few years, Qin Chuyan moved his lips as if he wanted to say something, but he looked at her carefully and did not speak.
Pouted, Qin Muyu also found that she was a lot more childish in front of Qin Chuyan, but she didn't feel anything bad. When she woke up this time, Qin Chuyan was the person she could rely on, and she was also the person who could rely on her. It doesn't seem wrong to just depend on each other like this, find a quiet little place, live quietly and then die quietly.
But...... Thinking of the poison in her body, she sighed. I'm afraid that if she doesn't find Qin Muxue to get the antidote, her life will be stable all her life, even if she doesn't ask for the antidote, she thinks that her brother regards herself as her life, and I'm afraid that she will try her best to ask for the antidote. In this way, it is better to meet it directly, I have never been afraid of anything in my previous life, let alone after being reborn?
She thought to herself, but she didn't know that Qin Chuyan was entangled because of her sighs.
"Yu'er ......" opened his mouth in a low voice, but with a little inexpressible eagerness and distress, "It was Qin Muxue who betrayed you." ”
Qin Muyu was still full of expectations for her future life, and she didn't know where to go, and when she heard Qin Muxue's three words, she turned around sensitively, and saw Qin Chuyan looking at her with a little nervousness, as if she was afraid that she would be sad. The tall and majestic man, with a scarred chest, looked at her with the eyes of a large animal, Qin Muyu suddenly felt that such a brother Yan was very similar to being hugged by someone.
"Brother Yan, what did you say?" Self-comforting Brother Yan had just woken up, covered in injuries, and wanted to restrain himself from restraining the ** who rushed over and hugged him, but he didn't know that he was misunderstood by Qin Chuyan and couldn't bear it and couldn't believe it.
A small body that was hugged hit Qin Chuyan's chest hard, Qin Chuyan instinctively wanted to hold Yu'er in his arms to comfort him, but he didn't control his strength like the first time, and before he could say the words of comfort, he heard a muffled snort. It wasn't until the still soft and small body in his arms broke away from him that he felt the two small softness that had just touched his chest. Delicate and small, he unconsciously moved his gaze to Qin Muyu's chest.
Yu'er, grown up? ……
Qin Muyu only felt a pain in her chest, and the small bun that was still developing was slammed, and the pain was no less than someone slashing at her. Tearfully broke free from Brother Yan's arms and looked at him with accusatory eyes, only to find that Brother Yan was also staring at her painful little bun with an inexplicable expression.
"Brother Yan, you know that I still pull me so much when I hurt." A little coquettish and a little soft and glutinous, the big eyes that really hurt are full of water vapor and bent up.
Qin Chuyan looked at Qin Muyu's pitiful little appearance, didn't know what to think, and blurted out a sentence. "Brother Yan will rub it for you." After saying that, he wanted to slap himself, so that Yu'er would think that he was Meng Lang, right? But what if it really hurts? Do plasters work? Maybe it's time to take it internally? Thinking didn't know where to turn, Qin Chuyan stared at the two little buns that couldn't be seen through his clothes at all.
Suddenly, a hand was held by a soft little hand, Qin Chuyan turned around and saw Qin Muyu staring at him with big eyes and huffing, and couldn't help but want to apologize, but saw Qin Muyu pulling his big hand and reaching directly into her clothes!
When the palm of his hand touched a small bun that was firm, Qin Chuyan was stunned and was about to withdraw his hand, but was pulled by Qin Muyu fiercely, and heard a voice with a little grievance and anger: "Don't you care if it hurts?!" Brother Yan has to be responsible! Knead! A little bit of shyness that she didn't understand, her body trembled when the hot palm just touched the slightly cool skin, and then it tightened up a little and softened.
Qin Chuyan understood that Yu'er really didn't understand the difference between men and women, which was also related to her mother's serious negligence of her. When she was a child, she neglected to grow up and single-mindedly let her practice martial arts almost isolated from the world, and since she was a child, she was in contact with either the people who bullied her or the mountains and wilderness, and she seemed to understand everything. She knew that her mouth couldn't kiss, but she didn't know that this body was really immobile.
His mind turned back and forth, but his hand was gently massaged uncontrollably. Looking at Yu'er's unconsciously narrowed eyes, his lips pursed even tighter.
He didn't want this responsibility, he suddenly wanted a deeper and more important responsibility!
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