Chapter 51: From Body to Mind

Bath water? Hearing this, Murong Qingfan's body stiffened, and his face turned pale in an instant, and even his body trembled slightly. He tried his best to restrain himself, but his body trembled involuntarily.

Such a dirty self...... Are you going to be discovered...... The nick on that waist...... His disgrace...... Night under that man......

Qin Muyu didn't notice that he was abnormal, or rather, she herself was not very normal.

She didn't know if the "kneading method" used on herself would be effective when used on Murong Qingfan? Listening to Duanmu Li say that her medicine was to be smelled, but Murong Qingfan ate it directly, and kept vomiting blood, the originally pale person vomited blood for a day, and it seemed that there was not much blood left in his body, and now his face was even whiter and transparent. It's just that Duanmu Li spoke upside down, and after talking for a long time, she understood that Duanmu Li was clear about her own affairs, but she was already so drunk that she couldn't do it, even if she brought it over, it was useless...... In fact, I still feel distressed in my heart, I want him to rest, otherwise I won't waste time waiting for him to wake up, and I won't hesitate when he pulls him and doesn't let him go, and finally knocks him out before leaving.

…… Alas. It was cold, and in the bamboo forest, she stopped at the door of the bamboo house, covered Duanmu Li with a quilt, tucked it carefully, and looked at the haggard man who was frowning even though he was unconscious, walking towards the dark and dreary night.

A lifetime and a couple is a luxury, she originally felt that she had Brother Yan to accompany her to the end of her life, she died with him, and she didn't have to be afraid to face her mother who died under her when she went to the dark underground.

She was originally a reborn person, and how could she bear those deep feelings. But she didn't know, or dared not admit it, that she owed more and more love. She would not know what kind of traces the apprentice she had set up to take care of would leave in her life. A fragile and strong boy on the outside.

"Don't be afraid, I've found a way to help you detoxify, you just need to drink the wine and soak in the water later, and leave the rest to your master and me."

Qin Muyu looked at the young man who seemed to be about to fall, and took his hand as Duanmu Li did for the first time with her, only to find that although the two were almost the same size, the young man's hand could completely wrap her little hand. The hand, which was as clear as a human being, could see the green tendons inside, was now different from the calm and even dependent on the young man's face, and the palms were covered with sweat and trembled uncontrollably.

The hand that had wiped the blood did not refuse, and held her little hand tightly, tightly, as it was for the last time in life, without superfluous movements, just tightly, tightly, clenched, with despair.

"What's the matter, do you think I'm going to hurt you?"

Qin Muyu couldn't have imagined what the despair that Murong Qingfan had revealed was, wasn't he afraid that he would hurt him after he got drunk?

No disgust, just distress. What kind of environment does this take to develop such a personality and open up your own world as a ...... Doomsday.

Qin Muyu's tone was ridiculous, and the distress in his eyes was undisguised. Murong Qingfan's cough had been contained alive by himself, but his hand was sweet, and his hand slowly relaxed. But he didn't dare to hold on to it anymore...... Don't dare to show it so obviously. He had never wanted anything like he did now, knowing that he didn't deserve it at all, and he didn't want to let go, what a luxury......

"Even if it harms me, I won't have any complaints about my apprentice."

Murong Qingfan's answer was relaxed and serious, and he felt sorry for Qin Muyu. And Qin Muyu sighed slightly,

"You still don't believe me. I'll make you believe me, though. ”

Murong Qingfan nodded, but he didn't expect Qin Muyu to speak again, without looking at him, but the small hand he held in the palm of his hand held his hand back, trembling close to him with a petite approach,

"Whatever your concerns, I'm going to tell you. Tonight passes, not a farewell, but a new life. ”

New students?

Master, Han Yu, the hope you gave me...... But I can't afford it.

"Yes, Master."

In desperation, he smiled. He can see through people's feelings, so he can deceive people's feelings and mislead people's subjective ...... But now, he wants to die directly.

I can't bear to die with him.

How contradictory, how pathetic.

Only then did he have a master, and only then did he receive care, and he had to leave.

…… If he is disgusted, it is better to let him die directly.

Besides, what is the little fluke that exists in my heart?

Looking at the little hand that he was still trying to tolerate when he couldn't hold it, he sighed slightly in his heart...... Let him be selfish a little more, and covet a little more of this warmth. After she left, she left......

Unconsciously, she followed Murong Qingfan's footsteps and walked to the house where Murong Qingfan rested every night, although there was no decoration, but there were still a lot of utensils that the prince should have, but it still couldn't cover the coldness inside. To put it simply, there is no trace of human life at all, like a decorated but unoccupied empty house, without the slightest popularity in the bright candle light in the dark night.

This prince, who is still a teenager, lives here?

Qin Muyu's eyes narrowed, and he had a strong sense of disobedience. Such a pale boy and such a strange dormitory...... It seems that Murong Qingfan is not a living person but a lonely ghost, not living here but wandering here.

The only thing that seems popular is the guqin in the middle of the house, the piano is made of sycamore, the fir wood is the bottom, the whole body is covered with purple paint, the lacquer is repaired in many places, the small snake belly is broken, the pure antler gray tire appears in the smoothed broken line, and the antler gray tire is used as the base with arrowroot cloth. Qin Muyu was stunned, this piano was obviously much more expensive than Ruihua's big lift, and what made her care more was that sense of familiarity.

"Mu ...... Well, apprentice, can I take a look at this instrument? ”

Qin Muyu said softly, her attention at this time was completely on this piano and ignored Murong Qingfan's pale look that was clearly no longer coughing. Murong Qingfan looked at the person who walked towards the guqin in front of him steadily, lifted the guqin and gently rubbed it above the back pool of the qin, but the words he wanted to say were swallowed into his stomach with blood.

This piano is called 'Nine Heavens Ring Pei', and it is rumored that a scholar in Daqi got two by chance and dedicated it to the emperor. However, no one in the court musicians could play it, because they all thought that the sound quality of the piano was not good, and it was not suitable for playing and only suitable for viewing, so the emperor was displeased on the spot, and the scholar who got the piano was also splashed with blood on the spot, and the two pianos were also sealed as ordinary ornaments. It wasn't until Emperor Qi Xuan of the Great Qi played a warm and loose tune on the first day that these two pianos were able to see the light of day again, and they were also called "immortal products" by Emperor Qi Xuan. What's more interesting is that no one can play a moving sound except for Emperor Qi Xuan, and Emperor Qi Xuan can only play one of them. At that time, there was a guest secretary who was the master of the piano in the world took the initiative to speak, saying that this piano is two, one female and one male, and only those who are destined can play the true timbre of Jiuxiao Huanpei. At that time, Emperor Qi Xuan sent people all over the country to look for a woman who could play the sound of this qin, but in the end he found nothing.

After the Great Qi fell apart, the two pianos were gone.

Now the one he has here should be the one that King Qi Xuan played at the beginning, and it is also up to him to make a splash for Murong Qingli in Ruihua's big move.

Seeing that Qin Muyu was a little stunned looking at the qin, Murong Qingfan felt that he should feel relaxed, this qin that had always comforted him was also loved by the people he loved...... But he was not in this mood at all now, and he knew that his ugliest side would be immediately exposed to his master's eyes...... The ...... that made him deeply spurn The evidence of the incest taboo made him a scar that could not live or die.

He snorted,

"Master...... Just call me Fan'er. ”

"Okay, Fan'er, Fan'er......" Qin Muyu heard it and muttered, listening to the voice but not knowing who he was thinking.

Who was he thinking? This man like no other, this his master.

"Master likes this instrument? If you like it, take it. ”

Qin Muyu was stunned when he heard this, turned around, and saw the dependence and pain that Murong Qingfan didn't have time to hide, was this his expression? Let her just abandon the piano and walk over and grab him.

Murong Qingfan's appearance just now seemed to disappear directly.

"The apprentice's is the master's, this piano is yours, it was originally mine, what should I do with it? When you're ready, I want to listen to you play the tune, and I'm afraid that this 'Nine Heavens Ring Pei' can also have a quiet rhythm in your hands. ”

"Maybe you can play it too."

Qin Muyu shook his head, "One woman doesn't serve two husbands, and the same is true for this Nine Heavens Huanpei." There is only one owner of a piano, and you can't be mistaken. ”

What Qin Muyu didn't say was that the female qin should still be in Lin Yin's hands now. In her previous life, only she could play that piano. This is fate, the two people who can play a female and a male Jiuxiao Huanpei still met and became masters and apprentices in this deep palace.

Qin Mu Yu chatted with Murong Qingfan, trying to appease him, but it was obviously not effective.

"The slave and maid put the water here. What else does the master command? Hot water and wine were brought to this room, along with Murong Qingfan's more stiff movements.

"Get out of here, close the door."

The maid was taken away, and Qin Muyu could only bathe Murong Qingfan by herself. Fortunately, she didn't serve Brother Yan less during the days when Brother Yan was unwell, otherwise this time it would be enough for her to be in a hurry.

Han Woo...... Do I have to soak in water? ”

Murong Qingfan's voice came slowly, and the tension in it disappeared, it was better to say that he was calm, and it was better to mourn than to die.

"Don't call Master anymore?" Qin Muyu didn't answer this question, Duanmu Li, who was drunk, didn't answer the same question, and Murong Qingfan didn't seem to ask her to answer.

"You don't have to drink, and when you're in pain, it's better to be sober."

After speaking, Murong Qingfan glanced at Qin Muyu deeply and untied his belt.

…… Well, don't look at indecent things...... However, now that he is a man, wouldn't that be too weird? Qin Muyu thought miserably, and at the same time, his gaze did not leave Murong Qingfan's body for a minute. She knew what Murong Qingfan was expressing and what she wanted to show her...... Then she'll just take a good look.

Murong Qingfan's body is so beautiful, as delicate and flawless as his face, his skin is clear and snow-white, his bones are slender but not thin, on the contrary, unlike the haggard on his face, his torso is slender and his legs are straight and powerful, full of youthful vigor and strength. There was also a final white fig leaf in the focal point, which the boy was reluctant to open.

The whole body is like white jade...... Except, a peony on the right waist...... The red peony bloomed on the young man's waist, like blooming on the white body, the petals were stained with blood, and there was a bewitching stimulation in the candlelight. And what is the feeling of the person who pierces it when he pierces this flower on the pure and immaculate body in the dim candlelight?

The young man's hand trembled slightly, but his voice was steady, even with a smile that did not belong to him,

The man who left this mark said...... "he laughed at a kind of satisfaction and possession that did not belong to him," and this is what should bloom under me, like this peony, to shine on me. ”

……

Yao I Ruihua.

Qin Muyu was speechless, looking at the peony that seemed to be covered in blood, it seemed to be smiling at her, and under the smile was a pale young man who was unable to cry and finally became numb.

Her lips trembled, she was stunned and didn't know what to say, tattooed flowers on a prince, and said sentences like that......

Murong Qingfan looked at her, the smile on the corner of his mouth did not go down, but it was sadder than crying, this was the saddest and most desperate smile Qin Muyu had ever seen.

"I'm so dirty, I don't deserve to be your apprentice at all. A prince who was raped by his father at the age of five, a man who was tattooed by his father in a moment of love, there is no clean place on his body. ”

……

"When he was a child, he came every night...... Let me be under him...... Oh, bloom ......"

……

"Do you know why there are no people in this dormitory? Do you know why I survived if I wasn't born to the queen......

……

"There is no one in the world who is dirtier than me, and the life of such a person is not worth saving at all."

……

Murong Qingfan was still laughing, still laughing.

"I am afraid of human touch, I am afraid of the night. If I was born only for someone's pleasure, then why can't I die? ……”

"Raw, born. Die, die. ”

He laughed wildly, but Qin Muyu suddenly saw the shadow of a person from him, the shadow of a person he had never thought of - Murong Allure. She made Qin Muyu hate her, but she had to say that Murong Chengcheng's extremity when he mentioned the broken sleeve was really beyond her imagination, and now that she thinks about it, she may have seen something stimulated. Now she was suddenly afraid, afraid that Murong Qingfan would become another Murong Allure. Or, he destroys himself.

Regardless of Murong Qingfan's red fruit, Qin Muyu went up and hugged him, feeling that the person being hugged stiffened, and then struggled to leave, but Qin Muyu hugged him fiercely! Don't let go of a step.

Since he dares to expose this scar in front of himself, in addition to despair, there is also trust. She was distressed, so distressed that her heart trembled.

“……”

I don't know how to express it, the boy's chest is shaking, he is still laughing, how can he still laugh? It's wet on my shoulders, and it's tears. His expression was smiling, but his body was crying.

Such a young man, saying words of rejection, stretched out his arms and wrapped around her tightly. So contradictory, so fragile, yet so honest, so trusting.

Qin Muyu's heart melted, and she only had a feeling that Murong Qingfan made her really unable to let go at this time. If there was a little bit of looking for herself in him and Lin Yin's shadow in herself, then now she is staying here just for him, his person called Murong Qingfan, her apprentice.

"Good," Qin Muyu whispered in the young man's ear, wiping the roots of his ears,

"You are my apprentice, and your life is mine! No one can take it away! Not even yourself! ”

After that, he pushed Murong Qingfan's body away slightly, and in Murong Qingfan's slight stunnedness, the red lips kissed the other red lips! Ruthlessly! Decidely!

A sentence also went to the heart of another person along with this kiss,

"There's no one cleaner than you, so clean that I'll be defiled when I touch it."

A clean kiss is just lip-to-lip contact, one lip trembling and stained with blood and tears, and the other lip clinging, comforting and following, soft to touch.

After a long time, Murong Qingfan left slightly, but Qin Muyu tightly wrapped around his waist and did not separate from him at all, the posture was like him before the kiss, urgent and worried.

"You're only worried that I'm going to leave you, but you certainly haven't thought about it, and I'm even more afraid that you'll leave me. Fan'er, you are my apprentice, and I want to teach you with my heart. I haven't taught you how to govern the country, I haven't taken you on horseback, I haven't played the harp for you, I haven't heard you play, I haven't even seen you healthy...... I haven't been a master yet, you haven't been my apprentice, don't you want me anymore? It's not you who is dirty, it's this royal family, it's Murong Hui who is dirty, you are the cleanest, you are my apprentice. ”

"What I want is not the world, not the country, now I want to take you to understand this royal family, understand your shame, and let you stand at the real peak, no one can be bullied, no one can be bullied, no one dares to bully!"

Tears also flowed, how she was willing to give up.

Murong Qingfan let her hold him for a long time, and when Qin Muyu was about to continue to open his mouth, he asked,

"Are there you?"

"What, with me?"

"Standing at the top, are you there?"

"There must be me, silly apprentice."

"Hmm."

Murong Qingfan snorted, and he didn't move for a long time, but his arms hugged Qin Muyu again, and his face under the tears was blurred.

"Master." After a long time, Qin Muyu heard Murong Qingfan speak again, still a young man's hoarseness, the hug was released, and a hot lips with bloody sweetness and tearful astringency approached,

"Master, get me dirty."