One-four-five. Entering the temple (1)
The two little girls were running back and forth in the room, and a small carved wooden box was placed on the ground. At the open opening, you can see the pen, ink, paper, inkstone and the scroll of the first base.
Standing in front of the box, Qin Nanxi held the lid of the box with one hand and examined it carefully before telling the little girl to close the box and lock it.
"Wait, wait~ How can I do this?" Xiao Fei, who had been annoyed and sad on the side, rushed up and stopped her: "Where have you been wronged?" Ever since I knew you, I haven't seen you wear coarse cloth. If you really don't bring any clothes in your house, how can you afford to eat when you get to the nunnery? As she spoke, she didn't care about stuffing a few silk satin shirts into the box.
Qin Nanxi panicked in front of the box, grabbed her and said, "Xiaofei, I entered the nunnery to pray for the blessing of the country at the behest of Yi, not to go there to hide and be quiet." Besides, if the Buddha Gate of the Water Nunnery is quiet, you will never be able to see these mundane things! ”
Xiao Fei listened, the tears in his eyes couldn't fall anymore, and with a click, he fell on the jade-colored cloud satin cloak in his hand, and choked: "You girl!" That concubine is not asking you to die, but just asking you to marry Situ Chong. And I think that kid is also very good to you! Besides, he is a gentleman of the first class and a gentle person, and he is handsome, why do you have to resist the decree in public? Your sister-in-law said that in the situation yesterday, what kind of concubine is it, and you can be disrespectful at any time. Are you crazy? If you want to mention the marriage of the emperor in public, it is obvious that the old woman wants you to be incestuous and sister-in-law to marry uncle? You're looking for death! The more Xiao Fei spoke, the more excited he became, he threw the shirt in his hand on the couch, glared at Qin Nanxi fiercely and asked.
"What nonsense?" Qin Nanxi looked back vigilantly at the two little girls who were busy in the room. I found an excuse and sent them out. It was only when the two figures disappeared downstairs that they continued: "What kind of village dialect are they, and they are shouting and screaming without shelter!" After that, he walked to Xiao Fei's side, wiped her tears for her, and said: "Slowly, I was ordered to enter the nunnery as a nun, that is, to execute me, and I must not respond to yesterday's decree!" ”
"Why?" Xiao Feihong was stunned with his eyes, and then he pretended to be clever and continued: "Are you because of that cold-nosed and cold-faced bastard Situ Yi?" Why do you bother? Didn't he say you had nothing to do with him anymore? It was he who repented of his marriage first, and you can marry someone else! When the time comes, let him swallow Coptis by himself, and his heart will be bitter! ”
Qin Nanxi's calm eyes flashed, and he quietly swallowed the deepest thoughts in his heart, shook his head, and said with a wry smile: "I can't marry Situ Chong, it has nothing to do with others." ”
"Why is that?" Xiao Fei wiped the tears on his cheeks and got up to ask the truth.
Qin Nanxi turned around and slowly leaned towards the half-open rhombic window. Outside the window, I can see a blue pond in the house from afar. There were already several layers of ice on the pool. Although it is not hard, it is also crystal clear, folding the skylight, bright and dazzling. The crystal pool was covered with snow that had not yet melted. As soon as the west wind passed, the floating snow swirled and flew up, rolling up a layer of snow mist like a veil, very light and thin, but also extremely cold.
Qin Nanxi took a breath of cold air from the window, and said lightly, "I can't marry Situ Chong, because he is Situ Chong, and I am Qin Nanxi." The voice was as cold and cold as the snow mist on an ice pond in the distance.
Xiao Fei followed her gaze for a moment, turned his head to stare at her, and said impatiently, "What the hell are you talking about?" I don't understand your riddles! If you treat me as a friend, you can say it plainly, if it's just me a girl you take in, then don't say it! ”
After hearing this, Qin Nanxi hurriedly turned around and took Xiao Fei's hand, his eyebrows bent, and he smiled warmly: "Xiao Fei Ye is naturally my friend!" I, Qin Nanxi, have grown so big, in addition to having Brother Xu by my side when I was a child, over the years, only Xue Rui and Xiaofei have been with me for a long time. In my heart, you have already kissed sisters, how can you say that you are not friends? ”
Xiao Fei scratched his head a little embarrassed when he heard this, and said, "Then you tell me why?" ”
"Xiao Fei, look" Qin Nanxi raised his finger to the window, and in the distance of his fingertips, there was a dead and bare plane tree in the garden: "Spring and autumn fruits, the four seasons rotate, this is the inevitability of heaven; And the rise and fall are accompanied by one after another, which is humane nature. A few days ago, didn't you talk about this year's disasters, the drought in Qingxu Erzhou, and the Yanzhou River. Now, not only are there hungry and cold displaced people everywhere, but there are even more songs in the Great Chu Domain. But even though this is full of dangers, the emperor's mind is still on how to eliminate dissidents in the court, and Uncle Xiao Guo is even more unscrupulous, conniving at the children of the clans to occupy the people's land, compete with the people for profit, and even let go of the people's achievements to seal the fields. ”
"Oh, you, do you mean the coachman you met last time, his family's war exploit reward field was bought by a big family for five taels of silver? That big family is the Xiao family? Xiao Fei suddenly remembered the driver with a broken leg, and couldn't help tilting his head, trying to understand why Qin Nanxi connected the two seemingly unrelated things.
The clear light in his eyes fell into the distance, Qin Nanxi nodded, and said quietly: "Even if it is not the Xiao family, it is also a big clan." As soon as the leaves fall and know the autumn mood, the coachman will never be the only one. The people's grievances are congested, and the upward is only to shock people's hearts by force, and outside, there are also famous nobles who want to move, but I am afraid that it is, and the century-old fame is in jeopardy. ”
"You mean, Xiao, the Xiao family will ......" Xiao Fei stared at Qin Nanxi in shock, wanting to find the answer from her blank gaze.
"I'm afraid it's not just the Xiao family. Are there any eggs under the nest? If the Xiao family is a thousand feet of wood, if even they will decay, the rest will just fall with the situation. Qin Nanxi understated, she has read a lot of history books, and she is no longer surprised by such a downward trend.
"That's a good thing, this Xiao family, there is no good thing! They fell, and just in time, there was hope for the people! Xiao Fei said excitedly, and he didn't hide his mouth, forgetting that Qin Nanxi's sister-in-law was a girl from the Xiao family. The words came out, but he also came back to his senses, and he was busy making amends: "I, I mean the men of the Xiao family, not only men, but also women...... Uh, anyway, it's Xiao except for your sister-in-law! ”
Qin Nanxi looked at her helpless appearance with a smile for a long time, as if she had seen enough of the excitement, and then explained: "It's okay, my sister-in-law has taken her husband's surname, and she is no longer the Xiao family!" ”
"Ha, too, your sister-in-law and your brother are very affectionate, she naturally listens to your brother in everything! The rest of the Xiao family has fallen, and the people have hope. Xiao Fei was born at the bottom, and he still had simple expectations, hoping that Mingjun Qingtian could live a happy and safe life.
Looking at Xiao Fei, Qin Nanxi slowly shook his head and mourned: "Xing, the people are suffering, dying, the people are suffering!" I just hope that there will be no protracted disasters and wars, so that the people can still have a little hard work. Closing his eyes slightly, his father's thin and sick figure came into view. It is only today that she fully understands her father's painstaking efforts.
"So, you can't marry Situ Chong, otherwise the Qin family will inevitably be implicated at that time?" Xiao Fei didn't know Qin Nanxi's deep distress, and guessed her mind smartly.
Qin Nanxi smiled helplessly, shook his head and said, "Yes and no." ”
Xiao Fei tilted his head and wondered, "What do you mean yes and no?" ”
Raising his hand and combing his hair that was blown by the cold wind of the window, Qin Nanxi turned to face Xiao Fei and said seriously: "Daddy has worked hard all his life, he hates the Xiao family deeply, and he regrets that he agreed to his brother's marriage, I can't let him add disappointment and grief to his twilight illness." ”
Xiao Fei said half-incomprehensibly: "Oh, then what else?" ”
Qin Nanxi sighed faintly: "My brother has worked hard and is dormant, if I marry Situ Chong at this time, he will actually give up his previous efforts!" ”
"He, didn't he make you vain?" Dumbo blinked, the more she listened, the more confused she became.
"That's my brother confused! My brother is stubborn and stubborn by nature, and he has lived through many ups and downs of the previous dynasty. He thought that keeping his father and his official position was to preserve the strength of the Qin family, so that it would be possible to clarify the Qing Dynasty and the opposition in the future and realize his wish to calm the world. Actually, he was wrong, the power of the Qin family is not in the official position, but in the reputation. If I marry Situ Chong, I can only keep the void and lose the truth, but I will lose the momentum of the Qin family. ”
Xiao Fei shook his head and said: "I don't understand, you people, you are really a seven-trick mind, it's too difficult to understand." That's it, let's not talk about that. You're going to leave in the afternoon, you must bring some of these homely clothes, and when you go there, there's no one to take care of you, alone, how are you doing? As he spoke, Xiao Fei's eyes turned red again.
"Xiaofei" Qin Nanxi took off the shirt in her hand, took her hand and said earnestly: "This time, I'm afraid I won't be able to come back." In the future, my father's side will bother you, bother you to do your best for me..."Before she finished speaking, she choked up.
Xiao Fei had tears in his eyes, nodded fiercely, and whimpered intermittently: "You, don't worry." I will, I will take care of Lord Qin. Waiting for you, waiting for you to come back! ”
Qin Nan couldn't cry and couldn't help shaking his head. Entering the nunnery as a nun, since then the Buddhist door green lantern has been lonely all his life, how to come back?