Chapter 95: Just Say Goodbye
The seasons are changing, and it is already April in the world.
Little Lori is eight years old, and she can be in the third grade in a blink of an eye.
"Tian Tian, I'm going to see my father." - One day, when she got the news from her mother, little Lori was very happy, and her little face was flushed. She didn't know who her father was, but she was very envious of other children who had fathers.
What kind of person was her father?
Little Lori tried her best to recall, but she didn't have any impression, as if she had only seen it in a dream, and her father's face was very simple and blurry, as if she was shrouded in fog and couldn't see clearly.
So, Xiao Lori listened to He Cai's description with great interest - it was a classmate that her mother knew when she was studying abroad, and many years have passed, although her mother and her father have maintained a vague contact, she doesn't know her father's current career status.
Of course, He Cai didn't tell Xiao Loli too much.
For example, when she returned to China while studying abroad, she unexpectedly found out that she was pregnant. Originally, her parents persuaded her to kill the child in her belly while she was still born, but He Cai couldn't bear to do it, thinking that there was a life in her belly, and she stubbornly wanted to give birth.
Later, because of this incident, the relationship with Lori's grandparents was very stiff, and the grandparents are still reluctant to admit their granddaughter.
Later, a lab sheet changed her life completely, and she was HIV antibody positive and infected with HIV.
Little Lori is a premature baby, and she had a blood transfusion during surgery, He Cai was worried that Little Lori was also infected with AIDS, and the test found that she was not infected, so she was relieved. Then He Cai couldn't think of how it was infected, so he naturally thought it was the fault of the hospital, but there was no evidence, there was nothing to be done, and the hospital also flatly denied it, claiming that there was absolutely no problem with the operation.
It is always a disaster for angels to descend on earth.
He Cai thinks so, from the moment she was born, her daughter is different from ordinary people. Maybe it was AIDS, she had a new understanding of life, the whole focus of life is on her daughter, more patiently than other parents to teach their daughter, carefully raise their daughter to be a little angel, and her daughter is as smart and lovely as she imagined, better than other children.
All along,She didn't tell the little Lori's father about the existence of the little Lori.,One day it seems to have an epiphany.,What to do if you can't take care of your daughter in the future.,Abruptly to contact the little Lori's father.,There's the current situation.。
Little Lori doesn't know a lot of things.
At this time, after Xiao Lori gradually understood her father's situation, she was suddenly a little scared, after seeing her father, what to say, what to do?
Dad is a foreigner, the Italian name is Manuel, which translates to Manuel, which is really a bad name.
Little Lori recalled that once she and Jiang Chen went to the beach and heard a few foreigners chatting, and felt that foreigners were so strange.
If it was Jiang Chen, what would he do?
Little Lori automatically substituted for Jiang Chen, imagining what Jiang Chen's behavior would be when he encountered this situation.
The car started, and she hadn't thought it through yet. He Cai took her all the way to the airport, and the little Lori lay in front of the window, looking at the speeding building, her clear eyes flashing with light.
This is the airport of Ganghai City. People came and went, bustling, Xiao Lori and He Cai stood in the waiting room and waited.
"That's Daddy."
He Cai searched in the crowd and suddenly said with a smile.
"Daddy is him?"
Little Lori looked curiously at the man who came from a distance, tall and well-defined, giving people a hard-faced and serious feeling.
The foreign man lowered his eyes and looked at the little Lori, delicate as a doll, showing a hint of a smile, and said in standard English: "Tian Tian, you have grown so big." ”
Little Lori raised her head and looked at the foreign man, but quietly grabbed her mother's hand.
The man touched Lori's head.
The three of them found a café on the street and chatted about the recent situation. Little Lori suddenly saw her father, and although she tried to be as close to her father as possible, it was difficult for her to smile at a stranger.
Manuel, however, smiled gently.
Then He Cai found an excuse to leave, and little Lori was reluctant to sit with her father, staring intently at the street where He Cai left, and her brows gradually frowned.
Half an hour has passed.
Little Lori suddenly ran to the street, looking at the endless stream of pedestrians on the street, as if she had realized something, tears kept coming, and the sad cry echoed on the street for a long time.
Little Lori is so delicate that she quickly attracts everyone's attention.
Manuel gently coaxed her daughter, and was a little embarrassed to be looked at by everyone, as if she was being treated as a child trafficker. Little Lori didn't pay attention to him.
Next, what he never expected was that little Lori suddenly ran to the side of the road, stopped a taxi, and told the address of his home. Naturally, Manuel wouldn't let the taxi go.
"Tian Tian!"
Manuel spoke broken Chinese, and according to the plan, he immediately took the little loli on a plane to a foreign country.
"If you dare to stop me, I will shout that you are abducting and trafficking children!"
So, Manuel was dumbfounded, so he had to take little Lori back to He Cai's house in a taxi.
"Bad mom!"
"Dare to throw me down!"
"Hmph, I won't forgive you!"
Little Lori sat in the car, with tears hanging from her long eyelashes, and pouted, muttering unhappily.
Little Lori soon returned home.
At this time, He Cai didn't know that the little Lori was back, her eyes were red, and she cried at home, and when she heard the sound of the door opening, she saw that the little Lori opened the door with the key, and she was stunned and at a loss.
"Bad mother, if you leave me again, I'm really angry! Never forgive you! ”
Little Lori walked over with red eyes, "accused" He Cai in person, and then threw herself into He Cai's arms, holding He Cai tightly, but she didn't let go.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
He Cai hugged the little Lori tightly and let out a suppressed cry.
Manuel watched this scene quietly, silently looked at Little Lori, and suddenly walked over, said to He Cai, and said-"Let's get married, you and I will go abroad together." ”
Of course, he knew that He Cai was infected with AIDS, and he also knew that he had no love for He Cai, but when he saw such a smart and lovely daughter, a certain string in his heart was touched, and he suddenly wanted to have such a lovely daughter.
He Cai looked at Manuel in a daze.
Maybe her daughter is really an angel sent from heaven.
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Little Lori didn't want to leave Huaxia.
This is where she grew up, and eight years is enough time to leave a deep mark on her heart, but her mother and father seem to be very happy together.
Dad promised to marry Mom.
It was the first time she had seen her mother smile so happily.
So, she remained silent, just often staring blankly at the music box that Jiang Chen gave her - it was Jiang Chen's birthday gift to her, a customized music box, and Jiang Chen's own canon.
However, no one is as important as a mother.
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In this way, there was suddenly no little Lori in life, Jiang Chen suddenly couldn't see Little Lori at school, and all he heard was the news of Little Lori's transfer, so he could only look at the empty position with a gloomy mood - it turned out that it was where Little Lori was sitting.
It's so sad......
What about his loli cultivation plan......
Uh, it seems that I think about it too much, but when little Lori left, I really missed it a little......
It's so helpless......
It is rare to have a suitable peer, so how can he carry forward the fine traditions of China, respect the old and love the young......
Oops, love the young.
Thinking of this, Jiang Chen's heart hurts, but there are no other strange thoughts about this strange thought in his heart.
He only likes little Lori and doesn't like other children.
What happens after separation?
In romance movies, young childhood sweethearts don't end up wearing nameless rings, living together like princes and princesses, more often than not, they never contact each other anymore, and they become strangers to each other, as if they don't know each other at all.
There are a lot of things that you miss in life.
Even if he is a reborn, he can't save this regret and interfere with the choice of little Lori's parents, after all, the world is not for him to live alone.
Jiang Chen was a little depressed, he didn't control other people's desires, but he really couldn't be happy.
Chi Haidong sighed lightly and looked at his youngest son who had been silent and did not speak.
However, a month later, I suddenly received an envelope from Italy.
The signature is Tian.
Jiang Chen opened it and saw that there was a piece of stationery in the envelope, and there were several photos of little Lori in the sun, smiling like a flower.
Touching the envelope, Jiang Chen still misses it a little, he hasn't written a letter for a long time, and then the Internet is too developed, so he won't write a letter at all, and he is worried that there will be no place to send it.
However, Jiang Chen looked at Xiao Loli's immature handwriting, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth rose slightly.
Hmph, cultivation is very effective, little Lori has not forgotten him, and knows how to write to him.
Well, let's stop.
The letter reads-
"Brother, I miss you so much."
"I miss you every day when I go to school, but my classmates here treat me very well, otherwise I will cry to death."
"Without you by my side, I feel like I'm getting more confident. I know Kanon very well, and I'm sure to surprise you. ”
"Do you miss me very much, brother?"
What is the problem, it's really not cute.
Also, the content is so naïve, Jiang Chen looked at the envelope with disgust for a few times, and then picked up the photo of the little Lori and looked at it happily - it was still a familiar innocent and romantic smile. The corners of the little Lori's mouth curled slightly, and the sunlight in her eyes jumped lightly.
The content is so naïve, but the feelings are very sincere.
accidentally suppressed the rhyme. That's a perfect score for that alone.
Jiang Chen thought about it, picked up the pen, and wrote on the reply letterhead—
"I don't miss you very much at all, I have a lot of good tunes, if you want to listen to them, write to me more, you know? …… Xin Tian, I will come to you, you must study hard, let me see a different you, and you must live happily with your mother. ”
He thought silently in his heart—
Yes, it must be happy.
He is also about to start a new life, the people and things in his previous life are completely blurred, and he knows new people and things, and it feels very different.
It's a little fun.
I don't know what the future holds, so let's talk about it when I grow up.
In the end, it's really going to grow up.
ps: I always feel that something is missing, and I will think about it later, and I will add it later.