Chapter 99: Expired Love
Lin Xiaoxian walked leisurely on the side of the road, the surrounding street scene was not attractive to her, two hours ago, the strange phone call came again, and after a short hesitation, she also answered, and now, about to really meet, what image did she appear in front of her father who had not seen her for twelve years? Wronged, she was only wronged for a while, and now she has no feeling of grievance; Resentment? In her heart, she is not a particularly filial daughter, the love in her heart has been worn out by time, and if there is not too much love, where will there be too much hatred; Miss? That home only has hurtful memories for her, and she doesn't miss that home much, alas, so the parents' abandonment and compensation are unbearable burdens for the children.
"Lin Xiaoxian!" The delicate sound in her ears almost cracked Lin Xiaoxian's eardrums, and she looked up and saw that it was Zhou Yunying's family, "Zhou Yunying, why are you so loud, you shocked me to death." ”
"I whispered to you a few times and you didn't respond, why are you going?" Zhou Yunying was holding Huang Xiwen's arm, and the two looked like sisters.
"Go, I don't want to pay attention to you," Lin Xiaoxian didn't answer Zhou Yunying, and turned to Huang Xiwen to say hello, "Hello Auntie, your stomach looks really ...... Spectacular. She looked left and right and saw that they were standing too close to the intersection and dragged them all into the lawn next to the sidewalk.
"No, I didn't expect to be so pregnant," Huang Xiwen touched her belly, and her pregnancy of more than six months made her look a little bloated.
"At first, I thought it was twins, but when I checked it, I found that there was only one, which was a bit disappointing." Zhou Yunying has always wondered how twins can look so similar.
"Why is Uncle Zhou so free today?" Today is not the weekend, and Zhou Heyang is actually walking with him, which is really strange.
"I just accompanied your aunt to the check-up, and I'll go to work in a while." Zhou Heyang smiled, he didn't ask for anything else, as long as everything was safe.
Zhou Yunying pulled Lin Xiaoxian over, "I haven't said what you're going to do, it depends on your heart." ”
"I ......," Lin Xiaoxian sighed, "That father of mine wants to meet me." ”
"Huh?" Zhou Yunying patted her head and expressed sympathy, "I know that feeling, it's like chewing wax, tasteless, and hard to swallow." After several failed communications with Qiu Meizhen, now, she has given up.
"If you can't swallow it, you have to swallow it, I'm leaving, you guys can walk around." Lin Xiaoxian waved his hand to everyone and left first.
"What's wrong with her?" Looking at Lin Xiaoxian's somewhat lonely back, Huang Xiwen was a little worried.
Zhou Yunying pouted, "Some things are not given when they should be given, and when they are not wanted, they are stuffed in their hands, and she went to receive the expired father's love." ”
"What a mess, why do you children have so many rights and wrongs in their heads now," Zhou Heyang rubbed Zhou Yunying's big curly hair dotingly, "We were very simple at that time, even if we were hurt, we wouldn't worry too much about our parents." ”
"That's because your parents are not as greedy as their current parents, they may care less for their children, but they won't want so much in return, you look at the current parents, the children study well, the object is good, the work is good, etc., everything is good, so that they will have face, I am better, you don't know, some people are driven crazy by the expectations of their parents," Zhou Yunying turned her head to Huang Xiwen and said, "So, Teacher Huang, don't be so demanding of my brother or sister, I was tortured by you before graduation and I don't want to live." ”
"Do you have a conscience?" Pregnant, Huang Xiwen's voice also softened, "If I hadn't forced you, you would be a flower seller now, can you have such a state of thought?" ”
These two people, who are both mother and daughter and sisters, held hands and argued, Zhou Heyang watched from the sidelines, a man, it is also a kind of happiness to have a lover and children chattering in his ear. Suddenly, a red sports car that had been not far in front of them started, and the intuition that Zhou Heyang had cultivated after many years of being a criminal police officer felt very uneasy, and before he could confirm this uneasiness, the car rushed towards them with the roar of the engine......
The whole family has to thank Lin Xiaoxian for taking them to a safer place, and they also have to thank the truck in front of them for running the red light.
"What's going on?" The sound of vehicle collisions drowned out the hustle and bustle of the road, Zhou Yunying and Huang Xiwen were startled, and pushed away Zhou Heyang, who was suddenly blocking in front of them, and the red sports car, with its broken headlights, made a sharp turn and disappeared into the corner of the street.
In an instant, Zhou Heyang, with years of vigilance, wrote down the license plate number, and he could be sure that the car was coming for their family, and the target was Huang Xiwen next to him, who was it? Is it an old enemy who offended when he handled the case before, or someone who had a holiday with Huang Xiwen?
Lin Xiaoxian sat in a private room that seemed to be very high-end, the tip of her nose fluttered with the fragrance of tea that she couldn't smell from the doorway, and said a few insincere greetings.
"You...... Don't like it here? Su Anzhi asked cautiously, he was very worried that his daughter who had been separated for many years would resent him, but when he met, he found that her reaction was not as strong as he imagined, only ...... Unfamiliar.
This strangeness makes Lin Xiaoxian also uncomfortable, she has missed the age of dependence and longing for father's love, and the most important thing is that Lin Feiyang has given her all the fatherly love she yearns for, "It's okay, it's just that it doesn't match me." ”
"Your mother likes elegant environments, she especially likes the fragrance of tea when she was young, let's ......" Su Anzhi's eyes drifted a little distant, and he seemed to have returned to the past.
Of all the books, Lin Xiaoxian doesn't like to read memoirs the most, because most of the authors only recall some beautiful sadness and reasons for making mistakes, forgetting his ruthlessness and indifference, "No wonder my mother said, don't have the feelings of a little woman, it's easy to be confused by deliberate pandering, and lose your mind." ”
Su Anzhi was stunned for a while, the daughter in front of him was no longer the seven or eight-year-old girl who was easy to coax, and for a while he didn't know how to communicate with her, "Then what do you like?" Tell me, Daddy will satisfy you. ”
"This ......" Lin Xiaoxian was a little uncomfortable with such an enthusiastic father who suddenly appeared, she always felt that she was the daughter of a martyr, "What are you talking about with me?" I want to go home early to take the kids. ”
As soon as he heard that they already had a new family, Su Anzhi's face darkened significantly, and he sighed deeply, "Now, you are already a family, I am just an outsider, and too, I have no right to ask anyone or anything." ”
Since you all know, what else to do, "Actually, I saw you two years ago, in Jingyu Temple." "What should be said is always to say, Lin Xiaoxian took the initiative to get to the point.
"What? Then why don't you recognize me? Su Anzhi asked in surprise, she had seen him, but if it wasn't for the prior contact, he wouldn't have recognized this daughter at all.
"Why do you want to recognize each other? At that time, when you let our mother and daughter go, you said, from now on, don't disturb your life again, although I am young, but remember. ”
"You hate me?" Lin Xiaoxian's sudden serious tone made Su Anzhi's heart tremble, and his voice trembled a little.
"No, I don't hate you." Lin Xiaoxian said calmly, "Because, I no longer desire your father's love." ”
The tea was already cold, Su Anzhi sat alone in the carefully selected private room, the melodious sound of the zither in his ears seemed to explore his sadness, the indulgence and ruthlessness of the year were exchanged for the bitter fruit of a lifetime that was difficult to swallow, but who was to blame for this?