Chapter 014: Before Saying "Goodbye" (Overhauled)

Mother Xu walked slowly behind with a lantern, carefully guiding the way for the two sisters and brothers who were holding hands in front, and saw her sister Song Rumu bowing her head from time to time to support her younger brother Xiao Nianzhi, reminding: "There are steps here, Nianzhi raises his feet, right...... It's so powerful! Then with the help of his sister Song Rumu, his younger brother Xiao Nianzhi, who struggled to climb the steps, accepted the praise of his sister Song Rumu with a red face and a smile.

Mother Xu, who was still a little uncomfortable before, was replaced by a smile on her face, and said secretly, "I really don't know how this young lady was born!" Although he doesn't like to talk much, his good temperament is well known, he never cries or makes trouble at a young age, he always smiles, and it is difficult for everyone to dislike it. Could it be that these official ladies and those famous ladies are born like this? Hey~ The big girl in her own family can learn half a point from others, even if her ancestors burn incense, she will not worry about marrying a good family in the future. ”

Just when Mother Xu was thinking about going home one day when she was free and must clean up her wild girl, she suddenly heard that there seemed to be some movement in front of her, so she hurriedly collected her thoughts and squinted at the lantern.

Seeing that it was Song Xiaosi, the scholar next to Song Han, it seemed that he had some difficulty supporting the drunk Song Han and hit the tree, so he put his mind at ease, stepped forward a few steps and asked in a low voice: "Si'er, are you okay with your adult?" ”。

Song Xiaosi, who was tired and sweating profusely, bared his teeth at Xu Ma and smiled bitterly: "It's okay...... It's like this every day, get used to it! As soon as Song Xiaosi finished speaking, he saw Song Rumu and Song Nianzhi behind Xu's mother, and hurriedly moved Song Han, who didn't know what he was muttering, to move his position, and only after standing firm did he smile to the sisters and brothers: "Hey~ Miss Young Master is also here, my lord, this is ...... I've drunk too much again, so let's go back to the house and rest, don't tell Mama Song tomorrow. ”。

Song Rumu nodded casually, and carefully looked at Song Han, who he hadn't seen for many days. Seeing that he seemed to be frowning and leaning on Song Xiaosi with his eyes closed, he was originally neatly combed and green, but at this time, it was scattered a little messily, covering half of his handsome face and tightly pursed lips, and the half of his face looked much paler than the last time they met.

Song Rumu only felt a tightness in her heart, and she felt a faint pain, thanks to Xiao Nianzhi beside her, she pulled her hand at this time, raised her little face and said to herself: "Sister, read a few sour ......."

understood that Xiao Nianzhi wanted to say "Nianzhi's feet are sore", so Song Rumu, who was extremely uncomfortable, hurriedly sniffed and changed his smile, pinched Xiao Nianzhi's hand, and handed him to Mother Xu on the side to hold. He turned around and stepped forward to hold Song Han's hand, feeling that Song Han's somewhat cold palms kept sweating, so he subconsciously used a small handkerchief to secretly help Song Han wipe it. Thinking about whether to knock Song Han with a stick, he woke him up and told him, "If we continue like this, we will have to finish together sooner or later."

Before Song Rumu could think about what to say. Song Xiaosi, who was supporting Song Han, thought that it was caused by the child not seeing his father for many days, so he couldn't bear to smile at Song Rumu and said, "Miss, hurry up and go back to the house with Mother Xu!" Adults drink like this today, I'm afraid no one will recognize it! ”。

I don't know if it was the voices of several people that alarmed Song Han, who was drunk, but I saw them take out their hands from Song Rumu's hands, rub their foreheads and say, "Xiu'er, I have a headache for my husband......."

Song Xiaosi, who was close to Song Han, only listened to a rough idea, and after rolling his eyes a few times, he said in his heart, "Can you drink so much wine without a headache?" But he still said: "Okay, okay, let's go back to the house, and the little one will take the decanting soup for you immediately", after saying hello to Xu's mother, he helped Song Han to stumble away.

Song Rumu, who wanted to say something, just because she was still a child and needed to keep a low profile, she sighed secretly and endured it.

As soon as he turned around, he found that Xiao Nianzhi, who was lying in Xu's mother's arms, blinked to the ground and was confused and dazed in his eyes, that is, he did not have the nostalgia for Song Han's departure.

My good boy... Where is this like a three-year-old child when he sees his father gone?

So looking back at Song Han in the distance, Song Rumu felt a depressed aura slowly rising in her chest, and that breath finally turned into anger and burned, evaporating her previous sympathy for Song Han.

Secretly begging for the word "love" is really harmful! In fact, Song Han loved and missed the departed Song Han, and this way of using wine to kill his sorrows was also a method used by ordinary people, but he should never have forgotten what he promised Song Han at that time.

Song Rumu is so angry now that Song Han not only didn't take good care of Xiao Nianzhi, but every time he saw Xiao Nianzhi on weekdays, he was also suspected of deliberately avoiding it. Xiao Nianzhi's performance just now was due to Song Han's usual shelter, but he only took pity on Xiao Nianzhi, and even now I am afraid that he has not been able to distinguish the particularity of the title of father.

"Low-key, low-key" used many years of creed to persuade himself, and Song Rumu, who was angry in his heart, after exhaling a sullen breath, decided that he must think of a way to solve these problems before Xiao Nianzhi became sensible, so that Xiao Nianzhi could grow up as happy and carefree as he is now.

Song Rumu, who had thought about it, turned around to call her departing Mother Xu, tried her best to pull up a sweet smile, and obediently followed Mother Xu, who was holding Xiao Nianzhi, to the East Garden. ”

went back to the room to play with Xiao Nianzhi for a while, until Xiao Nianzhi fell asleep, Song Rumu ran to Mama Song's house, and saw that Mama Song had rested under the service of Hongxing, so she returned to her room.

In the room, only an oil lamp the size of a bean on the table was burning quietly, and Mother Wu, who looked strikingly similar to her old mother in her previous life, was concentrating on helping her spread the quilt, and by the basin shelf was the washing water for washing her face and feet.

These warm breaths warmed the heart of Song Rumu, who had been depressed before, and she couldn't help but step forward and hug Wu's mother's arm and coquettishly said: "Nurse, you are so good!" ”。

Although Song Rumu tries to be silent in front of others on weekdays, she still shows some true temperament in front of Wu's mother, who gets along the most. And Mother Wu, who was used to Song Rumu's special affection for her, touched Song Rumu's little face and asked with a smile: "Where is the nurse?" ”

Song Rumu, who was grinning, climbed up and hugged Wu's mother's neck and tilted her head for a long time, buried her head in Wu's mother's arms, and thanked Wu's mother for her existence from the bottom of her heart, because as long as Wu's mother was by her side, she would not feel that she was a lonely person, so she was sincerely grateful to Wu's mother: "It's good anywhere!" ”,

"Your little mouth, it's not impossible to make the nurse sweet one day!" Mother Wu hugged Song Rumu to sit in front of the mirror, and smiled while untying Song Rumu's hair.

Song Rumu, who didn't know why, asked, "What is sweet and muddled?" ”。 Seeing that Wu's mother didn't listen to her words carefully at all, she remembered that she was just a child in Wu's mother's eyes, so why not be childish? So he shouted "oops".

Frightened, Wu's mother hurriedly let go of her hand and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" Did the nurse's hand hurt you? ”

Mother Wu, who came back to her senses, found that Song Rumu was covering her mouth and snickering, only to know that she had been fooled, glanced at Song Rumu, and nagged: "Others say that you are unwilling to speak, and it is embarrassing for the nurse to be tossed by you every day!" ”

Seeing that Wu's mother had a tendency to wander away after speaking, Song Rumu also said that Wu's mother was missing her son, so she smiled and asked, "Nurse, why didn't you bring Brother Dong to play when you went back to Hangzhou this time?" ”。

Song Rumu, who was so comfortable that she squinted before, only felt that her scalp was tight, and she couldn't help crying out "oops", rubbing the painful place with her hand, and explaining to Wu's mother, "It really hurts this time!" ”

Mother Wu also felt that her hands were shaking a lot, so she hurriedly lowered her head to check it, and gently rubbed Song Rumu a few times with her hands, until Song Rumu said that it didn't hurt, she sighed in a low voice: "I don't know when the nurse will be able to comb your hair again in the future", Wu Ma, who thought that Song Rumu couldn't understand, continued to comb the long hair in her hand, and it wasn't until she hugged Song Rumu to the bed and covered the quilt that she sat on the side and looked at Song Rumu with worry.

Seeing Song Rumu, who covered herself tightly with a quilt, she was also looking at herself with a small face. Mother Wu didn't know why, and suddenly regretted her decision, but if she said it, how could the decision that had been made be easily changed, so she reluctantly smiled at Song Rumu: "Sleep, you can go back to the house after you sleep with the nurse." ”

"Nurse...... Are you leaving? Song Rumu was a little vague because she had just heard it, but the general meaning was still a little clear, how could she sleep like this in her heart, and then she simply got up and grabbed Wu's mother's hand and asked.

Facing Song Rumu's questioning, Wu's mother trembled in her heart but did not speak. only quietly looked at Song Rumu, who was wearing a white silk clothes and black hair over her shoulders. The fair-skinned little pink round face, the red mouth, the small and delicate nose, the naturally delicate curved eyebrows are a pair of big eyes that are always watery and smiling, and the red mole in the center of the eyebrows is more beautiful than the flowers painted by the young lady. is such a picturesque and well-behaved child, how can I be willing to leave her to live here alone? But think about it again, after all, I have lived here for four years, and my son Dongdong is already four years old, and I haven't even seen myself as a mother a few times. Every time he came home, the child hid in his grandmother's arms and refused to let him hug him. I don't know how many tears I shed because of this. So when I returned to Hangzhou a few days ago, I simply forced my husband to sell some belongings, and with the money he had earned in the past few years, he was ready to do some small business. Not to mention poverty and wealth, the family can finally be together. But tonight, in the face of this child who he has brought for four years, the reluctance in his heart is even stronger than when he left his own child to come to Fuyang.

Mother Wu, who was really reluctant, hardened her heart and looked at Song Rumu, who looked at her, and smiled reluctantly: "Good Mu'er, don't blame the nurse, the nurse is reluctant to let you go, and when Grandma Song finds a personal girl for you in a few days, the nurse will have to go back to Hangzhou." ”

Song Rumu, who had thought that "time passes in a hurry, and the people around us come and go, so we must learn to say goodbye to those who leave", heard the news clearly and sat there for a long time, and after digesting the nurse's words, she no longer took care of all the attention on weekdays, got up and hugged the nurse tightly and whimpered and cried.

This is the first time that Song Rumu has cried after Song Han's death, the more she thinks about it, the more sad Song Rumu becomes, facing her mother Wu, who is the only contact with her previous life, is about to leave her own reality, and that feeling of complete loneliness makes her decide to cry completely before saying "goodbye".

And she will never cry again in the future, because she still has so many important things to do.

Song Rumu, who was surprised that she had never cried, cried because she knew that she was leaving, and Wu's mother, who was also reluctant, was moved to be a mess, so she hugged Song Rumu, who was crying in her arms until she was trembling, and also cried.

When Song Rumu and Wu's mother cried until they were sad, there were bursts of gloomy piano sounds in the small building on the side.

A song "Youth Tour" should have been relaxed and cheerful, but it was played by Song Han, a heartbroken person, which was enough to hurt people's hearts and spleens, and Song Rumu, who was crying happily, still had the mind to say, "It's rare for me to cry once, and there is even music accompaniment!" It seems that if you don't cry, you won't cry in vain! So he didn't care about anything, hugged Wu's mother and cried to his heart's content.

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★★ I originally wanted to code a new chapter, but after reading the messages in the comment area, I found that the pros' statement was very reasonable, although Xiao Rumu came through time, but since he wanted to be low-key, he had to try to be no different from normal children, so Pumpkin had to overhaul this chapter!!!

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