CHAPTER XLV
Fu Qingwen nodded a little as if he didn't understand, because he didn't really understand what shallow meant. However, shallowness is always right in his heart.
"When the second brother grows up, he has experienced these things personally. You'll understand, now. The second brother just needs to grow up happily, and that's it! Knowing that his words made the second brother puzzled, Fu Qingqian smiled and smoothed the second brother's frowning brows.
In fact, she didn't want her second brother to get in touch with the other side of life too early, after all, she wanted her second brother to have a simple childhood.
But sometimes it's pure childhood. This means that you may have a chaotic teenage year. People always have something to give. Hardships and trials are just a matter of how long or late you go through!
She naturally believes that she is there, and she will not let her second brother get too much contact with the dark side. However, she can't make decisions about her second brother's life. If she had a sister, maybe she could pave a smooth path for her. Because for girls, such a life may be enough.
However, the second brother is a boy. He needs to have a wider world, a richer insight. Therefore, she would rather her second brother understand the darkness.
Moreover, there was a precocious childhood. It's better than having a flustered teenager, it's better to be happy!
"I understand." Knowing the shallow painstaking effort, Fu Qingwen naturally would not force it. It's just that he is a little puzzled when Shallow became like this,
Fu Qingwen couldn't find the words to describe his feelings for a while, and during this time, he always felt that he seemed to have grown up a lot. It's not like a child, it's more like an adult. Even Uncle Kong, he felt that he didn't seem to be shallow and steady sometimes.
He doesn't know if this change is good or not, but sometimes he doesn't want it to be like this. Because, he always felt that such shallowness seemed to have a lot of things buried in his heart that he didn't know. made him feel that he didn't know so much.
"Second brother, what's wrong?" Seeing that the second brother had been frowning, Fu Qingqian was a little puzzled.
"Shallow, that," he hesitated, not knowing if he wanted to talk to Shallow about this feeling.
"What does the second brother want to say? How do you spit it out? Seeing the second brother's hesitant look, Fu Qingqian looked at him curiously. When did the second brother become so hesitant to speak, this is not a good habit.
Seeing Qianqian's curious look, Fu Qingwen thought about it and said. "Shallow, I think you've been a little different this time!"
Unexpectedly, hearing the second brother's words, Fu Qingqian was a little worried for a while. Could it be that the second brother has found something? Unconsciously held his breath, afraid of hearing the second brother say something again.
She didn't want to deceive her second brother, but she couldn't tell her second brother the truth. Do you want to say to your second brother yourself, I'm not your original sister? Your sister has died! Did I change the wick?
Fu Qingqian shook her head in her heart, and besides, she wanted such a brother. She also wants such a second brother, and she doesn't want to lose him.
"Different? Is it different? Fu Qing looked at the second brother with a shallow look at him, desperately hoping that the second brother would not find out.
Fu Qingwen didn't notice the shallow nervousness, and frowned. "I can't tell what's different, it's just."
Fu Qingqian felt that hearing the words of the second brother, she was like a roller coaster. The heart can't settle down at all. "Just what," he said, his voice suppressed, his eyes full of nervousness.
"Shallow, are you unhappy?" Fu Qingwen looked up very seriously and looked at Qianqian, and his tone was also very firm.
"Huh?" I didn't expect that the second brother would be entangled for a long time and ask himself such a question. Fu Qingqian was a little dumbfounded for a while, could it be that she was wrong. Why is the question asked by the second brother irrelevant to what he is worried about?
"I always feel that you have been preoccupied lately, as if you have something in your heart." He didn't want Asa to have too many secrets with him before, so there would be a distance.
"Really?" Hearing the words of the second brother, Fu Qingqian did not immediately shake his head and deny it.
The children's intuition is keen, so the second brother will say such things. Moreover, she does have a lot on her mind. That's just because she has more than 20 years of experience than her second brother, so she has a lot of things in her heart.
As for the second brother's unhappiness about her, it is actually for her now. Being with her second brother and making this family better and better is what she feels happiest about now.
"Well, you've been feeling lately. It feels like I'm a lot less angry, although sometimes I laugh happily. However, most of the time it feels boring. Fu Qingwen nodded and said his recent thoughts.
He didn't want Shallow to become dull because of this family's affairs. Even if you are poor, it doesn't matter. He just needs to be shallow and happy.
knew that if he didn't make it clear to his second brother this time, he would definitely have doubts buried in his heart.
"Second brother, I'm not unhappy. You think I've been dull lately, it's because I'm spending more time thinking. And, I've actually had a lot of fun lately. Don't you think, as quiet as I am now. Isn't it good? ”
Her experience has taken her away from the vigor of her youth. Maybe she is not very old, and the two lives together are only more than thirty years old. It should be said that it has not yet reached the age of fifty years old and knowing the destiny of heaven as everyone thinks.
However, her heart has actually calmed down. Therefore, judging from the eyes of the second brother, she will feel that she is a little dull.
"Is that so?" When Fu Qingwen heard the shallow explanation, he didn't believe it very much.
"Then the second brother thinks, have I been unhappy these days?" Seeing the confused appearance of the second brother, Fu Qingqian asked with a smile.
After thinking about it carefully, Qianqian really didn't show any unhappiness in the past few days. He thought she was dull, but he felt that shallow words seemed to have become much less. Also, she likes to run in the mountains lately. In the past, she was not very willing to go into the mountains at all. I always say that there are too many insects in the mountains and that they will be bitten.
"That's right!" Fu Qingqian didn't feel the slightest embarrassment about secretly changing concepts with himself. "And, lately I've just been feeling a little bored. Think about what you need to find to do and pass the time. So, second brother, you don't need to worry about me at all. "Her life has just begun, and she doesn't want to really live that kind of life without going out of the door.
Although the requirements for women in this era are not so strict, there is no rule that women are not allowed to go out. However, she still wants to live that kind of life with a little more wanton. She doesn't want her whole life to be over with one family.
She likes to move around, and that hasn't changed. Even if the traffic is no longer so convenient now, she still wants to go for a walk. Moreover, she believes that the scenery here will be even more beautiful.