Chapter 165: Sadness Repeats Anger
On the night when the scandal was exposed, Krystal didn't wait for the phone call she wanted, she couldn't sleep, she watched the moonlight fall, the sun rose, and in the dawn light, she went downstairs early and went to a familiar store to buy breakfast for a few sisters in the dormitory. She knew the concerns of her sisters during the phone call with Jessica last night, and she needed to make a statement that she was okay and a way to apologize.
On the way to the crew, she saw the relevant news of Seo Hyun and Kang Ji-chan, and also saw Seo Hyun's clarifying photo on SNS. Judging from the photos, Kang Ji-chan seems to be in good shape and has not been affected too much by the scandal incident, which is good news for her. She never wants others to be hurt because of her, and the others here include Jiang Zhican, but they don't include her, and in the face of injury, she will always bear it silently at a loss.
"Hey, Yunshen Oba!"
At this time, the sunset was about to end, and she took Da Bong by the hand and walked among the stone paths. The golden sunlight shone down, and under the green silk blown by the evening breeze was a slender figure that was smudged like ink. The eyes that had been dull all day finally brightened up the moment they received the other party's call, and they waited with anticipation like a child.
"Well, what are you doing?" Zheng Yunshen asked.
"Filming at the hotel, but now it's resting, so it's a walk, oh, with a golden retriever named Da Feng. Everyone seems to be quite busy, all kinds of things, but I have nothing to do for the time being except filming. En・・・・・・ Yunshen Oba, you're also busy, right? ”
She lowered her eyes, breathed carefully, and spoke softly, as if there was a piece of paper in front of her that had been wet by the rain, and it would break if she blew lightly.
"Busy? Well, there are some, like headless flies. Zheng Yunshen's voice became low, and then he suddenly laughed again, "Actually, I originally wanted to ask Jiang Zhican, but his phone was either turned off or on the call, I always suspected that the kid had blocked me・・・・・・ isn't there a scandal about you and him on the Internet, I read it, I was very curious, so I wanted to ask if it was true or false." ”
Fake, of course fake!
She almost blurted out, but in the end she held back, cautiously uneasy, and she asked, "Yunshen Oba, do you think it's true or fake?" ”
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time before Zheng Yunshen said he didn't know. Krystal's expression suddenly became vivid, she remembered all the books, movies, and TV series about love she had seen in this life, and felt that Zheng Yunshen's attitude at this time was probably duplicity caused by a man's self-esteem, maybe under Jiang Zhican's threat, Zheng Yunshen finally realized her preciousness?
She decided to take advantage of the victory and pursue it.
"Yunshen Oba, then you say, do you want this matter to be true or false?"
"Of course, I hope it's true." Zheng Yun smiled deeply, Jiang Zhican's suppressed guilty eyes had not yet dispersed the night he remembered one moment ago, and the words he said to Jiang Zhican that day sounded in his ears the next moment. He didn't bother to think about the online photos and SM's silence, and gave his reply succinctly and clearly.
"Really, really, do you hope it is true?" Krystal became stammering.
"yes, what, are you shy?" Zheng Yunshen probably understood, and built a step for Krystal.
"No, what a shyness, that scandal is fake at all, Yunshen Oba, you are completely guessing!" Krystal shouted, as if Zheng Yunshen was right in front of her, she laughed and shouted, but her heart was getting heavier and heavier, and it kept sinking.
"It's not a guess." Zheng Yunshen said softly and firmly.
Krystal didn't listen, and she hurriedly hung up the phone, citing the fact that the accompanying golden retriever Dabong had run away. In fact, Da Bong did run away, so she ran hard while her eyes were red, like a withered flower under the shade of green grass and trees.
Da Bong took her to run more and more, the silence around her, a little gloomy, if she would normally stop and feel afraid, but this time, she needed a quiet and unmanned space to vent or bury the sadness in her heart, so she continued to move forward, and finally curled up on a bench.
Because I don't care, I let myself grieve. She was alone, in the twilight, and tasted the taste of broken intestines. It was a feeling that had never felt before, like a cold river overflowing every inch of the body, a blank space that had lost all strength.
She thinks she's out of love, a real lovelorn, a crush that was sentenced to death before it even began to bloom. And the irony is that maybe a few years later, the person she really likes for the first time in her life will accompany her through the rest of her life in another capacity.
Brother-in-law, isn't it?
She remembered the day she first met. Blue sky and white clouds, the sun was shining, and the young man with his hat and camera, who had come from far away China and gone to his homeland, finally appeared in front of the two sisters and said something shocking: "Hey, Jessica, hello, I'm here to marry you!" ”
At that time, my sister was in a panic, and as a younger sister at the time, she was standing on one side, but her eyes were bright and she felt romantic. Yes, she loves romantic things. She dreams of fairy tales.
Pink roses are delivered every day, and clumsy love letters are endless. Sister Jessica bears the burden of confusion, and sister Krystal takes it all.
Then one day, the young man who had jumped off found her, and she became his advisor. So the love letters came from her, the gifts came from her choice, and the three of them ate at the same table with her support—the older sister Jessica was dodgy, and the younger sister Krystal squinted and smiled, even though he was serving her food and she was just serving him food.
When was the first time you found out you liked it because of jealousy and sadness?
She frowned and thought about it, remembering that it was that light rainy evening. Just as every child has the experience of wounds caused by toys, when the trajectory of the train no longer runs according to her plan, she can only lower her head, her black hair covers her lonely eyes, standing under a small umbrella, imagining what will be said and done in the building with only two people at this moment, and how romantic it should be under the burning candlelight.
She lowered her eyes and wept in the drizzle. She stood silently for a long time, looking at the lights that turned on and off, watching the disappearing car, turning around alone, holding an umbrella alone, and the back of the fading street lamp was infinitely elongated. She vaguely understood something.
Since then, she's learned to casually ask questions that have been hidden for a long time. Then she determined Jessica's intentions, and also knew Zheng Yunshen's determination, she was in a dilemma, beauty and youth became her last courage - she decided that no young man would refuse a beautiful face or a youthful body, just right, she had both.
So he deliberately pestered, deliberately coquettish, and deliberately slightly sexy, but in the end he was pierced by Jiang Zhican's cold words and sword that night - "Grab a man with your sister." ”
No, no, she never did, but when she accidentally found the slightly crumpled love letter in Jessica's drawer, she panicked, her face turned pale and dejected, and she felt angry because of another man who was constantly around Jessica.
But she's just a sister after all, and it's a problem sister who even has difficulties with her sister, she can't blame, and she can't do righteous persecution. So she just waited, for her sister to make a decision.
But now, because of a sudden scandal, she understands that she doesn't need to wait, the last courage is gone, whether it is beauty or youth, it is not enough to affect Zheng Yunshen's heart.
He didn't like me, not at all, she thought silently, her expression was sad, so he didn't care, and even hoped that the scandal would come true.
As soon as she thought of this, she felt that her heart was like a knife, the so-called pain of first love in the book, she really tasted it, and she hated to abandon part of the youth experience lost because of her early debut.
Dabong came to her at some point, sticking out his tongue and tapping into her palm.
She hugged Da Feng aggrievedly, and her voice choked: "Da Feng, the biggest villain in the world, from now on, it will not be Jiang Zhican, you remember, it is a person named Zheng Yunshen." Nuna, really, really hated him, hated him, never to see him again! ”
Dabong shook his head and picked up something with his short body. It probably understood her sadness and gave her his own toy.
Krystal's expression stiffened, and she fell to the ground, grief repeating anger.
"Bastards, bastards, all big bastards!"