(378) The price of not caring

Looking at the back of Shen Muyang leaving, I seemed to question his past even more. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Ancient Greek philosophy once regarded fate as a concept above all else, fate is higher than the gods, and even the gods cannot change fate.

Sure enough, the pain of human life lies in our fate, and there is no doubt that we are all unfortunate.

I turned to head back to the office, my steps calm but my mind distracted. If it weren't for the fact that I was an outcast, I would almost doubt that I could have the power to influence my fate, and if that else, why would everyone be struggling with my game? Even myself.

I pushed open the office door and found that Yan Shaocheng was already sitting on the side with a calm expression, and there was a cup of coffee on the side, which should be the handiwork of my diligent secretary.

I never said that Yan Shaocheng could come and go in my office at will, but he always did, and my secretary never stopped me.

How so? I still think the secretary is smart, at least very good at interpersonal relationships. It's just that I don't know what she would do if she also met someone like Shen Muyang.

I smiled and walked to the sofa next to Yan Shaocheng, Yan Shaocheng is also a person who has nothing to do in the Three Treasures Palace, he must have something to do in front of me, but looking at his appearance, he should be discussing things about Shen Muyang with me.

It's just that I can't control it, but I can use Shen Muyang, and there is a person who can't use me properly. But it's always wiser to waste resources than to burn yourself.

"Help me check all the information about Shen Muyang, be quick." I didn't wait for Yan Shaocheng to speak, I had already begun to speak directly about my purpose, and the current situation made me feel more and more problematic.

"Why did you think of Shen Muyang at this time?" Yan Shaocheng looked light.

I looked at him, confidently thinking. Why is it that we have not reached the point of that kind of sick thinking when we have also experienced a life of displacement? No, it should be said that we can only say that it is mild, and Shen Muyang always makes me feel that he is terminally ill.

Why is it that a family that seems happier than us should be sicker than us when people living in such a family are sicker than us? I never thought that even though Shen Muyang was an illegitimate child and Shen Muyang's biological mother was dead, he was doing well, wasn't he? Isn't it okay to have no worries about food and clothing, and do whatever you want?

"Sounds like you already knew." Maybe Yan Shaocheng will really know something, after all, Yan Shaocheng and Fang Luyao were in an unmarried relationship before, and Shen Muyang, as Fang Luyao's predecessor, should have heard more or less about it.

I looked at Yan Shaocheng and listened to his thoughts.

"It's not very clear, it's just that I've heard it. After all, Shen Muyang's loneliness is a fact that everyone knows, and the people who get along with him usually don't last long. Except for daily acquaintances, Shen Muyang generally has no friends by his side. Yan Shaocheng put down the coffee in his hand, and talked about Shen Muyang with me with interest at the moment.

It's just that the Shen Muyang in Yan Shaocheng's mouth doesn't seem to be the Shen Muyang in my values, the Shen Muyang in his mouth seems to be another person.

"Are you sure?" I had this in mind, but I couldn't help but wonder when I got the hard proof.

"Of course there are exceptions, and you're the exception, aren't you? Shen Muyang and Fang Luyao's boyfriend and girlfriend relationship only lasted for two months, and Shen Muyang and you should already be old acquaintances, right? Yan Shaocheng seemed to know everything, but he never told me, as if he wanted to see my jokes.

"I look like a fool like that." I laughed when I thought about it, and I didn't know how to feel it.

"You're not stupid. You've never cared about anyone. Except for what you think you want to do, you simply don't care about people and things you don't want to care about. "Yan Shaocheng doesn't know if he is talking about things or talking about my behavior.

He looked at me as if he was trying to distract me, as if to warn me.

I almost looked at him, as if he was warning me seriously. Because I have no conscience.

"People have to pay for their indifference." Although Yan Shaocheng said that he smiled at me, his words were more like telling me that I was not responsible as a human being.

I don't care about all the people around me, it's my own failure. I have to bear all the consequences because I don't care.

It seemed like a reminder that it wasn't too late to make amends.

I seemed to be speaking of a heinous sinner in his words, as if my indifference was sin rather than my own subjective thoughts.

Yan Shaocheng's every profound warning seemed to warn me, and he was trying to make me feel guilty.

I was amused by his words, and every day people can force me to change my attitude towards other people.

"So, according to you, should I go to the eighteen layers of hell? Because I was born like this, what do you say I should do? "I deliberately say this, when I have a conscience, it's funny.

If I had a conscience, I would have been the one who had died the worst. My mother used to be an example, people still have no heart and lungs to live without tiredness.

In my theory, this is uncharted territory.

"That's right, you're in such a nature that there's no way to change it. In that case, when you do go to hell one day, there is really nothing I can do. Yan Shaocheng's words were not to curse me, but to express his thoughts clearly.

He made it clear that if I went my own way, he would throw me away. Sure enough, when such a person carries a burden, it is better to throw it away to save trouble.

Frankly, it was within my expectations, but this time he told me so bluntly that he said that he would not save me, and he said that he would definitely abandon me.

"It's not good for you to be like this, didn't you say that husband and wife were originally the same forest birds?" I looked at Yan Shaocheng with a smile, I obviously understood what he said, but I had to pretend to be stupid to ask him.

Of course, Yan Shaocheng also knew that I understood, and when he heard my words at this moment, he smiled clearly. This smile seems like I'm asking a very ridiculous question.

"Have you forgotten the whole sentence?" Yan Shaocheng's words easily showed his thoughts, and he didn't even refuse.

Husband and wife were originally birds of the same forest, and they flew separately before the catastrophe.

The whole sentence that came out of his mouth was just that. Flying separately before the catastrophe, I know that.

Yan Shaocheng's meaning is too obvious, if I touch his bottom line, he will leave me. I didn't rely on his love for me to do things that he wouldn't allow.

His bottom line, I know very well. But what to do I must touch, there is no way. (To be continued.) )