What position did she have to question him, she thought?

They are just lovers, and they are not already married, or they are about to get married.

She was a little self-deprecating, feeling that after she was reborn, she seemed to have suddenly become sensitive, and this fragile and speechless emotion made her herself begin to be a little disgusted with herself.

"Last night, I went to a friend's house." Guan Zhong ate breakfast and put down his chopsticks, as if he was talking about the weather outside.

Jiang Miao looked at him in surprise, she didn't expect him to take the initiative to explain to herself.

"It's not easy for her to take care of the child alone, and I'll go over to help take care of it when I'm fine." Guan Zhong's tone was a little slow, and Jiang Miao sensitively sensed that he was reminiscing about some not-so-good past.

Jiang Miao didn't say anything, she looked at Guan Zhong quietly, she felt that she should play the role of a listener at this time, and she was indeed very curious and concerned about what was going on with the friend in his mouth.

"Yesterday was his birthday, and I went over to give gifts, so I stayed a little longer."

Jiang Miao nodded, waited for a while, and saw that Guan Zhong was just looking at her silently, and couldn't help but be stunned: "It's gone?" ”

Guan Zhong grinned: "Hmm." ”

Jiang Miao was a little disappointed, and couldn't help asking, "What kind of friend is she?" ”

Guan Zhong thought for a moment before saying, "First love." ”

When she went to work during the day, Jiang Miao completed the work in her hand as seriously as possible with her dizzy and swollen brain, and finally stayed up until noon, and was dragged directly by Miao Yuanyuan, who had been waiting for a long time, to a sushi restaurant near the company with her arm.

Jiang Miao bit the shrimp squeezed with a lot of mustard, and shed tears while chewing.

Miao Yuanyuan pouted and smacked her tongue to watch her perform a live-action version of masochism: "I lived with Zhang Yan, the day before yesterday." ”

Jiang Miao's eyes were red, she wiped away the surging tears with a tissue, and motioned for her to continue.

Miao Yuanyuan put down his chopsticks: "I think Zhang Yan is a very good person, although he is not too simple, he is too good for me, I just want to try with him, if I can go on like this, it is best, in case it doesn't work, I will break up again, I don't pay too much emotion, I think I can be a little less hurt." ”

Jiang Miao sniffed and felt that she was finally breathing, so she exhaled comfortably: "Isn't this okay?" ”

Miao Yuanyuan shrugged his shoulders indifferently: "It's nothing bad, now in this world, do you really think that ordinary people like us can meet that destined lover?" Don't be silly! ”

Jiang Miao put down the tissue, held the teacup and took a sip of the slightly bitter and sweet Japanese tea: "Hey, Yuan Yuan, do you remember your first love?" ”

Miao Yuanyuan's face froze, and he looked at Jiang Miao like a monster: "Why are you mentioning him to me?" ”

Jiang Miao put down the teacup: "Do you remember him?" ”

Miao Yuanyuan didn't answer and asked: "What about you?" Do you remember the house construction? ”

Jiang Miao's movements froze, and a wry smile slowly appeared on his face, the boy who looked handsome and sunny seemed to attract attention like a halo.

Miao Yuanyuan's voice sounded in his ears: "At that time, seeing you so happy, I really thought that it would go on forever." ”

Jiang Miao's heart trembled, she looked at Miao Yuanyuan: "You say, is it true that first love is unforgettable and unforgettable?" ”

Miao Yuanyuan tugged at the corners of his mouth: "If you think about the feeling between the same house and the building, isn't it clear?" ”

When he got home in the evening, Guan Zhong was still working overtime in the company and didn't come back, Jiang Miao went straight to the guest room and looked out his luggage, found the somewhat old classmate directory, and found the somewhat outdated but extremely clear group photo sandwiched in the middle.

The young and young she hugged the handsome but equally youthful him, and the two of them smiled at the camera, and the sweet happiness between their eyebrows and eyes seemed to become three-dimensional and vivid from the flat photo.

Jiang Miao recalled the past years, and suddenly felt like a world away, she thought, if Fang Jian called now and said that he wanted to ask her to have dinner and catch up with her, would she be happy to go? If Fang Jian is alone with her children after the divorce, is it possible for her to carefully select the gifts, and then send them in person, and stay until midnight before returning home.

The final answer is, no.

Many times, Jiang Miao feels that she is actually a very cold-hearted person, although she is easy to be impressed, but there are very few times when she can really let people into her heart.

She divides her affection, liking and love very clearly in her heart.

Like is like, love is love, since you don't like it or don't love, you should break it neatly, without hesitation, and you shouldn't be entangled.

She thought back to the five years of decadence, and only felt that the original experience was really important, and many things that were originally extremely principled in her eyes were actually not insurmountable in the current view.

Just like now, she clearly knows that there is an unclear entanglement between Guan Zhong and the friend in his mouth, but she can still sit in the office calmly, working in a stable state, without hysteria, without pain, and even the original ripples have slowly calmed down.

After getting off work in the evening, Guan Zhong did not work overtime or socialize in a rare way, so he drove Jiang Miao to eat a meal of farm food, and went to the supermarket together, bought some food and clothing for the family, and then walked home unhurriedly.

Back at home, Guan Zhong went to take a shower first, and as soon as he came out, he urged Jiang Miao to quickly change his clothes and go to wash.

Jiang Miao was inexplicably pushed into the bathroom by him, rinsed herself, and got out of the bathroom with her wet head, and when she saw the scene in the bedroom, she suddenly felt a sense of ridicule, she just raised the corners of her mouth, and her eyes couldn't help but stick to Guan Zhong, who was only wearing a pair of triangle bullet underwear, lying on her side on the bed, with tight skin full of manliness but extremely tempting.

The orange bedspread that had just been changed the day before yesterday was torn off and thrown on the ground aside, and the dark purple sheets that were re-covered were the new bedding that Guan Zhong had to buy when he visited the supermarket tonight.

Jiang Miao pursed her lips and looked at Guan Zhong, whose eyes darkened a little.

Guan Zhong raised the corners of his mouth at her, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Or?" ”

Jiang Miao listened to him say a charming invitation in such a seductive voice, only to feel that his body suddenly felt numb, and he almost rushed to the bed with a pounce, pressing directly on him, both **, and hugged him frantically: "Yes!" ”

Guan Zhong smiled to meet her, his dark eyes full of doting tenderness.

Afterwards, Guan Zhongping spread out beside her, panting, and asked in a hoarse tone, "Was it comfortable just now?" ”

Jiang Miao twisted her eyebrows, turned her head to look at Guan Zhong, who was tired but satisfied, and sensitively caught him being a little deliberately flattering.

In the process just now, she didn't ignore Guan Zhongyi's unusually thoughtfulness, he kept asking her if she would feel uncomfortable, as if being able to serve her well was the thing he cared about the most, even if he was in pain in his lower body, he was willing.

This kind of Guan Zhong is too abnormal, Jiang Miao recalled that after the two fought together, they were fierce but rarely cared about her Guan Zhong, and only felt that tonight's Guan Zhong was a little too considerate and gentle.

This act of caring too much made her suddenly have a thought that Guan Zhong was compensating her, and wanted to please her because she felt guilty.