Chapter 88: Let go of the past
"Is the food to your liking?" The kind voice of the mother-in-law made Ling Zixuan feel comfortable.
"It's very tasty." This is not Ling Zixuan's casual perfunctory Shen Qiuman, this is indeed the most fragrant dinner he has ever had, although it is not as delicate and beautiful as those chefs, but it has a strong taste of home, which he has not experienced before.
"That's good," Shen Qiuman cleaned up a little, "I have something to do at night, come back tomorrow morning, you stay here for one night, and help Xiao Xian'er take care of her brother." β
"Well," Ling Zixuan hurriedly swallowed the meat in his mouth, "No problem." β
"Mom, where are you going so late? I don't want to go home at night. Lin Xiaoxian couldn't help but ask, and suddenly remembered a question, "Ah, have you had a boyfriend?" β
"What do you want?" Shen Qiuman slapped her on the back of the head, and talked nonsense all day long, no matter what the occasion, "Your Uncle Zhao asked me to help take care of a patient, I'll go see her." β
"Uncle Zhao isn't coming back."
"He's working overtime tonight." Why are there so many problems with dead children, Zhao Mingcheng is back, but Ling Fen'er said that she wanted to chat with her, how could she refuse.
Lin Xiaoxian pointed to Ling Zixuan, who was eating, and continued to ask, "Then you are so relieved to leave him at home for the night." β
"I'm relieved, because he has more brains than you." Shen Qiuman put Xiao Nianyang in Lin Xiaoxian's arms, "He's about to go to bed too, come, Zixuan, don't eat yet, let Auntie take a picture of you." Ling Zixuan wiped his mouth and took handsome photos very cooperatively.
"What are you doing with him?" Lin Xiaoxian felt that Shen Qiuman's behavior today was so brain-burning.
Shen Qiuman was afraid that one would not be good, so he pressed it a few more times, "This newly bought mobile phone is not bad, can't I take a picture of my daughter's boyfriend?" If a colleague asks me if my child has any friends, I'll show them too. β
"Mom, you're not such a show-off person, I'm a little disappointed in you."
"Well, that's because you really don't have anything for Mom to go out and show off." Hearing this kind of answer, Ling Zixuan next to him almost didn't squirt out the rice in his mouth, Shen Qiuman explained a few more words and went out.
"My mother really has a problem," Lin Xiaoxian stared at the door that had been closed, Xiao Nianyang in her arms didn't give her a chance to think, the little hand grabbed a few of her hairs and was very happy, Lin Xiaoxian hurriedly carried him back to the bedroom, turned around and instructed Ling Zixuan, "Brush the bowl after eating." β
"It's okay to eat, just wash the dishes." Ling Zixuan wiped his mouth and never forgot his identity as a young master.
"That's okay, you come and coax him for a while, I'll brush it." Lin Xiaoxian turned back and stuffed the chubby Xiao Nianyang into Ling Zixuan's arms.
This is a fool, you will know it after a long time, Lin Xiaoxian hummed a little song, snickering while washing the dishes, no housework is as good as taking care of children, and in less than an hour, it will completely break people's will. Sure enough, after a while, Ling Zixuan rushed out, his head shape was messed up, and his clothes were wrinkled, "You come and take a look, I don't know what's wrong, his face is red." β
Lin Xiaoxian put down the rag and hurriedly ran into the bedroom, Xiao Nianyang's little face wrinkled, "He wants to, bring the small sitting toilet." β
Ling Zixuan found the toilet next to the bed and put it away, Lin Xiaoxian pulled Xiao Nianyang's pants down, it's over, the situation is already very miserable, the stool has already come out halfway, Ling Zixuan really can't bear to look at it directly, so he held his breath and helped press Xiao Bu to the toilet.
"Why didn't you come earlier?" Lin Xiaoxian complained.
"I don't know, and he doesn't say it." Ling Zixuan didn't want to see such a yellow pile after eating and drinking, "Children are too disgusting. β
"He's not even two years old, of course he won't say, you have to observe, what's wrong with the kid, you didn't have a child?" There are always people who can't change their nature of forgetting their roots.
Ling Zixuan thought of his childhood, and he was indispensable for a little pride, "When I was a child, there were three nannies who took care of me full-time, and one day I will show you a photo of me when I was a child, just like a prince." β
"Then you didn't pull the poop into your pants when you were young?"
"You...... I can't have a pleasant conversation. β
Ling Zixuan blocked his two noses and eyes with toilet paper, and resigned himself to brushing the small toilet, at this time he finally knew why Shen Qiuman was so relieved to leave him at home, in the face of a second-hand girlfriend and a brother-in-law who wouldn't say anything about in advance, what could he do, what could he want.
Ling Fen'er looked at the photos on her phone for a long time and couldn't move her eyes, "It's so old, I'm already a young man, and I was still a young boy at that time." β
"One day I'll wash it out and put it in the picture frame," Shen Qiuman knew that Ling Fen'er was thinking about her nephew, so he specially brought the photo to her, "My little fairy also said that your matter hit him hard, and your mother has been practicing in Jingyu Nunnery outside the city because of you." β
"If you're so sad, why did you do that to me in the first place?" Ling Fen'er couldn't help but shed tears when she thought of her old father and mother.
"People are like this, sometimes they want to control other people's lives, but they don't know it, and turning their heads will only hurt themselves." Shen Qiuman remembered the former mother-in-law of the Su family, who was so embarrassed for her back then, as soon as Su Anzhi had other women, he couldn't wait for her original partner to get out of the Su family immediately, but in the end, the agency was exhausted, and that child was not her own grandson.
Ling Fen'er handed the phone to Shen Qiuman, "Sister, what do you want to do in the future, is that it?" β
"Let's do it first, it's good, Xiaoxian has grown up and is sensible, you can help me watch Nianyang together." For the future, Shen Qiuman is confused, she has loved, missed, hurt, and now she just wants to live so quietly, "What about you?" Your situation is getting better and better, will you live like a normal person and hide like this for the rest of your life? β
"I don't know, I've almost cut off contact with the outside world in the past few years, only Dr. Zhao ......" Thinking of Zhao Mingcheng, Ling Fen'er is very entangled, after a few years of getting along, they gradually trust each other, she was sick before, and she didn't dare to think about some things, what will happen when she gets better?
"Zhao Mingcheng is a good person, and he has also been hurt, wouldn't it be great if you could support each other?" Shen Qiuman was happy to see the two of them succeed.
"But what if ......," Ling Fen'er was worried about, "and I'm as affectionate as my former boyfriend?" β
Shen Qiuman thought of his past and was silent for a while, "Yes, no one can guarantee that it will last forever, I sometimes think that sometimes people are like flying insects locked in the house, although they can't struggle, they still work hard for the light." Not to mention that she has two children, they are her courage and the meaning of her life.
"Maybe one day, when I figure it out, I'll let go of the past." Ling Fen'er herself is also working hard.
"In the past, you always have to let go, it is said that the days should look forward, think carefully about this clichΓ© is right, living in the past can neither soothe your scars, nor let the people who love you be happy, let go, don't be too persistent." The reason why Shen Qiuman put down his children and came here was to let Ling Fen'er untie the knot.
Ling Fen'er leaned on Shen Qiuman's shoulder, "Thank you, sister, there was a time when I didn't know how to live, and I won't be so bitter in my heart if I tell you." β
"If you figure it out, tell me, or you'll scare your family out of nowhere."
It was night, Shen Qiuman beside her let out an even breathing sound, and Ling Fen'er couldn't sleep for a long time thinking about what she had just said.