Liqing was suspicious of her, and Liqing was suspicious of her identity. Although he had made such plans before entering the palace, when the matter really came, Qin Shujiu actually felt a little pain in his heart.

The kind of heartache that seems to be betrayed came so strongly, so heavy that she couldn't even breathe. In front of the courtiers in the Yanying Palace, in front of Liqing, she could still hold back, but when she withdrew from the Yanying Hall and returned to the palace, Qin Shujiu's complexion had changed suddenly. Losing the color of blood, as white as the remnants of snow under the winter, Qin Shujiu's complexion made people feel frightened when they looked at it.

What happened in the Yanying Palace, Nanzhi and Xu'er didn't know, they were not qualified to enter the palace to serve, so they were waiting outside. Qin Shujiu was fine when he entered the palace, and he didn't see anything strange, although on the way Nanzhi had seen the two Shangshu of the Ministry of Household and Industry enter the Yanying Palace, but the Yanying Hall was originally a place for political discussion, even if the two Shangshu really entered the palace, it was not inappropriate, and Qin Tianhao also entered, so he was not worried.

Who knew that after coming out of the Yanying Palace, Qin Shujiu's complexion was suddenly sunk, and at first he was just gloomy as if he was thinking about it, who knew that the more he walked towards the palace, the more ugly Qin Shujiu's face became. When the others returned to the palace, their faces were so white that they had lost their blood, which made Nan Zhi feel a twitch in his heart.

Something must have happened in the Yanying Palace, otherwise according to Qin Shujiu's characterization, he would not have shown such a look, and after returning to the palace, Nanzhi was busy sending back the maids in the palace, and then took Qin Shujiu and sat down, Nanzhi asked: "Sister, but what happened?" ”

Qin Shujiu's face surprised her, if she didn't ask her heart, it would be an inquiry, but Qin Shujiu didn't reply to her, and sat on the couch with his eyes falling somewhere. The more Qin Shujiu was like this, the more uneasy Nan Zhi felt in his heart, he looked anxiously, and was looking for whether he should ask again, when he suddenly saw Qin Shujiu's eyes darken, and then he raised his hand to spill all the utensils on the desk.

Those utensils made of jade porcelain terracotta tiles swept to the ground, and the sound of brittle cracking made Nanzhi's heart sink when he heard it, especially after Qin Shujiu angrily swept the utensils on the case, he roared angrily.

"Suspicious of me, he actually suspicious of me."

The sudden suppression of the violent words made Nan Zhi's heart tremble when she heard it, especially when she saw Qin Shujiu's eyes glaring and looking to the side, there were bloodshots hidden in her eyes, which made her heart startled by Qin Shujiu's roar. But soon, she understood why Qin Shujiu was out of shape.

The sound of the cracking of the utensils in the hall alarmed the palace maids who were waiting outside the hall, and the palace maids who were in a hurry to hear the sound wanted to enter to see what was going on, but as soon as they pushed the door and rushed in, they called Nanzhi to stop, signaling that there was nothing to do in the hall, and then squatted down to pick up the broken porcelain on the ground. Nam Zhi asked aloud as he picked it up.

"Sister, but your majesty doubts your identity?" It was such a question that struck Qin Shujiu's heart like lightning, his body was touched, and his face was a little pale, Qin Shujiu said angrily: "He doubts me, he will doubt me." Repeating such words, Qin Shujiu's repetitive words made Nan Zhi's heart sink more and more when he listened, his heart gradually sank, and even his voice was suppressed a lot, Nan Zhi did not raise his head to meet Qin Shujiu's eyes, but just kept squatting and picking up broken porcelain, and responded loudly.

"Your Majesty will be suspicious of my sister, isn't it a matter of time or time? Why is my sister so angry? ”

Sometimes a sentence does not need to be said angrily, nor does it need to be heart-rending roar, just such a light and light sentence is enough to calm people. Qin Shujiu's heart was originally stuffy, because of Liqing's suspicions, she felt that the whole person was going crazy, the kind of dull pain, the indescribable dullness, almost drove her crazy. She didn't know why she had such a strange feeling, but she felt that Liqing could do anything, but she didn't suspect her, because she didn't want him to doubt her.

Such a dull feeling that almost drove her crazy was actually eliminated after Nanzhi's words. Nanzhi's words were like a lightning bolt that slashed into his head, directly causing Qin Shujiu to freeze there. Holding the clothes on his chest with his hands, because of the great strength, the green tendons on his hands were faintly visible, just sitting there like that, Qin Shujiu's mood was already scattered.

Liqing treats her too well, Qin Shujiu is not a cold-blooded person, she knows and understands that in the past six or seven years in the palace, Liqing has treated her with affection, and that kind of warmth is enough to melt everything in this world. Qin Shujiu thought about it step by step, and made calculations, in order to one day slash the enemy who had trapped her clan in the catastrophe of extinction in the land of no return, and the hatred in her heart was deep, and it was also carved into her bones. But such a hatred can't stop Liqing's warmth.

Liqing treats her really well, so good that unconsciously, she has true feelings for this man, this man who should not and must not be emotional.

Moved by the truth.

Liqing will be suspicious of her, this is a matter of time, when they chose to enter the palace like this, they had already calculated and guessed. What if you have already guessed it? Now she is no longer Qin Shujiu, who has just entered the palace, and she is not the little girl who is immersed in hatred.

Under the calculation of these six or seven years, she has also soaked in the warmth of Liqing for six or seven years, and now she suddenly realizes that one day this favor will be completely away from herself, Qin Shujiu can't bear it.

She has not fallen out of favor, but the feeling of cone brought by that fall of grace is completely different from today, because of Master Weng, she fell out of favor with His Majesty Xià asked the Queen Mother to enter the claustrophobic retreat of Tanting Courtyard. But even so, she is still Qin Shujiu, she is still Qin Tianhao's second daughter, she still has the possibility of turning the tables and re-entering the harem, and she still has the possibility of regaining the dragon pet.

One qiē, one qiē, she still has the possibility of turning the tables.

Because she is still Qin Shujiu.

But now? Liqing doubted her identity, not just the trick of the harem to compete for favor, but her identity. He was suspicious that she was not the person in front of him from the beginning, she was not Qin Shujiu, and she was not his concubine.

It's not just the suspicion on her wrist, Liqing is suspicious of her whole person.

He was questioning Qin Shujiu, and once his suspicions were confirmed, Qin Shujiu was a person.

There will be no more zài.

The warmth and love he gave her are all gone.

Because he is the saint of the day, he is the king who holds the power of life and death, and no king in this world can tolerate the daughter of a rebel to stay by his side.

Stay with yourself with calculations.

Liqing's suspicion is very likely to make her lose the qiē that Qin Shujiu should have, and also lose the qiē soft favor that this man gave her.

Love has always been the easiest thing for people to sink into, that is, Qin Shujiu, who also sank unconsciously.

The scene in Yanying Hall actually made Qin Shujiu frightened, she was afraid, she was afraid that Li Qingzhen would find out her identity, and then she would no longer be Qin Shujiu.

It's no longer the woman who made him hold the tip of his heart.

That kind of panic is extremely difficult to explain, that is, Qin Shujiu has experienced this kind of panic for the first time in her life, and it is because of this despair that she has made her gaffe, but it is also because of this despair that Nan Zhi said Fang Cai's words, and finally pulled her mind back.

When he softened his body, the whole person leaned behind him, and in a trance, Qin Shujiu actually lost his soul. Picked up the porcelain vessels scattered on the ground, and then put them aside, standing on the side and looking at Qin Shujiu, who had lost his soul, his eyes didn't know where to go, and Qin Shujiu's eyes were not in focus at this time.

Qin Shujiu's appearance made Nanzhi feel panicked, when had she seen Qin Shujiu show such a look, as if she was afraid of losing something, once she lost it, it would be a catastrophe. Liqing is a man who can make many women fall in love, Nanzhi does not deny this, but this high king is definitely not something they can be moved to. Just guessed in his heart, and then called his guess shocked, Nan Zhi bit his lip and looked at Qin Shujiu, and asked softly for a while.

"Sister, are you really right? Moved by true feelings? ”

After six or seven years of dependence, if anyone knows Qin Shujiu best, I am afraid that only this Nan Zhi, who serves by her side all day long, knows each other without words, as long as the other party has a look and a thought, she can guess the deepest fluctuations in her heart. When Qin Shujiu entered the palace that year, the eldest lady was most afraid that Qin Shujiu had true feelings for Liqing, because she had loved her, so she was also afraid that her sister would embark on this road of no return. However, it turns out that the eldest lady's worries are inevitable, in this harem, even though her heart is full of calculations, Qin Shujiu still falls in love with Liqing uncontrollably.

This love was hidden too deeply, and it wasn't until today that Liqing became suspicious, and Qin Shujiu was shocked to realize that he had moved thoughts that he shouldn't have moved.

Nanzhi inquired, but Qin Shujiu was silent, at that moment she understood her thoughts, but it was because she understood that Qin Shujiu was silent. Her silence made Nan Zhi feel that he had fallen, so he took a step forward, lowered his eyes and looked at Qin Shujiu's eyelashes like a butterfly, Nan Zhi asked softly.

"Sister, have you forgotten the grudge of the Tilt clan?"

Sometimes, there is no need to overweight the timbre of the inquiry, or even to have too much doubt, but the faint sentence is enough to make people's souls shake back into the body. Nan Zhi's soft inquiry made Qin Shujiu's body stiffen suddenly, and after stiffening, he slowly raised his eyes to look at Nan Zhi, his eyes met and he pondered, Qin Shujiu replied lightly.

"How could I forget that kind of thing?" The words that were so light that they almost dispersed like clouds floated into Nanzhi's ears, and Nanzhi also replied in a soft voice: "Yes, Nanzhi remembers Qingqing of that kind of thing, let alone her sister." The words fell and then looked at Qin Shujiu, and after eye contact, he saw Qin Shujiu stagger his eyebrows, and Nanzhi continued.

"What did the Tilt clan encounter back then, Nanzhi didn't know, Nanzhi Wufu had never worshiped General Tilt. However, Nanzhi knew that the only person the master had admired in his life was General Tilt, and the only person who could make the master remember his life and sigh more than once was General Tilt. General Tilt is a strange person in the world, and he is heartfelt for Jiang Guo, but what if he is such a strange person? Is it because of his excess talent and merit that he can shake the master, and in the end he ended up being slaughtered by the Manchus? Sister, the tragic situation in the clan back then, could it be that my sister has forgotten it? ”

As Nanzhi whispered, the tragic situation of the year gradually came to mind, such a night, such a group of demons, they silently infiltrated, and the blood of the people of the clan was all shed that night. The whole clan, men, women, and children, all died at the hands of the axe, and it was such a terrible scream, such a river of blood, that tormented her night after night for thirteen years before she entered the palace.

She wants to enter the palace, and she swears to enter the palace to the death, because only by entering the harem where the jackal and the leopard are hiding can she let the group of wicked people back then experience the pain she experienced.

Entering the palace is to find the source of the nightmare, and only by finding that source can she forget the root pain of this sound.

After entering the palace, she never dreamed of the tragic past again, but even if she never dreamed of it again, this hatred was still rooted in her blood and bones, and once she mentioned it, it immediately poured into her mind, making her remember the despair alive. Raising his hand in pain, Qin Shujiu couldn't help but pull his hair, wanting to use the pain in his hair to relieve the fear in his heart, but it didn't work, how could this pain in the cortex be compared to the despair in the blood and bones.

was already pulling his hair as if he was self-harming, and the sideburns that were combed with a very beautiful shape were all scattered because of Qin Shujiu's ruthlessness. Qin Shujiu hurt herself so much, how could Nan Zhi not feel pain in her heart, but if she didn't tell Qin Shujiu to understand this pain well, she was afraid that if she really wanted to fall into it completely in the future, she would really be doomed.

Standing there, watching Qin Shujiu pick it up and pull it out, just looking at the hair wrapped around his hands, Nan Zhi couldn't help but step forward and was about to persuade him. Who knew that as soon as she stepped forward, her stretched out hand had not yet touched Qin Shujiu's body, and her hair-pulling hands had already stopped. Letting go of his hand, he let go of his hair from his hand, and Qin Shujiu said word by word.

"Yes, how can I forget the sea of blood of my clan, the sea of blood of my clan."

By the way, this blood feud, how much pain and pain she and her eldest sister endured that ordinary people can't bear, such days of displacement, those things that almost cost her life, and the hatred and despair in the eyes of the eldest sister that can never be dissolved. Under such a weaving, how can she forget.

The blood feud of the Tan clan, even if it has no direct relationship with Liqing, this secret decree is still made by him after all. For this man who asked for the blood of her own family, how could she have true feelings for him.

No, categorically not.

The self-mutilating action in his hand had stopped, just like Qin Shujiu's heart.

Stopped together.

There was no despair and sadness in the eyes, and the eyes that gradually cooled witnessed a woman's heart, which once again turned from love to coldness, and finally gradually became cold.

Now they have calculated it with their hearts, and they have come to this point, how can they ruin the love of that child. Even if this heart can really grow up again, as far as Qin Shujiu is concerned, it definitely can't be the saint of today.

The heart was already cold to the extreme, and even the eyes faded away from the confusion just now, and turned to be ruthless.

Now is no longer the time for children to grow up, and the most important thing for her is not Liqing's doubts about her, but how to dispel the doubts in the heart of the saint.

She is Qin Shujiu, and she can only be Qin Shujiu, at least in this harem, she can't have a second identity. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the www.biquge.info (qidian.com) of Biquge to vote javascript:void(0);

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