PS: I read a book review recently.,About talking about Yoshiwara NTR.,Because I'm too lazy to explain it one by one, it's written here.,First of all, Yoshihara isn't a girlfriend.,There are many places in the first volume that emphasize that she and the protagonist are fundamentally two kinds of people.,So they won't be together from the beginning.,As mentioned in the previous chapter.,Yoshihara just likes to "pass" the protagonist at most.,It's just that the ignorant Yoshihara before the change.,The two may have feelings.,But it doesn't happen in the existing timeline.。 One of the meanings of the letter I want to express at the end of the first volume is that no one must be anyone's who, so why should she have to wait for you? And even if Yoshihara chooses to reconcile, the bird will not agree to swim in the deep sea, it has nothing to do with anything else, but the concept is different. Of course, if this is unacceptable, then we can't help it~

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After eating ramen with the teacher, they didn't stay in the town for long, and the two of them returned to the hot spring resort on the mountainside together.

In the mountains at night, you can hear a few cicadas chirping in your ears from time to time, and when you look up, you can see the sea of stars in the sky... The hazy distant mountains, shrouded in a light veil, are full of shadows, flickering far and near in the misty night, if they are about to leave, like a few light strokes, smeared on the dark sky.

Led by the teacher, although he knew that this was not the direction of returning directly to the hot spring village, the little bird swimming in the deep sea did not say anything.

[No, this is it...]

After walking for about half an hour, I came to a place that resembled a mountain cliff, on which there were strange stones erected, and the surrounding area of the cliff was probably afraid of the danger of tourists who came here, and there was a fence around it.

The bird swims in the deep sea near the edge of the fence, and looks down from the cliff, the entire town below the mountain can be seen at a glance, and you can vaguely see the green hills, but it is not very clear when it is embraced by the darkness. If it's daytime, it must be a good place to see the scenery.

The little bird swimming in the deep sea couldn't help but be attracted by the scenery in front of him, leaning on the edge of the fence, the evening breeze gently blowing across his cheeks, and the worries that had been circling in his heart seemed to be blown away a little.

[This is called Wangya Stone, a long time ago, because of the war, so the young people in the town were forced to join the army, and their families waited here every day for them to come back, and when the war was over, they hoped to see them for the first time...]

Hiratsuka-sensei leaned over to Fukami's side and said with a soft smile.

[War?] The deep sea muttered thoughtfully.

[How do you feel better?] 】

[Hmm...]

Probably saw that he was unnatural.,That's why I brought him here.,How to say.,Although the teacher usually looks rough.,But unexpectedly careful.。

[Yes... That's good...] The teacher smiled heartily: [You guy, everything is basically written on your face... Don't you notice that when you have any troubles, you will often crouch here... Just like now...]

In the state of being caught off guard in the deep sea, the teacher stretched out his hand, pressed the palm of his hand on his forehead and eyebrows, and gently rubbed it, and the warmth and softness of the other party's palm were transmitted through contact.

[You guys think more than your peers, but it is precisely because of this that the more you care about and the more you desire, the more things that can be easily obtained are simply out of reach. 】

The teacher lit another cigarette, took a puff, spit out the smoke ring as if sighing, and leaned half-leaning on the railing, leisurely looking at the scenery in the distance. Is that what it looks like? That's what it looks like...

Because I can see the distance clearly, I turn a blind eye to what is close in front of me.

The bird swims in the deep sea and is content with the status quo, because the future is uncontrollable, and even with his eyes closed, he can think of many inconspicuous factors that lead to a change in the ending. For him, the best is only the past, the present is the future of the past, and the future will only get worse and worse. So he is reluctant to change, because perhaps even if it is only a small step, the relationship that has been maintained with great difficulty may collapse for various reasons.

Because he has something to care about...

Whether it's for the black cat or the snow and Hoshina of the Ministry of Life, it can be felt exactly...

It's not that kind of relationship, it's more ordinary and pure...

Therefore, once you make a slight change forward, maybe this already unstrong implication will be broken.

However, whether it is Inoue, Yugi or Fujiwara, they are the same as a bird swimming in the deep sea, and at the same time they are different. They also have their own interests, but the difference is that they have made a completely different choice from the bird's swim in the deep sea.

Obviously, everyone already knows the ending, and they know that if they continue to move forward, nothing will come of it. But still, like blind men, they stumbled and desperately moved forward, and at last their heads broke and bleed...

But is it really invisible?

No, it's not that they can't see it, but for them, maybe the ending is not important, the important thing is to convey their hearts to the other party without reservation, those things they care about.

After all, it's just that the bird is swimming in the deep sea and he's scared... Afraid of losing the bond between childhood sweethearts and black cats, afraid of losing the hard-won friendship of life, and maybe even the true and false implications between the real and the cool are afraid that they will no longer exist one day.

The more he cherishes, the more he is afraid of losing, and he wants to keep these things as much as he cares. I can't help but think that if... If only it could be like this forever...

[So... It's the problem here...] Hiratsuka-sensei looked at him with a smile, and put one hand on his heart: [Feelings are illogical, and those who expect to measure this thing through rational thinking are stupid...]

Fukami couldn't help but smile bitterly, it seemed that many things were seen very clearly by the teacher, and he probably had been paying attention to the situation on his side, or as a person who had come before, he had a similar experience.

What she said is not wrong at all, because she is afraid of losing, because she has too many concerns, she does nothing, and then she loses everything little by little, which is really stupid...

There are some things that you can't just think about... Kindness, friendship, and even love are really difficult to measure with reason.

Because I can't understand it, I can only passively accept them as a kind of thing. It's a good way for yourself, but it's hugely unfair to those who convey it.

The important thing is never the final ending, but the process before arrival, for those things in my heart, although I struggle and entangle, I will still continue to pursue...

What's more, the ending is not necessarily predestined...

Because it is only reasoning through the existing logic, and the feelings are precisely the most unreasonable...

[So, don't think too much, don't care too much, just follow your heart... It doesn't matter if you make mistakes, isn't youth just about finding your own direction in constant mistakes... Well, that's the end of the preaching time... You just have to worry about it.,Well,After all, this is also a part of youth...]

Mr. Hiratsuka smiled and patted the shoulder of the deep sea.

[Let's go, let's go, it's late, if we don't go back, maybe the hot spring village has closed, and we can only sleep in the wild...]

Shenhai spread his hands, and finally glanced at the scenery in the distance, the street lamps of the empty town flickered, and the starlight in the night sky was in the same color, and the moon that was originally dim felt brighter at the moment.

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[Na, if you confess, I think it's better to postpone it...]

Early in the morning, Fukai said to Fujiwara...

I was stunned when I looked at the snow and Hoshina, is this really a bird swimming in the deep sea? I can't say what the problem is, but they have the impression that the deep sea shouldn't be like this.

[Why?] Fujiwara frowned when he heard this, and he couldn't help but be a little angry, who had always been good-tempered.

[It's not a good time to confess now, I know you're not afraid of failure, and you don't want to stop you, you just want you to postpone, you need to be patient enough, and I don't think you will continue to mind waiting a little longer for her...]

Shenhai said seriously, Yumu's current state, to confess is of no avail, to pursue hard, does not mean that you don't know the so-called brute force, on the contrary, you need a little bit of skill, of course, these are all secondary, the most important thing is that you need not to be afraid of failure, no matter what, having this heart is the most important thing.

And Tetsuya Fujiwara undoubtedly has, he stared intently at the bird swimming in the deep sea, and nodded for a while.

Almost as Fujiwara left with his front feet, a slightly surprised voice came from the cold under the snow: [What's wrong with you? 】

[Strange? 】

[Hmm...]

[It's okay, I just suddenly figured out something...] There was a sense of relief in the tone of the deep sea that he had not seen for a long time.

Glancing at the deep sea under the snow, she somewhat understood that it was not that he had figured out something, but that he had let go of something, those things that had been accumulated in her heart, those things that had been restrained.

[Really?] It turned out to be like this...] said lightly under the snow, taking his eyes off the body of the little bird swimming in the deep sea...

[Have you really decided...]

[Yes, sure enough, there are some things, if you don't pursue them yourself, it won't come uninvited...]

[It's really a very obvious truth...] There is a rare bitter expression under the snow.

[Yes... It's so obvious...] The little bird swam in the deep sea and sighed as if in agreement.

[What, what the hell are you talking about?! Xingna, who was full of question marks on the side, asked the two of them with big eyes and a little frenzy.

[Nothing...] Fukai smiled and covered it up with a word.

[What, what... I don't understand it at all, and after a long time, it's like I'm the only fool... If there is anything, tell Miss Ben frankly! 】

[Hmm...]

Fukami responded, staring at the snow in front of him and Hoshina, but his mind couldn't help but think of all kinds of interesting memories with them in the activity room before, happy and sad, smiles and tears, flashing back like a slide, and his expression gradually became gentle.

[The... All this time, I haven't been able to say it properly... First of all, I'm sorry, because the matter of leaving the company before has probably been accommodated by you... Then, hopefully we can continue to get along well in the future... It's not just a relationship with a club, it's not a relationship with classmates, it's a friend, so please take care of it in the future...]

After saying this, not only Xingnai was also stunned under the snow, but he really didn't expect such a side of the deep sea to show...

Because he said something super shameful, the little bird couldn't help but blush when he swam in the deep sea, and then there was a long silence, and then he didn't know what to say.

After a while, it seemed that he had finally reacted, and a panicked look flashed in his eyes under the snow, and his eyes staggered from his face in the deep sea...

[Ahem... If you become a friend of Little Bird Youjun in the future, it will be very troublesome...]

[Hey, hey... You don't have to say that...] It's not easy for us to say it...

Although he said this, under the snow, he turned his gaze back again, as if he was dissatisfied, staring straight at the bird with a sneering face, swimming in the deep sea...

When she was staring at her with some hair, Xing Nai next to her couldn't help but laugh out loud and stuck out her tongue.

[Stupid! We've been friends for a long time, haven't we? 】

Yes, we have been friends for a long time, and I should have said it so frankly a long time ago...