Chapter 270: We've All Grown Up
Shen Yuan was like telling someone else's business, slowly stating his past, in a language that was not intense, or even emotionless, Liu Yang could see a girl like a flower slowly falling down before it bloomed, he was distressed, he felt sorry for Shen Yuan's past. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info this beautiful girl should have a youth as beautiful as her age, as well as that beautiful dream.
However, the current Shen Yuan is like a withered petal, withered and lifeless, and she doesn't even have the slightest desire to survive, she is like a dying old man, who has seen through the vicissitudes of the world and the various states of life.
Shen Yuan was still stating her past, her eyes looking at the sky in the distance, and there was a blank in her dark eyes.
Shen Yuan said: "That man, for his own business, dedicated me to his friend. He made up and persuaded me that if he really loved him, he should help him, his business was in crisis, and only his friend could save him. ”
"I love him, so I believe, I love him, so I am willing to give my body for him."
"He threw me into the man's arms without even looking at me, you know? What did I experience on that winter night in that little dimly lit hotel......"
A trace of horror suddenly appeared in Shen Yuan's originally calm eyes, although Liu Yang didn't know what happened to Shen Yuan that winter night, but he knew very well that Shen Yuan must have experienced a long period of pain, and it was this pain that changed the trajectory of her originally brilliant life.
Shen Yuan said faintly: "His friend, with four drunk men, tied me to the bed and made me ......"
Although there is only a short sentence description, Liu Yang's mood is like a stormy wave, he suddenly feels that he can't kick it, his heart was stabbed hard by the sharp blade, he can see that his chest is bleeding, the crimson blood is both his own and helpless Shen Yuan's.
He tried to pull out the sword in his chest with all his might, but he couldn't.
Liu Yang didn't know that the corners of his eyes were already moist, and he felt sad for what happened to Shen Yuan, and seemed to be sad for his love.
Shen Yuan continued her story, "Later, I learned that the man was just to make a bet with his friend to see if I was willing to pay for him, and if he won the bet, I was willing to pay for him." ”
Shen Yuan smiled, and the pale smile was due to a lonely daisy blooming on the empty field of Mingqiu Valley.
"And then?" When Liu Yang said this, he could feel that his heart was dripping blood, and he seemed to hold Shen Yuan tightly in his arms to prevent her from being hurt in the slightest.
She was hating herself again, why didn't she meet this lovely girl earlier, so that she could protect her well and not let her be hurt in the slightest.
Shen Yuan often seemed to recall the terrifying and desperate images of the past, so she quickly returned to the state of her expressionless statement just now, and she said: "After all the men left, I was lying on the bed alone, weak, and the pain was like tears underneath. It's ridiculous that disgusting man is still taking care of me. ”
Liu Yang can also think of the next thing, Shen Yuan began to hate men, and even began to dislike himself, and was unwilling to pursue a better future. She was originally very good at school, but she still mingled in bars and nightclubs, large and small, and indulged herself in alcohol.
Where will the living expenses of the students be enough for Shen Yuan to live a drunken life, Shen Yuan began to learn to rely on men and use men's money to support the life he likes.
Shen Yuan lost herself in the glittering city life from then on, and then met Li Kun and became infected with LK, and her life sank from then on......
Shen Yuan looked at Liu Yang faintly, her mood was very heavy, she suddenly realized that what she had just done was a little ridiculous, a woman like her deserved to decay in the dim light, rotten and stinky and abandoned by everyone, instead of having her own love.
"Hehe, thank you for listening to a crazy woman's self-talk, I'm tired, you can go." Shen Yuan turned around and lay on the bed with her back to Liu Yang, she silently shed tears, this time her tears were so clear.
Liu Yang suddenly came back to his senses, and Shen Yuan opened her heart to him, just because she wanted to show her good and her bad in front of her without reservation.
Liu Yang bent down, hugged Shen Yuan tightly from behind, and said: "No, you are a good girl, in my heart, in the hearts of your father and Mr. Shen, you are a good girl, don't think about yourself like that, if you don't love yourself anymore, who else will love you." ”
Shen Yuan sobbed in Liu Yang's arms, she said: "I don't know if I really love you, I feel that I don't deserve love anymore, you are good to me, you don't ask for it like other men, I am very touched and like the way you pay for me, I am afraid, I am afraid that no boy will do this to me anymore, I am afraid that this feeling is just a dream, as long as I accidentally wake up, I will go back to that dim room, no matter how I ask for help, no one will pay attention to me, I will die!" ”
Shen Yuan vented all her feelings, she had never been like this, even if she was tired and in pain in the past, she would laugh and hide all her sorrow in her heart, because she knew that no one would really be good to her, and everyone she was good to negotiate conditions and prices with her.
Liu Yang gave her a different feeling, she felt that this boy could be trusted and confided.
Shen Yuan's words made Liu Yang's heart ache, he hugged Shen Yuan tightly, it seemed that only in this way could he transmit his inner energy to this girl, it seemed that only in this way could Shen Yuan feel a sense of security, and he could muster up the courage to say goodbye to the past and live a good life.
"Yuanyuan, I won't leave you, I will always protect you like this, I'll tell Mr. Shen tomorrow, and then she will allow the two of us to have a relationship."
Shen Yuan turned her head, looked at Liu Yang with teary eyes, and asked, "I'm dirty, do you really want to be with me?" ”
Liu Yang's eyes were sincere and calm: "Everyone has her past, but your future belongs to me." ”
"I've slept with a lot of men, they all dislike me, I've also been contaminated with lk, I'm a very dirty girl, do you really want to be with me and not dislike me? There are a lot of beautiful and clean girls in this world, and they ......"
Without waiting for Shen Yuan to finish speaking, Liu Yang buried his head and kissed her deeply, which was the best response to Shen Yuan and the most sincere commitment to feelings. (To be continued.) )