Chapter 207: A Trip to the Snow Mountain (5)
On the cold winter night, Ye Jingming's palms were so warm, Shen Xiangcheng moved, and did not break free from his palms, and this warmth quickly spread throughout his body with the blood.
Since there was no way to break free, Shen Xiangcheng simply stopped thinking about his hand being grabbed by Ye Jingming, but looked up at the beautiful Milky Way.
Compared to the vast universe, human beings are too small, and what they are working on now is too small. Nothing in this world is eternal, not even the stars in the sky.
In this cold winter, in the cold wind whirring in the colorful pool, Shen Xiangcheng's heart was full of sighs.
Ye Jingming held Shen Xiangcheng's hand tightly, and found that she struggled twice without moving, thinking that she silently accepted this way of expressing her feelings, for a long time, Shen Xiangcheng had no sound, Ye Jingming said: "Xiangcheng." ”
"Huh?"
"Whether we are together or not, I will love you for the rest of my life and protect you for the rest of my life."
Only then did Shen Xiangcheng take his mind back from the distant stars and asked, "What did you just say?" Sorry, I'm a little distracted. ”
The relationship that was finally brewing was very embarrassing, but Ye Jingming knew that tonight was the best opportunity for him to confess, and he invited Shen Xiangcheng to come out to climb the mountain, one of the most important reasons was that there was a chance for the two of them to be alone, and he could take this opportunity to confess.
Cleaning up the embarrassment, Ye Jingming said affectionately again: "Are we good together?" ”
Ye Jingming's sudden confession made Shen Xiangcheng a little overwhelmed, she withdrew her hand and did not speak.
But this action has already broken Ye Jingming's heart, and Shen Xiangcheng withdrew her hand, doesn't this prove that she is unwilling?
Ye Jingming adjusted his mood and said, "Xiangcheng, are you still thinking about him in your heart?" ”
Shen Xiangcheng knew this, he was referring to Yang Yichen.
Shen Xiangcheng looked at the brightest star in the sky and explained, "No, it's just too sudden, and I'm not prepared. Shen Xiangcheng chuckled and said, "And I don't plan to fall in love now." ”
Not prepared?
Ye Jingming didn't believe it, but he thought that Shen Xiangcheng was still thinking about Yang Yichen in his heart, and he hadn't recovered from his last relationship.
Ye Jingming was a little anxious, he said: "You have also seen Yang Yichen's character, there will never be a shortage of women around him, and he will not fall in love with that woman, for people like him, women are just playthings, just tools to warm the bed." I grew up with him, and he wasn't a serious person. Xiangcheng, you have been through so much with him, you should know his character, it's time to wake up. ”
Ye Jingming persuaded Shen Xiangcheng bitterly, he felt that this was for Shen Xiangcheng's good, and it was also for his future feelings.
Shen Xiangcheng was bored of listening to it, Ye Jingming had not changed, he was still as rigid as before, he always felt that what he thought was what others thought, and he felt that there were only two kinds of feelings: love and non-love, and there were no other reasons.
She was unhappy in her heart and said, "What about you, what are you deceiving me about?" ”
These words made Ye Jingming at a loss, and he asked, "What did I deceive you?" I'm not lying to you. ”
Shen Xiangcheng wanted to laugh inexplicably, and asked: "Yes, by the way, you didn't deceive me, you are hiding from me, we have known each other for so long, why didn't you tell me that your father is a high-ranking official in the south, why did you come to work in Huigu again when you have a good future, why didn't you say goodbye later, you are not cheating, this is concealment." ”
Shen Xiangcheng suddenly felt an inexplicable pleasure, and she said sarcastically: "Do you think it's fun to tease me?" Whether it's you or Yang Yichen, they all think it's fun to tease me. ”
After saying this, Shen Xiangcheng suddenly regretted it a little, but the girl's only self-esteem made her unwilling to reclaim what she said.
"Orange, you're mistaken!" Hearing Shen Xiangcheng say this, Ye Jingming was flustered, he admitted that he had something to hide from Shen Xiangcheng, but all this was based on liking, whether it was helping Shen Xiangcheng sell vegetables or later going to work in Huigu, and then being disheartened and leaving later because of Yang Yichen, all this was based on liking Shen Xiangcheng.
Ye Jingming didn't want to be misunderstood like this, even if Shen Xiangcheng was already a little unhappy now, he still had to tell her his inner thoughts, "Xiangcheng, from the first time I saw you, I couldn't help but fall in love with you, and I came to work in Huigu to be with you!" I didn't tell you about my family, I just didn't want to have a distance between the two of us, I didn't want to go further and further because of you and I because of my family, I ......"
Ye Jingming's heart was full of words, but now he couldn't say a word, in front of Shen Xiangcheng, he always felt that he was poor in words and lacked expression.
"Then what if you don't meet me in Lingshui County? Would you still be like that? No, you will be your county magistrate well, and then rise step by step, and finally find a family for the girl. Brother Ye, can you calm down? This is your life. Shen Xiangcheng said the crux of the problem.
If Huigu hadn't invested in Lingshui County, and Ye Jingming hadn't met Shen Xiangcheng, he would really follow the trajectory that Shen Xiangcheng said just now.
Silent.
Silent.
Ye Jingming was completely speechless, and Shen Xiangcheng also smiled and stopped talking.
Ye Jingming withdrew his hand and sighed, he still wanted to argue something.
Shen Xiangcheng said: "Okay, Brother Ye, don't talk about it." After a day's climb today, let's all rest early, and we will have to continue climbing the main peak tomorrow. ”
Shen Xiangcheng smiled and comforted Ye Jingming: "The two of us have always been best friends, haven't we?" ”
Ye Jingming smiled bitterly and stopped talking, the best friend has already defined the relationship between the two, it looks so close, but the distance is so far away.
Ye Jingming zipped up the top of the tent, and his tent returned to darkness.
Ye Jingming sighed in his heart, the bright starry sky is so beautiful, but it is so unattainable, just like his own pursuit of love, which will always end in vain, perhaps, the girl who is separated from him really does not belong to himself.
Ye Jingming wanted to give up, he remembered his father's words to himself, men are ambitious in all directions, why should a husband have no wife?
After thinking about this, Ye Jingming adjusted himself to the right track as usual, this is the way he should live.
But Ye Jingming will never know, it is because of his self-identification and self-righteous correctness again and again that he and Shen Xiangcheng are going farther and farther away...... (To be continued.) )