Lin Shi saw Feng Mei bowing her head, and thought that she was sad in her heart, so she hurriedly said: "Miss, the old lady also loves you a lot, but sometimes she misunderstands you, and it is normal for the elders to be strict with the juniors." ”

Actually, the explanation is to cover up, and the cover up is to cover up that there is indeed such a thing, just now, Feng Mei feels that her grandmother just has a general relationship with herself, but as soon as the Lin family explains this, Feng Mei is even clearer, and her grandmother should not like her very much.

"Nurse, how can I not understand what you said? When she comes back, I will honor her well. ”

"The eldest lady is so reasonable, the old lady will understand you."

Feng Mei didn't get up early, she sat for half an hour, it was almost noon, and the sun was getting stronger and stronger, Lin helped Feng Mei back to the room, but Feng Mei didn't want to go to bed anymore, so she leaned on the chaise longue in the bedroom.

"Miss, it's time for dinner soon, the slave maid and Cuiping will go to the kitchen to give you lunch, and let Cuizhu wait by your side."

Feng Mei nodded.

Lin and Cui Ping exited the room.

Feng Mei leaned back on the chaise longue, felt very bored, and said to Cuizhu: "You go to the study to help me bring a book, I want to read a book to relieve my boredom." ”

Hearing this, Cuizhu's small eyes widened and she looked at Feng Mei in disbelief.

Feng Mei stretched out her hand and touched her face, "Is there something on my face?" ”

"No, no, the eldest lady's face is clean and smooth, there is no study in our courtyard, if you want to read, you have to go to the uncle's study to find it."

There is no study in the courtyard of the prime minister's house, although a woman is virtuous if she is not talented, but the young lady who was born in a big family, the basic reading and literacy and some books that must be read in the women's boudoir are still there, Feng Yu is the champion of the family, the Feng family is also a scholarly family, doesn't Feng Mei's deity read?

This is just Feng Mei's speculation, she is not sure for the time being, so she also wants to test it and understand the truth, so she said to Cuizhu: "Then you go to my father's study to help me find a book." ”

"Miss, do you really want to read?"

"Well, I suddenly want to read a book."

"But, in the past, you hated reading the most, the slave maid followed you since childhood, and grew up with you, when you were young, the uncle was excited to teach you to read and write, and there was also a study room in this courtyard, at first, you were very curious, and learned some, and then said that you would not learn, so you also had a quarrel with the uncle, and later, later, ...... "Cuizhu stopped, and did not dare to say more.

"What happened next?"

"The slave didn't dare to say it." Cuizhu lowered her head and kneaded her clothes.

"It's okay, I won't blame you, let's talk about it, I can't remember the past, so I can help me remember."

"Later, later you got angry and burned all the books in the study with a fire...... Cuizhu's voice was very small and low, but when Feng Mei heard it, she almost laughed, endured it and endured it, she still felt funny, and finally laughed out loud.

Cui Ping saw Feng Mei smiling, so she raised her head, breathed a sigh of relief, and showed a shallow smile.

"Have I ever done anything like this before?" Feng Mei looked at Cuizhu with a smile.

"The slave doesn't dare to deceive the eldest lady, this matter, the whole house knows, the eldest lady doesn't let others mention it, every time someone mentions it, you are not happy, this time, why are you smiling?" Cuizhu looked at Feng Mei in confusion.

"Things have changed, and the mood is different."

"Miss, what you said is so profound, the slaves and maids can't understand it."

"Okay, let's not talk about this, since I don't have any books here, you go to your father's study, and simply bring a few more."

"But now that the slave is gone, there will be no one to serve you."

"Presumably the nurse and Cuiping will come over soon, I won't move if I sit here, I don't need to be served, you just go."

Cuizhu nodded and left.

In the house, it was quiet all of a sudden.

Feng Mei thought that she lived in the palace in her previous life, there were rules for her speech and behavior, sitting and standing, the palace rules were strict, and she was just the widow of the princess, even if she was favored by the queen mother, she still had to be careful and did not dare to make mistakes.

She can be stubborn and willful, she can do what she wants to do regardless of what others think.

She was supposed to be happy, but she lost her life.

Fengmei, now, you have me, I have you, we have become the same person, I live in your body, and I will live well for you.

Feng Mei, I have never spoken to you, and talking to you now is equivalent to talking to myself, even if I am alive, I still have unfinished things to deal with in my heart, but I will not forget you, I will find out the reason for your suicide, I live, not only to give myself an explanation, but also to give you an explanation.

Fengmei, I have become you now, can you fully accept me?

Feng Mei closed her eyes slightly, touched her heart with one hand, and silently read it in her heart.

In an instant, some fragments appeared in his mind, but those fragments were too vague, and a sentence echoed in his head, only in this way, he could not refuse you.

If I think about it again, I have a splitting headache.

Feng Mei opened her eyes, and fine beads of sweat appeared on her forehead.

Feng Mei's original memory, she has never been able to have, but that sentence is so clear, only in this way can he not refuse you, the same voice as himself, I think it was the same as Feng Mei herself silently.

What exactly does this phrase mean?

Everything about Fengmei is unfamiliar, and there is no way to make any judgment now.

"Miss, the meal is ready, the slave maid will bring a small table, you can sit here and eat." Lin said thoughtfully.

"No, help me up and go to the hall to eat, I'm much better now, and being active is good for my body to recover."

"Can you hold it?" Lin was still a little worried between his eyebrows.

"It's really fine, I'm fine."

Lin called Cuiping again, and the two of them helped Feng Mei to the living room, one left and one right, and sat at the dining table, where the food was already on the table.

A dish of assorted tofu, a cup of chicken soup, a dish of steamed bamboo sun, and you can see the bamboo sunflower wrapped in meat foam in the middle, plus a few small stir-fries, all of which are easy-to-digest foods, and it seems that they are all carefully prepared for her.

Come to think of it, it must have been ordered by my mother when she left in the morning.

Picking up the chopsticks, Feng Mei only felt that her eyes were a little moist......******************************************* the pit had been dug to a depth of eight meters, what about the collection, Feifei cheekily begged for collection, asked for recommendation, the new book period needs everyone's support, kneel and thank you, love you.