Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.inforeadx;?" I heard that the little son born by the princess is cute! A maid's tone was a little excited!

"Yes, I heard that the princess was very happy when she woke up, and gave her many things to the maids in the palace! I'm so envious! Where is it like us......" The words of the other maid were full of envy!

"Yes, that little red in my house is just an ordinary rough maid in the Ning He Palace, but she has received a lot of rewards!" The other maid was also envious!

"Of course, the prince and the princess have been married for many years, and finally have a baby, it's normal for the princess to be happy, but pity us!" This voice is very upset!

"yes, we're happy for nothing!" Another maid chimed in!

"Isn't it, you see, now lying in it without being alive, although the prince also came, but look at that virtue...... It's a pity for us slaves! The sarcastic voice reached Occelle's ears!

"What about the prince coming to our side? Haven't you heard that when the two of them were about to give birth, the prince was on the princess's side every step of the way! This lord is just a girl with no name and no point! Now, the only child is gone! It's really infuriating, how did you get assigned here! That disdainful tone made Ou Xueer's heart like a knife!

When I had a difficult birth, it turned out that he was with another woman......

That's nice......

Thinking about their dead children......

Tears couldn't help but fill his pale cheeks......

"Alas, it's also a poor master, and now the bamboo basket is empty...... Nothing! She will suffer in the days to come! The two maids began to feel very emotional for Ou Xueer again!

Ou Xueer closed her eyes and no longer listened to the comments of those maids outside, and she could feel pain even when she breathed......

Tears fell silently......

Kind of self-inflicted......

Men have never really belonged to themselves, and children have left them......

I can't go back to my home, and I can't hold my mother......

I'm now like a clown for others' entertainment......

Crying and crying and laughing again......

What are you now? Nothing, what is left but that sad accident all over the body?

It's autumn, and it's overwhelmingly hot, but Ocher feels cold......

hugged himself tightly, wanting to give himself some warmth, but his heart was cold, where did the warmth come from?

My heart is cold...... It turns out that even if it's a hot summer...... It's also shivering!

Icy backyard ......

Do you want to trap yourself for the rest of your life?

Thinking that I would be buried here for the rest of my life...... The already numb heart hurts even more!

A month has passed, although Ou Xueer is no longer a child, she has really done a good confinement......

During the confinement, Ou Xue'er did not eat less supplements, and her body was still declining rapidly, and the people who were already slightly thin were now even more light...... as if a gust of wind would blow them down!

Zhu Di often comes, and every time he talks to Ou Xueer, Ou Xueer always looks out blankly, without any focus in her eyes......

The distress on Zhu Di's face, Ou Xue'er, didn't see it......

I wanted to give him a smile, but I couldn't smile anyway......

Obviously, he was accidentally born prematurely and accidentally let the child die......

However, the result was borne by him and himself......

During this period of time, Ou Xueer didn't imagine it once, if she was ...... It would be nice if I hadn't gone to the gazebo that day!

It's just that there is no regret medicine in this world...... No matter what effort you make, you can't change it......

Ou Xue'er walked out of the yard for the first time after confinement, and it was already September at that time, and she sent a few maids who followed her......

The chrysanthemums bloomed all over the garden, and Ou Xueer looked at the chrysanthemums that dominated the autumn and didn't know what it was like......

The flower in beauty will also wither, if it is properly protected, then, it will shine for a longer time, if it is left to the wind and rain?

Isn't it the same with women?

Ou Xueer stopped among the chrysanthemums, watching them compete with each other, and the gorgeous flowers were so beautiful that people couldn't open their eyes...... Quietly staring at the bewitching flowers...... Tears welled up in her cheeks......

In the distance, there was a pleasant laughter, and the laughter was so far away from him...... Put away your tears! Carefully wiping it, not wanting others to see his weakness......

Walking slowly among the flowers, the laughter and laughter became more and more clear......

Ou Xueer looked up in the direction of the pavilion and saw that it was full of people......

Zhu Di Huoran was also among them, and next to him sat Xu Yan, and Xu Yan was holding a swaddling baby in his arms......

His face was all stretched, and the smile that had not been seen for a long time for Ou Xue'er hung on his face......

There were several other side concubines as accompaniment......

I don't know what they said, but several people had smiles on their faces......

What a harmonious family......

The smiles of several people dazzled Ou Xue'er's eyes......

That world will never fit into itself...... the distance between myself and them......

I can only watch it myself!

I can only watch from afar, but I can't walk in......

Although Zhu Di still comes to Mo Shu often, it is difficult to find half a smile on his face, since when did his smile get farther and farther away from him?

"Am I supposed to bless you? After all, you're a family? Ou Xueer muttered to herself......

Looking at their happiness, Ou Xueer actually wanted to escape......

But just as she was about to turn away, she didn't know who saw her......

Even if those women regard themselves as a thorn in their eyes and a thorn in their flesh, they are still graceful and generous in front of Zhu Di!

Before she could leave the place where they were laughing, she heard the evening breeze calling to her!

"Miss Xue'er, two days ago, the little prince was full moon, you were not feeling well and did not participate, and now the prince and the princess are enjoying the chrysanthemums in the pavilion, you can also go over and play!" The evening breeze said kindly!

Although those words sounded very kind, they hurt like a knife in Ou Xueer's heart!

Child......

Children born on the same day......

Own, but lying in the cold ground......

And someone else's......

"I'm sorry, I'm not feeling well, so I'd better go back and rest first, so as not to ruin the interest of the prince and princess!" Ou Xue'er smiled faintly, and a far-fetched smile appeared on her pale face! I tried hard to hold back my tears......

"Miss Xue'er, you can go over and have fun, the prince over there has cooked chrysanthemum wine, it's very chic!!" Evening Breeze obviously doesn't want Ou Xueer to retract into her turtle shell like this!

She has caused so much pain to her master, why not let her suffer now!