Chapter 84: Mutual Pain

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"Youyou, it was just a misunderstanding, I don't want to, you have ignored me for the past few days, and even made me forget you, do you know my desperate mood in waiting? Do you understand how I feel? You said sorry to me, cruelly made me forget you, Youyou, my pain, have you ever experienced it? Qi Ziwei's eyes were red, and there was a trace of grief in his eyes.

Yes, what happened last night was wrong, he shouldn't think about decadence, he shouldn't really be degenerate, it's all his fault, if he knew that Mu Qingyu would come to him today, he would tell him, she was willing to start over with him, then, even if he was killed, he would not be tempted by that woman.

But there is no if in this world, what should have happened has already happened, even if Qi Ziwei regrets it, it will be useless.

Listening to Qi Ziwei's words, Mu Qingyou's expression was stunned, and then he smiled: "Yes, in the end, the fault is still on me, so you see, between me and you, maybe it's really not suitable, even God is playing tricks on us like this." ”

Qi Ziwei looked at Mu Qingyou, saw the resoluteness in her eyes, and smiled, after all, did she still insist on giving up on herself?

At this moment, Qi Ziwei even thought that maybe Mu Qingyou had such an idea from the beginning, Qi Ziwei said without hesitation: "Mu Qingyu, why bother with a high-sounding sound?" You've long fallen in love with Lin Mufan, so why do you want to act in front of me? ”

Mu Qingyou looked at Qi Ziwei with a smile, and now, he still thinks about himself like this?

Qi Ziwei, who was in despair, didn't seem to see the injury and grief in Mu Qingyou's eyes, like a trapped beast making a final struggle, but chose to hurt Mu Qingyou fiercely, and said sarcastically: "Are you really unacceptable because I slept with a woman last night?" Is that why? Youyou, do you think I'm dirty and unworthy of you? What about you? Married to Lin Mufan, don't sue me, you are still innocent, and nothing has happened between you and him. ”

Qi Ziwei's words made Mu Qingyu's face pale for a while, she looked at Qi Ziwei in disbelief, and finally smiled, laughing and laughing, but tears fell: "So, do you think so about me in your heart?" I understand. ”

His eyes were dim, and he smiled bitterly at Qi Ziwei, even if he sued him now, he might not believe it if he was innocent with Lin Mufan.

"So, Yuyu, what right do you have to dislike me." Qi Ziwei continued, but when he saw the injury and grief in Mu Qingyou's eyes, Qi Ziwei found that he was wrong, his words that lost his mind for a while did not bring him much pleasure for revenge, on the contrary, looking at Mu Qingyou's tears, his heart hurt fiercely.

Stretched out her hand to wipe the tears on Mu Qingyou's face, but she retreated to dodge, Mu Qingyou looked at him strangely, and said softly: "Ziwei, in fact, until now, do you really still love me in your heart?" Before, when you learned the news of my divorce and returned to China, in front of Lin Mufan, regardless of my feelings to stimulate him, when you watched him hurt me fiercely in front of you, what did you think in your heart? Distressed? Or is there a hint of revenge? ”

"Because I betrayed you to marry Lin Mufan, in fact, you still have some resentment towards me in your heart, just like the meeting in St. Peter's Basilica a few days ago, you know that you sued Lin Mufan The agreement between us will make Lin Mufan misunderstand, last time he had lost control and hurt me in front of you, if you still have me in your heart, shouldn't you take care of my feelings? Aren't you afraid that Lin Mufan will lose control and hurt me last time? Ziwei, you sue me, do you hate me? Is it more hate, or more love? ”

In the face of Mu Qingyou's word-by-word accusations, Qi Ziwei couldn't find any words to refute, because what Mu Qingyou said was the truest thought in his heart, Qi Ziwei's heart loved and hated Mu Qingyou, hated her for marrying Lin Mufan in the end, hated her and didn't want to divorce, but he also loved Mu Qingyou in his heart, and he even hoped that Mu Qingyou would return to his side, this kind of contradictory heart also once troubled Qi Ziwei and made him very painful.

Unexpectedly, Mu Qingyou actually saw it more thoroughly than him, but she always refused to think about it, knowing that Qi Ziwei's words just now woke up Mu Qingyou, even if she and Lin Mufan were innocent, but in the eyes of outsiders, the relationship between the two could no longer be pure, and even Qi Ziwei saw herself like this, didn't he?

Looking at Qi Ziwei's distracted face intently, Mu Qingyou knew that she had guessed correctly, and her heart hurt fiercely, it turned out that after knowing that Qi Ziwei's love for her had deteriorated, her heart would still hurt, so painful, but she had no position to accuse him, and no one was qualified to crusade against the other party.

Qi Ziwei's body was shaky, with pain in his eyes, he looked at Mu Qingyou contradictoryly, and couldn't find any words to justify himself, his silence and expression made Mu Qingyou's already painful heart that couldn't breathe even more painful.

Clenching his fists, Mu Qingyu smiled bitterly: "So, Ziwei, even if I divorce Lin Mufan, I can't go back to the past between me and you, you always have a mustard in your heart, even if I am with you again, you have a pimple in your heart, even if you are reluctantly together, it will only happen today, isn't it?" ”

"......" Qi Ziwei opened his mouth, but he lost his voice, and he couldn't say anything, just looked at the curtain with painful eyes.

Mu Qingqing smiled quietly, and said in a choked voice: "Let's get together and disperse." ”

After speaking, Mu Qingyou turned around and was about to leave.

"Secluded." Qi Ziwei called her name loudly, his eyes were full of tears, they really couldn't go back?

Stopped, Mu Qingyou's back was to Qi Ziwei, tears soaked her face, like a pearl with a broken thread, falling non-stop.

The position of the heart, suffocating pain, like a vine, wrapped her tightly, the tighter and tighter, the heart contracted, pain, she really hurt!

He took a deep breath, his voice was hoarse, with a hint of choking, and he said softly: "Ziwei, I never regret that I loved you, thank you for giving me a good memory." ”

"And." After a pause, Mu Qingyou still decided to tell him the truth, even if Qi Ziwei might not be able to accept it, whether he believed himself or not, she had to say: "Although I am married to Lin Mufan, he said that he respects me, and nothing has happened between me and him." ”

After speaking, Mu Qingyou trotted all the way and rushed out, tears sliding down his face, soaked in whose sadness.