"In this world, how can things be perfect. Does it matter what he intended? Wei Qingyang, this kid is not bad, whether it is sincere or fake, at least he still cares about your thoughts. If you change someone else, you really want to insist on marrying, with the order of your parents and the words of the matchmaker, who cares if the woman is willing or not? ”

Mama Qin's words landed, and a helpless sense of powerlessness suddenly rose in Xie Ning's heart. She wanted to argue out loud, but she didn't know where to start, just because she knew in her heart that what Mama Qin said was the truth.

Marriage is never up to anyone. Is it true that as a woman, she should be born to let others decide? But the world is like this, no matter how unwilling she is, no matter how much she resists, she can't change the status quo. She may be able to refuse this family affair with Wei Qingyang, but she can't do anything about other wishful thinking.

The room fell silent for a while, and suddenly there was a sound of footsteps coming from outside the door, but Xie Ning had no intention of paying attention, only the voice in her ears reminded her who was here, "Miss, Mama, dinner is ready." Are you going out to eat, or are you going to eat in your room? ”

Xie Ning didn't say anything, Mama Qin glanced at her, and said to Xiaoyue, "Come in." ”

"No need," Xie Ning shook his head and declined, "Let's go out to eat." ”

Sensing the two glances cast on her by Mama Qin and Xiaoyue, she reluctantly squeezed a smile, but she didn't know how bitter the smile on her face at this time was in the eyes of the two.

***

After eating and eating for dinner, Xie Ning returned to the room with a full stomach. The summer was hot, but the irritability in her heart was even stronger. simply opened the two windows, and didn't light any candles, just lazily lying on the bed, looking at the clear moonlight spilling into the room, thinking about the family matter in front of him.

When the eldest woman gets married, she is very arrogant, and she also understands that she will marry one day. It's not that she didn't think about what the future would be, it's just that she never thought that the person she was talking to would be such an outstanding Wei Qingyang.

It's strange to say. She wasn't a proud person. But it is inevitable that they have expectations for their own family affairs. Who wouldn't want their future husband to be better? But when Wei Qingyang really stood in front of her, she, who had always been fearless, actually hesitated.

How can two completely different people come together? Xie Ning is not afraid to take on the responsibility of the head mother of the Wei State Mansion. But she can't help but worry that she will make a mistake. It will make the other person regret the choice he has made now.

In all fairness. The family affair of the Duke of Wei is already a matter of unattainable for her, and once she misses it, I am afraid that Xie Ning will never be able to meet a better family affair. But such a good family affair. But it inevitably made her feel unreal.

Just like a pie that suddenly falls from the sky, it can satisfy the hunger of a person with an empty stomach, but it is inevitable that he will be smashed and injured.

And Shainin didn't know if the risk was worth it.

What if the Wei Mansion just wanted to use it for her? What if what Wei Qingyang said today was nothing more than intentional coaxing? If this family business is so good, why did it fall on her? Why did Wei Qingyang choose himself without hesitation between her and Gao Yiyao?

There were too many doubts in his mind, Xie Ning didn't want to think about it, but he couldn't restrain his complicated emotions. I want to find someone to solve my doubts, but I don't know who to ask.

Her father was far away in Shudi, and he sent the message through the post station, and he didn't know how long it would take to go back and forth, just seven days, but I was afraid that the letter she sent was only halfway. And Mama Qin's attitude was obvious enough, but Xie Ning was still wavering, she didn't want her decision to be swayed, so she had to try to sort out her chaotic thoughts by herself.

Since entering Beijing, Xie Ning has been ridiculed a lot, but she has always felt that as long as she works hard, what she lacks is not a problem. And Mama Qin's appreciation of her and the occasional praise from others do prove this. Between her and Wei Qingyang, the gap between the family is not a problem, the burden of the Wei Mansion is not a problem, and it is not a problem for her to be admitted to a female official, so what really makes her hesitate?

Xie Ning had no solution in his heart, so naturally he couldn't answer. A heavy sleepiness hit, and she fell asleep unconsciously. I have troubles in my heart, so I have to leave it for tomorrow.

***

There was no need to prepare for the palace banquet, Xie Ning was idle for a while, and he planned to use this rare leisure time to sort out the family affairs of the Wei State Mansion, but he didn't want to suddenly receive a message from Pei Xinghai, saying that he was about to leave Beijing and wanted to meet Xie Ning again.

It is better to choose a day than to hit the day, after Xie Ning asked the person to clarify the situation, he immediately followed the other side to the post house. Yesterday was a busy time, but she didn't buy any mooncakes and other festival gifts, and took advantage of today's time, so she decided to settle the matter before the Mid-Autumn Festival.

Knowing that Pei Xinghai had time today, Xie Ning directly called him to go with him, anyway, everyone in Peng Yongjun had to wait until after the Mid-Autumn Festival to leave Beijing, she now has the monthly money issued by the Hou Mansion in her hand, and she can also be called rich, thinking that it is rare to celebrate the festival, so she bought more moon cakes and pastries.

Walking out with large bags of pastries, Pei Xinghai and Xie Ning did not attract too much attention from pedestrians on the road, just because the Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching, and it is indeed common to go out to buy gifts.

In order to buy these things, they went to three pastry shops, not to mention how much effort it took to queue up. The two of them were a little tired for a while, so they found a random tea shop from the side of the road to rest.

By the way, after having lunch here, Pei Xinghai rented a small sedan chair, and Xie Ning calculated the distance, so he proposed to go to the post house first, and then go back to the Hou Mansion.

As soon as the two arrived at the post house, they met a group of messengers from the post road. I don't know if the other party is from Yandi, Xie Ning was concerned, so he stepped forward and asked: "Brothers, where are you from, can you tell me?" ”

But the leader who walked in front of the messenger who saw the dusty messenger replied in a loud voice: "We have come to Beijing from Shudi. ”

From Shudi? Although the other party's answer was not Yandi, Xie Ning was still happy in his heart, and was about to make an inquiry, when he saw that Pei Xinghai, who had placed the pastries properly, had not yet come here, but he had already asked first: "Pei Xinghai in Xia Shu, I don't know if Peng Yongjun can have a letter?" ”

Hearing this, the man asked the man behind him a few questions, and in a short time took out a few letters sealed with lacquer. Xie Ning looked at it from a distance, and it was still a military aircraft report, his brows were about to wrinkle, and when he looked at it, he realized that there was no seal of the seal.

Pei Xinghai nodded at their group, and then took the letter and read it carefully, Xie Ning was walking towards him, but Pei Xinghai suddenly raised his head, his eyes lit up, and he shouted: "Xie girl, your father's letter!" (To be continued.) )

PS: I'll be back tomorrow~ Momoda