Jiang Rujin remembered what Du Juan said, and she didn't stay at Du Juan's identity She knew, so she also knew that what Du Juan wanted to do must have her own reasons, and she didn't want to leave to cause any burden to Du Juan, so she left here very freely.

The cuckoo looked at Jiang Rujin's back as he left, and turned into the woods.

Jiang Xingchen was very worried, and when Jiang Rujin approached, he couldn't wait to ask, "What's going on with Rujin?" ”

Jiang Rujin explained according to the words that Du Juan said: "Cousin, it's not too early, let's go down the mountain, didn't you say that you still want to take me to the City God Temple, let's go early." ”

These words attracted Jiang Xingchen's attention, and Jiang Xingchen smiled heartily without delay: "I'll take you to see the City God Temple, the City God Temple in Putuo Mountain in the capital is full of incense." ”

Jiang Xingchen said this, Jiang Rujin hurriedly agreed, and then left with Jiang Xingchen.

She looked at the direction of the cuckoo with great concern, and she didn't know what the cuckoo said would happen later.

It doesn't make sense to go to the City God Temple, for her, it is better to believe in no one than to believe that she is really here, so she burns incense and paper, these are a little absent-minded.

Fortunately, Jiang Xingchen has always been by his side, and it is much easier.

Back in the city, the sun is already tilting in the west, and I have been with Jiang Xingchen all day today, although I don't talk much, and there is a little estrangement between them, but compared to the previous relationship, it is a leap forward, at least now the two can feel each other's concern for each other when they talk, which is enough.

Jiang Rujin was also a little tired. When I climbed the mountain today, I felt that my legs were a little weak, and now I just wanted to rest early, so I went back to my room separately with Jiang Xingchen.

When I came out of the shower, I was surprised to see the cuckoo sitting on the bed in an apricot-colored dress, waiting for her.

She looked at the cuckoo in surprise and didn't know when the cuckoo came in, and looked at the cuckoo with some surprise and said, "When did my sister come in?" ”

When the cuckoo came in, she didn't feel it at all, she really felt that she was a little nervous, and if it was someone with bad intentions who broke in, wouldn't it be .......

The cuckoo is also a woman, seeing the surprised expression on Jiang Rujin's face, she probably knows what Jiang Rujin is thinking, and comforts: "Don't be surprised, I just came in, and I didn't see you taking a bath through the screen." ”

These words made Jiang Rujin feel even more red: "Sister is so bad, how does my sister know that I live in this room?" ”

She remembered not telling Cuckoo these things when she was in the mountains.

The cuckoo stood up and stretched his waist and said, "I have been here a long time ago to wait for you to come back, so you can see me here now." ”

When she said this, Jiang Rujin was a little embarrassed, but she was careless before, and quickly apologized: "On the mountain, if I tell my sister my specific room, I don't have to wait, Sister Du Juan wants to drink tea?" ”

She walked over to the table and touched the teapot with her hand. I felt a little embarrassed that the teapot was still cold.

This will come, and I haven't had time to ask the little guy to change the hot water at all.

The cuckoo didn't mind: "Just pour me a cup of cold tea." I heard you say you're leaving, so I'm in a hurry to come and have a look, I have to leave the capital tomorrow, or we'll go together." ”

Jiang Rujin was puzzled: "Where is my sister going?" ”

She knew that the cuckoo was home all over the world, so she was a little curious about the next destination of the cuckoo, and she also wanted to know what happened on the mountain today.

Du Juan was in a good mood, poured himself tea, sat at the table, motioned for Jiang Rujin to sit down as well, and then said: "I don't know where to go, let's leave here first, let's talk about it later, as for other things, I will discuss it slowly later." I didn't know where I was going. Rujin, you say it's better to go there? Jiang Rujin had no way to answer this question.

"If my sister asks me, I naturally want my sister to go to Yuzhou City, so that she can also be accompanied along the way. And I was able to get along well with my sister, my mother often talked about my sister in front of me, and often whispered in Ryan's ear. If it weren't for my sister, we wouldn't know what would have happened. ”

The past came to mind little by little, and Jiang Rujin sincerely felt that if it weren't for the cuckoo, maybe they really wouldn't be able to go to Yuzhou City safe and sound, and something happened when they were in Cloud City.

When you think about it, it feels like yesterday, and everything is so clear and unforgettable.

Cuckoo smiled and comforted: "The previous things are in the past, I told you not to go like the previous, you still have to keep it in your heart, I don't know how to say that you are good, I don't know where to go, he is about to find here, I have to leave quickly." ”

What the cuckoo said Jiang Rujin knew was that the cuckoo's husband was also a legendary figure.

"Haven't you reconciled with him yet?" She asked tentatively, knowing that she shouldn't have asked this, but she still wanted to know a little bit.

Du Juan smiled bitterly and said a little helplessly: "It is impossible to reconcile between me and him, Rujin, why do you suddenly care about me, I don't know what I think, in short, I feel that everything is helpless, maybe what you said is still inseparable between me and him, but the contradictions between each other cannot be solved, so it is good to hide or at least quarrel without meeting, and you can feel the importance of each other, it is enough for me, I don't have any other luxury, so you don't have to worry too much." ”

Jiang Rujin still knows how capable the cuckoo is, she is not very worried about everything about the cuckoo, she thinks that the cuckoo is a very powerful person, and she will definitely be able to take care of herself.

That's why she's only worried about the cuckoo's happiness, is she going to waste like this for the rest of her life? She is a little unwilling for the cuckoo.

When the words came to his lips, he couldn't say them.

She felt very sorry for the cuckoo, and just wanted the cuckoo to be happy, so that she didn't have to be exhausted like that.

She could feel that the cuckoo actually loved her husband very much, maybe it was because they couldn't solve something between them, and I would be like this.

It's just that she really doesn't want Cuckoo to be like this. Seeing the cuckoo torturing himself like this, he really felt a little distressed for the cuckoo.

She touched the cuckoo's hand and said comfortingly: "Sister Cuckoo, don't think too much about it, there is a sentence I don't know if to say or not, in fact, I think you should sit down and explain clearly, what you think about each other clearly, you don't think it's a way to escape like this, you think about it, he has been looking for you, you have been hiding, and then chasing and catching up for a lifetime, so you are also hard and tired, why is there no way to get the best of both worlds?" ”

She actually didn't understand why Cuckoo and his husband were like this.

Even if there are contradictions, it is okay to slowly resolve misunderstandings between each other.

But now Du Juan is like this, she really thinks that the two of them are actually very tired, and there is no way to solve the misunderstanding between each other, and the result is that in the end, both of them are too tired to work, and then the problem cannot be solved at all. wasted the years and delayed the youth.

Du Juan felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and he really didn't know how to tell Jiang Rujin about his feelings, so he could only sigh.

Then he stared at the scenery outside the window and sighed, "I know what you mean." If the misunderstanding between me and him could be resolved, it wouldn't be like this, and it's because there really isn't a chance for ease between each other, so it will become like this, and in the end everyone can't be at peace, I used to try to talk to him but it has never been successful. In the end, there is still a lot of resentment between each other. You say, if you can really say it, why don't I give it a try? It's really because there is no way to do it, so it ended up like this. made the old and dead inseparable, and everyone was very miserable and helpless. ”

Jiang Rujin really didn't know what to say when she heard these words, although she couldn't understand what happened between the two of them. But she still doesn't want the cuckoo to be so painful, yes, she herself can feel that the cuckoo is in pain now.

She looked at Du Juan and comforted: "Sister Du Juan's previous things have passed in the past, if you can't solve the problem and no longer love each other, why don't you let each other go free, at least you can be safe." ”

Well, although she herself knows that she is a little nosy, but now she can only regret seeing the guilt in the cuckoo's eyes.

Maybe Cuckoo and her husband really have some insoluble misunderstanding between each other, otherwise why would it be like this?

She could clearly feel the unrest in Cuckoo's heart.

Du Juan smiled bitterly, for the first time in her heart today, she felt so much helplessness in her heart, and she also knew that the decisions she made were not the smartest decisions, but only when she fled did she feel that her heart was at peace, and she would never meet, maybe this was the best result.

She also knew that Jiang Rujin was actually well-intentioned and wanted to let go of her own heart, she actually wanted to let go of herself, but this was the knot in her heart that couldn't be untied at all, she tried to solve it many times but failed, it was because of the failures again and again that she didn't want to continue to say anything until now.

"Rujin, you are a good girl, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, and I also know that you are advising me now that these are for my own good, but I have too many knots in my own heart, and these knots cannot be untied casually."

She didn't know if Jiang Rujin would complain about her in her heart, but she couldn't care about it.

Jiang Rujin sighed: "I understand what my sister means, and I also know that I am a little nosy today, I really don't want my sister to waste the years, life is just a few decades, do you really want to spend it in all kinds of regrets and regrets?" ”

The cuckoo laughed wryly again; "That's fate, Rujin, you're not small, do you have a fancy for the right person?"

Du Juan was a little worried about Jiang Rujin, after all, Jiang Rujin is really not young now, but it is really worrying that he is alone now.

Jiang Rujin never thought about this matter, getting married is not a very important thing for her, she feels that she really doesn't need to get married, she wants to live like this in this life, and she definitely doesn't want to touch those unattainable illusory feelings.

Feelings are the easiest to change, it is normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines, and it is the woman who suffers in the end.

If she was a bun before, then it is not an exaggeration to describe herself as a heroine among women now.

She didn't want to pin all her voices in unattainable dreams.

Can getting married make you feel better? Those women's thoughts are really simple.

Thinking about her previous life, she thought that she was married to Ruyi Langjun, although there may be a little gap in age between them, but when she heard the Jiang family say that, she also thought that the other party was good, but she didn't expect it to become like that in the end, she was finally sold like a mustard.

When she got married, that kind of love finally disappeared, and the sweet words and sweet words at the beginning turned into invisible knives in the end, inserting them into her own heart one by one, making her own pain and finally difficult to escape.

She wanted to let go but couldn't, because she knew that she had trapped herself in an invisible wall, and she wanted to get out but couldn't.

She thought of many, many memories of the past, which had been sealed in her head, and it still hurt so much when she thought about it now.

Du Juan was very worried when he saw the sadness in Jiang Rujin's eyes: "Rujin, what are you thinking?" ”

She was very worried about Jiang Rujin like this, because when she saw Jiang Rujin like this, she knew that Jiang Rujin must be unhappy in her heart, and she didn't want to see Jiang Rujin unhappy, that's all.

Jiang Rujin came back to his senses and looked at the cuckoo and smiled bitterly: "I didn't think about anything, you don't have to worry." ”

The worry in Jiang Rujin's eyes, but everyone who sees it knows that there must be something in his heart, Jiang Rujin now says that he has nothing to do, how can Du Juan believe it, Du Juan has been traveling south and north for so many years, and he has read countless people, how can he not know what Jiang Rujin's eyes mean.

She looked at Jiang Rujin very distressedly and said, "Rujin, no matter what sad things happened to you before, don't be sad, okay?" The past is in the past, and you don't have to think too much about it. ”

That's all she can persuade, and she doesn't know how to persuade Jiang Rujin, after all, she doesn't know what Jiang Rujin is sad about now.

She only knew that the current Jiang Rujin was very sad, it was a sadness she had never seen, and this kind of Jiang Rujin was what she was most worried about.

She stood up and stretched out her hand to hold Jiang Rujin in her arms and comforted her, and said very intimately: "Rujin's past is over, just like I just said, we always have to look forward, didn't you just persuade me to tell me to look forward, so why don't you know to let go of yourself?" ”

These words touched Jiang Rujin's heart, and she knew that she was also like this because she couldn't let go of the previous things.

Maybe this is the knot in her heart.

(To be continued.) )