Chu Man stayed in the hospital for more than half a month, and his mental state finally stabilized, but the whole person seemed quiet and terrifying, if he didn't know that her voice was absolutely fine, Hanxiao really thought that she had taken something like dumb medicine and poisoned herself.

It's just that at the beginning, she was still a little misanthropic and refused to eat, forcing her to eat a little, and she could vomit it when she ate it.

The body is basically maintained only by the nutritional injections prescribed by the hospital, and her appearance of having no desire to survive makes Chu Tian look at it in his eyes and feel pain in his heart.

But no matter what Chu Tianyi told her, she always ignored it.

In the end, the whole person was skinny and skinny, and even the hospital issued a critical illness notice.

Chu Tian didn't say anything, but he also began to get anxious.

In the end, she couldn't even look at it with a smile, she looked for it early one morning, came to the hospital, borrowed a wheelchair, and took Chu Man out alone when she went out with Chu Tianyi.

She pushed the silent Chu Man all the way to a park next to the hospital, there is an artificial lake in this park, the scenery is not bad, there are quite a lot of people who usually come here to exercise, and there is a lakeside path paved with blue bricks along the lake.

With a smile, Chu Man slowly walked on this lakeside path, today's weather is very good, a slight breeze blows, blowing the willows on the shore swaying, on the sparkling water, a round of red sun is rising, the red morning light dyes the clouds on the horizon and the water surface linked to the sky.

The scenery here was also discovered by chance with a smile, but I didn't expect that in this city where she has lived for several years, there is such a quiet place, although this park has been artificially carved, but the scenery is not bad.

And it's not far from the hospital, Hanxiao has long wanted to take Chu Man out for a walk, and the first thing she thought of was here.

She pushed the wheelchair, and Chu Man, who was silent as always, sat in the wheelchair, looking at her quiet appearance, as if the person who was crying hysterically that day was not the person in front of her at all, but another person who had nothing to do with it.

Looking at the sunrise not far away with a smile, she suddenly spoke, "Chu Man, I don't want to say how well I know your people, and I don't want to say how much I can understand how much you are hurt, because I don't have that qualification, the two of us are actually strangers at all, and the only intersection we have ever had is your brother, and now even this intersection is long gone." ”

Speaking of this, she paused, she looked at Chu Man, and found that she still had no reaction to her words, just looked ahead in a daze, as if she was only immersed in her own world, but when she stopped and parked her wheelchair at the best angle to see the sunrise, she suddenly looked at Chu Man's slightly turned eyes, and when something flashed quickly, she knew that she was not completely ignoring her words.

So she hooked the corners of her mouth slightly, there is a play!

"I know, in your eyes, I am a village girl, a woman who can't get on the stage, but do you know what you are like in my eyes? Squeamish, willful, unreasonable, and a big lady who doesn't eat fireworks in the world. Of course you are, because you have lived in a privileged family environment since you were a child, you have never known the hardships of life, and you have never suffered hardships, on the contrary, you are always surrounded by a lot of people who spoil you and love you, such as your parents, brothers, uncles and aunts, etc., but in my words, you are a silk flower.

Do you know what a silk flower is? It is a kind of flower that can only live in a greenhouse, once it is transplanted out of the greenhouse, transplanted outside, and beaten by the wind and rain, it will not survive, and it is a fragile flower. What is life in your eyes? It's enjoyment, it's willfulness, it's what you want, but in my eyes, life is reality, it's cruel, it's the jungle!

In the law of survival in this real society, only the strong can always stand at the top, although I don't want to be a strong person, but compared to the weak in this real society, I would rather choose to be a strong person who can dominate my own lifestyle.

I don't want to let fate and harsh reality dictate my life, I just want to take control of my own life. A person who escapes reality, she will never be able to control her own life. ”

"I think, if you don't want to live, it's actually very simple, it's nothing more than death, but have you thought about it, you are dead, you are free, but what about those relatives who love you and care about you? I think it's a coward's behavior for you to be happy yourself, but you leave your pain to those closest to you.

That's why I said you're just a silk flower, a silk flower that can't withstand the wind and rain! A loser in life! Who do you think you are? Wouldn't this earth be functioning properly without you? Hmph, it's ridiculous, you're gone, the sun still rises every day, and the wicked people who hurt you are still at large, will they feel even a little guilty about your death?

Oh, I can tell you, that's absolutely impossible, at most they'll laugh at your portrait and laugh at you, and see, this is the suicidal idiot! Aren't your relatives really sad? Even I won't shed a single tear for your death. ”

When she said these words with a smile, while talking, she secretly observed Chu Man's expression, and she found that when she said about the silk flower and ridicule, Chu Man's hands were clenched into fists.

This slight gesture made her heart really relieved, as long as she could still listen to it, it meant that she still had to be saved, if it was really the kind of thing that was all lost, then she couldn't listen to anything, she was bent on dying.

It seems that Chu Man has not yet reached that stage.

So she continued to work hard, said all the positive and negative things, and finally pushed her back to the hospital slowly.

Originally, she said these words to Chu Man, just to arouse her desire to survive, and she didn't think that she would succeed at one time, she even made a long-term plan for this.

But who knows, it seems that after such a short and long night, Chu Man has completely changed.

Because she finally didn't reject the matter of eating, she even took the initiative to tell Chu Tianyi the next morning that she wanted to drink porridge.

This is simply an unexpected surprise, Chu Tianyi immediately told Hanxiao, and Hanxiao immediately went to the kitchen and personally cooked a pot of millet porridge for her and sent it to the hospital for her.

Looking at Chu Man, who was still skinny at this time, the temperament she exuded had completely changed.

If yesterday's Chu Man was a lifeless walking corpse, then today's Chu Man is a living person full of vitality who is about to recover from a serious illness. (To be continued.) )