Chapter 61: This kind of self is the most annoying!

Wumore Liuli is also a black cat, after witnessing the kissing of his childhood sweetheart and his fiancée, even though she was strongly stimulated, but although she looks delicate on the outside, she is actually very strong.

Even though the tears in her eyes couldn't help but roll, she was finally able to control the tears that symbolized weakness from falling.

At this point in time, her eldest sister Hinata in the fifth grade of elementary school and her younger sister Zhuxi who has just entered the first grade should have been waiting for her at home, talking and laughing about the interesting things of the school, while enjoying the youth on campus.

Worthy of being an immature sister!

What a naivety!

When they grow up a little, they will understand that youth is incomparably evil!

Those damned Immortals deserve the eternal curse of the Fallen Black Cat!

However, the current charge is contagious, even the guy who has been with her all the time and can't become the current charge, and finally did the same thing as the current charge. This emotion called sadness, which is constantly beating in the chest, is made up of betrayal and disappointment.

Black Cat had never hidden that she liked birds to swim in the deep sea, and she knew that even he should know it. Although the deep sea has never responded positively to this feeling, the black cat has never been worried before this.

Because she knows that this is a bird swimming in the deep sea, the little bird that never takes the initiative to swim in the deep sea.

She knows the deep sea as well as she knows herself, and to tell the truth, although she will also feel uncomfortable with the girls who have appeared around the deep sea, she doesn't care much about it.

Because according to the character of Fukami, the girl who can be with him in the end must be the one who has been by his side from beginning to end, so whether it is Yoshihara or Yukishita or Hoshina, if she is an opponent, she will not be afraid, because the black cat has self-confidence, no matter what, it must be herself who accompanies him.

The bond of childhood sweethearts is not a lie!

However, the arrival of Xia Chuan Zhenliang, his fiancée, broke the black cat's self-confidence.

First of all, let's not talk about the authenticity of this fiancée's identity, the main reason for the problem is that among all the girls, Xia Chuan Zhenliang is always the most active. If you compare all this to a galgame, then in the past, the bird swimming in the deep sea was the protagonist, and the others were the heroines who were attacked. But now Xia Chuan Zhenliang has become a player, and the deep sea looks like the target of the attack.

It is true that the little bird will not take the initiative to swim in the deep sea, and only knows to wait in place, but when it encounters an unusually active, or even active and excessive Xia Chuan, it is really cool, and it is natural for the black cat to feel the crisis.

So when I saw the black cat kissing together like no one by the deep sea, I subconsciously judged myself to be out.

She felt sad, those precious memories that she was once proud of with her childhood sweetheart, all turned into ** that made the pain worse.

I heard that he recently gave up his club for the sake of Zhenliang, so why is it? Xia Chuan is really cool, what is so good about this woman?

The black cat suddenly resented, resentful of being so cold, resentful of the deep sea, and even more resentful of himself for not cherishing the opportunity.

Obviously, there are so many opportunities, if you convey your heart well and say it clearly, you won't give that woman any chance to take advantage of it.

If I hadn't had that accident in the first place, the deep sea might have become dazzling, and many things would have ended for the better.

If,If it wasn't this childhood sweetheart from the beginning.

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Tracing back to the source of his memory, the little bird swimming in the deep sea can still find the figure of the black cat, she is the one who has always been by her side.

Little Bird Swims in the Deep Sea and claims to have no friends, maybe this is not fair to the black cat, but it is true, because the Deep Sea has long ceased to regard her as its friend, but is an indispensable family member in life like ten flowers.

If a friend is lost, the deep sea may only be sad, but after a long time, it will accept it calmly. But the pain of losing his family, he absolutely can't bear it, because he has already experienced it once, that painful feeling, so no matter what, he doesn't want to try it once!

The black cat's physical strength is not very good, so she won't run too far, and according to her character, at this time, she should be alone in the park near her home where she used to go there when she was a child.

If you want to talk about the understanding of black cats, Shenhai is confident that it will not lose to anyone, so I found it without any obstacles, sitting on a swing, with my hair down.

Raising his head and glancing at the deep sea that was panting when he ran over, the black cat turned his head to the other side and turned his head to the other side angrily: [What else are you doing]

【Let's go home】

[You go find your fiancée, why are you still here] The black cat replied unquestioned.

What else can the deep sea do in this situation? can only pretend not to hear clearly and pretend to be stupid. [Huh? 】

The black cat immediately got angry and yelled: [I said why don't you go to find your Xia Chuan is really cool! 】

I've never seen my childhood sweetheart have such an angry side.,Even the deep sea that has been prepared can't help but be silent.,I don't know what to say.。

[No wonder, after all, she is your fiancée.] Like a deflated balloon, the black cat's voice became quieter, but with quite a thorn.

Deep Sea knows that the black cat is obsessed with seeing the kiss between himself and Zhenliang, but sometimes, the truth is far more twists and turns than what he has seen with his own eyes.

The little bird swims in the deep sea and has the heart to explain, but the current black cat can't listen to it anyway.

By this time, night had gradually fallen, swallowing up the twilight, and the twilight was always gloomy, and the fog filled the land, and the dim daylight was giving way to the darkness.

The colors of sunset, dusk, and night are all mixed together to form a dull blue. Everything in front of me didn't seem to be real, but when I came back to my senses, the evening breeze was gently blowing, and it was already completely dark.

The lights flickering on and off not far away, making the face of the petite girl sitting on the swing even more beautiful.

[Na, do you like Xia Chuan so much? The sound of the black cat's thin mosquito sound reached the ears of the silent deep sea again.

[Do you like her more than you like me] makes people's chests tight, sad voice.

[Can't I? Why? It's been always, always together. Two tears crossed the black cat's face.

[Me and Zhenliang are not what you think]

For the feelings of the black cat, the deep sea knows, even if it is a piece of wood that has been together for so long, it should know what the other party thinks. What's more, he knows her so well.

But he never responded to her, not only the black cat, even if he once liked him, or if he did, the little bird swimming in the deep sea never responded.

Just like Shenhai once said, companionship is the most affectionate confession, and some things are just said on the lips, but in fact, they have no meaning at all. People who really understand you, no matter how many ups and downs they have gone through, will still be by your side.

Therefore, he and her inadvertently grew up together, so it is better to just like this for the rest of their lives

The little bird swims in the deep sea and thinks that the black cat will understand, because he knows her, just as she knows herself.

But the black cat at this time disappointed him

[Really?] The black cat muttered to himself, but his originally bright eyes dimmed at the moment, staring straight at the deep sea.

[I originally thought that no matter what happened, the previous memories would never change in my heart, even if you have a fiancée, a girlfriend, or a liking other girl, because the bonds in those memories will not change. But it's really naïve.]

[Na, when you kissed Zhenliang, did you care about my feelings? 】

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Looking at the deep sea in silence, the black cat originally had tears in his eyes, but he smiled unexpectedly, but his smile was full of bitterness: [Yes, why should I care about my feelings? Because I'm just a childhood sweetheart, why should I care about my childhood sweetheart's feelings when I get along with women?! Which country's law is this?! It's so impersonal! Anyone who thinks that way is an idiot! 】

The black cat's voice, which was just babbling, gradually became louder, and finally it shouted out almost with all its strength.

And her big eyes were already full of tears, and they burst out in an instant, and they dripped down.

【Stupid】

The black cat kept crying and said, "You're a stupid fool! 】

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Shenhai wanted to say something to comfort her, but no matter what she said now, it would only make her more sad, and the words that had been on her lips were swallowed back hard, turning into endless silence.

This gesture made the black cat even more unable to control his emotions, jumped up directly from the swing, and crashed into the deep sea's body, choking while pounding his chest.

[If only it wasn't a childhood sweetheart! ] I hate it to death! If only it were a more general relationship! If only it were ordinary classmates! If that's the case, it won't be painful! Childhood sweethearts or something.,It's really no benefit at all! 】

His childhood sweetheart was crying like this, but Shenhai felt a deep sense of powerlessness at the moment, obviously he had promised not to make her sad again, but he couldn't do it after all, and again, this girl cried for herself again

The black cat pushed away the deep sea, tears still hanging on his face, and muttered in a crying voice: [Na, you know what? You know, I like you, more than anyone else in this world! 】

After speaking, he turned around, ignoring the reaction of the bird standing in place swimming in the deep sea, and quickly disappeared into the deep night.

Shenhai looked at the back of the black cat with a complicated face, and was silent for a long time

Sure enough, he still couldn't do anything after all, so he could only watch one close person after another leave, so did his father, so did his mother, so did Yoshihara, so did Yukishita and Hoshina in the Ministry of Life, and now even the black cat.

I can't even protect these things that I think are the most precious, and I have a chance to redeem them, but I choose to give up

Such an incompetent self, a cowardly self, can only stay in the same place

The most annoying