"Brother! ”

"Big brother!"

As soon as Tang Mi and Tang Kang saw Tang Long, they pounced excitedly

The three brothers and sisters came to a bear hug, and Tang Long looked at his younger brothers and sisters very happily and said, "Mom called you?" How do you know I'm coming? ”

Tang Mi smiled sweetly, the small dimples on her face made people want to pinch it, she squinted her eyes and shook her head like a rattle: "No, my mother didn't call us at all, it was Ah Huang who told us!" You don't know, Ah Huang is closest to you, as long as you appear, it's like crazy, so we know. ”

Ah Huang?

Tang Long couldn't cry or laugh.

Well, this is the name that Tang Mi's two little guys gave to the white-eyed wolf alone.

I didn't expect this guy to expose himself, but he was still planning to surprise the two little guys, which was completely ruined.

Tang Long subconsciously glanced at the white-eyed wolf, this guy was now shaking his head and tail excitedly asking for credit, and he didn't know that he had offended his master.

Tang Long smiled, and didn't blame anything, but took out a pet ration and threw it to the white-eyed wolf.

Although this guy ruined his plan and made him helpless, but he was not there during this time, but it was thanks to the white-eyed wolf who carried out his orders to the end and protect his family.

There's no merit and hard work, isn't it?

It's worth the reward.

But the real reward, he won't give it now.

"Alright, it's all down! Do you still want to hang yourself on your big brother for the rest of your life? By the way, what about grandparents? Are the two of them at home now? Tang Long finally put down the two clingy little guys and asked.

"At home, my grandfather is not feeling well, and he can't eat much these days, so he is resting in the house now. Grandma was dung green beans in the field, and we were still helping out just now. Tang Kang's bespectacled face revealed a hint of pride, as if it was very proud to help his grandmother dung the green beans, which made Tang Long laugh.

But don't say it, Tang Kang, this little guy is really very diligent. Not only Tang Kang, but also Tang Mi, when he was working outside, he had a holiday every year. The two little ones will help the family share a lot of farm work, which is also in line with the old saying, the children of poor families should be in charge of the house early.

Although their family is no longer close to the poor, the diligence they developed in the past has not changed. This made Tang Long very happy.

You must know that he was a little worried at the beginning that his two younger siblings would change because the family became richer, it seems that he was completely overthinking, or underestimating his younger siblings.

However, my grandfather is not in good health?

This made Tang Long frown, his grandfather and grandmother were old after all, and there were some minor problems with their bodies every once in a while, and Tang Long's parents often ran here because of this, which Tang Long knew.

However, not being able to eat is not a good thing.

Before coming to the bungalow. Tang Long could see in a small vegetable patch in front of the house, a somewhat hunchbacked old woman, who was wearing a winter coat full of patches to dung the vegetables in the field, there was no doubt that this was Tang Long's grandmother.

Don't get me wrong, the reason why Tang Long's grandmother is wearing a winter coat full of patches is not because their family didn't buy new clothes for the elderly.

The old man is always reluctant, especially when he is doing farm work in the village.

Tang Long was no longer surprised by this, you must know that as far as he knew. There are a lot of sweaters and shoes that his mother made for the old people with a stitch and a thread, not counting the purchases, but the old people are reluctant to wear them, and they can't help it.

According to what the old man said. What's wrong with old clothes? Isn't that still wearable?

……

"Grandma." Tang Long shouted from afar.

Although my grandmother was old, her ears were still good, and when she heard Tang Long's shout, she looked up at Tang Long, and when she saw Tang Long, the old man suddenly showed a happy smile. And Tang Long also saw his grandmother's face at this time.

I don't know why, Tang Long felt a little sour in his heart, and at the same time a little self-blamed.

This is the face of an old man full of wrinkles and age spots, the complexion is very dark, and the black is yellow, if an ordinary person sees this face, he will only feel that this is just a face that an ordinary old man should have, but Tang Long saw more from this face

"It turned out to be Dalong, you are here! Hehe, I'll just say why Xiaolong's two little guys suddenly ran away, it turned out to pick you up! Don't stand stupidly, you take your younger brothers and sisters into the house to sit down on a cold day, and grandma will come over. "Grandma's voice is a little old, but it's still tough.

From this point, it is not difficult to see that compared with the physical aspect, the physical condition of the grandmother is significantly better than the physical condition of the grandfather, which is the instant judgment in Tang Long's heart.

But the more this is the case, the more it makes Tang Long's heart sour.

You know, grandma is a woman!

And an old woman.

And more importantly, her health is better, which is also compared with her grandfather's situation, not how good her grandmother's health is.

And my grandfather's health is not good, doesn't this mean that my grandfather's and grandmother's family have always been my grandmother's support for this family?

As for his uncle......

Well, don't talk about it.

No wonder Grandma is obviously so tough, but her face is covered with traces of 'exhaustion', which makes Tang Long secretly blame himself in his heart.

Sure enough, my former self was still too naïve, always thinking that the situation of my family was not good, but my grandmother didn't help them at all, so I was so worried about it that I never came to my grandparents' house, and I always felt that they were not a family at all.

When I think about it now, that's ridiculous.

At that time, he didn't stand in the position of his grandparents at all, put himself in the shoes of his grandparents, the situation of his grandparents' house, even his own life was difficult, and he had a superb uncle, how could he help their family?

It's no wonder that he used to wonder that his grandparents didn't help their family in the slightest, and even in his opinion, his grandparents were like a stranger, but his parents still didn't have any complaints, but often came to visit the second elder with some meat and eggs that even their family couldn't eat often.

Now that I think about it, it's all his self-righteousness!

It was also at that time that he was too stubborn and autistic, always thinking that his ideas were right, and he didn't think of anything more at all!

After all, tiger poison doesn't eat children!

No matter how you say it. 's mother, who is also the daughter of her grandparents, even the best uncle, the second elder never thought of giving up. Not to mention their daughters?

What patriarchy, it's all bullshit, it's just his own cranky!

At this moment, Tang Long suddenly reflected on himself from the bottom of his heart.

It rang for a long time, until my grandmother came out of the field. When he walked towards him with a smile on his face, Tang Long, who looked at his grandmother in a daze, exhaled deeply.

To err is human.

This is Tang Long's experience of the moment he felt just now.

This kind of exclamation, or realization, made Tang Long breathe a sigh of relief, but at the same time, he was very helpless.

He breathed a sigh of relief that because of this realization, the demon seed planted by Haishi last time was finally lifted by him. This made him suddenly relax.

Because he suddenly understood that the last time, he did make a mistake, and he did blame himself for it.

But it's just like the saying, 'If a man is not a sage, he can do no wrong'.

He was just a man, not a sage.

A person always has to make mistakes, the key is not to make mistakes and stay on the mistakes, but to understand what they are wrong and then strive to correct them.

A person always has to move forward!

And helpless. The same is true of this phrase.

He suddenly discovered that he was still an ordinary person, and ordinary people had all kinds of troubles. Just like not being able to understand his grandparents, he still can't avoid this situation, which is a great helplessness, and it is also a helplessness of all mortals.

If he had known about this......

Well, overthinking.

Because it's simply not possible. Not to mention him, it is estimated that even the Seventh Ancestor, who is known as the true 'saint' of the Great Luo Jin Immortal Deposit, may not be able to do it.

Because, even if a saint like the Seven Ancestors, although this kind of existence has reached the possibility of being an unpredictable prophet in many things, and even completely beyond the fate of the Heavenly Dao, he still has a vague sense of his own fate.

With his mind racing, Tang Long finally had to accept the mistake he had made.

But the only thing that made Tang Long breathe a sigh of relief was that it was not too late for him to wake up for his mistake, at least, the two elders were still alive, and he still had a chance to apologize, didn't he?

That's what makes him happy.

"Grandma, I'm sorry."

Manly, dare to act, although Tang Long knew very well in his heart that his grandparents had not blamed him at all, but Tang Long couldn't tolerate not apologizing for the mistakes he made!

Just when Grandma walked closer, the rough but very warm hand, the moment she held Tang Long's hand, Tang Long couldn't help it anymore and said this.

Suddenly hearing Tang Long say this inexplicable sentence, whether it was Tang Mi or Tang Kang, the two little guys, or Tang Long's grandmother, they were all stunned at this moment.

"Silly child, what stupid things do you say during the New Year, when are you sorry for your grandmother? Okay, okay, they're all adults, and they're still crying, and they're not ashamed, you're not ashamed, grandma and I'm ashamed of you, let's go into the house and say, don't freeze. ”

Tang Long wanted to cry.

Although Tang Long obviously knew that his grandmother didn't know what he meant by this apology, or even if he knew, his grandmother didn't care in the slightest, but he didn't know why, Tang Long just had the urge to cry.

But he was a man after all, tears rolled in his eyes a few times, and finally he held back, he smiled at his grandmother with a bright smile, and nodded heavily: "Well, let's go in!" By the way, grandma, give me the dung burden, you go and pour a cup of hot water for your grandson first, haha, this cold weather really froze me to death! ”

Grandma didn't refuse, the smile on her face was as always, but this smile was obviously brighter, she handed the dung burden to Tang Long: "Okay, ha, grandma will pour you three cups of hot water!" ”

It's snowing, although it's just drizzle, it's not big, but here in Jinxian, snow is rare, and it's even rarer in recent years, so even if it's just drizzle, it still makes many people happy.

Especially this big New Year, it makes people feel more and more happy.

Tang Mi and Tang Kang, the two little guys, had already gone outside to see the snow, and Tang Long came to his grandfather's bedroom with a cup of hot boiling water that his grandmother had poured for himself, and visited his grandfather who was resting on the bed.

"Grandpa......"

My grandfather was sleeping and coughed occasionally. It seems that I have a cold and am not really asleep.

Looking at his grandfather's face, Tang Long thought a lot again, especially when he was a child. He heard a lot of stories from his mother about his mother and about his grandparents.

He vaguely remembered that his mother had told him something when he was young, and it was when there was a famine. My grandparents didn't have a grain of rice at home, so they could only look for wild vegetables all over the mountains, cut grass roots and eat tree bark.

And even if it's wild vegetables or something, when the whole village is looking for them, it's not enough for the family to eat.

So at the beginning, my grandparents' family basically ate this meal without the next meal, and they didn't have to eat at all every once in a while, and even if there were some wild vegetables, they were boiled into soup. It is simply impossible to be full.

In those difficult years, in order to allow the mother and uncle to survive, the original grandparents left almost a little thing for the two children, and they themselves were hungry.

It is precisely because of this that the mother can survive.

This matter, although the mother said it in the past, was all to let Tang Long and them cherish the hard-won life in front of them. Wake up and beat Tang Long and his three siblings.

But after all, Tang Long was just a child at the beginning, and when he was ignorant, he just listened to it as a story, and after listening to it, it was over. And didn't really understand.

Until this time, although Tang Long still couldn't personally understand what that situation was like and how cruel it was, he seemed to have some experience of that feeling at this time.

"In my memory, since I was a child, it seems that my grandparents were often sick. Especially my grandfather, I remember that from a long time ago, my grandfather often lay on the hospital bed every once in a while, and my grandfather in my memory also looked at me from the hospital bed and smiled......"

Grandparents' illness naturally can't just be left behind by that ordeal, famine is only one aspect, but from this point of view alone, it is not difficult for Tang Long to imagine that the reason why the second elder has become what he is today is absolutely inseparable from the fact that in order to take care of the two children and let the two children grow up safely!

Tang Long's eyes flickered, looking at the kind and ordinary cheeks on the bed, in a trance, he seemed to see that in this ordinary face, there seemed to be another side hidden, that is, a kind of majestic shore called 'Father's Love Like a Mountain'......

From his grandfather's ordinariness, Tang Long also saw the shadow of his father.

Grandfather, how similar is his father?

He still remembers his father's 'angry' roar on the phone when he learned that his father was unable to go to work and suddenly became seriously ill, and when he learned that his younger siblings were likely to be unable to continue their studies because of this incident.

In that roar, now recalling, what else is in it besides the anger of the angry son Hu Lai?

Distress for his son who is still studying but drops out of school?

Or is it the worry of a son who is away from home for the first time?

Yes, but not all!

Among them, the real love is still unwilling to be unable to carry a home, unable to give the child a stable growth environment, and self-blame for himself as a father, but powerless!

Now I'm coming to my senses.

Recalling his original self, after being scolded, he was stupidly wronged by this, and even didn't contact his family for more than half a year, Tang Long inexplicably showed a 'smile'.

This smile is very complicated.

There is a self-deprecation for not being able to understand his father's feelings at the beginning.

There is also a relief that I finally understand what kind of title my father is.

What's more, for the father's son, although he can't say it clearly, he is everywhere and meticulously cared for and cared for.

Call! ~

After a long while, Tang Long exhaled a breath of hot air.

At this time, he seemed to have suddenly woken up from a certain state, but he was still in a trance.

And when Tang Long completely woke up.

At this moment, Tang Long suddenly found that his soul seemed to have received a very huge baptism, and the soul realm actually skyrocketed out of thin air!

Stunned, and didn't know what he thought, Tang Long's heart moved: "This is, a breakthrough in the state of mind?" ”

That's right!

Most of the mood is undoubtedly a breakthrough!

He was almost sure of the idea in his mind!

What, what do you say is a mood breakout?

Let's put it this way!

Breaking through the state of mind, this is actually a kind of epiphany for cultivators.

A kind of emotion that can take the most subtleties of a cultivator.

Whether it is a knot in the heart, family affection, hatred, etc., all kinds of love and hatred, etc., all kinds of love and hatred, etc., all aspects of love are infinitely magnified, and make the cultivator's feelings suddenly become extremely sensitive and out of a special experience and perception!

This situation is a situation that almost everyone, or every cultivator, encounters.

Because breaking through the state of mind is part of cultivation.

And this situation, often at the most ordinary time, an accidental trigger, suddenly appeared, which is difficult to prevent.

Even in many cases, even if they have fallen into it, the cultivator himself is not at ease, until he wakes up from this feeling, and then he suddenly realizes it.

And at this time, Tang Long's situation, isn't that the case? (To be continued.) )

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