410. Difficult

When he returned home, as soon as he opened the door, a smell of dust came to his face, this house was the first house Lu Zhiling bought, which carried many of the past things he and Hu Yeting had together, and later their house became bigger and bigger, he said to sell this house, she disagreed, saying that there were their memories here, she was reluctant, and said that the house would be kept and would be useful one day. The pen %fun %www.biquge.info really worked, and now this house is his only possession, and he is back to the starting point.

The house had been empty for years, but every time I came, it was clean, but now it has only been half a year, and it is a mess, full of things that have been moved from elsewhere, and the house is full of dust.

Lu Zhiling looked at the dust all over the house, and had to roll up his sleeves to clean up by himself, but fortunately, there was no water and electricity at home, and everything at home was available, and his clothes and some commonly used daily necessities were also moved here from the original house.

Lu Zhiling has not done housework for many years, the business is good, after making money, he once persuaded Hu Yeting to invite a nanny to come to the house to do housework, Hu Yeting said that he was idle, so he regarded it as housework and exercise.

Everything is done, you can basically live, Lu Zhiling didn't want to get up when he was lying on the sofa with a sore back. Doing housework is really exercised.

But he didn't get up, he didn't eat anything all day long, and his stomach was so hungry that his chest was pressed against his back.

Pinching the only 1,000 yuan, Lu Zhiling went downstairs to buy a few packs of instant noodles and some daily necessities, and went home to eat instant noodles by himself, maybe it was too hot, or too hungry, he ate and ate, and his tears couldn't stop flowing down. He once ate countless delicacies and delicacies, and once thought that tears would never belong to him, life is so impermanent. Looking at the changes and ups and downs of others, it is just a story, and when it is deduced to oneself, it is a complete accident.

Lu Zhiling knew that no matter how unwilling he was, no matter how angry he was, no matter how frustrated he was, nothing could be changed, and only starting over was the only right way.

When he got up the next day, Lu Zhiling embarked on a long road to borrow money, but those friends before seemed to have changed their faces to him overnight, and they all avoided him like a plague, so they found all kinds of reasons to perfunctory him, and even a friend who used to eat, drink and have fun together before saw him and said, "Are you here to borrow money?" I don't have the money to lend you. ”

Lu Zhiling said angrily: "I invited you to dinner before, sometimes a meal is thousands, but now I am down, even if I borrow a little from you, I haven't opened my mouth yet, you just say no, you can't have thousands of yuan!"

The man said: "Before was before, now is now, you don't have no recognition of your current situation, do you?"

He took out a few hundred yuan, "I lent it to you, no, for the sake of knowing a game before, I will give you a few hundred yuan to buy a boxed lunch to eat." ”

That day, the friend took the initiative to give him a thousand yuan and left in a hurry, and he scolded him in his heart, now that I think about it, that friend's move is the most benevolent.

Lu Zhiling didn't take the hundreds of yuan, but only squeezed out a sentence from the crack, "Adversity sees the truth, and friends with wine and meat really can't be made." ”

After saying that, he left angrily.

The man put away the money, "In these years, the world is declining, and those who ask for money are still too little, so they are justified in scolding." As if I owed him. ”

The person next to him asked, "What's the matter with this person?"

The man said loudly: "He was raising a woman outside, and his wife found out, and his wife and daughter served him to the pot, and he was in prison for half a year, and when he came back, he had nothing." His wife and daughter sold all his possessions and ran abroad. ”

"This has to make his wife and daughter hate him so much that he did such a desperate thing! It's just a wife, and his daughter is so ruthless! ”

"The woman he raised outside gave birth to a son, not only his wife's position is in jeopardy, but the property that should belong to his daughter may also be taken away by that son, as a result, the mother and daughter discussed and formed an alliance for the common good.

"This guy is stupid enough! Playing with women not only ended up in jail, but also bankrupted the family. ”

"It's the mother and daughter who have enough means."

"In his forties, he still planted such a big heel, just like him, he has been trying to turn over again in this life."

"People's good luck is limited, but bad luck is one after another, and with people with bad luck, you will also be stained, so it is better for this kind of person to stay as far away as possible."

Lu Zhiling hurriedly fled away from the harsh chatter.

He understands that there are many icing on the cake in the world, and there are few people who send charcoal in the snow and do not fall into the well, and they are already regarded as people with a little conscience.

Lu Zhiling remembered Meng Qingqing and his son.

O son! Lu Zhiling closed his eyes, and finally got his son who had been looking forward to it for most of his life, but he ended up like this.

Is it like someone else calculated it for him, and he will not have a son's life in this life? Forcibly obtained, after all, it was perverse, painstakingly with Bang Sha, Bang Sha was even pregnant with two daughters, and ruined his body, after all the setbacks, Meng Qingqing finally gave birth to a son to him, and before he could recover from the joy of getting his son, he was in prison, and then lost everything he had struggled for 20 years.

Now I don't know what happened to Meng Qingqing's mother and son, he just wants to go and see, but now he can't protect himself, he can't give them anything if he goes to see it, so what if he goes? He could imagine that after Meng Qingqing learned about his situation, he would not be able to help him except cry and force him to take the money. He couldn't come up with the money, so there was no need to contact her again.

Lu Zhiling, who ran into a wall everywhere, found that the road of borrowing money would not work, and in desperation, he sold his only house in a desperate attempt and opened a small supermarket.

When Lu Zhiling started, he started by opening a small supermarket, and he was good at it, so he was sure of it, but after all, his supermarket was too small, and the business was not bad, that is, he could barely make ends meet.

The days passed like this, Lu Zhiling sat in the small supermarket, often in a trance, everything before seemed to be a dream, Hu Yeting, daughter Lu Lu, as well as Bang Sha and Meng Qingqing, these people were just a fragment of his dream.

But when Meng Qingqing suddenly appeared in front of him with his son in his arms that day, Lu Zhiling rubbed his eyes, he couldn't believe it was true, he thought he was delusional.

It wasn't until Meng Qingqing cried that tears flowed down her eyes that Lu Zhiling woke up. (To be continued.) )