Chapter 118: Playing Big
"This head shape is enough...... Handsome! Lin Xiaoxian looked at herself in the mirror, and cursed a little in the army, what age is it, and she actually asked girls to have short hair, but it was a pity that she had her hair for a few months. Coming out of the barbershop, she staggered back to the familiar home, the iron door was still the broken iron door, it was actually tighter than before, and she didn't open it after kicking a few feet, she simply sat on the steps, taking advantage of this short time to sort out her feelings.
It's been two days since she returned to N City, she and Ling Zixuan still haven't spoken to each other, it's been almost a week, is there no room for recovery between them, she is always a little pessimistic these days, even if she recovers this time, what about next time? What about next time? She will never be the one he is most satisfied with, and their lives may not be on the same trajectory at all.
Shen Qiuman took Xiao Nianyang out of the corridor and pushed the door out, and was startled by Lin Xiaoxian who was sitting on the steps, "Oh my God, can you cut this hair so short?" ”
"Isn't it good-looking, I've always relied on my face to win, and my hair doesn't matter." Lin Xiaoxian: This is purely self-comforting.
"You are really confident," Shen Qiuman pulled Xiao Nianyang, "Let's go out for dinner in a while, you will go to the army early tomorrow morning, it will take more than two months to go, let's eat something good tonight." ”
"Well," Lin Xiaoxian stretched his waist, he was going to play with his life starting tomorrow, "Do you have any news over there?" ”
"I was just about to tell you, I'll come back, the army's hospital is willing to accept me, and there is a nursery next to the hospital, and your brother can send it as big as that."
"That said, everything went well." Sure enough, the boat went straight to the bridge.
At night, Xiao Nianyang fell asleep, Shen Qiuman took out two cans of beer from the refrigerator and came to Lin Xiaoxian's room, "Come on, I've grown up my daughter, drink some bar." ”
Lin Xiaoxian took the beer, "This is specially prepared for me?" Thank you Mom. ”
"I should thank you," Shen Qiuman sat on the edge of Lin Xiaoxian's bed, the cool beer in his mouth, but he couldn't get rid of the bitterness hidden by the efforts in his heart, "Over the years, if it weren't for you, I might really be a hard-working woman." ”
"But what would I be without my mother? It may be a white rich beauty, without so much pride, without so many thoughts, "I have been thinking these days, what is love?" If it only makes people sad and confused, why should the world pursue this thing? ”
Shen Qiuman smiled helplessly, "I'm this age, I don't understand, how can I teach you?" ...... year Don't mention the things of that year, in short, I finally met Lin Feiyang in my life, and I lived a comfortable life for a few years. ”
"But do you really love him? Like a woman loves a man. ”
"Is it that important? Lin Feiyang is a good man, he is like a piece of warm jade, which can make people feel warm. And Ling Haoran was like a fire, she was afraid that one day she would be burned out.
"If you are afraid of love, do you have to retreat?" For Lin Xiaoxian, love is a brand-new topic, and there is no breakthrough to be found.
"No, don't hold back," Shen Qiuman walked to the window, looking at the dark night, memories poured into his heart like a tide, "What I need is that you are more mature, I am an orphan, if my mother told me how to love and how to protect myself, I would not have entrusted my life to Su Anzhi at such a young age, but then there will be no you, and I will have some regrets in my life." ”
Night, quietly, Lin Xiaoxian lay on the bed, reminiscing about Shen Qiuman's words, if love is a double-edged sword, it will make people happy and bring scars all over the body, then wait until you are capable enough to pick up this sword, so it is a kind of salvation for everyone.
"Hey, Zixuan?" Lin Xiaoxian dialed Ling Zixuan's phone.
"Lin Xiaoxian, it's me." On the other end of the phone, Lin Xiaoxian was unexpected.
"You ......"
"Cheng Wanyun, your rival in love." Cheng Wanyun's voice was still so soft, "Ling Zixuan said that he hasn't completely forgiven you yet, and the cold war can't end yet, so he entrusted me to answer the phone." ”
"Really?" didn't turn on the light, Lin Xiaoxian couldn't see his wry smile, "That'...... Please tell him, don't forgive me, let's break up, you take good care of him. ”
There is no need to explain, and there is no need to question why he is with Cheng Wanyun, it turns out that he saved so much trouble after letting go, which is also a good thing in the bad thing. Lin Xiaoxian unplugged the battery of his mobile phone, starting tomorrow, all communication will be banned, end all this early, and let himself rest assured, the task now is to rest, and tomorrow will meet more difficult challenges, but his eyes are so wet, how can he fall asleep?
"Hey! Feed! What do you say? Cheng Wanyun glared at the mobile phone that was already busy, "Ling Zixuan, come quickly." ”
"What's wrong again?" Ling Zixuan ended the conversation with Ling Fen'er's professional doctor, and walked over slowly, "Are you pinching up again?" ”
"It's more serious than that," Cheng Wanyun trembled and handed the phone to Ling Zixuan, "She said to ...... with you." Parted. ”
Ling Zixuan's face changed suddenly, "You're not joking with me, are you?" ”
"Of course not, how can I joke about this kind of thing, you call back quickly, I have nothing to do with your affairs for a long time, and I have to answer the phone for you." Let's play big, Cheng Wanyun wants to get rid of herself quickly, but now that she has completely let go, she doesn't want to wade into their troubled waters again.
Ling Zixuan called back several times, "Dead three-eight, it's actually turned off, she is still reasonable." Although my mouth is so much, my heart is a little hairy.
"What's going on?" Ling Fen'er walked over with Zhao Mingcheng's support.
"It's okay," Ling Zixuan was at a loss, and suddenly saw Zhao Mingcheng's eyes light up, "Uncle Zhao, you have Aunt Shen's phone." “
"Yes, yes, but it's the middle of the night over there, can you call at this time?" It seems that the young couple seems to be bickering, and the brother-in-law's face is not very good-looking these days, "Why don't you go to dinner first." ”
There was also an unhappy one at the dinner table, Ling Haoran learned on the phone with Mrs. Ling that Su Anzhi actually went to pester Shen Qiuman again, this old bastard, but he couldn't maintain it by her side.
Ling Fen'er looked at Ling Zixuan, and then at Ling Haoran, all of them absent-minded, "After eating, brother, you take Zixuan back, I just have Mingcheng here to take care of." ”
"I want to wait for that friend of mine to come back and explain your illness to him before I go back." Ling Haoran was not at ease after all, and wanted to take care of everything.
"However, you can't understand my condition as well as Mingcheng, you can rest assured, look at the face you gave to Sister Qiuman at that time, how sad she was, she and Xiaoxian were so good to me, but they were treated like your father and son." Ling Fen'er couldn't look at it for a long time, but she had been living in the shadow of the majesty of the Ling family, and she never had the courage to defend Shen Qiuman's mother and daughter.
Ling Haoran also knew that he was a little excessive, "I know, but I think my relationship with her is ...... She shouldn't have lied to me. ”
"Do you have anything to do with each other?" Hearing the words, Ling Fen'er hurriedly asked.
A large room of people, Ling Haoran was a little embarrassed to be asked, "Take care of yourself, hurry up and eat." "Without this kind of thing, maybe they would already have a relationship.
Ling Zixuan ate the taste of food and chewed wax, he wanted time to pass quickly, Lin Xiaoxian was jealous or angry because Cheng Wanyun answered the phone, how could he easily say the words of breaking up.
And Ling Haoran didn't know how to eat, his face must have been ugly at that time, and he was not confused, how could he still be so impulsive.
Cheng Wanyun carefully sandwiched the rice, she was a visiting guest, how could she eat in this atmosphere.